This takes place a while after the last episode. Of course, Sailor Moon and it's characters aren't mine...if they were I'd make Seiya have eyes for only me *dreamy look* Anyways, send me compliments or complaints. I can't get any better without criticism. Enjoy! Forget Destiny, Forget the Past Tears welled up in Usagi's large blue eyes. Mamoru reached out for her. "I'm sorry, Usako. I have to do this. I can't spend my life waiting for more enemies and bigger fights. I need to live my life." Usagi cried. "You promised you'd never leave me again! Every time you go, something happens and we get separated. I don't want to lose you anymore!" Mamoru's heart wrenched. Leaving Usagi again for America was difficult. He loved her, but doing more self-discovery and living out a full life was more important to him. "I'll be back. I always come back. Don't I?" Usagi nodded into his jacket as her tears began to subside. She knew he was right on that point, but she couldn't shake the feeling that this was different. Sniffling, Usagi pulled away from her love and worked the promise ring he had given her off her finger. Confused, Mamoru accepted the trinket back. "Usako...?" Usagi straightened herself and wiped her face. "If you mean what you said and come back to me, I'll take the ring back. But you promised me you'd never leave again. You broke that promise. That ring is a symbol of another promise you gave me. You can't break it if I don't have it. I'll wait for you, Mamo-chan." Mamoru's hand closed tightly around the ring. He reached his other arm out to gather Usagi into one last embrace. * * * Seiya sighed and switched hands his head was leaning on. He continued to stare out his window into the night sky. * The stars are beautiful tonight. Are you watching the sky too, Dumpling? *Alternating between smiles and tears, his mind reflected on his earth memories. He missed all of the Senshi. They were his friends. Never could he forget about Usagi, though. Her beautiful face, penetrating blue eyes, silky blonde hair, and musical laugh haunted his dreams and lingered in his mind all the time. Turning from the window and plopping down in a pillowy black chair, Seiya swallowed his grief and began to nod off, dreaming sweet dreams of the love he left back on earth. * * * Yaten turned away from his brother's door and strolled down the corridor towards his chambers. He had been peeking in, watching Seiya reminisce and mourn in the silence of his dark room. Yaten was feeling down, too. Much as he hated to admit it, he missed earth. Immediately, his mind went to Minako. He'd never told his brothers how he'd been secretly pleased by the constant doting of the energetic blonde. Her smiles brightened his entire day. His ego was never lacking when she was around. For someone to house such a tremendous amount of...affection...for him felt wonderful. He only wished he could see her again. It would be bliss for the next 300 years if he could feel her weight clinging to his arm just one more time. * * * Two weeks had passed since Mamoru's second departure for America. Usagi had been smiling and laughing all the while, but her friends could feel the tension underneath the show she put on. It was ever present even now as the group joked and giggled on their way to the arcade. Mako was in the lead walking beside Ami when she halted the other four. A tall, handsome jogger came huffing by them at the corner. Mako's jaw dropped as he winked at her and picked up his pace for show. Mako's eyes were all hearts. As she opened her mouth to spout her famous line, her four friends chorused together, "HE LOOKS LIKE MY OLD BOYFRIEND!!" Mako blushed as Minako and Usagi leaned on each other laughing. Tears blurred their eyes from the exertion. Rei chuckled and nudged Ami who was trying unsuccessfully to smother a smile. When the group regained their composure, they entered the arcade. Immediately, Usagi and Minako bee-lined it to the racing games. They pumped in their quarters began their heated competition. Mid-race, Mako leaned over Minako's seat and said, "I've really missed this, guys. Just being teenage girls." Her friends all smiled and agreed. Minako laughed as she knocked Usagi's car into a rail. Minako replied, "Now we all have time to work on the things we love to do but never have time for." Usagi pouted and stepped on the gas, trying to catch up to Minako's car. "Want me to take over for you, kitten?" Usagi took her foot off the gas as she and her four friends whirled around. Haruka stood five feet away. Her boy's uniform was unbuttoned and her hands were thrust into her pockets casually. Michiru stood beside her, the picture of grace and delicacy. She brushed her wavy sea-green hair back and smiled. Usagi jumped out of the seat and hugged the two girls. "I've missed you both so much! Where have you been?" Haruka smiled and looked at Michiru, who in turn winked making her girlfriend blush a little. "We...ahh...took a vacation. After the last battle we decided some time at the beach would do us both good." Usagi nodded and rubbed her nose. When her hand came up to her face, Haruka noticed Mamoru's ring was missing. Forgetting everything