Thank you everyone! I've won the Fanfic Writer of the Month award for October, 2000. I thank you all from the bottom of my heart. It's because of you I could win. I'll write more and better fanfics to reward you guys. Alright, no more bullshit. Right to the story! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love Symphony Section Three: Confession Symphony Usagi (sobbing): Seiya has disappeared! Everyone is shocked. Rei: What do you mean? He's disappeared? How? Usagi (still sobbing): I...I don't know. I...brought him...the food. But when I...reached his room, he...he wasn't there! Where...could he be? He's...still unconscious. It's not like he would go somewhere else. (Usagi stops sobbing and starts to have jitters.) Did someone come and take him? Where did they take him? What should I do? Shall we be able to save him? What... Rei (shaking Usagi): Calm down! Usagi! Calm down! He probably just woke up and went somewhere else. Isn't it a good news? Usagi: If he woke up, he should come find us and say hello, right? Makoto: Usagi-chan, I don't think he knows we're here. Usagi: Then...at least he should come to see Taiki-kun and Yaten-kun. Taiki (fake cough): Um, why don't we ask him later after we've found him? Usagi: Oh yes, I'll go find him! Usagi said that and rush to the door of the room. Everybody sweatdrops. Taiki stops her. Taiki: Usagi-san, I think we should report to Princess Kakyuu first. Seiya should report to her first so she probably knows where he is. Everyone agrees and follows Taiki and Yaten to Kakyuu's room. Kakyuu: No, he's not here. Usagi (cry again): He's not here! What should we do? Rei: Usagi! Calm down! Usagi: You calm down! He's disappeared! You asked me to calm down? How could I? Kakyuu: Sailormoon, I know you're worried. But I don't think Fighter's in any danger. Our war just ended, we have a protect shield around the palace that we'd know if anybody passed that. So I think she's just out for a walk. (Although the Three Lights are using their male appearance on their planet now, Kakyuu still calls them by their sailor names and refers them as "she". Usagi: He's unconscious! Even if he did wake up, he couldn't move since he's been unconscious for so long. Where could he possibly go? Kakyuu (smiling): Well, being a great warrior, I think Fighter could handle a little walk. But I agree that she's too weak to go far. And if she went out, the gatekeepers would inform me. So she's probably still in the palace. Let's search around first to see if we can find her. Everyone agrees. Taiki: Use the sailor pagers to contact each other. We fixed the pagers so we can call each other now, remember? Everyone nods and spreads out. They search around the palace to try to find Seiya. Soon it becomes dark but they still can't find him. Usagi is getting more and more nervous. Luckily, Rei keeps calming her down - Rei's with her all the time. Otherwise, she would breakdown. Rei: There's no time for you being silly here! Pull yourself together! You can't breakdown before you're not even sure about what happened to him, right? Now, move on. Finally, before Usagi breakdown, Rei and Usagi find Seiya standing next to a lake and staring at the lake. Usagi sobs with relief. But before she could walks towards Seiya, Rei pulls her back. Rei: Usagi, you said you couldn't believe what Seiya felt about you, and you were not sure if he still feel the same way now. Then why don't you take this opportunity to make sure? Usagi (looking at Seiya): But how? It's not like he's going to tell me his true feelings in front of my face. Rei knocks Usagi's head and Usagi says ouch. Rei: How stupid are you? You don't know to disguise to someone else before you go talk to him? Usagi (awaked): Use my transformation pen? Rei: Smart once finally! Usagi looks at Rei with narrowed eyes. Usagi: Since you gave me the advice, I'm not going to fight with you on this one. Rei: Like you would beat me! Usagi ignores her and pick out her transformation pen. Usagi: Wait a sec! Who I'm going to be in order to get Seiya to talk to me? Rei: Whatever you want, just don't be someone he knows. Usagi: Why? Rei: Because people are willing to reveal their true feelings in front of strangers. People feel uncomfortable talking about their feelings in front of someone they know. They would feel embarrassed. But they can talk whatever they want and not worry about a thing in front of strangers, since probably they won't see each other again. Usagi: Oh, okay. Rei: But I'd recommend you to be a young girl. Although Seiya's a guy in his male form, there's still a girl inside him. And also, a guy think talking about his feelings to another guy is a symbol of showing his weakness. He's probably more like willing to talk to a girl. Usagi nods and transforms into a young pretty girl, who's wearing