About Me

_____Finally, finally I've got my own site. Here I can put all the crap I've got to say to the world...

_____First, if we've never met before, - my name is Zorik (not the only one, but full and favorite).

_____I live in Tel Aviv, that is in Israel, Middle East. This is one of the major cities in Israel (250 thousand people). Some people love the beach, the nightlife, others come here for business. As for me - this is the only place in Israel a normal person can survive (at least streets are straight). This is a very nice place to live. A little hot in summer, but still nice. Though requires good cleaning.

_____I was born in 1977 in November (I'm a Scorpio!!) in Odessa. That is in Ukraine (former Soviet Union republic), on the Black Sea northern coast. A gorgeous city. It is big, green, it has a huge seaport, gorgeous yellow beaches, warm people and the most beautiful girls in the world. Also it is famous for it's humor. I love it. And I hope to go back someday.

_____About my personal characteristics - I think it is not me who has to define them, but as soon as I have no one by my side to describe them honestly, I will describe them alone. I am assertive, active, creative and a bit smart, that let me achieve my goals most of the time (the only problem is that not always I can set my goals correctly). I have some sense of humor (at least this is what I'm being told - I always wonder why), though most of my jokes are cynical.

_____ I'm very pessimistic - yes, I see the world as something unnecessary for me to exist and that I have to live with it, though I don't understand what do I need it for. As I like to say "You can't handle it, and you can't drop it...".

_____ One of the rules I follow in my life - is to be honest. Of course, you can't be honest all the time, but I strive to the perfection, trying to be honest most of the time. At least I'm honest with myself, and this is a lot.

_____Regardless to mentioned above, I am a very sensitive person. This is not a characteristic that someone else can say about me. This is about what I feel... It's not that I concern myself to others, it's that I'm not a piece of stone, u know... But, my problem is that I always try not to show it, it's like a habit - comes unconscious.

_____About habits - I smoke and I smoke a LOT. And I like it. And if there was a club of smokers - I would be a member in it. And I hate all the nonsmoking areas. And it's hard for me to stand people who DO NOT SMOKE. (I've never been that aggressive, but it drives you crazy when someone tells you "can I please ask you not to smoke...". And, Gee, they assume you immediately have to stop smoking! Once I tried to answer "no" - and what do you think - I was almost beaten up! And these guys claim they fight "for healthy generations". Well, I have correct this - not "for", but "against healthy generations" - if I was healthy when I smoked, I could not remain healthy when I was beaten up.)

_____Though I smoke, I do not drink. You know, sometimes you really want to fall down drunken, and to watch the carousel around you. But my problem is that when I drink - I feel so bad, that I start to think the reality is better. I can't sleep, I can't breeze, I can't see, I can't walk. I feel like a fully handicapped in a helicopter.

_____I tried some drugs, but again, the problem is that it feels "not real". I dream of feeling "real" and "good". Really good.

_____ Usually I feel good when I success in something. Especially something I've never tried before, something new. For example this site - as soon as I new to WebMastering I will build it, update it and so on, but as soon as I'll feel I know it - I'll quit it and the site will die.

_____Now, about my hobbies and interests.

_____My most favorite hobby is dining out. I like to look for nice restaurants, try something new and unusual. I'm very sensitive about the food - if there is no meat in the meal - it is not food. I'm kinda anti-vegetarian. I like Mexican food, Japanese (though it's hard to find something real in Israel), some of Italian, but most of all I like Thai food ( Oooh! Is it tasty and spicy!!).

_____My other hobby is definitely computers. Since I was 12 I'm interested in them. Then, in 1990 I had "Spectrum" - a small box with a language called BASIC that I had to connect to my TV and download files from my Audio Player. Then first IBMs came. Then DOS, Norton Commander, and finally Windows. First the PC was only for playing games, of course, but then I started to play with graphics, upgrade my hardware capabilities, and so on... Unfortunately, after I came to Israel I had to quit with my hobby. Still, I learned some new things as Lotus and Pascal, but I had no choice for creativity. Now, when Internet came on the horizon, I'm going nutz from all the staff you can get on the Web. So computers turned to be my hobby again. As it used to be, I like to feel free and to feel that I can do anything I want - so now I'm interested in all latest upgrades for my PC (even if I don't really need them - I wish to have them) and graphics, trying to be creative.

	*About Me*	From Kabalarians.com (I've got no idea who they are, but they describe me quite well): "Your name of Zorik creates a quick, clever mind capable of grasping and assimilating new ideas. You are rather studious, mentally challenging each new idea before accepting it. Because you learn so quickly you have little patience with those whose mental processes are somewhat slower, and you could become supercilious or somewhat "know it all" in your attitude. This characteristic could make you rather unpopular with your associates. Although you are very knowledgeable and intelligent, you often find spontaneous verbal expression difficult. You crave friendship, understanding, love, and affection but your reserved manner appears forbidding to others. You can give expression to your personal thoughts and feelings most fluently through the written word. You have a sensitive nature--sensitive to your environment and particularly sensitive to how your deeper and more serious interests are regarded by others. Your feelings are very easily hurt and to protect yourself you withdraw within the realms of your own private thoughts and shut out the rest of the world. Moods, which are your worst enemy, result. Your sensitivity and lack of verbal expression frustrate and limit the satisfaction in life to be gained from your responsible and capable nature." "Your name of George is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. If you could express only the constructive qualities and restrain the negative qualities of your nature, you would always be good company. These contrasting qualities make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed over any real or imagined slight. You feel and sense much more than you can fully understand, and could become psychic if you delved into the occult. The problem then would be controllable thoughts, feelings, and reactions. You find it difficult to be patient, practical, and systematic, preferring to act impulsively as the spirit moves you."



