Oh what can I do? Where do I belong? With you or with them. Which is my destiny? Should I really help the world? Where do I belong? Do I live there or here? Do you know if this is right? Nor do I.
Can I go on? Surely I can't without him. The wind blows against my face as I turn towards the glorious painted sunset. The waves crash upon the shores where the rocks become jagged and rough. Where can he be? Oh that's right he left. Couldn't he tell I need him. Not just an infatuation, not an childish fancy, no, something much more. I loved him. I hear the gulls cry overhead, swooping to earth just before hitting the rocks ,they glide safely to earth. Why can he only think of his quest? The quest that will surely lead him to destruction. He will die unfulfilled in every region of his existence. If only. No, never think of 'what ifs' or 'If only' Couldn't he see what was happening to him? Soon he would be mindless with a mission that can never end. He will die cold, sad, and . alone. If he would just see what a wonderful person he already was inside then all would be well. But it didn't end up that way. Did it. At least the other two found happiness. He finally asked her. What a wonderful couple. They balance each other perfectly. I smile. Once she finally accepted she wasn't only traveling with him for his power ,but instead for his company she became so much happier.
She had been absolutely beautiful in her wedding gown ,and him in his suit. You could see the happiness radiating from the couple. An aura of joy that could be felt all around. Her eyes glowed with an hidden joy that only he could tell what she truly thought at that moment. He also wore a secret smile that was meant for only one person. Together Forever. Of course a happy ending wasn't for everyone. Some had to end badly. Even he showed up. I remember the look on his face. And for once it was genuinely happy as it looked upon the happy couple, then to me. I could of sworn he felt as I did. But I could never ask him. It would hurt too much he didn't return my love. Or if he plain laughed in my face. I couldn't bear that. No. Don't think like that. I know he is at least safe. If he keeps that shield of cold indifference on it will protect him. Even if it means from me too. I hurts so much. My heart. No, I must go on. Even without him. Ohh, I can't!! My heart! What is wrong with me? I must protect my people. My hands grasp my head. The pain. I must be strong!! Ohh, I cannot bear it. My heart, the pain. Oh, my heart!! I scream the pain as I falter on the ledge.
No!!!!!!!!!
I teeter aimlessly then race for the edge. My cloak billowing like the waves below flies behind me. I can't bear this pain. Oh, my love. I whisper as I rush to the rocks. I will be with you soon.
Authors notes:
Poor me. I have no life. I wrote this in a hurry so don't be to hard on me. Still I liked the end. If you didn't notice this was a Z&A fic. Or at least my meager try at one. And no this was not a dark fic! Or at least it wasn't intended to be. Hope you enjoyed it. Dewa Mata.
Late disclaimer: Sorry to say this ,but none of the implied characters are mine. They belong to someone else. Please don't sue!