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Inspired by various factors such as Ann-sama and based on Kumiko-san's GW fanfic Beautiful Stranger, this fic is heavily rigged for depression. ^^;;; I advise you to read Kumiko-san's fic first to get the background for this. However, she has barred free access to her fics (due to the explicit rating) but you still might be able to dig it up somewhere... Kumiko-san's page is here: http://www.shinigami.org/fanfics.html Anyway, Heero sinks into depression and attempts to self-destruct. Several times. However, Fate finally caught up with him and dealt him a hand that just can't be real... This is a shonen-ai fic. You don't like the idea, please don't torture yourself and read it. =p Later!

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Prologue
Part 1

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