a white short dress. Of course, she doesn't look like Usagi at all now. She has blond short hair and red eyes. Rei (smiling): Now, I'll leave you two alone. I'll inform the other guys to wait you two in Princess Kakyuu's castle. Usagi: Wait a minute. What I'm going to ask? I mean...what should I do to get him tell me... you know...? Rei: Seize the opportunity and act flexibly! You're all by yourself! No one could help you! Usagi is shocked a little bit and when she's awake again, Rei has already left. Usagi signs and pulls herself together to walk towards Seiya. Seiya is too concentrated on thinking something that he doesn't notice anything else. Usagi: You shouldn't come out like this. Seiya is shocked. He turns around and sees Usagi standing next to him. Of course, he doesn't notice that's Usagi. He's surprised to see a "stranger". Seiya (frowning): Who are you? Usagi: A guest of Princess Kakyuu. I was invited. I heard about your accident from her. She told me you're one of her best guards. But still, even you're strong, you shouldn't come out like this right after you woke up. Seiya turns his head to stare back to the lake. Seiya: I know my body. Usagi stares at him. Usagi wants to hug him so much. She wants to make sure he's okay and she's with him now. But she knows there's something else she needs to do first. The sad in his eyes makes her sad as well. She wants to know what it is. Usagi: Sailor Star Fighter sama, is something in your mind? Seiya gives her a glance, then back to staring the lake. Seiya: Why should I tell you? Besides, you wouldn't understand. Usagi: Try me. Seiya sighs. Seiya: I met a wonderful girl. She...she's someone that...can't be mine. I love her, but I had to let her go. I'm not sure if she loved me or not. Well, maybe she loved me as a friend. But I'm sure she didn't love me enough to let go of her boyfriend who cared about himself more than her feelings. (Seiya sighs.) But still, she chose him. I've tried everything I could to forget her. I kept concentrating on my work to get my mind off her. (Seiya looks up at the sky.) But still, her face keeps coming to my mind. (Sad chuckles,) sometimes I even think I may just die to get her out of my mind. (Usagi gasps.) So my pain can come to an end. Usagi's tears keep running down. Now she understands why Taiki and Yaten meant when they heard about her feelings to Seiya. Seiya still loves her, and he loves her in a way that she could never imagine. She knows she's lucky, really lucky. Seiya: But my friend was right. If I gave up, I lost all my chances. If I go on, I... I may still have a chance, (sad chuckles again,) no matter how small that chance that is. Besides, I still have my mission, my friends, my health... with me. I should move on. (Seiya turns his head to look at Usagi.) Don't you think? Usagi (nods continually): Of course! Of course! Seiya gives her a little smile and stares back to the lake. Usagi: Do you hate her? I mean although you said you still love her, do you ever have the idea of...you know...hate what she did to you? Seiya turns his head to Usagi immediately. He looks surprised. Seiya: NO! I'll never hate her! And I never had that idea in my mind! I love her! I love her from the bottom of my heart! Besides, she didn't do anything wrong. She didn't do anything actually. You may say I did something wrong because I tried to steal her away from the other guy. But she didn't do anything wrong. She's so wonderful. She's an angel. And I love this angel. I'm thankful that I met her, and I'll be thankful always. Usagi is touched. She looks at Seiya with a smile and some tears. Usagi: You didn't do anything wrong. At least you didn't kill or try to kill the other guy in order to win that girl. Seiya: That's because I wanted to win her heart but not just her. Usagi: Um, fighting for your love isn't a wrong thing. Then, do you hate him? The other guy? Seiya doesn't answer her immediately. He thinks for a sec first. Seiya: Well, I hate for what he did to her - he made her cry and left her alone. But she likes him. As long as she's happy to be with him, I guess... I'll be fine. (Sad chuckles,) actually, I'm not even qualified to say anything. I mean... who am I to her? Seiya laughs sadly and loudly. It's hurting Seiya to see him like that. She waits until he stopped laughing. Usagi: You're her best friend and ally. And... (blushed,) and she's hoping you will be her boyfriend. Would you? Seiya looks at her surprised. Usagi detransforms. Seiya's shocked now. Usagi (smiling): Well, would you? Seiya (wide eyes): It's... it's you???!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is the last part of love Symphony before Christmas. I know some of the webmasters may not update their pages during the holidays. 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