If you had one wish
What would you wish for?
Would you wish your heart away
And not feel pain anymore?
Would you give up your soul
Not caring for Deaths door?
Or would you dream me gone
To return nevermore?
How could you choose
What you would lose?
And what might you gain
By sending it away?
Or perhaps you'd wish
for a new beginning.
Without any questions
To truly start living.
Or maybe you'd beg
For your hearts true Love
To come down and save you
From Heaven above.
Or would you dare to hope
To be able to cope
With life as it is
And no one to give
A pity hand out
Or try to silently shout
How you should live or be,
Or who you can date and see,
Or whom to care for,
And who to let go.
How you should act,
What your life lacks,
These things hold you down,
Those things push you around,
But above all else
Stop listening to Yourself.
Pay attention less
Cause We know whats best!
So sit right down
And enjoy the ride.
Wipe away the frown
And the tears in your eye.
It's all under control,
We've got the wheel.
And hey, it's only your Soul
That we'll steal!
Now just close your eyes.
Don't worry about your wish.
You can walk through life Blind
When you have friends like this!
Once I smiled
I felt joy
Happiness
Pleasure in the beauty around me.
Now I scowl
Bashed by Hatred
Jealousy
Drowning in the bleakness that surrounds me!
Yesterday I walked
Darkness in my eyes
On my mind
Fending off pleasantries as I passed.
Today I Crawl
Desperation in my eyes
In my Soul
Pleading for Salvation as I pass.
In The Beginning
There was nothing
All was right
And simplicity followed me all the day
Now it the End
For there is too much
All has gone wrong
And I watch as my soul
is swallowed by the Night.
As I lay me
down to sleep,
I pray to my pillow
that I won't weep.
That feelings be hollow
And they won't hear a peep,
That this lump I swallow
Will be my secret to keep.
And you will finally follow
Down this road too steep
To walk on. But Oh,
How i wish to meet
you once again to show
that I will not retreat
to our private little hole.
I could make it all so sweet
And we could flow
Down
into a world
where dreams come true.
Away
from this one
where they die out
and we grasp on to whatever we can
To keep from drowning in this awful Daydream
of pain, seclusion, and loneliness..........
But still, I'll stay.
I'll play it your way.
To make you smile
If for just awhile
Behave in your style
Living under this pile
But it's ok,
I won't mind,
'Cause the abuse i endure,
Will help make you Mine.
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