--====================987654321_0==_ Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii" >Well it was a good little fic and the first time I read it I was in shock. >I had never come across such a creative and well-written idea (a bit >twisted but hey, aren't we all?). It seems to compliment the page quite well. > >>I have to wonder, have you ever read "Father Figure" By Tzigane? Or > >No, if you could send me a copy I'd appreciate it. ^_^ > Okay, sorry to take so long getting back to you... here's the story, from what I understand, Tzigane worked on the first draft for this story before I even thought of Real Reasons, but I was the first person of anyone to post a story of this type (That we know of) Enjoy! Ridgewolfe "let me tell you something, the whole world is a circus, if you know how to look at it. The way that the sun goes down when you're tired, comes up when you want to be on the move... that's real magic. The way a leaf grows... the song of the birds... the way the dessert looks at night, with the moon embracing it... oh my boy... That's--that's circus enough for anyone. Every time you watch a rainbow and feel wonder in your heart... every time you pick up a handful of dust, and see not the dust, but a *Mystery*... a marvel there in your hand... every time you stop and think `I'm alive, and being alive is fantastic'... every time such a thing happens, your a part of the circus of Dr. Lao." quote from "the Seven faces of Dr. Lao" ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com --====================987654321_0==_ Content-Type: text/plain; name="FATHRFIG.txt" Content-Disposition: attachment; filename="FATHRFIG.txt" Even most totally straight ppl have enjoyed these. I liked writing 'em. There's some violence in this one.. the first story.... and some in the third, too, I dunno... No, I don't deal with P-chan.. Hope you like... :) -=*Father Figure*=- "I will be your father figure/Put your tiny hand in mine/ I will be your preacher, teacher/Anything you have in mind. " -- George Michael, "Father Figure" ***************************************** "You've been havin' it way too easy lately, Ranma m'boy. " The words reverberated in the young man's mind relentlessly, hardening his jaw as he listened to the adults blather on about "training" and how important it was and yatayatayata. "So quit talkin' and start trainin'," he murmured resentfully, crossing his arms over his chest. He heard Happosai blathering on about something and only halfway listened to the rest of the conversation. It was at that moment that his father's words hit him like a brick. "I think you're in need of some re-education, boy. " ****************** The first time Ranma had heard those words, he had been thirteen. It had been years since he'd seen his mother and he was having an extraordinarily BAD day. Between the girl riding the large pig that had stomped it's way right over him and the girl with green hair that had *zapped* him as she flew past chasing some boy with brown hair, it just wasn't Ranma's day.[1] And it was about to get worse. Genma was lazing about near the campfire (already a little too close to drunk on the sake to make Ranma comfortable) and glaring at Ranma through the flames. Ranma had seen that glare before, usually before his father's temper blew up at him, and thus he was being especially careful not to do anything to rouse the large man's ire. Not that Genma really needed anything, of course. He'd find something, shortly. One way or another. "Who was that boy I saw you walking with the two days ago, Ranma?" came the unexpected question. Ranma's sapphire eyes flew open wide as his head shot up. "What boy, Pop?" he asked in confusion. "The one with the bandanna. The one that looked like he was going to reach out and hold your hand, *BOY*." Ranma gulped. There were a lot of things in his life that he truly didn't want his father knowing anything about, and Ryouga was one of them. At first, the whole thing had been a game. Steal the bread, see who wins, winner takes all sort of thing. Then it had become excitement in the pit of his belly and then shame at what he was thinking -- until Ryouga had frightenedly confessed that he'd been having the same thoughts as well as they walked home one afternoon. Ranma spent a great deal of time guiding Ryouga about as a result...he couldn't seem to find much of anywhere on his own. Ranma knew that the risk of being caught by Oyaji was pretty much fifty-fifty, but he thought that what he had with Ryouga was worth it.[2] Ranma raised an eyebrow, trying to look nonchalant. "Just some guy, Pop. We spar a lot, y'know...after school and stuff. " Ranma had thought that his excuse might be the one to back off his father's coming anger, but it only served to stiffen the older man's back, his scowl well-fixed as he rose, hand reaching to the side of him. "Letting someone subvert my training, boy? How many times do I have to tell you that a martial artist listens and learns from *all*, not just from one? Especially not some boy like _that_ one, " he seethed in disgust. "Some boy who looks like he's going to touch you as you walk down the street... yaoi fucker...." Ranma paled. He knew the rhythm in these things and he just wasn't big enough yet to protect himself against what would come next. Ranma stood clumsily, stumbling a bit across a rock that was placed near the circle of stones that made the fire ring. Genma was rising, coming closer, and in his hand was something that Ranma recognized from his earliest years on the road with his father, something that made him stiff with fear and limp with acceptance all at the same time. "You know the position, boy. Assume it. " Ranma carefully drew the red satin shirt he'd changed into after school over his head, folding it with smooth, precise motions. With only a second's hesitation, he pulled off his pants as well, more jerkily than he had his shirt, the sheer humiliation of the act making him tremble, tears not far away. He heard Genma chuckle angrily and saw him shake his head as he began to turn. "Oh, no. No, no, Ranma, m'boy. The rest of it, as well. I think you're in need of some re-education, boy."[3] Ranma's entire body went still as he stared at his father with wide eyes, shivering in the cool night air. "Wh..what? " he stuttered softly, disbelieving as he bit his lip tightly to keep it from trembling. "You heard me, boy. Off with the shorts. " Ranma bowed his head, fighting somewhere inside of himself as his very soul began to shake. His fingers quivering, Ranma hooked his thumbs in the waistband of his boxers and pulled, tugging them down over lithe hips and folding them with his pants and shirts before he turned his back to his father slowly. He felt it then -- the leather strap flying from his father's hand and wrapping around a hip to burn a welt into his tummy, just below his navel. Ranma grunted with pain and dropped to his knees, eyes dewed over with tears as he reached up, right hand flashing open, left hand grasping the right wrist in a fist as he leaned forward, forehead placed against the cool grass. Genma grunted harshly, a foot coming between his son's knees to push them apart further, leaving certain muscles tight and offering him a view of everything the boy had. After raising an eyebrow and eyeing the boy contemplatively, it commenced. Ranma moaned softly every so often. He could feel the welts marking him, the belt licking across the small of his back, his inner thighs, as high as his shoulders. He could feel his body writhing beneath the blows and he knew that If it went on for much longer he would embarrass himself, faint or wet the grass beneath him or vomit with the fear and the pain. It couldn't go on much longer. Surely it couldn't, or he'd pass out.... It was then that he heard the belt hit the grass and heard the soft rustle of cloth. Ranma's fingers slowly began to unclench, stiff from holding his wrist so tightly...and then he felt Genma behind him, pulling him closer, and he felt something oddly familiar pressed to the back of his thigh. His body went still as he cried out and began to struggle valiantly, but to no avail. What had been an act of tenderness with Ryouga became an act of shame, his back bowing as he cried out in pain and disbelief, tears streaming down his face as he felt the heavy thickness of the penetration, the deep pain of a part of his soul being destroyed. Ranma knew that the easiest thing to do would be to faint, to pass out and to forget. He also knew that he would never be able to block it out totally and thus it would be pointless. ******* It was over, done with. Ranma shuddered beneath the light material of his sleeping bag, his body bare and aching as he sighed with resignation, suppressed sobs rippling through him as he shook violently, only daring every now and then to glance across at the snoring heap on the other side of the fire that was his father. With feather light fingers, he reached behind him and rubbed one of the welts, tears gathering again as the pain echoed across his skin. Ryouga should have been here two days ago. Ranma knew that it was a mistake to let him run home by himself instead of just coming here and getting his things and leaving then, but he thought that it would be all right, that his father would remain calm and sober long enough for Ryouga to actually make his way back to this empty lot. It was a foolish hope. Ranma knew that, now. With a rough hand, he brushed away the tears still streaming down his face. Tomorrow. They were leaving tomorrow. Maybe Ryouga would be here by then. Maybe there was still the chance to leave.... And with that thought, the exhausted young warrior known as Ranma Saotome tumbled over the edge of his enervation and into a deep, dreamless -- and, hopefully, healing -- sleep. ****************** Ranma trounced Happosai angrily, balancing on top of the little old pervert. His anger at the remnants of that memory echoed in every bit of his flesh as he glanced up at his father, looking pensive. "Of course, Tendo, each martial artist has his own special way of training," Soun murmured. "If it ain't broke, don't fix it, I always say," Genma responded solemnly as the two turned in concert and headed back for the house. Ranma heaved Happosai over his shoulder to carry him back to the house, a miserably unhappy look reflected on his face. Finally, he was old enough to protect himself. Things like that didn't happen anymore and Oyaji had forgotten that it ever had. Oyaji was mostly sober, these days, and rarely got mean -- perhaps it was the panda coming out in him. And now he had to deal with Ryouga hating him for not being there when he needed him. "Well, old buddy, " Ranma muttered to himself, "it ain't like you were there for me, either. " With that pronouncement, Ranma walked in the back door and back into chaos. ********************************* [1] I know. The time sequence is probably a little out, but just work with me. It's an alterniverse, for star's sake... [2] Charmingly oblique, wouldn't you say? So I'll just go ahead and say it, outright -- yeah, Ranma and Ryouga are lovers (for what it's worth). If you don't like it, don't read it. Trust me when I say that (in this particular world) both boys need someone who cares for them a great deal -- Ranma, because of his father's particular disposition, Ryouga because of the loneliness that one would accrue, living in a household in which no-one ever managed to find their way home. [3] I know. I KNOW that it sounds sort of corny. But doesn't it sound sort of.. right, as well? I promised an explanation of this, didn't I? All right, then. I stand by this story, regardless of flames or complaints. I _do_ _not_ _apologize_ for it. We've had a lot of back and forth recently about everything from non-consent to yaoi to the frightening and hideous potential of Genma and sex....and the more I thought about it, the more tempted I was. You should never tell me what I "cannot" do, because I love to do just that. ^_~ The possibilities were endless, there were so MANY things that could turn people on their ears.... Of course, even *I* wasn't going to touch the watersports bit, anyway... Kun-chan's inimitable "Ranma no Hentai" was beautiful, and I thought, well.. all right, I can give a shot at SOMETHING like that, surely. Perhaps it won't be so beautifully done...but I guess they can put up with it. (No, this is not an 'I can beat that/top that/make it worse than that' fic, thank you much.)(Obviously -- Kun-chan does exquisite work, and this is rather darker than anything I've ever seen her do.) At any rate. I was watching "Bathhouse Battle" the other day and that line just sort of stuck. *You're in need of some re-education, boy.