"Dr. Papaderos, what is the meaning of life?"
The usual laughter followed, and people stirred
to go.
Papaderos held up his hand and stilled the room
and looked at me for a long time, asking with his eyes if I was serious
and seeing from my eyes that I was..
"I will answer your question."
Taking his wallet out of his hip pocket, he fished
into a leather billfold and brought out a very small round mirror, about
the size of a quarter.
And what he said went like this:
"When I was a small child, during the war, we were
very poor and we lived in a remote village. One day, on the road,
I found the broken pieces of a mirror. A German motorcycle had been
wrecked in that place..
"I tried to find all the pieces and put them together,
but it was not possible, so I kept only the largest piece. this one,
and, by scratching it o n a stone, I made it round. I began to play
with it as a topy and became fascinated by the fact that I could reflect
light into dark places where the sun would never shine--in deep holes and
crevices and dark closets. It became a game for me to get light into
the most inaccessible places I could find.
"I kept the little mirror, and, as I went about
my growing up, I would take it out in idle moments and continue the challenge
of the game. As I became a man, I grew to understand that this
was not just a child's game but a metaphor for what I might do with my
life. I came to understand that I am not the light or the source
of ligh.. But light--truth, understanding, knowledge--is there, and it
will shine in many dark places only if I reflect it.
"I am a fragment of a mirror whose whole design
and shape I do not know. Nevertheless, with what I have I can reflect
light into the dark places of this world--into the black places in the
hearts of men--and change some things in some people. Perhaps others
may see and do likewise. This is what I am about. This is the
meaning of my life."
(Robert Fulghum)