Prologue Five! This is the start of the outer senshi stories, and since none of them are connected, the next four will be completely different! Hope you like! ***************** Time Honored Prologue Five - Pluto I yawned. For about the thirteenth time that night. Like I really care about the nuclear weapon Earth was experimenting with! I stared behind the man I had been politely talking with, a prince from some planet, wasn’t sure which one, trying desperately to find an reason to excuse myself. But every time I opened my mouth, he would fill the gap with inane chatter. I stifled another yawn, telling myself I would only appreciate it more, when I finally got out of this, when I caught my mother motioning for me to come towards her. I curtsied, then left the perplexed man alone. Rolling my eyes, I walked gracefully towards my mother and younger sister, Cariena. I smiled down at my sibling, then nodded to my mother. She smiled warmly, holding the time key stiffly in her right hand. “Setsuna, you don’t seem to be enjoying yourself.” She said. I groaned. “I’m sorry, but the men here are either boring or totally self-absorbed.” I added. She laughed slightly. “What do you expect with princes?” She asked. “Maybe a gentleman or two....” I trailed. “Not many of those still exist.” I was thinking of one in particular.... “ Don’t get your hopes up. They’ll only get dashed.” She said, before strolling off by herself. I glanced down at my younger sister and grinned. “She’s been drinking?” I asked slightly. She laughed. Again, I glanced around, hoping to see him. *What do you really think you’d say to him?* I asked myself. *You know why he’s here. You know why _you’re_ here. At this stage, is anything you would say really going to change his mind?* I grimaced. I don’t want to think about that now. I’ll think about that if and when I see him. “See anyone you like?” Cariena asked. I blushed, I think. “No....” I replied. “No, you don’t see anyone you like, or no you don’t see the one you do like?” She guessed it. I didn’t see him. I’d never even talked to him, and here I was, praying I would catch a glimpse of the man I had fallen so hard for. *Please! He’s the man of the hour tonight! Like you would really be able to say anything....* My thoughts bit out. I sighed. Wish I could break that news to my heart. “I’m gonna go find Hotaru. You gonna be all right alone?” Cariena asked. I smirked. Her big sister act was _not_ going to work. “Of course. Tell her I said hello.” I added as she trotted off by herself. I sighed, again, wandering through the gardens of the Moon Palace. Though the place looked absolutely beautiful, a snear permanently covered my face. The beauty was just a reminder of the person I had come to hate. Princess Serenity. Or Serena, as she liked to be known. He was here for one reason. Her. Now the night he was to formally announce the betrothal of him and the Moon Princess. Which meant that if I couldn’t get to him before she did, it was a lost cause. Wish I could break that news to my heart. “Setsuna, get over him already!” I whispered to myself, too low for anyone to hear. Or so I thought. “What’s such a pretty lady like yourself doing talking to herself?” I heard a deep voice call mockingly behind me. I spun around, in time to catch a slightly taller man laughing down at me. I stuttered, flustered at my own embarressment. “I didn’t know anyone was here....” I mumbled. “I sort of guessed that.” He answered, still smiling. “What are you doing sneaking up on a helpless woman anyway?” I said, gaining some of my confidence back. He didn’t back down. “What’s the fun of making your presence known when you can get a more honest statement out of someone this way?” He asked. “I bet I never would have known about the secret crush you have on a certain gentleman had I’ve come right out directly.” Again I blushed. Not sure of what to say, I just gulped. “But hey, you’ve still kept the identity of this lucky man a secret, so don’t fret.” He smiled before he beginning again, “I won’t tell. At least, not yet.” He strode away, leaving me utterly mistified. Who did this creep think he was? I didn’t even know his name, let alone him as a person! What right did he have to go around handing out threats? I fumed some more as I watched him retreat without another look back. I folded my arms, eyes burning, when my attention was caught by a tall figure, talking politely with the King and Queen of Neptune. I recognized him right off. His broad shoulders, his strong build, his prominent chin. I sucked in my breath as I watched him brush a lock of hair out of his eyes. Every bone in my body ached for his touch. For him to hold me, touch me. Kiss me. I exhaled loudly at the last thought, tingling at the idea. I had talk to him. At least once. I picked my dress up, and headed out to look for my mother. I knew that his father was introducing him to the various Kingdoms of the Galaxy, and I was just hoping he hadn’t already been to my family. I saw the forest hair of my mother and headed quickly in that direction. As I approached, I saw him and a taller figure headed in the same direction. I showed up suddenly at the side of my mother, startling her. She smiled, shifting the Time Key from hand to hand. One second later, he was next to me. “Queen, I would like to introduce my son, Prince Darien of Earth. As his first time visiting the Moon Kingdom, I thought it only proper to introduce him around.” The taller figure announced in a deep brouding voice. He bowed, then stepped aside for his son. Again, my breath was caught when he smiled. So sweet, so genuine. My mind wandered, and I could almost feel the heat of his breath on me, his tender lips just inches from mine. I think I moaned. “This is my eldest daughter, Setsuna.” She said, pushing me forward. He immediately reached out and took my hand. Brining it delicately up to his face, he kissed it, sending every fiber in my body into overload. I think I moaned. “Pleased to meet you.” He said, his voice rolling out of his mouth, sending shivers down my back. He smiled again, and again, I went back to previous dream I had experienced. I think I moaned. “As you know, he is now officially betrothed to Princess Serena. The wedding is in exactly 18 months. I hope you will join us in this joyous event.” His