* Genma never sounds like a loving parent to me, anyway, but that PARTICULAR phrase made me shudder. From there, the idea ran like wildfire and so I had a talk with one of my college roommates who's working in a psych. hospital. This is a likely scenario -- much more likely than, say, the one in "A Real Man" in which Genma takes his young son to visit....er... ladies of ill repute. As much as one really *doesn't* like the idea...There you have it. I figure that there are a lot of people out there who are going to flame me wildly one way or another, anyway. *shrug* I warned you. It was labeled. I even TOLD you what it was. If you didn't pay attention to it, don't flame me. I WARNED you. More will follow, and it will be "better", (i.e., consent given -- I prefer it that way, but this needed to be gotten off of my chest rather badly), still some yaoi, maybe some bdsm and a little voyeurism. If you didn't like this, perhaps you'll like the next one -- or the one after that. Thanks go to Shuichi for the inspiration and for taking the time to read for me. The particular "form" that Ranma assumes comes from a story in _Flesh & the Word 3_ (edited by John Preston). I can't recall the name of the story, but it had a certain quality to it that's difficult to put into words. Alluring would be the most apt of terms. Nothing like this, of course, but quite charming all the same. tz *************************************************** * If I die let it be with you... * * Hold me close while the world falls in on me.. * * Whisper my name as the darkness rises... * * And I fall into the dream that never ends... * * From:"The Scarlet Letters" by Scott Urban * *************************************************** -=*Blood & Fire*=- "I always thought we'd be together/And that our love could not be better/Well with no warning you were gone/I still don't know what went wrong/You don't know what I've been through/Just want to put my love in you/No more nights/Of blood and fire..." -- Type O Negative, "Blood & Fire" *********************************************************** If a pedestrian had been walking in the region of the old bridge that afternoon, they might have thought that the sun was trying to rise from beneath it. The glow that came from below pulsed, resembling a strobe light -- and then the blasts began to hit. Ryouga growled fiercely, his shishi houkodan missing Ranma by inches as it exploded near his feet, knocking Ranma back against one of the bridge supports. "Get back here, Saotome!! Because of you, I'VE SEEN HELL!!!" With that battle cry, Ryouga moved forward in a rush with his fist pulled back and gave a hard punch. Ranma jerked his head to the side, feeling the wind of Ryouga's movement flying past his face as he gave several hundred of his own. "Katchu tenshin amiguriken!!!" he cried aloud, slamming both fists repeatedly into Ryouga's gut before he jumped and rolled to stand on a nearby culvert, left beneath the bridge by a lazy construction crew. Ryouga grunted and rubbed his stomach for a rare second and then turned, fury lighting behind his eyes. "I've followed you for months!! For *YEARS*, now, through country after country, through Jusenkyo....." Ryouga growled even more loudly. "EVERYTHING THAT'S WRONG WITH MY LIFE IS YOUR FAULT, RANMA!!! " With that, he came rushing towards Ranma's precarious position atop the concrete divider. Ranma had heard it all before, many times. It seemed to be Ryouga's favorite battle cry, and he did it so *well*, too. Unfortunately for Ryouga, Ranma had recently been reminded of a part of his past that he had managed to keep buried for years. Today was *not* a good day to accuse Ranma of making anyone's life "hell". "RRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGAAAAAAA!!!!!!" Ranma shouted furiously before pulling back and, out of the blue, delivering a barroom roundhouse that knocked Ryouga flat on his back, holding his jaw and looking up at Ranma in astonishment. "Whhaa...?" Ranma's blue eyes shimmered with anger and restrained tears, his hands trembling violently as he balled them into fists. "*I* made *your* life hell, Ryouga? Who showed up four days late, huh? Who was it that's so damned "directionally challenged" that he couldn't make a fifteen minute walk in three days? Didja ever think maybe I didn't have any CHOICE about leavin'!?!" Ranma swerved around, his back to Ryouga, arms tensed. "Who keeps sayin' it wasn't nothin' but a duel over BREAD? Hmmmm?" Ryouga had the good grace as to look slightly shame-faced as he stood, tilting his head to the side and looking at Ranma's back, the line of his waist and hips and thighs with a nervous swallow. "Well, that's all it was, right? Some little game, some experiment?" Ranma reacted violently, turning and moving so quickly Ryouga almost missed him until Ranma had him by his shirt, pulling him forward tightly. "A GAME!?! You call what we were A GAME!?! Do you.. have any..." Ranma stopped, breathing quickly and looking so wild that Ryouga's instincts were screaming at him to run, get away, DO something about this ferocious madman that had hold of him. Ranma loosened his grip and stepped back, his voice raw and grating as if it was all he could do to continue, "Ryouga, do ya know what you left me to? Huh?" His eyes filled with unshed tears again as he thrust a hand through his bangs roughly, growling in anguish as the memories flooded him. "Oyaji SAW us, Ryouga. That day in the park when we were playin' around, y'know, and you reached for my hand while I was walkin' you home." Ranma lifted his chin and his eyes, glacial now as he recounted the old story. "It wasn't just a beatin' that time, Ryouga." Ryouga put a hand to his stomach, feeling nauseous as he paled, turning ghost white. His fingers trembled as he reached out to touch Ranma's shoulder, moth wing soft and trembling. "You don't mean... I mean, he didn't..." Ranma jerked his shoulder away savagely and hissed, "Don't touch me! Just don't fuckin' touch me!" With that, he jumped up the side of the ditch, propelled himself to the rooftops and ran. Ryouga slumped to the ground, buried his face in his hands... ...and cried. ******************************************************** Ranma shut the window after him as he crawled in from the rooftop, laying down on his futon with an exhausted sigh. His entire body seemed to ache from holding everything in so tightly, his hands were trembling and his stomach was tied in knots. He could hear Akane and Nabiki outside, sunbathing next to the pond and singing along with the radio. A slight smile spread over his face as he thought about Akane. He really _did_ think that he might love her. If she would show the slightest sign of accepting him and really mean it, he'd jump in a minute, or so he sometimes thought. She could be so cute sometimes. When she smiled, it was like water to a man dying of thirst, like the sun coming out from an embankment of clouds. Just remembering the way she had looked at him not a week ago, the way he had almost been fooled before the tape went over his mouth and she kissed _it_ instead of him....his knees went weak thinking about it. If she had really kissed him, he'd probably have turned into a limp puddle of flesh and fainted dead away from the shock of it, he thought ruefully. {Yeah,} he thought, {guess I really do l..l.. have feelings for the tomboy iinazuke of mine.} He gave a little smile that quickly faded when he thought of Ryouga. What had happened three years ago was something that they had never really talked about. Ranma had accepted it at face value and made assumptions about Ryouga's own feelings. That was a mistake that he obviously shouldn't make again. Ranma bit his lip and thought once again of that lost afternoon in Ryouga's arms, the grass in that unknown field weaving magic as Ryouga bit gently with those little fangs that Ranma had always been slightly envious of for some reason. The feelings that he had for Ryouga and Akane were so similar that he didn't know what he should do about them. Genma popped his head in the door and raised an eyebrow at Ranma. "You're lazy, boy. You should be practicing! Martial arts isn't just something for weekends, you know..." Ranma threw a convenient glass of water towards the doorway, hearing it shut rapidly -- but not quickly enough. He could hear Oyaji shuffling off in panda form after a heaving sort of panda sigh. {Poor Pop,} Ranma thought dryly. He rolled his eyes before turning on his stomach and pressing his face into his pillow to silence the semi-silent catches of breath that finally lulled him into sleep. ******************************************************* He was slow to wake, slower to actually function. He could feel the tracks of tears on his face and was disgusted with himself for crying in this form. His hands brushed his cheeks to get rid of the feeling as he looked out into evening. The sun had gone hours before and the only thing that he could hear from downstairs were snores from Soun and Genma. {They've prob'ly been hittin' the sake tonight,} Ranma thought with a shrug. Didn't really matter to him -- he could protect himself from drunken assaults these days. Ranma shoved open the sash and settled the window wide open, stepping out onto the rooftop with careful tread. He moved away from his own window a bit and settled somewhere nearer to Nabiki's before he noticed Ryouga standing nearby. The moonlight was strong, silver motes of fairydust on the wind as it settled against Ranma's skin and made him look like polished marble to Ryouga, strong but brittle all at the same time. With careful tread, he settled down near Ranma's spot and joined him in staring out over the pellucid waters of the koi pond, dropping his backpack nearby. He felt Ranma jump as he placed his hand lightly on Ranma's bare arm, his voice whisper soft as he murmured, "I didn't know." Ranma shrugged, "You couldn't've." Ryouga frowned. Ranma could make things a lot harder than they had to be and he was *still* angry over being dumped into that damned drowned piglet spring; all the same, Ryouga could feel the need that seemed to seep out of Ranma's pores tonight, the need for love and comfort and tenderness that came out in him sometimes when he dropped the macho facade that he kept up in front of his father and anyone who might question his "manliness". Ryouga leaned to the side and hesitantly put his arm around Ranma's shoulders, fingers lightly stroking in his nervousness. He could feel Ranma glance at him from the corner of those beautiful prussian eyes and he shuddered. It had been years and Ryouga wasn't sure that he could do what he needed to do tonight, not just needed, but wanted, yearned to do. Steeling his spine and setting his jaw, Ryouga twisted at the waist and, with firm hands, tugged Ranma forward against his own chest. Their noses bumped lightly but it didn't matter. All that mattered now was this sudden hunger, the song in their veins that seemed to ask for more, that made their bodies hum with an excitement neither had felt in longer than they cared to discuss. Ryouga's hands were roaming wild over Ranma's chest as he tenderly bit into the silk of Ranma's trembling lower lip and pushed him back against the rooftop to come over him and stare down into the starlit face that had so entranced him before, eyes that could still convey a thousand different feelings and emotions and make Ryouga tremble. The passion was so close to anger for him, both emotions exquisite, ethereal and quick to come and go. His fingers fumbled at the wooden buttons, unable to pull them open fast enough as he grasped Ranma's pigtail in his fist and pulled just enough to open his throat to him. Ranma moaned, his heart beating faster and faster as Ryouga moved over him, lifted his jaw to the insistent tug and shuddered as Ryouga found a cluster of nerve endings near his jugular. Ryouga's nibbling teeth made him rock upwards, pressing his growing erection tightly against Ryouga's belly as he brought a hand into the lost boy's hair, fingers shoving against the bandanna and sliding away as he cupped the nape of his neck with a low moan. Ryouga could feel Ranma pressed against him, his own excitement making him breathless as he managed to get Ranma's shirt off, finally. The heat rising from the breadth of his chest seemed to burn Ryouga's fingertips as he pressed his fingers in quick, dancing motions up and over Ranma's navel and along his diaphragm, hands caressing around ribs even as he bit and sucked his way down to Ranma's collar bone. There was impatience in Ranma's every motion as he began to work on tugging Ryouga's shirt up and over as well, parting long enough to tear it off, finally, rolling so that Ryouga was underneath him and he could see the velvet brown of Ryouga's eyes gleaming starlight at him and then he bit just underneath the arm, teeth nipping and tongue lashing out in quick apology when the gasp of pain-pleasure came. The kisses were fast and hard, the hands roaming freely over the heated iron of muscle. Both were shaking with the boundless fire that seemed to be eating them alive, making soft moans sound like cries of pleasure, groans of exquisite agony as pants and underwear and shirts fluttered and tumbled in the cool evening breeze to fly away and into the pond. Neither noticed as the wind picked up and blew across sweat-dewed skin. Ranma moved to the side, left arm halfway beneath Ryouga as he pulled him close and pressed his cock tightly against Ryouga's, the friction of velvet soft skin and tissue rubbing together bringing audible moans from both of them. Ryouga could feel the excitement welling up inside of him, so fast that it seemed only moments ago they'd begun touching and he wanted more, he wanted it now, he wanted it five minutes ago. Looking into Ranma's own fervent eyes, he