I had to be brave and strong. There was this destiny for me...even if at first, my mission was not as clear. This new found power made me stronger, enough to be a leader!

But the Silver Crystal followed Usagi's light. It was her. My duty is to protect her. Usagi was always crying and fearful and she was the princess! I seriously found this hard to believe. She told me, "I am not strong like you, Rei-chan!" I admit that I saw in her a different kind of determination and power. It was undeniable! That is why I fought for her bravely until the end...even if my soul knew that I would lose.

And later, I would realize that this was something of a bondage. Sometimes I was thankful. The times I sought refuge in the sacred fire was about knowledge. Because at one time, I saw the world covered in darkness and the death of my friends. I was alone in my vision when I saw the face of the Dark Messiah.

My visions have their own ironies. At the start, it was not revealed to me that Mamoru belonged to Usagi. I had sensed where the dangers loom, and I was the only one who first shared the vision of the Outer Senshi with the Dark Messiah...but this was not revealed to me. I even failed to notice until later that Yuuichirou loves me. Usagi had to tell me that he cares for me.

I tried to mask the fear. And most of the time, what I am really feeling. I can't really reveal everything that is inside of me. It's funny how my soul is a mystery even to me! But like I always trusted Usagi, and completely accept what happened with Mamoru...It all falls into place. I even had the opportunity to fight alongside the Dark Messiah, Sailorsaturn. And well...talked with Yuuichirou!
These are just some of the consequences of my destiny!

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