Ever wonder who ure gonna end up with?? i always hear that saying, u know, about how he might be right in front of your eyes..and u just don't know it? haha isn't that just so cheezy! Hmm...ever thought u might have met the 'one' but somehow u let that person slip away....?? or was it supposed to have happened that way, just cuz that person wasn't the rite one?? sometimes i wonder! Or is it...just, u'll know it when it happens?? Hmm....

Just the whole thought of it all scares me actually, just think, the rest of my life....i gotta wonder! hmm....:P This whole thingy is just too weird! I mean, Y is it that, the ones that do like u, u never like back, and the ones that would never like u, u'll die for? Hmm....is it the challenge? could be that. alls i gots to say is that its sucky! AND then.....Y is it that, when no one likes u....NO one likes U, and then once one person likes u....everyone starts to like u at once!? that just confuses the heck outta me.......

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Sometimes just for the moment, u think ure so in 'love' just cuz  everything u say, and everything he says seem to feel so right, nothing could take u away from that moment, ure all smilin, that warm feelins in ure tummy, and ure all sayin to ureselves yep.....he's da 1! (like a dummy) haha...then couple days go by.....and ure like...hey! where'd that feelin go?  Hmm....dont that suxx? 
I haven't been through many relationships, and i don't think i've ever really been in love  but who says u gotta be in one to know anything bout it?  I'm not looking for anyone who can offer me this and that....its not about any of that....all i'm lookin for is unconditional love...someone who will love me for who i am. Personally i think i care too much, thats my problem...if i could just be like everyone else....and just not care for once, then i wouldn't be so like this.   wellz...still gots more to say bout this...crapz but so much on my mind rite now...i be back to bug u alls soon!!!

2.1.00
It's too cold........no time to fall in love. :)

Did you ever love someone,
But know they didn't care?
Did you ever feel like crying,
But knew you'd get no where?
Did you ever close your eyes,
And say a little prayer?
Did you ever look in their hearts,
And wished that you were there?
Did you ever watch them walk away
Not wanting them to go?
And whispered "God i Love you"
But never let them  know?
You cry all night in misery,
And almost go insane
There's nothing in the whole wide world,
That causes so much pain.
If i could between life and death,
I think i'd rather die
Love is fun, but it hurts too much
The price you pay is high,
And so i say don't fall in love
You get hurt before its through,
You see my friend, i ought to know,
I fell in love with you.