shuddered. Ryouga could see Ranma's reaction as he reached down with a slightly rough hand to grasp Ranma's penis and stroke, slow and tight with his hand before he moved down and down and down, trails of hot kisses buried across Ranma's skin there in the moonlight, across his chest and down his belly to the pulsing shaft in his hand. It took mere seconds for him to truly consider the matter before leaning down and kissing the delicate tissue. Ranma's response shook his entire body as Ryouga wrapped his tongue around the flared corona, tongue tickling across the tiny opening and dipping to taste the salty fluid that trembled there, Ryouga's lips opening and, with an almost audible *popping* noise, suckling the head in tightly. Ranma gave a wild little cry and balled his hands into fists, rolling over onto his back and somehow carrying Ryouga with him, his lower lip bitten tightly between pearlescent teeth as his brow knit. Ryouga's hand slid up and down the shaft behind his mouth as his teeth ever so lightly pressed against it, shoulders coming between Ranma's thighs as a hand reached to cup his ass, lifting Ranma to him with titanic strength and then stroking all the way to the root, almost choking as his throat protested the action. Pulling back up, Ryouga established a rhythm, several short strokes followed by a deep one, little noises of appreciation coming from the back of his throat, his own penis rubbing against the tiles of the roof with abandon. Ranma could feel it, he was so close, almost there, and then Ryouga pulled away, leaving him to shiver as the wind blew across saliva wet flesh and to moan in bereavement. Ryouga's hands were trembling violently as he heard that noise of protest, so much so that he could barely begin to unzip the compartments of his backpack from where it lay nearby and, once he did, he couldn't make his shaking fingers hold onto anything. Ranma eyed Ryouga with surprise as he pulled out a tiny foil package and a small bottle of something that looked...well...wet. His pout was semi-serious as he asked in a husky voice, "You always carry that kinda thing around, Ryouga?" Ryouga grinned as he settled the package on Ranma's stomach and replied, "Hibiki Family Rule #17: Be prepared for all contingencies." He winked in a shockingly flirtatious manner as he opened the small bottle and slid back down. At the same moment Ranma felt that tight, hot mouth encase his organ again, he felt Ryouga's fingers probing delicately, opening him and sliding just inside of him, gently at first and then pressing deeper to rub against some part of him that made him gasp. Tremors of pain and pleasure ran down his spine as his mouth opened in a soundless noise of unexplainable origins and his back arched up off of the roof, fingers knotting in Ryouga's hair as Ryouga's hands soothed him, made him hot and left him a quivering wreck. Ryouga could feel it now, Ranma's ki so high pitched that it sang in tune with his own and he pulled back reluctantly, kissing the hard shaft one last time, nose rubbing against the tender skin of Ranma's belly as he withdrew his hands and reached for the package, ripping it open with shaking fingers and smoothing on the soft latex sheath. Ranma looked on in awe, biting his lip and swallowing with sudden nervous tension. He wanted release so very badly now that he wouldn't hesitate to do anything that Ryouga asked of him and so he closed his eyes and heaved a soft sigh of acceptance as Ryouga slid between his legs, lifted one of Ranma's knees up and over his shoulder and carefully positioned himself with one hand. Ranma opened his eyes as he sensed Ryouga's hesitation and "Hmm?" 'ed softly, looking up at him. Ryouga leaned down, glad for Ranma's flexibility as his lips touched the trembling mouth of his lover beneath him. At the moment that Ryouga's tongue took Ranma's mouth, he pushed forward, slow and gentle, one hand on Ranma's left hip and the other moving from his own shaft to Ranma's. He could feel the uncontrollable shaking that seemed to run through Ranma as he pressed deeper, pushing until he was seated completely against Ranma's hips. Both boys became a tableau in moondrenched marble, the larger Ryouga brushing Ranma's face tenderly, listening to the more slender young man's low whimpers and brushing his mouth every so often against the gasping one beneath him. With a simple movement, Ryouga moved Ranma's leg away from his shoulder and wrapped it around his waist, pulling the other to join it. Ranma felt his very heart trembling in his chest, sweat trickling down the back of his neck as he reached up and grabbed Ryouga's shoulders, looking deep into Ryouga's eyes and whispering, "Now..." as he pulled himself tightly against Ryouga, pressing his face against the hollow of Ryouga's throat and beginning to kiss and bite lightly. Ryouga gasped, beginning to thrust now. His movements were timid, gentle, slow as he felt Ranma's body clamping down tightly around him, his hand holding Ranma's shaft lightly as it bobbed in his hand, betraying the pure bliss that Ranma was feeling. His fingers began to stroke Ranma involuntarily, perhaps in response to the rhythm his own body was beginning to establish inside of him, and he could feel something building, deep. Each stroke of Ryouga's hand was rhapsody, each thrust seemed to come harder, deeper, further, invading Ranma's inner soul and releasing a tension that he had never realized was there. Both were trembling, shaking with the force of emotions and the feel of hyper-sensitive skin brushing one against the other. Ranma could feel it again, surpassing the plateau that he had reached earlier while buried inside of Ryouga's mouth. Ryouga felt it as well, his arms wrapping tightly around Ranma's shoulders, holding him closely as his thrusts became harder, ragged, rapid, Ranma's cock brushing Ryouga's stomach in time with Ryouga's motions. Ranma came to fulfillment first, with a sharp gasp and a sudden stillness of his body as he could do no more than tremble under Ryouga's continuing motions, tightening around Ryouga in pulses, his eyes shut tightly as tears began to stream, running down the bridge of his nose and tickling his earlobe as they dripped off, crystalline shards of salty water. Ranma's release seemed to trigger Ryouga's own -- he gasped sharply and thrust deep one final time, wrapping his arms even more tightly about Ranma as he practically fell atop him, gasping for breath and shivering with release. Several moments passed before either moved. Ryouga was the first to do so, reaching behind him and carefully unhooking Ranma's ankles, settling his feet down flat against the roof as he withdrew slowly, hearing the soft hiss of breath that Ranma gave. He glanced down at Ranma's stomach and his own, and suddenly laughed. Ranma roused himself enough to look irate and ask, "Ermm... what?" Ryouga leaned down and carefully ran his tongue over a strand of the salty ejaculate, making a little face at the taste before he leaned up to kiss Ranma with a tender stroke of tongue and mouth. Ranma wrinkled his nose, as well, but opened his mouth all the same, quite willing for the ravagement of Ryouga's tongue. Ryouga moved to lay beside Ranma, his hand searching and finding Ranma's as the frogs croaked and the crickets sang. It was quiet for several moments before either of them spoke, as if it would take that time to disentangle all of the confusing emotions that had been brought back into play after so long. "What about Akane?" Ryouga whispered, breaking the silence with his soft, thrumming voice. A shiver ran through Ranma's frame as he sat up, looking around for his clothing and (upon glancing towards the pond) seeing it floating on the surface of the koi pond. With a soft sigh, he shook his head. "I..I dunno, Ryouga. I'm so confused..." He reached up and rubbed the bridge of his nose in a nervous motion, propping one forearm on his knee as he reached to cup the back of his skull. He sighed softly and looked out over the back yard, rubbing his neck contemplatively. "It ain't just Akane, neither. We've gotta worry 'bout Ucchan and Shampoo and," here, he shuddered, "Kodachi. I mean.. I don't feel nothin' for any of THEM, but...still...they ain't gonna like it if we just take off." "So you're saying you feel something for Akane, but not the others?" "I didn't say that!" Ranma backpedalled furiously. "I didn't say nothin' like that. Just..." He bit his lip and looked miserable. "Just I'm...confused. Gimme some time, Ryouga....A little time." Ryouga drew himself up icily and stood, making a face as he pulled away the remains of the condom and tossed it and the ripped up package into a small paper bag from his backpack. He began to pull on clothes with jerky motions of his hands as Ranma watched helplessly, his eyebrows knitting in a worried sort of pain. "Just a little time, Ryouga. That's all. Surely that ain't so much to ask..." Ranma half pleaded. Ryouga turned to Ranma as he pulled a yellow shirt over his head and knelt down to tie the laces tightly around his pant's legs. "All right, Ranma. You've got your time. From now 'til the next time I find the dojo again," he said softly. "I'll expect an answer then." With that pronouncement, Ryouga lifted his backpack, found his umbrella and leapt down from the house to walk into the night, leaving Ranma naked and alone to search his soul for what he hoped would be the right answer. ***************************************************** Whew! I didn't think I'd EVER manage to finish that up ^_^ But there ya have it. Somebody said I should get in on the yaoi bit *coughcough* *er..well..* and I had some ideas and then some more and not all of them were necessarily comfortable ones, but what they amounted to was a set of four stories of which this is the second. The third may be a week or more in completion (depending, of course, on how willing my bosses are to turn an eye to all of my typing -- but then, all I really hafta do is answer the phones, so that seems to be perfectly all right most of the time.) ^_^ AT ANY RATE -- this will be followed by two others (well, perhaps three. Everything is outlined and I have to discover points at which I wish to break off.) Comments welcome, flames should be careful 'cause this is a shared email address and it would be impolite to say nasty things to somebody besides me. Not, of course, that Risha-chan doesn't expect it -- she finds my proclivities quite charming. ^_^ Friends usually do...er... I'm babbling, aren't I? Tzigane *************************************************** * If I die let it be with you... * * Hold me close while the world falls in on me.. * * Whisper my name as the darkness rises... * * And I fall into the dream that never ends... * * From:"The Scarlet Letters" by Scott Urban * *************************************************** -=*Total Eclipse of the Heart*=- To say that Akane was in the midst of one of her biggest storms of fury yet would be a vast understatement. As a matter of fact, the undulating waves of sheer malevolence that were twisting inside Akane's soul at that moment would probably make Satan himself turn and run shrieking like a girl. Tears of anger began to stream down her face as she choked back a sob. How.. HOW... DARE HE!!! THAT PERVERT!!! ****************************************************************** The day had started out well enough. They usually did, or so Akane thought. Ranma had been dumped in the pond twice already that morning, once by his father and a second time when Akane had used the table like a baseball bat to send him flying through the back door and into its depths. She had spent a couple of hours cooking with Kasumi, beaten Ranma once more for mocking her cuisine and then marched to her room to spend an hour or two cooling off and reading for her English class -- poetry that seemed to sing with life. She was just beginning to find the rhythm and beginning to understand what "Goblin Market" meant when a tentative knock came on her bedroom door. "Come in!" Akane called quietly. Nabiki slipped through, shutting the door carefully behind her. A worried expression was plastered on her face, one that Akane hadn't seen in many years -- not since before the death of their mother, in fact. It sent shivers down her spine and frightened her in more ways than one. "What's the matter, oneechan?" Nabiki bit her lip, not daring to look Akane straight in the face, looking instead down at the toe of her shoe as if it was of great importance. "Akane..." Her voice was tentative, quiet as if in reflection. She spoke up, tilting her chin back and looking into Akane's startled eyes. "Akane, I've been keeping something important from you. Something that you should know. I should have told you a week ago, but..." Wordlessly, Nabiki handed Akane the VHS cassette that she had cradled at the small of her back. With a deep breath she sighed and turned to leave, turning back only once to say, "Don't kill him, ok? I'd hate to see you in prison...or worse."