she knew about tact, Haruka asked the question, "How's Mamoru?" The smiles fell from everyone's faces. Usagi's lip trembled as she replied. "He's good. He decided to go to America again for his studies, you know." Haruka frowned. She moved forward and wrapped her arms around Usagi as the heart-broken girl began to sob loudly. Apologizing to the rest of the group, Haruka and Michiru walked Usagi outside to the car so they could take her home. * * * The princess frowned on her large red throne as she mulled over her problem. Her Stars were unhappy. Seiya was always in his room sighing and huffing in a depressed state. Yaten was lazier than usual, if that was possible, humming some of the Starlight's old songs constantly. Taiki was even beginning to show emotion, which was very out of character. The princess wasn't stupid. She knew they all missed their lives back on earth. The problem wasn't that she needed them to stay. She always had more Stars. Star Destroyer and Star Protector were both training even now as she pondered the other three. She could easily find Star Defender if she needed to. No, the problem was she didn't want her Stars to leave. Seiya, Yaten, and Taiki were her favorites. She loved them as if they were her own children. Seeing them unhappy was torture, but so would be giving them up. Weighing the choices, she decided that their happiness was more important. She could always come to see them. Having made up her mind, the princess rose from her seat and left court to find her Stars. Yaten leaped into the air and did a jiggy little dance around the room. Laughing and smiling so much his face hurt, he grabbed the princess and swung her around in circles. He then collapsed on the floor. The physical exertion had been too much for him. Heaving, he asked, "Have you told the other two yet?" The princess tilted her head. Her heart felt warm and heavy at the same time. She decided it had been worth it. She had never seen Maker this happy before. "Taiki knows. I think he went to the gardens to express his emotions in private. I haven't told Seiya yet." Yaten sat up fast. "Could I tell him? Please?" Smiling, the princess reached her hand out to help the young man up. "Of course you can. I can't deny my boys anything..." Seiya looked at his brother in disbelief. "That's not funny." He waited in silence, hoping more than anything in the universe his brother wasn't playing a cruel joke on him. The princess peaked around the corner of Seiya's chambers and chimed in, "He's serious." Seiya looked from Yaten's glowing face, to his princess', back to Yaten and let out a huge "YAHOOOOO!! WOOOOOOO!!! YES! YES! YES! I'm going to eeeearth! Who's going to earth!?! Yep, that's me!! WOOO!! I'm going to earth!!!" All three danced around the room singing silly songs and laughing merrily. Taiki looked in the room as he was passing by and smiled broadly. You got that right. We're going back. He paused outside his own door just down the hall, looking left and right he made sure he was alone. With a leap into the air, Taiki clicked his heels together and gave out a cry of joy. Quickly regaining composure, he went into his room. * * * Minako and Ami walked along the sidewalk in silence. It had been a month since her small break out into tears at the arcade. Now she was as sad and depressed as she had been the first time Mamoru left. Maybe even more so. Both girls were worried about her. "I just don't understand how Mamoru can do this to her again!" Minako was saying. Ami shrugged. "He doesn't want to live his life according to destiny and the past." Minako frowned. "I guess but I still don't see how he can keep hurting her and how she can keep going back to him." Ami was thoughtful for a moment. "Because she loves him and knows it will work out in the end I suppose is why she continues to support him." Minako had a thought. "You know they didn't even have these feelings for each other until after they found out they were supposed to. You think maybe Mamoru realizes this and doesn't really love her, at least not as passionately as before?" Ami's eyebrows raised at the clever thought. "Maybe you're on to something..." Pausing at an electronics store, Ami asked Minako if she wouldn't mind going inside with her to look at a computer. Though the idea of it bored her to tears on the inside, Minako cheerily smiled and said, "Okay!" While Ami ooohed and awwed over the mega-huge computer systems and hard drives, Minako made her way over to the television section. She glanced around. Not seeing a store clerk anywhere, she decided to do some channel surfing. Flipping through the stations like crazy, she came to an abrupt halt. "Kou Yaten..." she whispered. Ami strolled over to Minako and told her she was ready to go. Her friend didn't even notice her. Ami's eyes followed Minako's gaze and she gasped. The Three Lights were sitting side by side on screen with a talk show host. Ami turned the volume up. Talk Show Host: You know your fans went crazy when you guys split up. How do you think they'll react when you join back together? Taiki: Hopefully, they'll be willing to forgive and forget. We missed them all and couldn't stay