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By Kiyono Onose, Dorious's friend
This is LS's fanfic mainly focuses on SugixRyu
Memory 2
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It was just a little better than the previous day pracitce .Ryu tried to concentrate in singing but he couldn't help thinking about the previous night...he didn't know it was dream or reality ...the warm embrace...the passionate kiss...everything was so real ....but ...
"u...Ryu....RYU!!!!!!!!" Someone called his name loudly. "Do you hear me?" That was J.
"Sorry sorry "He replied. " What did you said?"
"It's time to go now .I have a work at construction site ,Ino and Shinya also have to go for their part time work." The blonded hair guy said before he left with Ino and Shinya.
"Ah.. now there are just two of us" Ryu said ."Would you like to continue practicing ,Sugi-kun?"
Sugi was quiet for a while and finally replied. "Ok."
"Thanks"
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The depressive atmosphere appeared again during the special practice .Although Ryu tried to sing so hard but Sugi seemed to be unwilling at all.The red head looked serious more and more as he felt depressed more and more.
"Err..su..Sugi-kun.." Ryu asked. "Can I go home after this song? We practice for 3 hours already."
The red head nodded slowly. "If you sing well enough"
When the song was finished, Ryu felt very relieved...finally he could go home.
"Where are you going?" Sugi asked as he saw Ryu began to pack up.
"Ehh.."
"I still don't allow you to go home, yet"
" But you said...."
"I said IF YOU SING WELL ENOUGH " The cold smile appeared at the beautiful lips.
"I need to go home. I'm too tired to sing well now"
"Sing well?" Sugi giggled. " Are you sure?"
Without saying a word ,Ryu walked to the door quickly but Sugi cought him back before he could reach the door.
"You asked me to practice with you.How dare you quit before I'm satisfy?"
"YOU NEVER BE SATISFY EVENTHOUGH I TRY SO HARD" Ryu bursted out ,his eyes filled with tears. "I WANNA GO HOME NOW"
"..."
" RELEASE ME "
Instead of doing so Sugi grabbed Ryu's arm so tight that Ryu cried out in pain.
"If you think that you can leave me easily..." He said with wicked smile "NO WAY"
Ryu felt himself shivering ....scared..yes.. he was scared .The guy in front of him was like a wild animal that could attack him anytime.As Sugi pulled him to practice more he pushed the red head away with all his power....and ran to the door as fast as he could.
"Arghhh" The painfully sound made Ryu turned back, Sugi's hand was covered by his own blood because of the nail on the wall.
"Sugi..are you ok? " Ryu asked as he reached his bandmate. "I'm sorry"
The slim figure stood up ."I'm ok" He said and walk to the door without seeing Ryu's face.
"h..How about your wound?" Ryu tried to touch Sugi's hand but he was rejected.
" It's none of your business" Sugi's voice was so cold that made Ryu feel so bad
"But.."
"Don't dare to be near me again " Sugi said his last word before he left the studio.
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The next day....after the live..( as you can guess... the unsuccessful one ^^)
"!O*#^!*#^!)#!*_) SUGI!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT'S HAPPEN TO YOU TONIGHT" J's shout was so loud that could break the whole room. "DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE DONE....PLAYING YOUR FXXKING GUITAR LIKE THAT????? ARE YOU DRUNK?"
Sugi still stayed quiet, starred at the other member coldly.
"SAY SOMETHING SUGI!!! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT"
"J.." Ryu tried to stop J...it was his own fault not Sugi's "I..I"
"BE QUIET RYU!!!! THIS FXXKING RED HEAD MUST PAY FOR HIS GUILT!!! "
Sugi bit his lower lip ,still didn't say anything. He stood up and left the room before J continued his shout.
"SUGI!!! YOUUUUUUUUU"
"Jun Jun that's enough !"Finally Ino was the one who could stop the hot tempered J. "You blamed him too much already."
"But.." Seeing Ino's angry eyes ..J didn't dare to say anything.
" He must be upset and blame himself .You shouldn't make hin feel worse ne" Shinya said.
Ryu couldn't stand the pain inside his heart anymore, he ran out to follow Sugizo immediately......
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Ryu stood in front of Sugizo's apartment .He reached the door and found that it wasn't lock ,so he walked inside.
"Sugi.." He called softly. The figure was standing beside the window...smoking...starred at the moonless sky.
"Sugi" He called again. "I need to talk to you"
The red head turned to him. The dark eyes shone with anger. "Go back to your place."
"Why don't you tell the truth to the members?" Ryu didn't give up. "It's all my fault to make your hand hurt and make the live unsucc..." his last word disappeared when Sugi's lips pressed on his own roughly as demanding him to shut up. Ryu was shock ,tried to pushed Sugi away but his hands were locked by the red head.
"I told you not to be near me again but you still do it." The beautiful lips curved up to be an evil smile. "I have warned you already. Now you must pay for what you had done"
Ryu was stunned in fear when Sugi kissed him again ,reached his tongue inside violently. The smooth fingers started their journey through Ryu's shirt.
"su..Sugi..what are you doing to me?" Ryu cried out."I'm not a girl"
"So what?" Sugi murmured "It's just a punishment. I don't care if you are a girl ...or not" He said that as he was undoing Ryu's shirt.
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All their clothing was trown away somewhere.Sugi moved his kisses from the sweet lips to the pure white neck and then the soft skin of naked chest. His hand go through the smooth contour of the delicate body ...ignoring Ryu's protest. He couldn't stop his desire anymore.
"No..Sugi..please ..I don't want that..."The curly hair begged as his leg was lifted up and then the sharp pain drove inside his body. He bit his lips tightly to keep his own screaming. Tears fell down through his cheek .... that made Sugi raised his head up.
"Ryu..." Sugi's voice seemed to be so far away Ryu felt his eyelid was so heavy ,his brain was numbed and finally fell unconcious.......
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By Kiyono Onose : buu_chan@hotmail.com