[1] With that, she stepped from the room, leaving Akane alone to drag out the miniature TV and the small VCR that Nabiki had sold her some months ago when she began upgrading her own equipment. It was then that Akane saw exactly what a pervert her iinazuke really was. ****************************************************************** Somewhere deep inside of Akane's soul, there lies a rational being. A being who, in moments of intense stress, destroys the rancorous hostility and replaces it with a sense of...calm. With a single click, it seemed that she became a different person, one who had to seriously consider every angle of what she now saw as 'the problem'. Quite simply, Ryouga was the problem. Of course, they'd been friends, but after this sort of betrayal... the seduction of Ranma...Akane didn't feel that she could forgive him. Certainly Ranma would never willingly behave in such a manner unless he was extremely confused. True, there were some gender identification problems there and Akane should have tried to help him with them before now instead of making them worse, but the sheer notion that Ranma would knowingly commit the act that she had now watched *twice* just to be sure was... well... Impossible. Akane scowled, crossing her arms across her chest. Really, it wasn't like she loved Ranma or anything. "As if," she fooled herself. "He isn't that lucky!" She had to admit, though, that Ryouga was a worse threat than the other girls. After all, he'd managed to get into Ranma's panties, so to speak, and that was something that Shampoo hadn't even been able to do on her best day. Sitting down at her desk and pulling out a sheet of paper and a ball point pen, Akane began to make the list for what she would need to get Ranma back for what he had done with Ryouga -- at ANY cost. ****************************************************************** Ranma frowned as he paced back and forth inside the dojo. He could practically smell some kind of plot brewing against him, and he had no idea where it was going to come from. He knew this peace couldn't last. It was a wonder he'd had any time to think at all. With a resigned sigh, he dropped down in the center of the dojo in a lotus position and put his elbow on his knee so that he could prop up his chin with his hand. This decision was turning out to be more difficult to make than he had thought that it would be. He truly believed, now, that he loved Ryouga. That had been one of the most difficult and disturbing thing that he had ever admitted in his entire life, even to himself. "Still, I can't just get up an' leave Akane. I mean.. I..I think I love her, too," he thought dismally.[2] He could hear the music of her voice outside as she wished the family a good evening. It was Akane's turn to cook, again, and he was being left behind as her resident guinea pig. He sighed deeply and rubbed his aching forehead with the palm of his right hand. Dammit, things just had to get easier. He knew the answer that he was going to give Ryouga when he finally returned to the Dojo -- there was only one answer that he could give him, truthfully. Now if he could just figure out what to do about Akane... "Ranma!" Akane called from the back of the house, "dinner will be ready in fifteen minutes!" Ranma eyed his stomach dispassionately. Might as well go ahead and start eating the antacid tablets now, he supposed. With a sigh, Ranma rose and pounced up on the roof and into his room. ****************************************************************** Akane put the finishing touches on everything, right down to the drops of solution that would send Ranma into a deep sleep long enough for her to get him right where she wanted him. {Fire with fire,} she thought dryly, a high flush spreading across her cheeks with her nervousness as she replaced the little bottle in her bookbag and set it down near the back door. No point in taking any chance of someone finding it and guessing what was going on, now was there?[3] She carefully set all of the food out on the table and eyed it dispassionately. Well, it wasn't Kasumi's, that was for certain, but it certainly wasn't her usual fare, either. That cold little voice in the back of her head had assured her that if she slowed down and just paid attention she would be able to cook something that was reasonably close to edible, if not entirely enjoyable. Since her family was always utterly terrified of her cooking and had left, she'd have a good four hours alone with Ranma to cement her plan firmly. THIS was a good thing. With a light tread, she slipped out to the dojo, pushing one of the doors open silently and peeking in. "Ranma, dinner's all done. Are you coming?" "Hey, Akane," came the voice from the back door of the house, "this stuff actually looks edible!" Then came a suspicious, "What'd you do to actually get it t'look NORMAL?!?" "Are you saying that my food DOESN'T ordinarily look NORMAL, Ranma?!" she demanded irately, one eyebrow rising. Pleasure rose in her as she saw him backpedal rapidly, his hands going up in defense as he half stumbled in the back door in an attempt to get out of the immediate line of fire, babbling almost mindlessly. She had never really paid much attention to Ranma's attempts to placate her before but she sort of liked the idea of it. A quick picture of Ranma begging her on his knees flitted through her mind and she had to cross her arms and give a furious frown to suppress the giggles that wanted to come from her so effortlessly. Ranma knew it. Just by looking at it, at the sheer malevolent NORMALCY of it, he knew that he was probably going to be praying for his stomach to come unwrenched from the knots this stuff would put in it within the next two hours. While the thought of it was a little more than upsetting, the look on Akane's face told him that it just wasn't worth the malletting that he was going to receive if he *didn't* eat it. With a gulp, he seated himself at the table and tentatively picked up a pair of chopsticks. He poked it lightly, one eye squenched shut in fear, the other burning as a drop of sweat slid into the corner. With trepidation, he lifted a mouthful of the stuff and slowly began to chew... Wait! Wait!!!! NO way could Akane have cooked this... why.. why.. it even TASTED edible. "A..Akane..." he whispered, coughing slightly, "this is GOOD." Akane smiled at him demurely. "I've been working on it," was her only comment as she lifted a bite of rice to her own mouth, watching him carefully as he began to shovel down food in Saotome-esque manner. It wasn't long before his eyelids began to droop and he began to yawn, his food tumbling to the floor in a spill. Akane smirked to herself as Ranma's head hit the table. Ha. SHE'd show that idiot what kind of woman she was, and if he *EVER* betrayed her again, she'd pound him so hard that he'd never know what hit him. ****************************************************************** It was dark when Ranma woke and he could feel something covering the upper half of his face. As he tried to open his eyes, he could feel his lashes brush against something soft, something keeping him from seeing. He tried to reach a hand down and pull whatever it was away from his face, but neither would move. Almost experimentally, he tugged at an ankle as well, lips pressing together firmly as he realized that he was quite well bound and that he wasn't likely to get loose any time soon. An intense feeling of.. something like *fear* seemed to spread through him as he rapidly tried to alert himself to his surroundings. Ranma still felt a little groggy, but he could hear movement nearby and he knew that he wasn't alone. "Who's there?" He cringed as his voice cracked slightly on the notes, his hands trembling violently as he balled them into helpless fists. "Who do you think, Saotome?" came a gruff whisper, the voice unlike anyone's that he knew. Fury welled up inside of him as he began to struggle uselessly before feeling the soft curves of a female body settle onto the bed beside him. His heartbeat accelerated quickly, going wild inside of his chest. The grammar gave enough of a clue to know that it wasn't Shampoo. Ucchan would never, ever do something like this and Akane would die before she touched him... so it could only be Kodachi by process of elimination. "What've you done with Akane, you .. you..." he growled ferally, pulling at the bonds frantically even as the girl's soft hands roamed over his pectorals and down the front of his satin shirt. "What makes you think that I've done anything with your precious Akane?" came the taunting whisper as the girl trailed her fingers down across his hip to press against his cock with firm fingers, purring softly at the throbbing response even as his body tried to shy away from her. Akane stood back and looked down at Ranma dispassionately. He really was beautiful like this, body stretched wide, hands above his head.. So helpless, the dark locks of his bangs brushing his forehead and the white silk of the scarf that she had used to blindfold him. Admittedly, frightening him like this WAS a bit much, but he was so irresistibly sexy when he was frightened just this tiny bit! With careful tread, she stood and walked to her dresser, opening the top drawer and smiling. She pulled on the pair of surgical gloves that she had borrowed from Dr. Tofu earlier yesterday with deft hands and withdrew a shoebox that rattled and clanked with the various items held within. Turning, she shook the box as she walked back to the bed, smiling at the way Ranma winced each time she did so. Ranma shook with fury and fear. THIS was NOT funny. He couldn't even tell if he was somewhere that people might hear and find him in this humiliating position! This was something out of a nightmare, a nightmare that he'd left behind a year ago when they came to the Tendo's house and settled into a civilized way of life. He began to cry in anger, tears soaking through the blindfold as he shuddered violently, hands still tugging valiantly but only tightening his bonds. His vociferation came growling to cover the choking breaths, "You bitch!! LET ME GO!!!!!"[4] Akane shook, taken aback by the violence in his voice as she reached out a latex covered finger to gently trail across his jaw-bone, leaning forward to kiss his forehead tenderly. As her chin brushed the blindfold, she could feel the wetness there. Akane jerked back in surprise. Ranma.. CRYING!? Her hands pressed against his face gently, holding him still as her lips gently pressed against the soft wet material. Her heart began to ache inside of her and, no matter how badly she wanted to revenge herself upon his body for daring to betray her with another man, she couldn't help it when she reached behind his head and tugged, pulling the knot loose with quick motions of her fingers. Ranma shuddered, turning his face aside quickly to hide the tears that were now free to tremble and stream down his face, his wrists aching before he felt the ties being loosened just enough so that his circulation wouldn't be cut off. Shaking his head slightly and forcing back tears of mortification and anger, he turned his face to look into that of his captor and found... AKANE!? Her fingers traced gently along the curve of his ear and down his throat as she leaned forward to capture his mouth with her own, a soft 'shhh' whispered just before her lips brushed his own and then opened, teasing him as her tongue darted inside, kissing him roughly. Ranma could feel his mouth bruising underneath the force of hers and he moaned helplessly as he opened beneath her. Ranma had never imagined Akane doing something like this to him -- sex had never really crossed his mind when it came to his fiancees -- it would have caused too much trouble. Instead, the fact of the emotions that he felt for Akane had always seemed to overwhelm him and make him shake with the intensity of it. This intensity was a different kind, a kind that made his entire body feel as if he were going to explode at any moment and he wasn't sure whether that explosion was fear or pleasure or something more cataclysmic that he couldn't even name. Akane fumbled, fingers shoving off the top of the shoebox as she withdrew the knife and brought it to gently touch against Ranma's cheek, whispering that soft 'shhhh' again as his eyes went incredibly wide, sparkling sapphire fear coming to life in them as she settled back and straddled his hips, pressing against him in her white cotton panties. She lightly trailed the blade along, barely touching his skin and then she began to cut the buttons from his shirt, one and then another and then another until she could brush it open, the satin soft against her fingers. She traced a tiny, scratched pattern against the hard muscles of Ranma's belly and heard him moan, half in fright and half in some sort of inexplicable ecstasy. She flung the knife into a corner and pulled off her cotton t-shirt, leaning down to kiss him again, hard, her breasts pressed tightly against the warmth of his chest, teasing, titillating, feeling her nipples and his own brush against one another, the hard little kernels on his chest exciting her immeasurably. Ranma shuddered, this unexpected assault on his body making him arch wildly, pressing up against the heat of her. He could feel her wetness through the soft material of his pants and he yearned to be pressed deep into that warmth, listening to her moan his name. Her hands were working on him, kneading the muscles of his chest and arms as he closed his eyes to groan