away. Maybe they will be more accepting because of that. Talk Show Host: Mmm hmm. What about your fans did you miss so much? Yaten: They stood by us to the end. We realized we aren't happy without their caring, support, and friendship. What more could we want? Talk Show Host: Okay, we're out of time. Anything you'd like to say? Seiya looked straight at the camera. Seiya: We're back. * * * Juuban School was insane the next day at school. Girls were rushing and chatting in a frenzy wondering when the Lights were going to return to school. Minako was hearts-a-flutter. She danced into class and twirled into her chair. She dramatically dipped her head, turning towards Usagi and batting her eyes. Usagi just looked at Minako and half-giggled. She then returned to staring at her desk. Disappointed but not disheartened, Minako leaned closer to her friend. "Are you excited or what?" Usagi looked at Minako funny. "About what?" Minako looked her friend in disbelief. "Usagi-chan, I refuse to believe that you have no idea what I'm talking about." Usagi just shook her head and stared at her blankly. "The Lights are back!" Usagi did a double take. Her eyes got wide. She gave Minako a look and began to say something when she heard a voice and jumped. "Dumpling..." Usagi raised her eyes to the figure in red standing before her. Her eyes traveled up the fine crimson suit to the smiling face of Seiya. "Seiya-kun!!" Usagi's eyes became watery up as she leapt out of her seat to embrace her friend. "I missed you so much!" Seiya stroked her head soothingly while butterflies slammed against the insides of his stomach. * Beautiful as ever, my love * While Seiya was enjoying the moment, Usagi's tears of happiness quickly turned to something else and she began bawling. Confused, Seiya held her tighter. "What's wrong, Dumpling? Are you not happy to see me?" Seiya's concerned words made her choke on her sobs. "Oh no! I just.....Mamo-chan, he....and I.....and you...." Seiya, even more bewildered than before, calmed her with coos and murmurs just as the teacher was walking through the door. He whispered in her ear as she took her seat, "Pass me a note." A few minutes later, Usagi performed a large, very dramatic yawn and dropped a piece of folded paper on Seiya's desk. He unfolded it and read: Seiya-kun, I'm happier than I can describe that you're back. Friends forever, right? I'm upset because Mamo-chan has left again. The night before he left, I gave him back his promise ring saying it was so he couldn't break this promise to me if I still didn't have it. I've only talked to him a few times on the phone, and it seems like he's getting more and more distant each time. I think he just wants to forget about the past and make his own future. If he does, where does that leave me? Or Chibi-Usa? I'm at a loss. Usagi Seiya mulled over the note. His heart was leaping for joy. It appeared as though he had a second chance. Her "friends forever" comment still hurt, but maybe if Mamoru had really moved on, he would get his chance at happiness with Usagi. Quickly, Seiya scribbled a note in response and dropped it over Usagi's shoulder. She grabbed it and read it to herself. Dumpling, I'm sorry. I really am. There's nothing I can say to make the hurt go away. I'm here though. You have your friends here, too. Don't let what you don't have ruin what you do have. The Senshi are your friends to the end as well as Yaten, Taiki. You know you'll always have my friendship and more. If you promise to gorge yourself like a pig like you always did before, I'll treat you to ice cream after school. Seiya Minako watched Usagi's face go from a frown, to all smiles, to confusion, to finally fuming all in the course of reading a note from Seiya. She smiled and turned her attention back to Yaten seated next to her. * How Seiya does it, I'll never know. Yaten is so Kawaiii!!! * Yaten sat next to Minako, beaming in silence over her obvious appraisal of him. Smugly, he sat in his desk knowing that right now, the beautiful blonde with sparkling eyes, turned those baby blues to no one but him. He turned his head nonchalantly at Minako. Shifting his gaze quickly around the room to make sure no one was looking, he looked back at her and winked. Minako squealed and whipped back to attention facing forward. The teacher paused and looked at her suspiciously. She grinned a big cheesy smile, and he continued on with his lecture. Heart beating rapidly, she slid a peek back at Yaten. The handsome young man sat in his seat with a half-smile of satisfaction on his face. * * * Usagi licked the melting ice cream off her hands and went back to devouring her third cone. Seiya just leaned back and smiled as he watched her. Usagi noticed Seiya staring at her. "Do I have some on my face?" Seiya peered at her and decided to fib. "Yeah, let me get it for you. He picked up a napkin and pulled a chair closer to Usagi's. With one hand he held her chin and turned her face towards him. With the other hand, he dipped the napkin in his glass of water and dabbed her face. He leaned in close as he was cleaning her. His heart rate increased. Making eye contact with Usagi, he swallowed as he slowly