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Bend, don't break, that's what they said
I used to live by that kind of rule.
But I try too much
And it's never enough
I breach the snapping point
My mental state explodes.
There's only so much one can take
My will can only go so far.
I don't expect you to understand.
After all, you are my shadow,
I am the puppet in your hands.
I cry these tears, but my heart is dead.
I bleed, but I can't feel a thing.
And I smile for you, with the ax against my neck.
Come, come. You've got to break me.
Come on, you've got to control me.
You have to destroy me.
You have to erase me.
You are the god that rules me.
You are the life that sustains me.
You are my eyes, I am your blood.
Together forever, yet always apart.
You integrate into my consciousness
Until I can't tell our thoughts apart.
You touch corrodes me
It assimilates me, it seizes me.
But in your mind I disappear.
I want you to take me.
I want you to break me.
I want you to screw me over,
And throw me away.
Mind of my mind, heart of my heart
I am the echo in your head.
I want you to force me.
I want you to hurt me.
I want you to kill me.
I want you to throw me away.
Refute me, deny me, erase me.
I am a part of you,
But you are everything to me.
When it comes to you
I will do anything.
And I beg
Remember me.
Remember me.
Remember me.

~MY _{April 6, 2001}

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