| POEMS PAGE #3 |
| MY MISTAKE I carry my mistakes with me I carry them into and out of my dreams It continues to rip and tear at the seams and I can hardly stand the sight of my own reflection. All I see now is a devious shell of a girl, broken soul and empty heart. I would give you every feeling I could just to hear your voice saying your willing to start again. |
| ALL I WILL ASK One more chance is all I will ask If only you could forgive me one last time As I have done a million times over and over again for you. Just look at me and then maybe you will be able to see the hole that has taken over my heart and slowly pulls me apart. Just one more chance is all I will ask I promise never to fool around and waste time again. If only I could go back and have one more chance |
| YOUR LAST I can't belive how I danced around you I tried with every breath not to breathe air near you. I tried piece by piece not to let you go. I realize now that we were never meant to be. You played me for a fool and thought that I would never figure you out but with every little lie you caused me years of recovery. You were the first and i hoped the last. But this time I won't go back this time was your last. |
| 30 DAYS OF APRIL Out of all the days I have lived the ones in this last month have fallen under the worst. I have lost you under a sea of doubt of which I have created. You left me here alone to see the wrechedness in me. I never thought this love would spoil. But in these 30 days of april you disapeared, and what we once shared has deceased. |
| SO PERFECT I hate myself sometimes I can't even look in the mirror anymore. Sometimes I just sit on the floor and wish I could be like them, so perfect so flawless, so beautiful, so everything I'm not. I look at myself and all I see is someone who doesn't deserve to be. I can't help but think these thoughts when everywhere I go there is someone who is so perfect, so not me. I think sometimes I would sell my soul to look like them so glamorous so perfect, i doubt that I will ever be like that because as long as I'm not perfect I'm me. |
| TEARS NO LONGER FALL My tears no longer fall I've given up on you. I used to wait for love to find me and the one time I thought it did it denied me. You felt feelings for me once but now we have hardly spoken in months. My tears are now dry, I can no longer cry. You took all my pride the day you lied. You lied about your love . I'll never understand. I no longer want to feel the touch of your hand. I've given up on you. |
| BAD HABITS You've ruined my life. I fear if I wasn't so strong I would have grabbed that knife. I've delt with your habits too long. Now it's your turn to learn who is wrong. I hate the way you act. Do you remember that night you made me pack? Probably not because you didn't care. Just so you know these feelings aren't rare. I feel them everytime you start again. My dislike for you and your habits have reached the end. So continue your life with your habits of death, I'm leaving you behind, maybe one day you'll find you no longer have any friends it'll be just you in the end. |
| NO TITLE As hands ectend out of my head my heart becomes extinct. No tears have ever felt like needles until now. I gather them as they fall and place them in my pocket. Thoughts of you encircle my mind and I promise not to let go this time. Your eyes evolve into puzzles that I can't solve. Your hands hold in them my dreams and you pluck at their seams making them fall apart. |
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