Dear Diary
By Elly Rei (moonkerstin@yahoo.com)
A SailorMoon Fanfic
This fic is based on a true life experience. Although, their names were changed into their appropriate characters in the series, SailorMoon. I hope you will enjoy the fic and learn something from it. This fic is for Joem… I don’t know why but she would appreciate this. Please e-mail me for your comments, suggestions, and questions. Thanks! –Elly
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Dear Diary,
Today… was finally
the day I signed off as a senshi. I am no longer the
girl who turns herself into a suited-formed sailor warrior. I’m glad to be
living a normal life like a teenager. I was also glad to fulfill my duty to put
peace here on Earth and across the
Dear Diary,
Guess who I met
after the last battle with Galaxia? Or can I say the
last battle with Time? It was Haruka. She was at
first shy and silent. I broke the silence when I approached her. She asked me:
“Hi, How’s your life?” I just smiled. She bowed down
and asked me again: “You were 16 at the time I met you, You
look grown-up. I guessed you just turned 18!” She smiled turning her gaze to
me. “Seem so long? I’m still 16.” I closed my eyes as the cool breeze whispered
back into my face. “I can’t believe it! It seems like years! I forgot time and
even my normal life. Funny isn’t it?” She smiled. “But seriously, what did you
not forget?” I asked her while standing still. “I can’t forget the day I met
and liked you… Usagi.” She run her soft fingers into my face and gave me a soft
kiss on my chick. “Do you have any lover?” She continued. “No,
just you.” I embraced her and somehow forgot the next thing happened.
But for now, that’s what happened.
Dear Diary,
I went to meet Rei, my best friend. I wonder why we became close even
though she’s not that pretty and we don’t have something in common. But wait…
yes... we both have long hair. Anyways, we met up with Minako
and Makoto with ChibiUsa, my sister. They introduced
me to Mamouro, a new guy from school. They said he’s
older than me, but I didn’t care. I was just surprised when he told me that he
knew and liked me since. (Looks like I’m going to run off pages if I put all
together the experiences we shared in this diary!) To summarize some, It was weird but… Mamouro don’t
react when he sees me and Haruka together. I’m 100%
sure that he knows that I have a relationship with her. And I think that’s he’s
hiding the fact that he’s deeply hurt inside. I can’t help myself. He’s so
quiet yet experiencing pain on his own. We soon had fights that lasted for a
week. It often happens. So I guess it is right to break up. It merely ends our
relationship.
Dear Diary,
I don’t care what
happened in the past. But I met another one who could probably fill my
emptiness. Rei introduced him to me… His name was Seiya. He was totally cool and great. He cares for me and
sometimes he shows his affection which I often hide and letting him know that I
don’t get it. This kind of technique is called lying and a phase of blindness.
Anyway, we became really close. We sometimes fight and argue… but we end up
being friends again. I really liked him but as a friend… he’s sweet and a
simple guy who get what he wants in simple ways. I can say that he’s wise
sometimes. He can even predict my emotions and feeling. He also cheers me up
when I’m lonely. He’s really incomparable. That’s why I will always treasure Seiya.
Dear Diary,
I met Haruka on the way and we decided to talk for a while.
“How’s Mamouro? Are you both
still--?” She trailed off. “No. We broke up, as soon as we almost reach
our first month anniversary.” I answered. “Hn. How about Seiya?” He continued. “What?
We didn’t have a relationship!” I defended. (What I am saying is the truth. Seiya and I never had a relationship! We never did…) “You
don’t have to lie. I just know you two were—you know…” She begins to walk away
from me. She’s weird. She was smiling, and turned her back as she bid “good-bye”
to me. I forgot what I did. I think I went back home and took a nap.
Dear Diary,
I saw Mamouro. Want to know what happened? .
. . . . . . .
He was with another
girl. I don’t know what to write now. I left as soon as I saw them kissed. I’m
hurt… I can say that I am shocked. He always tells me that I’m the only one for
him and yet… what happened is just… unforgivable.
But what’s my right
to tell him he’s wrong? He did his part… he loved me and looks like I’m the one
to be blame. But it’s too late now. I soon accepted he’s gone. He was never
mine, he was just mine temporarily. But for her love,
he is to last.
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I woke up late in
the afternoon and realized that the pain was still there. I cannot be like this
forever. So I got up and met up with Seiya. I told
him everything. He just listened and comforted me. I felt speechless not until
he told me that Haruka had founded another lover, It was her true love Michiru. I
just smiled. Looks like I was left all by myself, for the first time in my
life.
I realized that I
was still too young to handle a relationship, that’s why it’s not worth crying.
I also realized that I haven’t loved one of them seriously, so, I don’t need to
get depressed. And instead, must go on with my life.
To
conclude everything that I started… I said sort-of “sorry” to Mamouro and I also bid farewell to Haruka.
I’m just happy to have Seiya on my side. So what I did
next is I bought another diary and kept my old diary with my six-paged journal
on it.
Who knows, I may
find the guy who deserves and who’s worth all?
Hey… and maybe Seiya and I can be real close… more than friends? Hahahaha!