Choices
She whisperes
"Please remeber me
when I am gone from here"
Zel shut his eyes to stop the tears that had
unwiilingly sprung to his eyes.
"Lina don't leave me." he begged.
"Zel-kun what is going on?" Xellos asked as he floated
above the Chimreric youth.
"This is all you fualt, Lina tried to kill herself
because of you, because of what you did!" Zel snarled
as he tried to run Xellos through with his sword, but
the Mazuko easily floated out of the way.
She whispers
"Please remeber me
but not with tears....
Xellos looked down at Lina.
"I am sorry Zel-kun, there is nothing I can do, the
only thing you can to is pray for her. L-sama seems to
favor her, perhaps she shall intervene."
"As if you care." Zelgadis said bitterly.
"I do care, in my own way I love Lina-chan, and it
pains me to see you tormented like this." Xellos
whispered as he dissapeared like mist on the breeze.
Zel sat down next to Lina and placed her head in his
lap. If Xellos was right, the only thing he could do
was pray. So that is what he did. For the first time
in eleven years, Zelgadis Greyweres prayed to the Gods
for help.
Remeber I was always true
Remeber that I always tried
And somewhere in the heavens, someone heard his prayers, and she answered them.
Remeber I loved only you
Remeber me and smile.....
Lina looked around at the blackness that surrounded
her.
"Where am I?" she asked confused.
"In your mind." Lina looked on in awe as a tall bond
woman walked towards her. Although she had seen the
Lord of Nightmares before, Lina still felt her knees
turn to water, and fear paralize her mind. "Child, now
is not your time, you still have many things to do,
much Chaos to spread." L-sama gestured at the bright
sunlit field on the other side of a ravine that had
suddenly apeared. "If you want you may cross over and
leave behind all that care for you." L-sama pointed at
tha cold blackness. "Or you may stay and live your
life, in both pain and sorrow, and joy and pleasure."
L-sama smiled. "But there is one person that would
sacrifice all for you, can you not hear him calling
you back. He is the one who prayed for me to be here."
Lina listened and she hear Him, the one who had
haunted her every waking moment, the one who had won
her heart with his shyness and unparalleled courage
and loyalty.
For it is better to forget
then remeber me
and cry"
Zel looked down at Lina's pale face. He barely noticed
the single tear that rolled down his cheek in fell on
his hand.
"Lian, if you leave me I swear, I will follow you to
the Otherside and the world be damned!"
Remeber I was always ture
Remeber that I always treid
"I can hear him, oh L-sama I want to live, I want to
comfort him, I want....... I want him!" L-sama smiled
and laid her hands on Lina's shoulders.
"I won't lie to you, the road you are choosing is long
and difficult, but you will never be alone." L-sama
kissed Lina on her forehead. "Go with my blessings my
child." L-sama dissapeared....no all the blackness
dissapeared.
Remeber I loved only you
Remeber me and smile.....
Lina opened her eyes and looked up at Zel. His eyes
were clentched shut and his head was bowed. On her
shoulders, his large hands lay there as if he was
trying to hold her spirit within her body. Lina
grinned, and nuzzled his hand. Zels eyes shot open and
he stared down at her.
"Lina?" he whispered. He pulled Lina into his arms and
held her tightly against his chest. Lina dimly
realized that she would probably have bruises later,
but she didn't care, she had Him, and that was all tht
mattered. "So help me Lina, if you pull a stunt like
that again! I swear I will hunt you down and drag you
back from the Otherside by the hair!"Zel glared at
Lina, his sapphire blue eyes glittering.
"Zel shut up." Lina murmued as she kissed him. After
they broke off, Zel looked at her and blushed.
"I am sorry." he whispered as he tried to get to his
feet, but Lina grabbed his wrist and jerked him back
to the ground.
"Oh no you don't Zelgadis Greyweres, I am never
letting you out of my sight again!" Lina growled in
mock anger. Zel smiled slightly.
"Welll I think the others might object to that Lina, I
mean if you are going to be my shadow for the rest of
my life....." Zel suddenly got a playful look in his
eyes. "I think I am just going to have to break down
and marry you."
"Oh you are, are you?" Lina growled. "But what about
your little Mazuko friend?" Zels face clouded over.
"Don't mention that again Lina, it is in the past."
Lina nodded.
"Xellos may love you in his own way,Zel... but I love
you with all my heart and soul." Zel hugged Lina and
tucked her head under his chin. Then he simplely
rocked her back and forth, delighting in the warm
feeling that seeped its way from his heart and through
his body.
For it is better to forget
then remeber me
and cry"