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| Nothing Stays the Same Over time things have begun to change, things between us aren't the same. So why is this true? Why am I losing you? I never thought you'd go away. I never thought you would act this way. I thought you would be different. I didn't think you would hurt me the way that you did. Now my heart no longer beats as it once did. I thought you'd be the one to make me come around again, but things changed, we're always changing. I'll never love you this way again. So play whatever games you want, just try to tear me down again. |
| FATE I'm learning to live again. I'm learning to take one step at a time. Never did I see myself stranded here trying to remember something which used to be so simple.No one every expects the worst but no one denies that around every corner lies fate. Fate has given me this obsticle and I won't lay down and let it defeat me!Everything you experience in your life is cause by fate. Everything happens for reasons we are not allowed to understand. You can have something terrible happen to you and you tell yourself you lost everything and nothing will be better but time will come to pass and fate will step in and help you realize there is something better. |
| I THOUGHT... Never did I set out to be ignored. I never thought you'd be the one to play my emotions. I thought for sure this time I wouldn't care. Too many times before my heart had been bruised and I this time I would leave without a scar. I must have been out of my mind to think I wouldn't be hurt. I can't even keep my eyes open without them begining to burn from tears that won't fall. I thought this wouldn't be the same as all the others. Your the same as the others though. Your playing the game that tore me down once before and left me wounded never to recover. Before I even had time to heal from the last you jumped into my life and broke me down again. |
| BURNING Swallow your poisionous saliva. Let it seep into your lungs and cause disease within the walls of your body. I want to see your skin engulfed in fire just so I can see you feel the pain you have given me. I'm learning to fight this illness and soon I will be immune to every ailment you place upon my broken bones. These poisionous passioned breaths you breahte upon me make me frail. Lucious kisses laced with death you place upon my lips and they place me in a trance of no escape.Your such a demonstration of destruction and seduction of which i didn't deserve to face. Yet I crave another taste, though another taste could shatter my brittle bones, but this is the risk I am willing to take just for a chance to be near you. |
| REALIZATIONS I'm growing up and as I grow I am begining to realize things. I realize you will never love me. I realize I assume the worst too much I realize you won't always be here I realize I can't always win I realize you may not be the one I realize I should appreciate what I have I realize I should forget about what I don't have. I realize no one can make someone fall in love. I realize letting you go may be the bast way to not lose you. I realize I will never be the same again I realize you shouldn't let love pass you by I realize emotions are inevitable |
| REMINDED OF YOU It's how chapped lips remind me of you How silence makes me hate you How that song always seems to play when I think of you. How I gave so much up for you. How you moved on so fast. I find all these small things that remind me of you. How breathing the air when your near is better than breathing any air at all. How the taste of your kiss is far more delicious than anything I've ever tasted. How loving you hurts me and yet I refuse to let you go. |
| Waiting tear me down and break me again. I hate the things you do to me that make me feel like total shit. Yet over and over again I sit here wishing for a change, as I take what you give which is a little less than nothing. Broken tears and crying hearts always make things fall apart. Lonely and in an unconscience state I forget about all this pain. I try to believe you I try so hard to believe you but you haven't yet proven your words true. But still I stay around just waiting for a change, a change I know will never come. |
| LETTING GO Letting you move on is something I thought I would never have to endure. I miss hearing your voice, I miss walking with you, I miss sitting with you doing absouletly nothing. Now all of that has come to pass. You've made it clear you want nothing to do with me. I'm unwanted in your life your fine with not knowing me, ignoring me and shutting me out of your life. I tried to be strong but in letting you go I realized just how much doing nothing with you meant to me. I realized you meant much more than NOTHING to me you meant everything at one time. |
| BROKEN DOWN My body has been damaged, My heart was broken and my tears refused to fall. My will to love has been lost again. I wanted to talk to you that day and to tell you everything I felt for you, But I never made it. I became weak and you told me I meant something to you. Hearing that gave me strength to heal my wounds to get better so I could be with you. But when I thought I was gaining everything back in my life you took your words back. You stung my eyes and shattered my strength, my faith, my love. Too bad you meant what you said. |
| UNTITLED I dont need people like you in my life people that pride themselves on bringing others down people that cant understand i cant always be around I need need to sit around wishing i could talk to you to later find out that you see me as a fool I dont need to be told who i am and how i act from you because inside I know myself a little more than you do So go ahead and think you know who i am and how i work Because i only need to know that you're a jerk I'm not a bitch and im not self-centered I dont need your approval or your smart remarks you cant presume you know everything there is to know about me But remeber you only see what i give you Maybe if you saw me as a person and not just another girl I would let you see inside of me but since all we do it fight go ahead and gather your pride while i search for someone besides you who will see inside |