PAROXYSM...what are you waiting for?...
The music you are about to hear
is not made for you to sing to,
or clap your hands,
or dance to.
It's made for you to think about life,
why you are here,
where you are going,
and how you are going to get there.
In order to do this,
you must reach the nirvana stage of reality,
and come to terms with your inner self.
Without this mindset craving and aversion takes place,
which causes suffering and entrapment from the inner self.
But remember,
there is no self,
no ego,
just your mind to guide you...
...by this time, you should've adjusted the volume on your phonograph, or record player, to a comfortable listening level, and set the tone controls as instructed on the jacket.
As far as practical, all of the people listening should be seated approximately six to eight feet from the speaker.
Remember, once the volume control is set, do not readjust, readjust, readjust, readjust...
I knew you were gone
Where did you go?
I got lost here,
didn't know where to go
You said you'd return
Instead I got burned
I feel so sad
I think I'm gonna cry.
Nothing to be shown
I feel so alone
Lost here in this place,
what happened to my face?
I think I've lost my mind
Something I've never had
I feel so sacrificed
I think I'm gonna scream.
You think you know me?
You think you own me?
You think you love me?
You think you helped me?
All my pain
Has been washed down the drain
I cannot feel you anymore
I miss the sound of your cold voice.
Our time is growing thin
We can fight but they will win
I try to escape, but where is there to go?
Our world is trapped in a glass sphere.
I'm waking up to a new day
Should I feel glad that I'm awake
Go back to my dream, stay there forever
I know they can't find me there.
Darkness falls over the sky
Adults and children cannot seize to cry
They all accept that this is their last breathing day
A roar in the distance pounds the earth
Disasters strike, people wonder what life was worth
Watching a shadow coming over the hill.
A dragon appears and people shout
It's fiery eyes silence all their pouts
They cry for all the helpless ones
Fire sweeps over their flesh
Their spirits fly, the earth once again is fresh
All bad things are sunk in the earth.
Never before have I felt so cold
I didn't mean to get this old
I'm feeling down, I need something to take me away
For the hundredth time I've lost my mind
I feel like I am going blind
Can't seem to find the way out of here
All this time I've been doing it wrong
Doing wrong things and living too long
Never seen, never wrought, never told you
That I'm not who you think I am
I think I'll take a dip in the pond
And float downstream, with the water we?ll surely bond
Getting lost for fun.
Am I underground?
Can you help me find a way?
I don't have any friends
And no place to stay.
I finally come to a fork in the road
My conscience argues on which way I should go
Both ways look quite dark to me
I make up my mind, I go to the right
All of a sudden it becomes quite bright
I?ve finally chosen the right path.
...Because it's easier to believe the lie...
BLEACHED_EARTH
I'm swimming in my pool of paranoia again
My head is on fire but I don't care
Tell me I'm still burning and I'll be quiet
Let me burn out, drift to the clouds.
My body sleeps but my head is still awake
I'm still swimming as they look for me
I'm taken away to a far away place
Tortured unwitnessed at the hands of authority.
The sun has set and I'm still trying
You look so tired, I think we should go back
No let's keep looking, There's still enough time
Please don't leave me, I haven't found it yet.
You're never going to find it
I'm not wasting another second with you
When you find the truth let me know.
This street looks so dreary to me
I've lived here all my life, I can't change it now
If I stayed with you would you promise that we'd be...
No I can't say that, I'd much rather leave.
I'm still sliding down this hill
I grab onto a tree
It pushes me away
Everything ignores me.
I want you to love me
I want you to feed me
I want you to cry for me
Just say I've made you happy.
...
...sweet and sour loaf of salt...
They said it was over
The violence in our lives
We could be safe
For just one more day
Countries disagreeing
On thoughtless things
We're no longer a world of countries
But of separate empires.
I noticed you running away
Your spirit leads to the clouds
You couldn't face your life on earth
So you run away to non-existence
When will you finally learn
Dying will not ease the pain
But only make it worse?
Don't you go beyond those woods
Beyond them lies a dark secret