WARNING: It's 1x2, Yaoi, sap. I don't write sap too often, so it probably isn't as good as other people's fics. Also, this entire thing is basically switching between two viewpoints, so be warned, it might be a bit confusing unless you know the characters thoroughly...
blah = Lyrics
DISCLAIMER: GW belongs to whoever it belongs to, the song is I Can't Catch You by Sixpence none the Richer...
I guess you could say I'm a little afraid,
I'm a little afraid.
What would he think? He's a Catholic, from what I can tell. That cross is like an obstruction to me... I'm afraid of tainting him... I'm afraid of being rejected
What if you go away? I've seen it before,
I've been here before.
Anyone I've ever loved has died. I can't afford to love another.
If I have to love myself, tell me how to love myself.
What's there to love about myself?
Why would he even want someone like me? I'm a cold hearted killer. I've slaughtered innocents, a little girl and her puppy.
I just wanna see that as a person you want me.
As a person you want me.
I couldn't evoke feelings of love from you. If you loved anyone, it would be that girl. Why would anyone want the god of death?
But I'm feeling the pain of all these bags in the way,
And I'm thinking you're just gonna run away,
And I can't catch you.
My own emotional barriers won't let me love. I can't. Love is not an option in these times... But the more I push you away, the more I want to pull you back.
I guess I would say that I want you to stay,
That I want you to stay.
I don't want you to leave me. I don't care if you don't care about me... I don't think I could live without your glares or your death threats in my life.
'Cause you have this strange knack,
Adds a glow to my black as you chase it all away.
Being with you makes me feel something that I thought was gone after all these years. I feel... I don't even know what the feeling is called. Ha.. happy?
And I hope that you can see I will someday leave these things.
I am waiting to be free.
I would go anywhere with you, do anything for you. I won't tie myself to you, I won't be a burden. If only you would listen to your heart...
But I'm feeling the pain of all these bags in the way,
And I'm thinking you're just gonna run away,
And I can't catch you.
I could never be happy with anyone else. However, this war must go on. There is no time for love or happiness. But if we both live, I... I want to be with you, if you'll let me, Duo.
Oh, I want to catch you.
If only I could open your heart, Heero.