and gently moved his hand on her cheek. Usagi was feeling mixed emotions. She was confused. Her chest was constricting and her heart was pounding. While she was looking into Seiya's eyes, all she could think about was kissing him. Usagi quickly drew back. * Mamo-chan! Think Mamo-chan, girl! * Seiya cleared his throat. "I got it all. If you're finished we could head over to the temple or something. I'm sure you're anxious to talk to Yaten and Taiki." Usagi hesitantly smiled and agreed. "Yep, I'm done. Let's go." Usagi stood up and Seiya came up beside her. * Down boy. * He thought to himself. * If I scare her it'll take even longer to win her * With that in mind, the pair strolled slowly down the sidewalk, talking about everything and nothing at all. Usagi couldn't remember the last time she had had so pleasant a time. * * * Usagi tapped her fingers impatiently on the nightstand. "Come on, Mamo-chan. Pick-up!" She squeezed the phone tightly in her hand. Mamoru hadn't answered his phone in a couple of days. She had left several messages on the machine insisting he call her as soon as he had a chance regardless of the hour. His phone continued to ring until finally the machine picked up once again. Luna watched sadly as her mistress became increasingly agitated and upset. "Mamo-chan, it's me again. Please call me. I'm so worried about you. The Lights are back and I'm happy about that but I'm lonely for you. Call me. I love you." Usagi hung up the phone. She looked at Luna and began to cry. The black cat climbed up into her lap and tried her best to lick Usagi's tears away to no avail. * * * Mamoru sat next to the phone with his head in his hands. He felt horrible, but he just didn't want any part of that life anymore. "Mamoru? Come back to bed!" and husky feminine voice called out from the bedroom. Mamoru looked at the phone one more time before unplugging it. He ran his hand through his hair and headed for the bedroom. * * * Seiya gazed longingly at Usagi's window. Two weeks had passed since his ice creamy moment with her. He was a patient man, but he couldn't get her out of his head. Picking up a small pebble, Seiya chucked it at the window. Immediately, a blonde head popped up. Seiya squinted to see her better. Apparently she had taken her odangos down for bed. "Beautiful..." he murmured. Usagi opened her window up. "What do you want?" Seiya smiled at her groggy face. "I had to see you. I missed that bright smile of yours." Usagi frowned and began to grump to herself. "You just saw me this evening at Rei's!" she hissed. Seiya chuckled. "Even an hour is too long to go without seeing you. He heard more grumbling from Usagi. "Just a minute. I'm coming down." Hurrying into a skirt and a shirt, Usagi pulled her hair into an easy ponytail instead of bothering with her odangos. Quietly slipping through the house, she snuck outside. Seiya stood leaning against a tree in her backyard. "You know if my father catches you out here, your head will roll. And I'LL be laughing." Seiya chuckled and moved closer to Usagi. Her hair pulled back without the meatballs was a nice change. "You look lovely like that." Usagi, not expecting a compliment, smiled and blushed. "Thank you, Seiya-kun." Bother were silent for a moment. "Was there really a reason you came tonight?" she asked again. Seiya shook his head. His voice was becoming huskier. "I just wanted to look at you." Usagi shifted her feet. She felt a little uncomfortable just standing here like this but she didn't know what else she should do. "Let's lay in the grass and talk a while since I'm awake for good it seems." Seiya laughed and apologized. "I'm sorry I tore you from your dreams of Mamoru." Usagi got quiet. She laid in the grass and Seiya followed, laying opposite of her so his head lay side by side with hers. "I think Mamoru and I are through." Seiya wasn't sure if he should pursue this direction of conversation, but curiosity took over. "Why is that?" She surprised him by not crying or getting weepy. "He still hasn't answered any of my calls. I tried again the other night and his number had been changed. I think it's pretty obvious where he stands." Seiya didn't know what to say. "I'm sorry. Are you okay?" Usagi sighed. "Yes. That's why I gave him back his ring, so he couldn't break a promise to me. I've been thinking a lot about what you said, about being happy with what I have. You're right." Seiya smiled. He then grew serious with his next question. "Do you think you'll be able to move on?" Usagi thought for a few minutes. Seiya held his breath. "I think it's going to be hard for me to trust somebody else with my heart, but I don't see why I shouldn't." Seiya's breath accidentally came out as a whoosh. "What if you already trust the guy?" Usagi again took a moment. * The only guys I trust are the Starlights. Who could he be talking about? * "Then I guess it wouldn't be a problem. Why did you guys come back to earth?" Not expecting a question, Seiya stumbled over his words before he regained composure. "Didn't you see our television interview? That message was for you girls." Usagi shook her head. "No, I'm sorry but I missed it. What did you say in