helplessly, enjoying every motion and movement that she made against him. Akane slid the leather strap from the box soundlessly, one hand still caressing across his chest as she sat up and wrapped the end with the buckle into her palm. The first touch of the strap as it flickered across a nipple brought him to rough awareness, his eyes shooting open with fear and then some kind of pleasure, the shock waves of it reverberating through him again and again, making him moan wildly and toss his head to the side against the pillows. Akane watched him thoughtfully as she carefully brought down the strap, again, again, again, until there was a fine crosswork of red lines working its way across his chest and arms and his breath was heaving and his erection began to flag slightly. He felt her tongue tracing each delineated stroke of heat and he groaned low in his chest, feeling himself becoming even harder than he had been previously, hands balling into fists once again with the desire to wrap in the short strands of her beautiful dark hair, his breathing quick and sharp as she moved up to straddle his stomach, tugging at the ties of his pants behind her and jerking them down past his hips along with his boxers, causing him to wince as his cock tangled in the waistband just so. Akane moved down, settling between his thighs and leaning forward to timidly lash out her tongue, the tip of it teasingly stroking across the tiny stretch of skin that 'attached' the head of his penis to the shaft, taking it between her teeth and lightly nibbling. Her fingers trembled as she opened a small jar of lubricant and coated her latex covered fingers with them, stroking his shaft gently with the wetness of them as she opened her mouth and popped the head of his cock into her mouth to suckle tightly, listening to his moans of pleasure. Ranma felt as if his veins were on fire, body writhing against the cotton sheets of her bed as he trembled, half-naked, against her. He could feel her fingers stroking his cock and then down to lightly caress the nest of his testes and then farther, parting him and stroking to find his anus, fingers tormenting him with the promise of more and then they were inside of him, two fingers the equivalent of one of Ryouga's opening him wide, making him give a strangled moan as his body jerked and he threatened to come in her mouth, trembling violently in the cool air. Akane backed away, eyeing Ranma's face dispassionately, her fist closing about his shaft in lightning swift strokes as her fingers thrust deep, brushing against some spot inside of him that seemed to be driving him wild. She could feel all of his muscles tensing beneath her as he strove valiantly to prevent the inevitable, the stress of the situation all pouring into his struggle as he gave a strangled little moan and came, wild and shuddering as his eyes closed and he sobbed once, twice as semen spurted over Akane's tugging hand and all over his belly. "Well," Akane mumbled to herself, "that was interesting." Beneath her, she could feel Ranma's shudders as he slowly regained control of himself. Still, she thought, this wasn't really enough. Her own body was yammering, a constant low heat in her belly filling her world as she eyed him, laying there in his cut open and half on clothing. His cock shimmered with the remnants of semen and she reached down to lightly touch the head, smiling at his soft hiss of protest. Her new playtoy seemed to be extremely sensitive and so she began to gently stroke with the palm of her hand, listening to his soft sobs of protest as he began to regain the rigidity that she so prized. With a quick motion, she stood and stripped away the remnants of her clothing, growling softly as she straddled his chest and leaned forward. With sure hands, she tugged his head up to her breast, a mute order. Ranma's entire body felt abused, his unwilling response draining him as he moaned, opening his mouth to gently capture the berry colored nubbin of her nipple and nurse, his tongue and teeth ever so gentle as he began to nip, teeth sharp, tongue stroking lightly in apology. Her excited whimpers and the dampness that he felt against his diaphragm were proof of how well his technique was working and he gave an audible groan as he began to roam across the tender skin, moving his head to pay attention to both of them. Akane quivered with excitement, teeth gritted tightly to keep from shouting out her joy at the feeling. THIS was a thousand times better than touching herself, this feeling of being pleasured. Reaching back, she could feel Ranma hard against her palm and, as much as she wanted more of the exquisite touch of his tongue and teeth, she knew that she wouldn't last much longer and neither would he. She tugged gently, fingers wrapped around his braid as she pushed him away from her. His little sound of protest was perfectly adorable and she felt more than just sexual warmth fill her as she slowly laid down on top of him, kissing him with delicate precision, tongue dipping against his own even as her hands aimed him towards the core of her being. The first time, she missed and as he slipped from her grasp, the velvet skin of him brushed against the core of her pleasure. That single motion sent frissons of rapture down her spine and she gave a sharp cry, arching her back and pressing her hand to Ranma's stomach. Her fingers trembled wildly as she reached between her body and his own to take him between her fingers and aim him carefully against her entrance. Ranma shuddered as he heard Akane cry out, tremors shaking him as her soft hands took him into her grasp and guided him to the doorway of her passage. He was straining against his bonds for all he was worth but it was as if they were made of steel; thus, he did the best that he could and pressed his hips upward. Akane felt the trembling push and sat up to begin shoving downwards in accordance, moaning audibly with each centimeter. It wasn't long before she gasped in pain and looked astonished, rising again and whimpering. Ranma opened his eyes in confusion, biting his lip and groaning low in his throat, "Akane?" as he continued to attempt to probe her, moaning as she pulled even farther away. A determined look crossed Akane's face as she leaned down and kissed him, hard and quick, searching. His response was a thing of beauty, openness, pleasure, an intense combination of things that sent shivers down her spine and made her cry out softly. Bracing her hands on each of his shoulders, she rose and, trembling, opened wide and pushed her hips downward with a single hard stroke. Ranma gasped, a sound of pain as he felt the head of his cock press *tightly* against something just inside of Akane and then moaned in accompaniment to her keening wail of anguish as he burst through it, breaking her maidenhead with vigor. He 'oofed' as her elbows came down hard on his chest, her body writhing atop him as she shook her head back and forth, tears dripping. The feeling was exquisite for him, so tight and soft and wet and beyond compare. He turned his head to the side and moaned against his arm, lashes brushing his cheeks as he arched again, placing himself deeper inside of her. Akane's mind was a whirl of confusion. Somehow, this felt so good and yet it hurt so much and she wanted to stop but she didn't ever want it to end! Nabiki hadn't explained about this pain when she had given Akane the lecture about the "birds & the bees" all those years ago. In an absent minded sort of way, she wondered if Nabiki even know about it. She could feel a wet trickle between her thighs and wasn't entirely sure what it was. All she knew was that it helped to make that burning pain a little easier to bear and she didn't mind that at all. With careful movements she began to undulate her hips, gasping as she rose above Ranma and then plunged downwards, nails cutting little half moons into the skin of his hips. With the strength of ten, Ranma gave a savage growl and pulled hard against his bonds. The bedposts snapped where the scarves had been tied and his hands flew forwards, fingers meshing in the short strands of hair as he pulled her down to kiss her, arching his hips upwards. His fingers roamed her body wildly, gently pinching her nipples and finally moving between them to the juncture of her thighs to explore that place that had caused her to cry out so loudly and arch back wantonly. His fingers found her clit, unhooded in the excitement that flowed through her, and he began to rub expectantly. Akane moaned, a keening sound of pleasure as he stroked her just right, shaking violently with every touch against the sensitive little organ. She moved atop him with abandon, hips rising and falling as she sought something just out of reach, something that his touch brought that much closer as her hands roamed his arms and chest with hunger. She rocked forward, shaking her head violently, and with the sudden brush of his thumb in just the right place, Akane exploded into slivers of light and sound and color and ethereallity, muscles clamping down tightly around Ranma's shaft. Akane's orgasm was timed almost perfectly. Ranma moaned sharply and grasped her hips tightly to continue thrusting deep inside of her quivering orifice for a few seconds before he thrust hard and to the hilt inside of her one final time, flooding her with his seed, his back arching up off of the mattress. Akane crumpled down against Ranma's chest with a low moan, reverberations of pleasure still rippling across her skin as she laid her head against his shoulder sleepily and yawned. Silence fell in the dusk-filled room; the only sound that could be heard was the light brush of skin against skin and mouth against mouth. ****************************************************************** Ryouga watched silently just outside of Akane's window. Tears dripped in steady trails down his pallid face and his heart ached in his chest with an intensity that he had never known before. A greenish- yellow tinge outlined him slightly as he raised a hand to absentmindedly brush away the crystalline shards of sorrow, head bowing low. He had lost him; no, not just him, because Ryouga was never entirely sure that he *had* Ranma to begin with. He had allowed hope to rise in his heart for the first time in years only to find that it had been crushed ruthlessly beneath the heel of someone else's passion. He had lost them both, and there was no room for a Lost Boy such as himself in their hearts. With a dejected sigh, Ryouga jumped down from the rooftop and stood silently beside the pond for a moment as if bidding his good-byes. With that, he trudged despondently away, more alone in the world now than he had been only hours before. ****************************************************************** "Akane?" Ranma whispered softly against her ear as he held her tightly, arms wrapped around her waist as he nuzzled gently at her neck. Akane yawned and gave a soft, "Hmm?" in response, enjoying the light nuzzling feeling. "Akane, we gotta talk," Ranma said firmly, pushing her gently to the side and sitting up to untie his ankles. As soon as that was done, he turned back to her and took her gently into his arms. Akane blinked at being put to the side and then curled up against the heat of him as he laid back down. "What's so important that we have to talk about it *now*, Ranma?" she asked with a slight frown. Ranma looked sheepish and hurt and confused all at the same time and whispered softly, "Ryouga." Akane started from her pleasant half-drowse, eyes narrowing at the name. "What about him? You love *me*, don't you?" She batted her eyelashes and smiled especially cutely, hiding the venom that she had once expressed so freely. "Akane," Ranma whispered in a strained voice, "I can't just LEAVE him. He's my friend! We've been... very.. ahh.. very close, until now, until you, until this damned curse! And now I don't know what I want except that...that...," he rolled away from her and into a miserable ball to murmur softly, "except that I want you both." A tremor worked its way through him as he closed his eyes and turned his face into her pillow. Her scent lingered there and it was so tempting to say that he loved her and her alone and yet, somehow, he couldn't because he didn't want to cheapen her with that sort of lie. The truth was simply that he loved Ryouga as well, and he wouldn't lie to her about that. Akane could feel herself stiffening with each word, each gesture. As he pulled away from her, she closed her eyes tightly to stop the burning only to realize that they were full of tears and she couldn't stop them from spilling over as her fury drained away and left her empty and aching. "Everyone has to make choices, Ranma. No one can avoid them forever -- you least of all," she said, her voice husky. She stood from the bed and began to draw on her clothing, eyes focusing on the floor. As she buttoned the last button and slipped on her socks, she walked slowly to the door and pulled it open to walk out when she heard it -- that soft catch of breath, the tremble of his fingers as he clutched her pillow, the tremors that shook his shoulders. There are many things in this small world that a woman may resist, from chocolates to roses to walks in the park, but there is one thing that