
	**Note last chapter I forgot to add that the last break is the start of something different (I can’t be 
specific). ** 

“Well I know that this might be too soon. I really like you. That is why I came 
back. I want you to be my girlfriend.”
	“Oh Seiya Iˇ”
	“She won’t,” Said a voice.
	They turned quickly. 
	“This is none of you business.” Seiya said.
	“Haruka-san! You can’t make up my mind.”
	“You two are not meant to be together. Anyone else besides him would not have 
my objections.”
	“ I will Seiya. Haruka you can’t do this. I won’t forgive you. I don’t care about 
your feelings on the subject. It’s between Seiya and me.”
	“Seiya and I. Use correct grammar please.”
	“Your not involved. I suggest you learn to live with it,” Seiya said.
Michiru turned the corner with her lovely new dresses. She was happy she finally 
went shopping. She walked further down the street and heard two people fighting. She 
went closer. She dropped her bags when she saw who the people were.
“Stop the fighting!” She yelled.
“Michiru-san,” Usagi said.
“I can’t take it. I really can’t stand seeing this. It’s not necessary. Even in times of 
peace there is always fighting. I can’t take it. All I wanted was a nice afternoon. I 
couldn’t get that can’t I. My whole day is ruined.”
“Gomen Michiru-san. I shouldn’t have been here,” Seiya said.
“Some how I don’t think you started this.”
Seiya grabbed Usagi’s hand and they walked to the park. 
“Gomen,” she said.
“What for? It’s not your fault.”
“Well Haruka is not like us. She doesn’t apologize. She just tries to look out for 
me. Sometimes she goes too far. I feel terrible about the whole thing. Michiru-san was so 
upset. I’ve never seen her mad, or sad. It’s all my fault.”
“No that’s definitely wrong. If it’s anyone’s fault it should be mine. Ever since I 
saw you a part of me has always wanted you for myself. No one else could have you I 
felt. I came back with that hope.”
They just stared deeply into each other’s eyes. They kissed. 
Mamoru woke up from the dream. He was drenched with sweat. He quickly 
dismissed the thought of his Usako not loving him.
 	**Meanwhile a couple thousand of miles awayˇ**
“Na ne!” The senshi exclaimed.
	“I’m so happy for you two!” Michiru said when she and Haruka walked through 
the door. 
	Michiru was relieved that Usagi would no longer be depressed. 
	 “This is so cool! Now we can double date!” Minako exclaimed.
	“Well I just knew I would end up with Seiya, demo I’ve denied it. It just took a 
really good friend to point that out to me,” Usagi said.
	Rei smiled.
	“Usagi-chan! I think that’s wonderful.” Rei said.
	“If your happy my Neko-chan (kitten),” Haruka said. **Haruka calls Usagi this in 
the smss**
	Everyone was taken back by this. Before anyone could change there, mind 
Makoto got an idea.
	“Why don’t we go eat the pie I brought over!” Makoto exclaimed.
	“That’s a good idea,” said Ami.
	Every one moved into the dinning room except Seiya and Haruka. Haruka walked 
over to Seiya.
	“Don’t hurt her or you’ll have to answer to me. Got it,” She said smiling.
	“Why would I do that?” He replied slyly.
	She walked away into the kitchen. Every one had a piece of pie.  There was none 
left. 
	“None for me?” Haruka asked.
	“You can have mine, I’m not really hungry,” Usagi said.
	Everyone gasped.
	“Is it possible?” Minako asked.
	“It can’t be. It’s way past noon. She isn’t sick is she?” asked Rei.
	Usagi got up. Her mind was flooded with thoughts. Today she realized how lucky 
she was. She realized in life yo0u only need friends.
	“Usagi-chan phone!” Minako said.
	How rude. She even answers other people’s phones. Rei thought.
	“Moushi Moushi. Oh hiˇ Hold on isn’t it like three. Why so late or early? Why 
would you be worried? Oh you’re over reacting. What? Yea I do too. I’m not nervous. 
Why would you think that? Well it’s too earlyˇ call me later. Okay ja.”
	“Who is it Minako-chan?” Ami asked.
	“Someone. They didn’t tell me who they were,” Minako lied.
	Baka Usagi. You’re cheating on him and won’t even tell him yet. I can’t believe 
you’re impure like that. It’s your weakness like Lunaˇ Ami thought.
	

	“Ja Usako,” Mamoru said. 
	He went back into his dorm. He decided to write. He didn’t know what to write. 
He decided he should write down his thoughts.  He then began to write a letter.
	Dear Usako,
		Life in Boston is boring. I can’t help think about you day and night. My 
roommate thinks I should get out more. Personally, I think he should get out more, since 
he’s bent over that sketch pad day in and day out. I finally got to Finnish those letters 
that you sent me before. I’m sorry I couldn’t read them when you need my help. I’m even 
starting to miss your cooking. Give every one my best regards,
						~Mamoru~
	He put it in an envelope. He put a stamp on it and set it on the desk. 


