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I could feel the water running down my spine, Heero and the others would be up soon. But it wouldn't matter much. . . I felt the water beginning to pour onto my clothing, soaking me to the bone. No matter what, no matter what I kept repeating to myself, do not fall asleep! I poured the cold ice water over my head, I was shivering. Am I crazy? I kept imagining the look on his face when I pulled the trigger, when I ended his life.
Why? Why, I've killed before, why is death just now beginning to bother me? I have to stay awake, where's that radio Heero gave me for some oddball reason? I have to stay awake. . . I turn the radio up really loud and put the headphones on so not to bother the others. The heavy metal station was giving me a headache, but at least I was awake. Slowly, I feel my eyelids drooping. NO! No! No! noo, nooo. . . . .
Dispite my cries they close and I fall into a coma like sleep sprawled out on the hallway floor soaking wet and shivering. I felt myself falling, down, down into a deep dark abyss. I felt terrified, not because of falling, but because of who was falling and dying around me.
I watched as one by one the gundams exploded in firey blasts, as the naive Relena is finally killed during one of her peace speeches, and finally as slowly, and painfully, children and people die at my feet. . .
Finally, I realize that it was all my fault! every death around me, every life snuffed out like a candle, was my doing. I scream in agony, agony as I watch them die over and over, as they chant their words, I scream and cry out as I realize the pain I cause everyday to ever creature around me. I listen to their chants as tears pour from my eyes, as I lay down at my feet in a ball crying for the ones I've lost and the ones I've killed. their words, so angry say -
I feel someone shaking me, I cry out wanting to stay, to listen and grive! I feel someone lifting me slightly as I cry out "no!" I feel another hand on my shoulder, it's too much I lunge forward and cling to the person holding me, cling to my last hope of peace and comfort, cling to my savior, and I passed out.
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Heero looked up toward the others now in the hall as he held the body shaking and trembling in his arms. What was he suppose to do? He followed instinct and had lifted him into his arms. The trembling had sooned ceased, as the body of the all too familiar boy passed out. But he knew, he knew he wouldn't leave him to this torment as the others looked on equally as clueless as to what to do. there had to be something he could do. . . .
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I can't tell if he is to far gone, I wasn't trained for this! Heero's mind is racing as the others stand in awe to thier new sourdings. Quatre neals and feels Duo's forhead he. He is a little feverish I wonder what has gotten in to him. They take him to a more peacfull place. Trowa speaks it's been a week and he yet to awake we must face facts i don't think he is comeing back. NO this can't be i am still hear verly i can hear words but why can not awake why must i go threw this torment! I see them die after time and time again is this why i am no longer the dead of living is this my ultimate punishment? It must be a life of no life....
Wufei has come to vist the now enclosed Duo since he has yet to awake in 4 months they have left him in a glass tomb holding on to what little life is left of him. Wufei speaks, Why are you doing this to us? Do you enjoy seeing us day after day awaiting your death or new life, of course he dosent Wufei, Quatre! yes all of awate but we'd do the same for you.
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It's just a endless nightmare when will I die I am nothing but fealth I diseverve it someone end it for me show me the merrcy i have yet to show you! Finally the evil has had it's fun he awakes only to the horror of the times to not have changed. No this can't be still lives to be taken, still more to destroy. That's why i have awoke I am summonded to do the dirty work I won't take but 1 life and that is my own. He franticly searches for a ending. Heero's gun yes finally it will end. He puts the gun to his head. Suddley they walk in NO Herro screams don't do it Please! He pulls the trigger BANG! Know the twisted Death caller has met his match himeself. Heero drops to the floor no in tears yet. Why Why it's my fault i should have been here form hime he was there when i rejected him and the one time needed me I failed the ultimate mission. He used my weopon also if I wasn't so careless and heartless. No Trowa says this was his fault his dision let us go and put his body to a final rest....................
The End
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