My life was once an empty shell
As I floated lost upon the sea of life.
Searching for a light to guide my way
Through the ever darkening shadows of hopelessness
Enveloping me in its cruel unfeeling grasp.
Reaching out with trembling fingers, unsure of what I might find.
Scared and alone, I found myself at the door of the House of Sar
At once, I was surrounded by the most sincere loving energy I have ever known.
Relief filled my mind as I settled down to heal and grow stronger within myself
Many questions went through my mind, who I was, where I was going in my slavery.
Yearning deeply to feel my slavery once more, I turned to You Master for guidance.
Learning to trust again was not easy for me as I tentatively opened up my heart,
Instead of the pain that I have always known, I found a love that is true
Gone is the confusion that has shadowed my life, in its place is a gentle peace.
Holding my heart and soul in the palm of Your hand, this girl now knows a fulfillment
That she only thought possible in a dream.
Master, kneeling before You brings me an inner peace that I cannot put into words.
Yielding my heart and soul into Your loving and wise hands fills me indescribable joy.
Longing to please You consumes me as I serve You daily out of love and devotion.
Intense desire to see You smile or hear the sound of Your laughter fills my heart.
Freely I kneel before You in love and devotion,
Eternally Your devoted slave, beryl.