The Result of Victor's College Search:
Spring has come, while my heart is still cold and frigid as the winter in NJ. I was rejected
by Washington U, U Penn, UC Berkeley, even UC Los Angeles, and NYU.
When I sat in the corner of the classroom, everyone, in my AP Calculus class, was talking
about their Ivy League schools and their future. What a ironical comparison is that. I feel
depressed, absolutely ,and also feel sorry for those schools losing a brilliant young man
because of their incorrect judgement from admissions office.
I made Penn State U, UC Irvine, and Rutgers U at New Brunswick which is closest to my home. It
is a harsh situation to me. I have to decide whether to stay in this boring state or go to my beloved
California. Because of my residence, Rutgers U is rather cheap than UC Irvine.
I wish to go to UC Irvine, because I experienced a painful and hopeless life for nearly 3 years, no warmth, no friend, and no pride. Everything is so dull that I lose all of my motivation to do anything and everything. However, as the final result of my consideration, I'm going to Rutgers against my original will and dream, because of the financial diffuculty. It is all fate...