Never Knowing Why
If I'd never knew you
I am not sure about the real title of this song, but
Warning: This is a Zarbi, so read at your own risk, and
no flames!
Don't ya just hate when plans backfire?
If I'd never knew
Life sucked, he had decided that. Xellos Metallium took
another drink of his ale and glared balefully over at
where Lina and Zelgadis were kissing.
And I'm so grateful to you
Amelia watched as Xellos stood up and left
I think I'll join him, he needs comfort, and I can't
stand this anymore. she though to herself. How could
he love her, she didn't deserve him. But still all
she'll do is rip his heart out, and hand it back to
him.
If I'd never knew you
Xellos' eyes widened as he saw Amelia walked through
the garden. In all the years he had known her, she had
never followed him.
Oh, if I never knew you.
Xellos stepped forward and waited until the princess
came to him
There's no moment I'd regret
Amelia knew he was here, she could sense him waiting
for her. Very well, if that's how he wanted to play
it.
If I'd never known your love
Xellos saw her and stepped in front of her. Amelia
screamed in shock.
Since the moment we have met
Amelia jmuped when she looked at Xellos standing in
front of her. His violet hair shone in the moonlight.
How could so much time be wasted?
I would have no inkling of
"Poor Amelia, she loves that Chimera and he loves Lina"
Xellos though to himslef as he tried to steady Amelia.
If our time had gone too fast
Amelia shivered as Xellos' large hand cupped her elbow,
and bent his head and whispered in her ear.
How precious life can be
"Don't live your life with regrets Amelia-san." Xellos
whispered in her ear. Amelia's heart sped up in fear.
I've lived at last.
"No!" Amelia cried and she broke Xellos' hold on her
elbow and ran away from him. Xellos smiled slightly and
silently followed.
I thought our love would be so beautiful
Somehow we'd make the whole world bright.
I love Zelgadis, what is going on here? Amelia asked
herself."Why should being so close to Xellos make me
fell like this? I love Zelgaids, don't I?
I thought our love would be so beautiful
Return the darkness into light.
Xellos watched as Amelia stood torn by indecision
And still my heart is say
Amelia looked up at Xellos walked over to her and held
out his hand.
"Come with me Amelia." he murmured for the first time
calling her just Amelia.
We were right.
He uses those -sans, -kuns, and-chans to distance
himself from us, does this mean he wants to be closer
to me? Amelia thought in wonder as she took Xellos'
hand
We were right.
This was supposed to be a simple seduction, Xellos
thought."Why does this feel so right?
And if I never knew you.
Xellos looked into Amelia innocent blue eyes,and smiled
warmly for the first time in centeries.
If I'd never knew you.
Amelia lost her heart right then, she lost it when he
smiled at her like that. It wasn't cold, or cruel, or
even forced, it was simply a smile shared between
lovers.
If I never knew you.
Xellos reached out an unsteady hand and caressed her
cheek, not satisfied, he ripped his gloves off and
threw them carelessly on the ground.
I have never felt like this before,how could I have
wasted so much time? Xellos cupped Amelia's face in
his hands and he kissed her lightly on the lips.
I'd have lived my whole life through.
This is right, this is how it's supposed to feel.
Amelia felt the truth. He feels the same way as me.
Empty as the sky
"How could you think that?" Amelia cried. "I have been
so lonely without you. Tonight is the first time I have
every felt so complete. How could I love Zelgadis if
the only one who fills my life is you?"
Never knowing why, lost forever.
"The past is past, lets leave it there and just enjoy
the future, my love."
If I'd never knew you.
Gourry looked and grined as Xellos and Amelia kissed.
He looked over at Lina and Zel; they were still
kissing
"Okay you two, theu are together, you can stop kissing
now." Gourry murmured but Lina and Zel continued. Gourry
rolled his eyes. "Oh no, not again!"
it's from Pocahontis
If I'd never felt this love
I won't have no inkling of
How life can be.
"Oh I would love to wrap my hands around her neck!"
Amelia cried as she clentched her hands together.Xellos
stood up and lef the inn, he couldn't take it anymore.
To think that his lady love could love that..... that
freak!
I'd have lived my whole life through,
Lost forever, if I'd never knew you.
I'd be safe, but half as real.
Never knowing I could fell a love so strong.
"I thought you loved Lina" Amelia whispered when
Xellos finally broke off.
"No, how could I love her, when you were so near.
"I thought you left toinight because of Lina." Xellos shook his head sadly
"I could have killed that Chimera when I saw the look
on your face when you saw them kissing.Thats why I
left, I didn't want to harm the one you loved and earn
your undying hatred."
"You can't."
"Why didn't you tell me?" Amelia demanded as she stared
into Xellos' open amethyst colored eyes.
"Sore wa himitsu desu." Xellos grinned
"No! No more secrets Xellos, never again, not between
us." Xellos nodded.
"I like it when you call me love."
"It's what you are, now and forever, my love." Xellos
kissed Amelia trying to prove to her how he felt.