will make her heart tremble and her eyes fill with tears every time -- the sound of a lonely voice sobbing in the dark, little boy lost. Akane stood in the door for what seemed an eternity but could have been no more than two minutes before she moved back into the room and shut the door quietly. Her hands gently smoothed back his bangs from his hot forehead as he moved to bury his head in her lap and sob ever so quietly. "It's all right," she whispered softly. "All right. I'm here, now... shhhh..." With those words, she gently lulled him to sleep. ****************************************************************** [1] Even Nabiki has some kind of a conscience -- surely she wouldn't charge Akane for something so important? [2] Typical. Can't make up his mind about ANYTHING, can he? [3] Just a note -- THIS IS A BAD IDEA!!! Drugging anybody is stupid, dangerous and illegal in most states. *grumbles* *but then, what ISN'T illegal here.. ^_^* [4] See "Father Figure" and "Blood & Fire". Post-notes: Well, it's sort of like this. I set out to write this series to prove a point (Y'know, Ranma the bisexual as opposed to all of the other possibilities out there) Problem *IS* that Akane didn't want to cooperate. Yikes, she wasn't just unwilling to cooperate, she was on the verge of Bobbitization (and then decapitation... *eyes the scary looking female with the mallet standing nearby*) Umm.. yeah. As I was saying... All of the howls of "PERVERT" and "idiot!" crossing my screen were the tiniest bit frightening, so we had to come up with a compromise. That is to say, she got to scare Ranma a little (Okkkeee, maybe more than a little. Maybe a whole LOT...) and he came out with all of his appendages and she'd consider forgiving him. Well.. maybe not forgiving him... maybe .. well.. *scratches head* Maybe just leaving him with all of his appendages ^_^ I really don't MEAN to make Ranma a weepy baby... it just.. er.. well, it just happened that way ^_^ I'll be honest, *I'd* cry if somebody tied me up and *I* didn't know who it was.... *frown* Hmph. Poor Ryouga. Hurting Ryouga is a very, very, very bad thing and people who do that should be stripped, covered in honey and staked out over the nearest fire ant bed. (Err.. that isn't too strong, is it?) ^_~ Wait for the next installment and maybe we'll get a happy ending somewhere in here... *grin* Or, if not happy, at least one that we can all live with... Hopefully, it won't take six weeks to finish *that* one up... *grumblegrumble* All I'm asking for is a little cooperation... now if I could just talk Akane into behaving properly! *********************************************************************** * "My love for you is fathomless...a thing of darkness..." * *********************************************************************** * http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Towers/6451/fanfics.html * *********************************************************************** * The Church of the Black Rose * *********************************************************************** * http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Flats/3356/ChurchoftheBlackRose.html * *********************************************************************** "Stone & Pearl" "All these mixed emotions/We keep locked away/Like stone and pearl/Stone and pearl devotions/We keep locked away/From all the world..." Savage Garden, "Tears of Pearl" ****************************************************** Ryouga clenched his fingers into a fist as he glared red-faced at the sign for the Tendo Dojo. Three days. THREE DAYS...he had been wandering, trying to leave Nerima. It felt like an eternity and the more he thought about it, the angrier he became until he wanted to scream vociferations of fury, frenzied rage that made him glow and made him ache and made him want to cry. He'd lost them both!! In a single night!! Damn them, damn their souls to hell! The anger took hold of him, drawing him closer -- and then he heard the panting breaths and cries of his beloved Ranma's girl form in the dojo and his own feet took him forward. ******************************************************** Ranma practiced with her female body, moving, twisting, writhing, bending, elbow back, forward, shout, high kick, train the flexibility to do what you want it to do. She could feel the sweat at the nape of her neck causing the loose hairs of her braid to curl into ringlets, could feel it gathering beneath the curve of her breasts. She closed her eyes to concentrate on the feeling. The sensation was... interesting, to say the least. He didn't feel anything quite like this in his masculine body and he was intensely curious about this feeling now that he had Akane to think about. A smile flickered across his face and he swung one of his delicate feminine fists forward, eyes still shut, imagining the way in which it would impact... ...and felt it stop cold. Ranma opened his eyes, but it was too late. His shirt had already gone flying across the dojo floor, ripped from his back, and he cried out in surprise as his wrists were grabbed tightly and ground together in Ryouga's hands. "Ryouga!! What are you doing!?" Ranma moaned in pain as he bruised her by shoving her down onto the floor. Ryouga growled, trying to hold down Ranma's lithe, struggling, female body. "SHUT UP, YOU!" was his only response as he worked her pants down to her knees. Ranma almost got away at that point and so the pants didn't go any farther.. But Ryouga's hands did, up to his own to pull and tug and open quickly as he slapped Ranma, dazing her. The exhilaration of catching up to Ranma and actually *defeating* him at something (never mind that it was by a sneaky trick) filled his veins and his mind and made him throb. It was then that it struck him. Ranma was crying. *His* Ranma. His Ranma that he loved so. Ranma's heaving breaths were almost like keening cries of grief as she turned her face away, struggling ended. She had gone totally limp in his arms, not fighting, not even acknowledging his presence, and that wasn't what he wanted. He..he wanted her to know that he was here. He wanted his Ranma, him, her, she, he, to know that he *LOVED* him, adored him, wanted nothing more than to see that he was never hurt again and, now, here he was, hurting Ranma even more by...this...filthy degenerate act! Ryouga cried out and pushed himself away, almost falling backwards as he began to prattle, a thousand apologies spilling over his babbling tongue as he watched Ranma cry, guilt settling into his bones and making him shudder. No! No, how could he have almost....when he knew about his father and about... WHAT could he have been thinking!? Ryouga gathered her to him, his mouth kissing at the trails of tears, lightly licking them from her cheeks as they fell, her mostly naked body pressed tightly in his arms. Soft, soothing noises were whispered into Ranma's ear as she sobbed against Ryouga's shoulder, so frightened, so utterly terrified of what was going on that it was a wonder she was that coherent and not catatonic, as she was in full Cat Fu mode. Ryouga's hands tenderly brushed her hair away from her face, the sweaty tendrils clinging as he gently cupped the nape of her neck and, with a whispered, "I'm so sorry...", took her mouth with his, gentle and warm and sweet, somehow different than kissing boy-type Ranma, the lips beneath his own just the tiniest bit softer, more receptive. Ranma shuddered violently, afraid, afraid, afraid. That emotion had run through him FAR more often of late than he liked. He had tried for so long to put up that brave front, not to let anyone know the things that he was afraid of, cats, the dark, his father, this violence that Ryouga was... was.. She sobbed harder, moving her face to rest against the curve of his neck. Ryouga gently began to stroke the bruises on her wrists in apology, his hands ever so gentle as he stroked up the warm skin of her arms, wrapping his own gently about Ranma's shoulders to hold her there against him. The shuddering realization that her bare breasts were pressed against him made him hot, flushed, and his mind almost stuttered over the fact that there was a naked *WOMAN* in his arms. The sudden insight that this was Ranma, his Ranma, his lover and beloved, his *male*, struck him at almost the same moment and he relaxed, nose bleed staved off with a soft sigh. Ranma stopped shuddering and lay quiescent in Ryouga's lap, soft sniffles the only sign that he'd been crying. The sudden need for a different kind of comfort filled her and she began, feather soft, to kiss Ryouga's throat, nipping, light, teasing. She could feel the shivers preading down Ryouga's spine as she whispered into his ear, "Just 'cause I ain't the same sex don't mean that you can't love me, all the same, Ryouga..." Ryouga reached his hands up and grasped the firm globes of her breasts in both palms, moaning. The best of both worlds, one might say, he thought blearily even as Ranma melted against him, her mouth on his own, tongues tangling as she bit him, ever so gently. He could feel her kicking her pants the rest of the way off and so he reached between her legs and felt Ranma...freeze, stone solid and immobile. Ranma could almost feel his eyes crossing and rolling back in his head all at the same time as she gasped frantically for breath. That spot! Ohhhh, that spot, and he wanted Ryouga to touch it again and he thought that he'd keep in mind how wonderful that feeling was for the next time he had sex with Akane because *that* spot was *very* *very* good. Ryouga bit into her, him, his angel, his beloved, hungrily, wanting and craving and yearning and desiring and already he had run out of patience and he wanted to take Ranma, bend him and take him and make him moan in pain-pleasure with the thick thrust of his prick and the fingers of his left hand slid to the woman's opening that amazed him so even now and the digits skittered across the wet opening lightly, pressing just a bit, feeling a tiny barrier inside and he moaned, surprised that his Ranma was a virgin. The sudden thought flickered through his mind of the spring afternoon that they'd gotten lost and camped next to a sparkling stream in the middle of nowhere. An afternoon of soul-searching and revealing and the next morning he had taken Ranma's virginity and held him as he cried out and begged for surcease. Ryouga would *definitely* be honored to have that privilege again. Ranma gasped sharply at the slight pressure and then felt Ryouga remove his fingers, slip them back so that one found her anus just as his thumb stretched to rub against that deliriously wonderful spot and she almost screamed with the pleasure of it. So hot, he wanted to explode, he wanted to shout and the feeling of Ryouga's finger inside of him like that was completely different when he was in girl-form, it ached more and was tighter and it made him want to scream. Ranma began to writhe in Ryouga's lap, a guttural little cry on his lips as the thumb rubbed just so and then he arched his back and he *did* scream as Ryouga's mouth came down upon his to quiet it, his finger deep, thumb soothing as he ever so gently removed his hand. This orgasm was different than the ones he had as a boy -- wildly different, in fact. It wasn't so concentrated and it spread out all over him like a warm glow from his toes to the tips of his fingers to the roots of his hair and he wanted it again, wanted Ryouga *now*, deep inside of him. Ranma's fingers brushed across the material of Ryouga's shirt and parted it with trembling touch. The warmth of his chest was brick hard like the flesh resting so heavily beneath Ranma's thighs and she wanted to part them and take all of him in, a feral little growl coming from her even as she shoved the shirt away. Ryouga brought his hands up and gently grasped a breast with one, leaning down and suckling the nipple tightly between his teeth to hear Ranma moan, a shuddering sort of reaction that seemed to spread down Ranma's spine and all through her as she pushed at Ryouga's pants, shoving them down, down, down as much as she could before her hands rose to wrap in the tendrils of his dark hair, pushing against his bandanna as she held him to her chest. Ryouga groaned as his soft tip brushed against the velvet of Ranma's inner thigh and again he wanted to bury himself inside of her, of him, in all ways, fill her mouth and her cunt and his ass and every orifice that he could find and be filled in return, to kiss and touch and fuck and glory in the warmth of this beautiful person whom he loved. The fingers of his right hand curled about the warmth of her cunt and he stroked ever so gently as she moaned against him. Ryouga's hands were gentle as they pushed her onto her back in the center of the dojo floor and came over her, pulling at the tie that kept the red hair back and letting it spill in a wash of crimson silk over his hands, fingers knotting in it as he lifted her for his kiss and slid between her thighs. Ranma moaned loudly, the motion familiar, and wrapped both legs tightly around Ryouga's hips, her breasts hot little spots against his chest as he leaned down to kiss first one and then the other. His right hand aimed his staff at her core and he came up on an elbow to look down at