Apo Net systems upgrade cancelled

I spent this night silently cursing to myself. That makes me a hypocrite since I wear a St Edwards chain around my neck. In fact I am going to take it off right now before I continue.

As most of you know being around a computer makes me content. During my parents divorce I used to come home from school, and stay on my computer and do this kind of stuff. My father would come in every once and a while. I would never ask him to leave, but I did not care either way. Now that he is gone I don't miss him. There are just too many bad memories.

Funny thing is most people think of my father as a nice guy. No one ever heard him call my mother a scumbag. They never knew he bled us dry before he left. To add insult to injury my mother can't even make ends meet, while he dabbles in the stock market sitting on money.

So anyway things are promised to me, things like a car a new COMPUTER. Promised so I go looking for a new computer I wont say I wanted a strip down job, but what I wanted was reasonable, and was promised to me.

So my father calls not on Sunday like he usually does but on Thursday. And from the first second I talked to him I knew he was going to weasel his way out of getting me the computer. "I talked to my financial adviser....he says the market is going to bounce back by December could I wait a couple months." THIS MAN has over 100,000 in the bank. Plus 10,000 dollars he was able to bleed out of my mother because she did not want to lose this house. 10,000 dollars that we did not have and had to borrow from my grandfather.

It no secret I don't like my father. I never missed him. Some how I have not been able to capture it all the audacity.