Thinking of You (I Drive Myself Crazy) [sung by *N Sync]

Lying in your arms

So close together

Didn’t know just what I had…

Zelgadiss in Amelia’s arms, under the lemon tree in the big garden of Saillune.

Zelgadiss not minding the world then, only minding the feeling of Amelia’s arms around him.

Now I toss and turn

Coz I’m without you

How I’m missin’ you so bad…

Zelgadiss tossing and turning on his bed in a hotel room, not being able to sleep for 4 consecutive days now. How he misses her.

Where was my head,

Where was my heart?

Now I cry, alone in the dark…

Zelgadiss getting confused that he began to cry, thinking about the days when he was with her… Amelia, the only girl he loved.

I lie awake,

I drive myself crazy,

Drive myself crazy,

Thinking of you

Zelgadiss getting up from bed at dawn and going to the window, thinking, reflecting and cursing himself and the whole world.

Made a mistake

When I let you go, baby

I drive myself crazy,

Wanting you the way that I do…

Zelgadiss cursing himself, from what he had done, leaving her for several years and when he returned, she was already a heart of stone, with only memories to remind him of her, wanting to feel her arms around him again, her lips kissing him again.

I was such a fool

I couldn’t see it,

Just how good you were to me…

Zelgadiss telling himself that it was a fool of him to notice it while it was still early… while that feeling was still new.

Zelgadiss crying in vain, thinking of the times when Amelia was concerned when Lina and the others weren’t

You confessed your love

Undying devotion

And I confessed my need to be free…

Zelgadiss remembering the time when she told her how much she loved her and how she would go to the ends of the earth so just he would love him back and how she would travel with him to look for his cure so that she could be with him always.

And now I’m left

With all this pain

I only got myself to blame

Zelgadiss blaming himself for what had happened to him and Amelia… now she hated him and loathed him for what he had done…

I lie awake,

I drive myself crazy

Drive myself crazy

Thinking of you…

Made a mistake when I let you go, baby,

I drive myself crazy…

Zelgadiss thinking if he should kill himself…

Wanting you the way that I do…

Zelgadiss deciding that he should not, he should try to convince her somehow…

Why didn’t I know it? (How much I love you baby…)

Zelgadiss saying to himself "Why didn’t I know how much I loved her?"

Why didn’t I show it? (How much I love you baby…)

Zelgadiss getting mad at himself, for not showing her his feelings immediately.

Whoa, I’ll have the chance…

Well I’ll have the chance…

Zelgadiss thinking of returning to Saillune to meet her again, to tell her how he feels…

I lie awake, I drive myself crazy,

Drive myself crazy…

Zelgadiss going to the closet to get his clothes and began to dress up.

Drive myself crazy,

Thinking of you…

Zelgadiss grabbing his sword, then leaving. Finally arriving at Saillune before midday.

Made a mistake,

When I let you go, baby,

I drive myself crazy…

Zelgadiss passing by the cathedral, many people were there, gathering around a newly wed couple…

Wanting you the way that I do…

Zelgadiss almost dying when he saw who it was…

I lie awake,

I drive myself crazy,

Drive myself crazy,

Thinking of you,

Made a mistake…

Zelgadiss realizing that it was Xelloss and Amelia.

When I let you go, baby…

Zelgadiss looking at Amelia and Xelloss, feeling so much angry at Xelloss, wanting to kill him for taking his beloved away from him…

I drive myself crazy,

Wanting you the way that I do…

Zelgadiss running away from the crowd, away from Saillune, away from the world, going to the mountains…

I drive myself crazy…

Zelgadiss grabbing his sword, pointing its blade to his heart…

Wanting you the way that I do…

Zelgadiss kills himself…

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Author’s note: I did this out of boredom, sorry for the tragic effect… -_-But really, I’m not against these two (Zel and Amelia if you’re in a blur…) in fact, I support them, I just think I need a break and get away from it all. So, how was it?

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