Warning: This fic contains very mild shonen ai, but if you can’t take it, leave it.
I did this fic after realizing how often Bart and Fei got together in Xenogears...
Oh well, it’s a sweet addition, and it’s dedicated to Yashiro-chan! :D
But of course other guys out there could take a peek...[Girls too! XD]
Don’t worry, you won’t puke or anything, there’s nothing ecchi in there,
I know, Yashiro-chan’s giving me that LOOK again... -__-
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Motto motto aishiteru...

Bart gently kissed Fei's fingertips, gazing softly at him in admiration and wonder.

"Bart?"

"Nothing, just admiring your beauty..."

"Bart..." He didn't know whether to be pleased or embarrassed at the rate Bart was going.

"Aishiteru"
Those simple words made him shiver slightly.
Bart would be so mushy!
Then again, he loved it the way Bart said it, the way Bart meant it, the way Bart SHOWED it.
Boy did he really show it...

Fei smiled slightly at his previous thought.

"Fei?"

"Nothing, just a passing thought."

Bart pouted. "You weren't listening to me just now!"

"Oh yes I was, brat prince." Fei gently kissed him on the forehead.

"What did I say then?"

"You said you had to go to the toilet."

"Fei!"

Fei chuckled softly. "I heard, I heard."

“...." Bart relaxed his weight on the bed, loving the feel of Fei's head resting on his chest.

"Bart, don't you think you should go back to your own room? Sigurd might worry."

"Worry about what? That you would rape me?"

"Maybe...then again, who would want to rape you?"

"Many people."

"I'm certain I'm not one of them."

"Fei!"

Fei laughs again. This was the second time Bart exclaimed his name in one night.

"You sound eager though."

"I do?"

"Yes, eager to go to the toilet."

"Fei!"

Fei smiles. That was the third time.

Bart sighs. "Fei, you're making my golden locks grey!"

"That's nice, I don't mind having a second Sigurd either..."

"Fei!"

Fei noticed Bart was slightly annoyed with his remarks.
Sighing softly, he brushed a gentle kiss across Bart's lips. "I'm sorry."

Bart smirked minutely. He could never get angry with Fei for too long...


They stayed there for minutes, enjoying the warm touch; the mellow breathing,
and the gentleness of the moment.

"Fei..." Bart whispered ever-so-softly into his ears.

"Yes Bart?" Fei's voice was equally gentle, as his arms entwined around Bart's waist.

"Would you ever leave me?"

"Why do you ask?"

"I was thinking..."
Fei struggled to sit up properly next to Bart.

"...There would always be a time where you would have to leave me."

"Bart! You should know I would never do that."

"Don't people change?" Bart suddenly felt very distant from Fei.

Fei, too, felt the separation. He started to panic.

"I should be worried about you! What would happen if you change your mind about me?"

"If I should ever do that, I'll kill myself first."

"By that time, you'd think our relationship was all a big bluff and you would regret...
Not killing me."


Silence filled the room.
This time, the sweet moments were spilled with bitterness.

"Fei. You know that I love you too much to do that."

"Didn't you say people change?"
Bart bit his lip. He then realized he had hurt Fei with his words.

"I'm sorry...sorry..." He grasped Fei's hands with his own tightly, unwilling to let go.

Fei refused to meet his glance.

"I just felt so...so insecure, Fei. What would happen to me if you're gone?"

"You'll still be Bart, right? Just...well, just without Fei."

"Fei!"

Fei laughs. "That was the fifth time, Bart."

Bart looked very frustrated and restless, his insecurity building up within him.

Fei noticed, and regretted his harsh treatment earlier on.
He gently caressed Bart's damp cheeks.
"I'll love you until the end. When the end comes, I'll love you more."

"Fei..." Bart reached out to touch Fei's delicate hands, then held them firmly.

"Fatima you dope." Fei scolded affectionately, "I'll love you forever."

Bart sniffed loudly. "I'm still the brat prince after all."
Fei kisses his forehead, soft lips trailing down his jaw. "I agree with that."

"Fei..." He sinks into Fei's bittersweet caresses...
The sweetness carrying a slightest hint of spice.

"Fei, aishiteru itsumo. Itsumo te te..."

"Shh..."




~Owari~