it?" Seiya grinned. "We missed you guys and our lives on earth. We love the princess, but when we went away with her, we left our hearts here with you." Usagi smiled. "That's very sweet." Casually, Seiya replied, "I know." Usagi laughed and leaned over to tickle him in the side. The poke made Seiya jump and yelp. He laughed and a tickle war began. Seiya had the advantage because he was bigger so he pinned Usagi to the ground. Straddling her stomach, he poked and pinched her sides until she was out of breath and begging for mercy. "Stop please! Ha ha ha! You win! Uncle! Mercy! You're the king of the world!" Panting and still chuckling, both relaxed Seiya was still on top of Usagi. His eyes hungrily wandered all over her face. "You are the most beautiful girl in the world." Usagi felt the stirring inside Seiya's pants and blushed. Seiya leaned closer to her face. "Dumpling..." Usagi had no choice. Her body was on fire. Her eyes closed and she lifted her head slightly up off the ground. Seiya met her lips and wrapped his arms beneath her head for support. He lowered himself so his body was covering half of hers. Their kiss was gentle. They nibbled and ran their tongues along each other's lips. After a few minutes, Seiya pulled away. Usagi's eyes were sparkling. "Are you happy? Or do you wa nt to go inside?" Worry spread across his features. It only lasted a moment. Usagi smiled and drew Seiya's head back down to hers. * This is right. It feels right. * Usagi thought to herself. Seiya didn't do any thinking. He could've died at that moment and been content for eternity. * * * Minako eyed Usagi and Seiya suspiciously at school the next day. Both were all smiles and flirting shamelessly with each other. Their classmates noticed too because rumors were flying by lunchtime. Minako began the interrogation the instant Usagi came over to the group to eat. "What's up girl? Anything INTERESTING going on with you?" Usagi got a dreamy look in her eyes and mumbled, "No, not really." Mako's eyebrows shot up. "Oh really? How's Seiya doing today?" Usagi began nibbling on her sandwich and shrugged. "Good, I guess." The girls watched dumbfounded as the meatball-headed girl pecked at her lunch instead of inhaling as usual. Minako tried again. "There are rumors going around about you two. Everyone thinks you're in love." Positive she'd get a pout out of her friend who always instantly denied those accusations, Minako and the girls were shocked when Usagi merely replied, "Oh really?" Mako leapt up. "Ha! You DO like him! How could you keep this from us?" Usagi blushed then motioned them all to move in close. She then whispered the story to them. "I didn't know until last night. He came over and we talked seriously in the grass. Then we had a tickle war. Then he kissed me! We just laid there and kissed until almost dawn!" Three mouths dropped wide open. Minako and Mako smiled broadly and congratulated Usagi. Ami simply blushed and stuck her nose deeper into her book. Minako patted Usagi's back. "I knew you'd come around. He'd been pining for you for so long that it was just bound to happen." Usagi looked confused. "What are you talking about?" Minako rolled her eyes. Mako answered her. "Don't you remember when he spent all that time with you the first time they were here. And that time when you were crying on the rooftop and he asked if he wasn't good enough? When they left he said he'd never forget you? He's loved you since way back then!" Usagi looked confused for a moment, then as realization struck, she was sad. "Excuse me for a second!" Usagi ran across the concourse, looking for Seiya. She spotted him leaning against a wall talking to his brothers. "Excuse me, Yaten-kun, Taiki-kun. Seiya-kun, can I talk to you?" Seiya said, "Sure." and followed her away from prying eyes and ears. His nervous were a little on edge. His biggest fear would be that she would announce last night, the greatest night of his life, was a mistake. Usagi bit her lip, trying to get up the nerves to say what she needed to say. "Dumpling? Just say what you're thinking. It's just me." Tears welled up in her eyes. After a minute, she finally broke. "I'm so sorry!" She sobbed. "I had no idea you loved me, and I was so mean. I was so wrapped up in Mamoru I didn't see how my behavior was affecting you. I must have hurt you so badly! Can you forgive me?" Seiya pulled Usagi into his arms and stroked her head tenderly. "Shh. There's nothing to forgive. As long as you're happy with me right now, that's all that matters." Usagi sniffled. Meekly, she asked. "Do you love me?" Seiya felt his stomach jump into his throat. He closed his eyes and answered, "Yes, with all my heart." Usagi squeezed him tightly. "You know you're my best friend," she began. Seiya nodded. "And now we're going to be together as a couple..." Seiya continued to just nod, not quite sure what she was getting at. "Best friends and romantic intentions...I think I'm in love with you, too." Seiya's heart swelled. He pulled slightly away from Usagi to look into her eyes. Forgetting the school and all of their classmates, Seiya and Usagi pulled into a warm embrace followed by a deep, promising kiss.