	“Any thing in the mail for me?” Usagi asked.
	“You got one letter.”
	She looked at it. She wanted to through it away, but she stuffed it in her notebook. 
She forgot about it. When she walked to school the next day, it fell out. She didn’t even 
realize it. Seiya who was not far behind (trying to catch up) picked it up and put it in his 
notebook. He didn’t forget about it. He knew it was wrong to open her mail. She 
wouldn’t remember. He decided to open it after he decided it would be the least 
emotional strain on her. He began reading it. When he finished, he threw it into the trash.


	Where the sky meets the seaˇ
	Where the sand meets the waterˇ
	Where the tree’s meet the groundˇ
	Where people meet the starsˇ
	Where worlds meet worldsˇ
	Every thing is connectedˇ
	They read these words painted on the walls of a cafe. Something drove them to 
this cafe. It was different yet the same as the last. Haruka decided this would be the new 
cafe to meet. It was quite and relaxing. She was once here by herself.  She read those 
words again. She felt connected. The sky meets the seaˇ That line stuck in her head for 
sometime.  She went home. Everything was different, and she didn’t like it. On the table 
was a journal. It was Hotaru’s. She opened it up. It was poems.  She read one. It was a 
good poem. Then she turned the page. She began to read it.
	Screaming through the night,
	A friend in trouble,
	I here her calling, 
	It is finally silent,
	Except for my sobs of pain.
	Lamps keep my faith,
	In god and my guardians,
	Please protect us,
From these unknown stars.
“Disturbingˇ Does she know more than we do?’
“She always knows more than we do,” Setsuna said.
“What does it mean?”
“She can’t hear her best friend anymore. She tries not to loose faith.”
“Unknown starsˇ could it beˇ”
“Sailor Starlights, time has been altered dramatically. Chibi-Usa has not been 
born, or has had something happen to herˇif we’re lucky.”
	The cold stench of uncertainty hung in the air. There was only one thing they 
could do, waitˇ	
	“I suggest you not read the rest if that one scares you,” Setsuna said.
	“Oh why?”
	“It predicts the destruction of a personˇ”
	“Herself?”
	“Far from herself. Very farˇ Where did you go anyway?”
	“A cafe.”
	“With Michiru?”
“No she’s at the studio. Is Hotaru with her father?”
“Haiˇ”
Everything became quite. 


“What are you writing Hotaru-chan?” asked Ami.
“Poems,” she said. 
“Can I see?”
“I guessˇ”
She handed the black velvet covered journal. Hotaru was holding the purple-
feathered pen up to her face. Ami flipped to a page in the middle.
Death of romantic
Silent like before,
Not now thought
Future is silent for one,
The future is dead,
So are the hopes of one,
So is the dream of another,
So is a daughter,
Destiny is changed,
For a king
For a queen,
For a princess.
“You know more then the rest of usˇ”
“What do you mean,” Hotaru asked.
“You know the futureˇ”
She giggled and stood up.
“The future can be change. Maybe not from these poems. It still can change. We 
will suffer losses. Weather it be love, or a legacy, or respect, or even life. You already 
lost yours. I have lost mine. Setsuna-mama, Haruka-papa, Michiru-mama, Taiki-san, 
Yaten-san, Seiya-san, Makoto-san, Minako-san, and Rei-san all lost the biggest loss 
already. Chibi-Usa-chan is still being determined. Usagi-san still has a long way to go.”
“What have I lost?” Ami asked.
“Your childhood. It passed you a long time agoˇ Don’t worry you will find the 
happiest time’s ahead.”
“How do you know.”
“The dreams. I see all through the dreams. Some are wrong but most are right. I 
know yours are right, Dr.Mizuno. Ja ne.”
She picked up her journal and walked away. A piece of paper flew in the air. It 
landed at Hotaru’s feet. She picked it up and read it. It was the letter from Mamoru. She 
stuck it in her journal. When she got back, she immediately ran upstairs. She started 
writing furiously.
“Gomen minna. I have to do this; It’s how I feel. How its seen through my eyes.”
	“Hotaru,” Setsuna called.
	“Yes?”
	“We’re going to pick out some new lamps.”
	“Coming.”
	Great she thought.
	She left the journal right there open. She ran down stairs.


Okay good chapter! V-chan loves Hotaru’s many lamps. V-chan loves this fic. I think the 
next chapter is the last. That’s what V-chan thinks. Okay I’ll stop with the perspective 
points er.. Whatever. Remember **Search for your love**