her face. With one last gentle kiss, he began to thrust forward, listening to Ranma's moans of pleasure become whimpers of pain as he parted her petals farther, farther, and then he was there at her barrier and it was now or nothing. Ranma squirmed beneath Ryouga, wild with need and yet aching, hurting and she knew that this wasn't going to be pleasant as she reached up both hands and tugged him down to kiss her. She felt his chest press her breasts flat and his hips thrust forward roughly and she screamed against him as she felt the fragile skin of her hymen burst beneath the sharp motion. Ryouga held still deep inside of her and the feeling was completely different, somehow, than loving Ranma-kun and they both made him breathless with need. It was so *difficult* to retain enough control to keep from thrusting as she writhed frantically beneath him, sobbing his name. God, it felt so good there inside of his Ranma! Ranma's feelings were somewhat different than Ryouga's, to say the least. The pain wasn't really sharp -- no, more of a stinging, burning pain, just enough to take the edge off of the pleasure and make her bite her lip tightly, tears stinging the lids. The wild thought that Akane had suffered through this soundlessly amazed him as he felt the tug of Ryouga pulling back out of him again, the motion making her whimper even as she arched her hips for him, wanting to pleasure him despite this feeling. Ryouga slowly thrust into Ranma again, trembling as he buried his face between Ranma's breasts to lightly nuzzle at them. His pubic bone brushed against that spot and Ranma couldn't help the startled yelp as pleasure flew through her again, the stinging becoming as nothing beneath the brushing pressure of Ryouga's hips and the light nibbling of his mouth. Her head began to toss, knotting the silken strands of red hair as she lifted her arms above her head and arched her back, the position of her shoulders helping to bring her closer towards him. Ryouga groaned loudly, the tight wet heat almost his undoing as he continued to move, unable to help himself. Every inch of his shaft was caressed by Ranma's inner muscles and the feeling was so different than making love to Ranma-kun that it was an entirely disparate world. His very bones seemed to vibrate with this feeling that was somehow associated with the person to whom he was making love. Ranma was *his*, his lover and beloved...and he always would be, no matter what sex Ranma was, no matter how angry Ryouga became or how depressed or any of a thousand other emotions. The one thing that would always stand out was the overwhelming love and desire for the presence of this one person. With that thought, Ryouga became a wild man, thrusting deep inside of Ranma and moving to kiss her mouth, full and hard, moaning against her. Ryouga's sudden onslaught made Ranma give a guttural cry of pleasure as he rubbed against her more frantically, her wetness facilitating the peculiar brushing motion. Her back arched further as she pressed up tightly against him, pleading repetitively, "Ohgodohgodohgodohgod...!!!" and shaking her head back and forth against Ryouga's hands as they came up to cup the back of her head. With that, Ranma felt that strange glowing female orgasm come over him again and he couldn't stop the loud cry that came from him as he became still beneath Ryouga's ceaselessly moving body. Ryouga felt every muscle inside of Ranma clamp down against him and could no longer resist. With a groan, he fell against Ranma's chest and gathered her to him, shuddering. It was moments before either could so much as lift their heads and when Ryouga finally looked down, he leaned to press his lips against Ranma's in a tender salute. "Ranma," came the soft whisper, almost against her tender, bruised mouth, "I love you..." That was so hard to say! So hard to say when he loved Akane, too, and a sudden wave of sadness washed over him as he thought that this would be all his life would be made of, the memories of these short times with Ranma.... Ranma gently reached up and wiped away a glittering tear with the pad of her thumb. "Shh, shh, Ryouga-kun. Don't.. don't, it's all right..." Her fingers cupped his face gently as he shook against her, an arm wrapped tightly about her waist. "It's all right, Ryo-chan.... I love you, too.." Ryouga's face crumpled as he held Ranma tightly against him, a flood of relief washing over him and cleansing him, making him gasp for breath even as he moaned, "I thought I had lost you!! Oh, gods, I did, but.. but..." he began to babble, smoothing his fingers through Ranma's hair and braiding it, fingers working to tie the knot in the dragon's whisker so that it wouldn't go wild when Ranma changed sex. Ranma giggled blearily. Who knew that Ryouga had this affinity for words? She almost laughed out loud with joy and pleasure and then... ...the hot water came down in a flood and his longer legs were tangled with Ryouga's and he was afraid to look up for fear of just who might be holding that kettle. Ryouga had gone completely still, as well, a look of fear and worry crossing his face. "Mind if I join you?" came an amused voice and Ranma couldn't believe it when he looked up and saw Akane. Akane smiled down at them, limbs tangled hopelessly. The last of her rancor seemed to dissipate in a wash at the look of fear on Ranma's face and her laughter tinkled musically throughout the dojo. "Baka," she giggled, "you don't think I'm going to do something to you, do you?" Ranma looked skeptical; Ryouga just looked incredibly, incredibly embarrassed. It was impossible to reach his clothing all tangled up like this!!!! Akane solicitously handed Ryouga his pants and barely kept her laughter back as he struggled to get them on while Ranma sat nearby, his legs crossed as he watched as well -- with a different sort of interest. "C'mon," she said. "I've got something you should both see." With that, she tossed Ranma a new shirt, turned and walked out of the dojo, leaving the two boys to stare after her curiously. ******************************************************** Gender pronouns are *SO* confusing when you're working with Ranma!!! Argh!!! Err.. back to the old argument. Ranma-girl and Ranma-boy? Sexually, technically, *what is he*? Kun-chan says he's a boy regardless of what kind of gender-play is going on, but *I* say that Ranma is Ranma, regardless of gender (it probably amounts to roughly the same thing, I suppose..) Dunno about the REST of you but I'd hope that whoever loved me would love me just as much if I were a boy as if I were a girl...Not that it's likely to be a necessary argument, y'know, but I'd still like it ^_^ Something else.. I use the term "fuck" somewhere up there. Everybody has a different idea of what that word means, I suppose -- it's probably used mostly to convey a certain lack of caring for the person with whom one is performing; however, people who love one another do so regularly. Actual lovemaking can't be forced -- it probably only occurs about 5% of the time that people consummate said intimate act. (This figure actually comes from a group of women with whom I used to have regular meetings -- one of those pointless things one does in college when one should really be studying ^_^ We all came to an agreement about the regularity of the occurrence, etc, etc.) Roughly figured, people have sex 50% of the time and fuck the other 45%. In general, there's not anything wrong with fucking. It's probably more fun than the others *evil grin* Why "Stone & Pearl"? Well, there's been a thread in the names, sort of.. I love music of all kinds and, with the exception of this one, they're all song titles. Go figure, hm? This one is a lyric, 'cause naming it "Tears of Pearl" would have been too close to Richard Lawson's "These Tears are Pearl" and we wouldn't want THAT, nonono. Once I thought it through, though, "Stone & Pearl" just fit really nicely. Ryouga has an affinity for stone with his bakaisai tenketsu (forgive the spelling.. ack...) Stone just seemed to *suit* Ryouga. He has a strange sort of honor, but he's very steadfast and true. Akane and pearls went together for me, as well -- pearls are very feminine, sensual, there's a luster and shine to pearl that seems to glow from the inside out. (That almost sounds sexist, doesn't it?) Masculine jewels are darker -- bloodstone and garnet are very masculine stones, whereas pearl, sapphire and emerald are innately feminine for me. It's probably got something to do with the old-fashioned Southern upbringing or something like that... Ok. All done. *NOW* you just haffa wait for the next story ^_^ I figured I'd stop here since the others aren't any longer than this, either... I guess you guys know where I'm going with this by now.... tzigane -- who's grinnin' with alla this lemon goin' on.... *************************************************** * If I die let it be with you... * * Hold me close while the world falls in on me.. * * Whisper my name as the darkness rises... * * And I fall into the dream that never ends... * * From:"The Scarlet Letters" by Scott Urban * *************************************************** "Parts Unknown" "Twist and turn where angels burn/Like fallen soldiers we will learn/What once was gardens/Twice removed/Love will be the death/The death of you..." Savage Garden, "Tears of Pearl" *************************************************** Silver rose and emerald green met in whorls of shimmering brilliance at the horizon as far as the eye could stretch. The sound of running water as it flowed around rocks that had been there for more years than any of them could imagine was soothing, settling to nerves that had been on edge for too many weeks, too many months. Ranma plopped down unceremoniously in a dewed patch of velvet soft grass and yawned sleepily. The moon shone down, its full face smiling at the trio that stood there on the edge of the babbling stream. Akane settled onto the warmth of a nearby rock as Ryouga stood in-between the two indecisively. Ryouga's breath came unsteadily as he whispered ethereally, "It's beautiful, Akane-san..." "Akane," she corrected quietly. "Or Akane-chan, either one." She smiled mysteriously. "After all, we might as well get used to it. I don't know about you, but I think we're going to be sharing something very precious for quite a long time." "You mean...?" Ryouga asked hesitantly. Akane gave a delicate shrug. "I don't see why not. We both love Ranma and he can't make up his mind which of us he loves more.. or even if he loves either of us less equally." Ranma felt a vague sense of dissatisfaction with being talked about as if he wasn't present but, by the grace of the kami, he managed to keep his mouth shut. Ryouga gave a shy smile, his dark lashes brushing against his cheeks with sudden serenity as he gave a long pent-up sigh of relief and smiled at Akane with a brilliance that almost made Ranma jealous. "I'm glad you're going to be reasonable about this..." Akane wrinkled her nose cutely. "Someone had to be. Besides... he loves *both* of us... It's not really like the other fiancees..." Akane glanced at Ranma, Ryouga's eyes following hers. Ranma flushed as they both looked at him. Akane's look was one of predation, as if she was hungry for him; Ryouga's was full of a strange tenderness, one that he hadn't seen in long years. He watched nervously as a glance passed between them, laying back to watch the sky as stars began to come out, twinkling and shining above him. It always surprised him that you could see stars so near to the edges of Tokyo. They weren't all THAT far from the dojo, and it was difficult to see them there, sometimes. Ranma closed his eyes as the evening breeze brushed against him, caressing his arms and his face, lightly blowing the hair away from his face...and then he felt them, one on either side, warmth where before there was none. It started slowly -- the touch of a hand here, the caress of lips there. Akane curled into Ranma, facing him and kissing him thoroughly, taking the time to explore the shape of his mouth and the touch of his tongue and the way that his teeth fit just so. It made him shudder as she lifted one of her small hands and laid it against his diaphragm at the same moment that Ryouga cupped his larger frame to spoon against Ranma's back, one of his large hands settling lightly against Ranma's hips. A sudden vision of the three of them tied into pretzel-like knots ran through Ranma's imagination and he was highly tempted to laugh but he managed to hold it back as Ryouga's mouth settled hot and wet against the back of his neck. Ranma's mouth came open in a soundless gasp of pleasure, his back arching and giving Akane the opportunity to lean forward and take his throat with her own kisses. Ranma felt as if he would explode, fall apart into thousands of shards of ecstasy as the two kissed, hands not moving, only their mouths touching him. He could see the heat in Akane's eyes as she lifted her head and lightly pressed her soft, swollen mouth against his own, could feel Ryouga as he leaned over his shoulder and captured Akane's mouth with his own, brushing a kiss across Ranma's cheek tenderly. Akane's fingers went to the soft ties and buttons holding Ranma's blue shirt together, the material a perfect