_____Finally, finally I've got my own site. Here I can put all the crap I've got to say to the world... _____First, if we've never met before, - my name is Zorik (not the only one, but full and favorite). _____I live in Tel Aviv, that is in Israel, Middle East. This is one of the major cities in Israel (250 thousand people). Some people love the beach, the nightlife, others come here for business. As for me - this is the only place in Israel a normal person can survive (at least streets are straight). This is a very nice place to live. A little hot in summer, but still nice. Though requires good cleaning. _____I was born in 1977 in November (I'm a Scorpio!!) in Odessa. That is in Ukraine (former Soviet Union republic), on the Black Sea northern coast. A gorgeous city. It is big, green, it has a huge seaport, gorgeous yellow beaches, warm people and the most beautiful girls in the world. Also it is famous for it's humor. I love it. And I hope to go back someday. _____About my personal characteristics - I think it is not me who has to define them, but as soon as I have no one by my side to describe them honestly, I will describe them alone. I am assertive, active, creative and a bit smart, that let me achieve my goals most of the time (the only problem is that not always I can set my goals correctly). I have some sense of humor (at least this is what I'm being told - I always wonder why), though most of my jokes are cynical. _____ I'm very pessimistic - yes, I see the world as something unnecessary for me to exist and that I have to live with it, though I don't understand what do I need it for. As I like to say "You can't handle it, and you can't drop it...". _____ One of the rules I follow in my life - is to be honest. Of course, you can't be honest all the time, but I strive to the perfection, trying to be honest most of the time. At least I'm honest with myself, and this is a lot. _____Regardless to mentioned above, I am a very sensitive person. This is not a characteristic that someone else can say about me. This is about what I feel... It's not that I concern myself to others, it's that I'm not a piece of stone, u know... But, my problem is that I always try not to show it, it's like a habit - comes unconscious. _____About habits - I smoke and I smoke a LOT. And I like it. And if there was a club of smokers - I would be a member in it. And I hate all the nonsmoking areas. And it's hard for me to stand people who DO NOT SMOKE. (I've never been that aggressive, but it drives you crazy when someone tells you "can I please ask you not to smoke...". And, Gee, they assume you immediately have to stop smoking! Once I tried to answer "no" - and what do you think - I was almost beaten up! And these guys claim they fight "for healthy generations". Well, I have correct this - not "for", but "against healthy generations" - if I was healthy when I smoked, I could not remain healthy when I was beaten up.) _____Though I smoke, I do not drink. You know, sometimes you really want to fall down drunken, and to watch the carousel around you. But my problem is that when I drink - I feel so bad, that I start to think the reality is better. I can't sleep, I can't breeze, I can't see, I can't walk. I feel like a fully handicapped in a helicopter. _____I tried some drugs, but again, the problem is that it feels "not real". I dream of feeling "real" and "good". Really good. _____ Usually I feel good when I success in something. Especially something I've never tried before, something new. For example this site - as soon as I new to WebMastering I will build it, update it and so on, but as soon as I'll feel I know it - I'll quit it and the site will die. _____Now, about my hobbies and interests. _____My most favorite hobby is dining out. I like to look for nice restaurants, try something new and unusual. I'm very sensitive about the food - if there is no meat in the meal - it is not food. I'm kinda anti-vegetarian. I like Mexican food, Japanese (though it's hard to find something real in Israel), some of Italian, but most of all I like Thai food ( Oooh! Is it tasty and spicy!!). _____My other hobby is definitely computers. Since I was 12 I'm interested in them. Then, in 1990 I had "Spectrum" - a small box with a language called BASIC that I had to connect to my TV and download files from my Audio Player. Then first IBMs came. Then DOS, Norton Commander, and finally Windows. First the PC was only for playing games, of course, but then I started to play with graphics, upgrade my hardware capabilities, and so on... Unfortunately, after I came to Israel I had to quit with my hobby. Still, I learned some new things as Lotus and Pascal, but I had no choice for creativity. Now, when Internet came on the horizon, I'm going nutz from all the staff you can get on the Web. So computers turned to be my hobby again. As it used to be, I like to feel free and to feel that I can do anything I want - so now I'm interested in all latest upgrades for my PC (even if I don't really need them - I wish to have them) and graphics, trying to be creative.
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From Kabalarians.com (I've got no idea who they are, but they describe me quite well):