father said, bowing, leading Darien off again. He nodded to us, then went on his way. He didn’t look back. I think my heart broke. “What a sweet young man. Princess Serenity is certainly lucky.” I heard my mother say from behind me. Without turning around I replied, “She certainly is.” I felt a solitary tear fall down my cheek, and onto the moist garden floor. I didn’t even feel it. Without another word, I left, not turning back to see whether my mother had noticed. I couldn’t let her see me cry. Not now. She had no idea how I felt, how I needed him. No one did. I was alone. * After a few brief moments in a powder room, I entered to Palace for the first time. I was immediately hit with the sounds of mingling, eating, and especially drinking. I grabbed a flute of champainge off of a tray that a waiter had been carrying around, and walked quietly around the room, taking in everything I saw. I wanted to get it in now, because I never planned on returning. Not on good terms at least. I hated her, with every bone in my body, and I wanted to keep it that way. I hope she chokes on a cracker. “Princess.” I heard a voice say from behind me. I turned again, expecting to see the same insufferable moron that had scared me before. Instead, I gazed into the eyes of such a deep blue, I almost got lost. My mind raced, and I felt flushed. He was smiling kindly and extending a gloved hand to me. Too flustered to speak, I took it and walked with him to the floor. “I was hoping to get to talk to you more.” Darien said smiling as we swayed. “Thank you.” I finally got out. “It’s not often that I find someone my own age. I haven’t had a intelligent conversation since I arrived! I’ve been so busy with hosting and visiting.” He said, laughing. I wasn’t listening. All I was aware of was the one hand wrapped tightly around my waist, and the warmth of his palm wrapped around mine. He smiled down at me. *I don’t know what I did....* Does this mean....he feels the same way? Are all my wildest dreams about to come true? I felt emotions I’ve never had the joy of feeling yet. But what about Serenity? Is he going to defy the whole Kingdom of Earth? My mind raced, spewing things I’d never even thought of before. But still through out the whole time, my body was painfully aware of the one pressed against me. I could feel every move his muscles made, and it was the most wonderful thing in the world! To know everything he did, every move he made. “I’m assuming your engaged yourself?” He asked. I must have looked puzzled because he tried to clarify. “You are a lot older than most of the other Princesses. You must have been arranged.” “No. I’m aloud to choose whomever I want.” I said, still a little confused. “I can’t say I ever really agreed with the whole thing.” My heart pounded. Was...was he about to tell me? Has he felt the same about me the whole time? “Until tonight.” Oh God. I stared up at him. I was sure my face was like a book, and he was reading everything I felt. But he was alone, off in his own little world. “She’s so sweet. Gentle. I’ve never met anyone like her.” He laughed. “I must sound like a fool. Imagine, falling in love with someone you hardly know.” Yeah, stupid. He put his hand to his face and shook his head. I couldn’t stand it anymore. I let my damn imagination away with me. I actually thought....Oh God. He doesn’t....No. I have no chance. He loves her. Not me. By this time, we had stopped dancing, for a while I assumed. I wasn’t sure. I didn’t care. My heart had shattered. I’ve never felt such pain. I wanted so much to cry. To run the other direction, for him to see how much he had meant to me. But I kept face. I smiled at him, trying my best to keep my composure. But soon, I knew I was going to lose it. Soon. It was only a matter of time. “Serena,” No. “this is Princess Setsuna, from Pluto.” I whirled around, coming face to face with the short blonde. *No....There’s no telling what I’ll do to her.* I saw how his face lit up, his eyes crinkled, and his mouth danced as he smiled. Again, I imagined what it would feel like to have those lips touch mine. *NO!* My mind screamed. “Setsuna, this is my fiancee, Serena.” Serena. Had they grown so close so that he didn’t have to call her by her title? My head spun, and I could see me face fall at the word. Again, I plastered a smile on my face and turned on my heel and left. I didn’t look back, but God knows I wanted to. I wanted to whip around and rip every hair off of her head. As I arrived outside the ballroom, I turned and watched the happy couple talk. Now, and only now did I let my tears make themselves known. They fell, wordlessly, to the floor. I hardly noticed. If anyone saw me, I never knew. Nor did I care. I just crouched by the hedges and watched, even though I knew it would hurt less if I just turned and ran. But I watched. And all the while, my face became even more damp with fresh tears as I watched the tenderness appear on his face when he spoke to her. And the light in her eyes that illuminated her whole face when he addressed her. I couldn’t take it. I had to get out. My heart couldn’t take the beating So I left. But, I turned to get one last look. He was bent over her. His lips almost on hers. “No....” I whimpered, even though I wanted to shout. To scream, to let everyone know how much I hurt. And he kissed her. With his arms around her, and his mouth over hers, he kissed her. My stomach wretched involuntarily, and I threw up with everything I had in me. All the anguish I felt, all the lost time, everything. I cleansed my body of him, but my heart still weighed heavy of this feeling. I never wanted to see that sight again. But every second I replayed it, and my body, soul and mind wanted to react in the same way. My head whirled, and my body quivered, and my stomach ascended to my throat. But my heart. The feeling of my heart breaking into a million pieces was the worst. All because of him. All because of a love. Unrequited. ******* This one was a little more solemn that the last five. I actually think this one is a tad bit better than the others so far. More emotions. Maybe it’s because I’ve had more burns than anything else when it comes to love. Little bitter. So I guess I’ll get all my aggressions out on paper. Or computer. Whatever. Tell me what you think. - Michelle Merriman