match for his eyes. As Akane slipped the buttons from their moorings, Ryouga slowly pulled his arms back behind him, sliding the material over them until his chest was bare. Ranma missed Ryouga's touch for a moment and then it was back, bare against him and he saw from Akane's appreciative glance that Ryouga's chest wasn't the only thing that he had bared. Ranma felt Ryouga's arms wrap within his own again, pulling them back and leaving him open as he arched back against Ryouga with a low groan, the heat of the Lost Boy's chest transferring to his own smoothly muscled back as Akane pulled her soft cotton t-shirt over her head to toss it into the nearby heap, reaching behind her to tug apart the hooks and eyes holding her bra together. She came back to press against Ranma, one of her hands placed tenderly atop the one that Ryouga had replaced on his hip. Ryouga's lips seemed to roam all across his shoulders and upper arms as Akane began to nuzzle gently at his chest, her tongue flickering across the sensitive kernels of his nipples. The keening whimper Ranma gave caused shudders to run through all three as he arched his hips forward to press against the material of Akane's jeans. He could feel Ryouga pressing against his buttocks, the rigid feeling of the velvety shaft pressing just against the place where Ranma's thighs met, nudging gently at Ranma's testes through the soft material of the black pants that rested lightly on his hips. Akane reached her hand around Ranma's waist, leaning up to give him a kiss that made his head spin even as she grasped Ryouga's shaft and made him moan loudly in Ranma's ear. Each movement was like a dance, limbs tangling and coming loose, fingers searching, probing, finding, tickling and soothing, palms warm in the cool evening air. Before long, all three were bare to the moon's glory, bodies slick with sweat as they pressed tightly together. Ryouga felt an irresistible desire to reach up and pull that dragon whisker loose from Ranma's hair again, to feel it spill in silken wash over his fingers and hands; somehow, he resisted that hunger and reached instead to cup Akane's head in his palm as she kissed her way down Ranma's firm belly, her fingers wrapping around his shaft as she began to suckle him tightly. Ranma's hand reached behind him to grasp Ryouga's cock, stroking in time with the motions of Akane's mouth even as he shuddered with the pleasure her touch brought him. Ryouga pulled his hand from Akane's hair and reached to part Ranma's buttocks, Ranma helping by lifting his thigh and settling it across Akane's waist. Ranma moaned loudly as Ryouga's fingers teased gently at the hole he found there, playing lightly for a moment before he invaded Ranma's body, listening to him hiss with the pleasure-pain of the feeling. Ryouga felt something swell and burst inside of him, all of his anger and depression welling up and overflowing and disappearing beneath the onslaught of this unrivaled experience and then he felt it -- Akane's hands reaching between Ranma's open thighs and pressing against his own, opening to lightly cup him. Ryouga whimpered loudly and pulled away from Akane's hands, unable to bear the extremity of the pleasure as he gasped to catch his breath, his fingers brushing inside of Ranma just right. He could almost feel the moment that Ranma exploded inside of Akane's mouth, could hear his moans of pleasure as he went limp, leaving both of them unsatisfied in their need for him. Ryouga smiled demurely as he pushed Ranma onto his back and pulled Akane up so that they were both kneeling just over Ranma's head. He began to kiss her, his lips tender and sweet as his hands roamed across her breasts, listening to her moan as she arched her back and let her own hands caress his pectorals. Ryouga allowed his left hand to brush down the curve of her waist; he had always known that Akane would be this ethereal creature, beauty and light and wonder all wrapped up in one package. The similarities between the feelings that he had for Ranma and the feelings he had for Akane made him shudder with need for them both. Ranma glanced up, slight jealousy filling his soul before he shrugged it away. If *they* weren't going to behave badly, neither was *he*. With lightly probing fingers, he began to stroke the little nubbin of Akane's clitoris, making her moan and sway audibly above him. It was quite a surprise to Ranma when she sort of.. collapsed right there above him, bringing her within distance of his tongue. Any of a thousand thoughts flit through his mind -- most of them concerning rumors involving tuna -- but his curiosity got the better of him and, just as Ryouga's questing fingers nudged against the spot his own had touched but moments before, Ranma's tongue flickered to taste the dew of her honeyed flesh. Chills shot down Akane's spine and her cry was born of love and passion and something that escaped her thoughts at that particular moment. Ryouga held her as she shuddered against him, sobbing his name and Ranma's in soft breaths and gasps. She opened her eyes and they were both there, such handsome young men, and the realization ran through her that they were *hers* and it made her even hotter. Ryouga could feel his nerves balancing finely on edge, his chi at a fever pitch, as if all of the sexual tension could be poured straight into an attack. After all this time, his mind seemed to flow directly into battle innovations even now -- he almost laughed at himself. He closed his chocolate dark eyes for a moment and when he opened them again, he could see the pleading look on Ranma's face, the look of need, as if Ryouga hadn't already tumbled him once today. Akane leaned forward and captured Ryouga's rod in her mouth, hot and wet and Ryouga knew why Ranma couldn't resist the desire to come when she did this to him; it sent tremors quivering across his skin. Ryouga moaned loudly and then she removed her mouth and Ranma was there before him, his lips warm against Ryouga's. Akane touched Ranma's shoulder and he turned and knelt between her thighs, slowly moving down so that his hips were pressed lightly to hers, on the verge of entrance. With careful motions, Ryouga moved up behind Ranma, a hand on his shoulder, careful not to squish him into Akane as he searched for just the right spot. He heard Ranma's loud groan as he found it, pressing until he felt the tight ring of Ranma's anus close around the mushroom head of his shaft. Beneath Ranma, Ryouga could hear Akane giving soft whimpers of pleasure as his weight brought Ranma's own heaviness to bear against her, Ranma's shaft burying slowly inside of her even as his own was burying deep inside of Ranma. Ryouga's hand brushed past Ranma's cheek to gently caress Akane's pleasure-filled face, a shudder moving through his soul as he pushed slowly until he was seated completely inside of Ranma. Akane whimpered, looking up at both of them. This was so erotic, the weight of them both pressed against her, Ranma's hands caressing her breasts, Ryouga's lightly touching her face, Ranma's body pressing against her clit and making her shudder. The look on Ranma's face was intense, full of the most fabulous exultation she had ever seen there; a look so full of raw passion as he moaned above her and buried his face in her throat to sob with it that she was filled with tenderness, bringing her hands up to stroke his shoulders gently, rocking with him in motion to Ryouga's thrusts. Ranma felt as if he would fly apart at any moment. Clumsily at first, he thrust back to Ryouga's own plunging hips, pressing forward into Akane with motions that weren't quite right. It took them a few moments to settle the rhythm but once they did, they soared, bodies chasing as if they were kites flying through the afternoon sky. Akane found fulfillment first, the light brushing motions intensified by the heavier motions and her face glowed like the setting sun, her voice loud as she cried out their names and broke the frangible silence of the glade, her muscles clamping down around Ranma, making him shudder and cry out. Ranma pressed deeply inside of her, giving a strangled groan against her chest as he plunged inside of her the final time, sobbing as Ryouga continued to thrust, his body becoming hypersensitive. Finally, Ryouga groaned and stiffened behind him, shuddering as he filled Ranma with liquid heat and tumbled down into the pile of sweaty limbs and flesh. It was a long time before any of them spoke and when someone did, it was a single word from Ranma. "P..p..pretzel..." And laughter filled the moondrenched clearing. ********************************************************** The screams were deafening, threats from the one, soothings from the other. "WHERE IS HE, YOU BASTARD!?! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH MY BAAABY!!!" The screams fell off into low sobs as Ranma's father paced back and forth frantically, trying to come up with some kind of answers to his wife's demands. He could hear her chanting to herself behind him, "N..never should have let you have my *baby*... I.. I knew, knew what kind of, of.. of PERSON you are and..." the sobs intensified, "and I *LET YOU TAKE MY BABY*!!!!! I should *KILL* you, you miserable son of a bitch!!!" she screamed at him. What little patience Genma had wore thin and he reached out to shake his wife roughly. "Your *baby* is some kind of weird fucked up little yaoi boy, Nodoka. Don't keep thinking that he's a baby anymore. No, he's a travesty, nothing like what I brought him up to be and you wanted him to be! I will *not* commit seppuku! I fulfulled my promise -- I brought him up to be a man!! Bah! He's as easily corruptible and weak-minded as you are!" His hand flew across her cheek roughly and she fell at his feet in a miserable, sobbing heap. ********************************************************** Ranma watched it all from the dojo roof -- every motion of this twisted play was clear to him now. His mother loved him, oh, yes... loved him so much that she sent him away with that twisted asshole who was his father simply to get Genma out of her life. Tears gathered in his eyes but he restrained them manfully as he watched his mother sob after his father stormed out of the room, her katana cradled lovingly in her arms. He had a feeling that he knew what she would want to use it for. Ranma sighed softly and then he felt them, first one and then the other, settling down warmly against him. Akane's voice shivered in the air, "I'm so sorry, Ranma..." Ryouga's hand simply went to Ranma's shoulder in a gesture of comfort. Ranma lowered his head and looked at his shoes. He had.. had never known things were this way. Looking up, he announced, "I'm leaving." Ryouga and Akane looked at one another worriedly. ********************************************************** The sky was streaked with fingers of salmon, clouds of sapphire shimmering above the dojo as the trio of shadows walked away from the building slowly. On the table lay a note, explaining why they were leaving and telling their families that when they were willing to accept all three, they would be willing to return. One of the shadows had thought this was the cowardly way out, but the other two were more worried about his health than his pride. With the sun rising blood-red and orange in the morning sky, they left their small Nerima and went out into the wide, wide world. ********************************************************** That's it! I'm done! You can all fall at my feet and worship me now... I won't mind one bit. ^_~ Well, then, I've done what I set out to do -- instead of Ranma the homosexual or Ranma the fanatically straight guy, we now have Ranma the bisexual... well... more or less. This was *not* easy. Well, it was probably easier to write than my first fanfic *shudders in horror* Waii. Well, it wasn't all THAT bad.. just sort of obscure.. *scratches head* Back to the subject. Hrmm.. what WAS the subject? Oh, yeah ^_^ Shuuichi-kun and I had a discussion once about how difficult it might be to write a threesome. Hm. Didn't seem all THAT hard, but then... I wouldn't want to make it look too easy, either ^_~ Now, I can go back to work on the "Swordplay" stories.... This is the end, the last, alllll she wrote for "Father Figure". Hope ya liked it. Oh, yeah. I've started on my "Erotic Adv. of Sleeping Beauty/Ranma 1/2" crossover *evil smile* Kuno is the Prince -- Ranma is, too. *maniacal laughter* Er.. *coughcough* Hrm. Yes. *sweet smile* Everyone is present.... Kasumi gets to smack him on his way to Kuno's kingdom of Happos... (remember the girl who smacked Beauty in front of the window so everyone could see?) I DON'T think I'm going to use Akane as a serious love interest, though. Nope, it's Ryouga again.. and Mousse, too. Y'know, maybe it's just me, but if *I* were Shampoo, I'd fall at his feet to beg *grins* Begging being one of my favorite things to do, anyway... Right after ice.... Ahhh, Ryouga-kun, come HERE for a moment, please.. I'm sure Gen-chan won't mind, darling... she's off on spring break.... *evil grin* tzigane -- who's done in... for the moment... and who'll stop babbling... really... I promise... --====================987654321_0==_ Content-Type: text/plain; charset="us-ascii" --====================987654321_0==_--