Dual Tendencies

There is too much weight on my shoulders
Too many depending on me
No one will try
And see the fire inside the ice
Are just trying to bring me down?
Or see me drown
Because you’re not perfect you know everyone has their vice
Locked In the labyrinth of my mind
I want to just block everyone out
But I can't give up
There's too much going on
To leave you behind
I will fight
The shadows everyday
To see the light
That I can not find
Grab the torch and come
Try and find me
What's become of my heart come and see
As I wonder trying to pick up the pieces
Nothing else really matters anymore
I just don't care
Sitting into the dark
Searching for something I just don't have
It’s more than I can bear
I don't give a shit
It's not you it's me
That's why I'm so distant
Can't you see?
I have dual tendencies
I can’t take it anymore
And there’s that thought again….
It's torture
Remembering what happened before…..


by Nike