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"Tearing a Heart"
by Shioru Sutherlands (aka. Kotoshin)
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take my heart
tear me open
take me apart

take me out
tear me wide
take me without

the truth inside I cannot shout
fragile self-esteem, self-doubt
why won't you reach in and tear them right out?

see my heart
tear me open
see me apart

see me out
tear me wide
see me without

your eyes see much too deeply
looked straight into my reality
why won't you go ahead, expose me entirely?

break my heart
tear me open
break me apart

break me out
tear me wide
break me without

I want your love - not your pity
so cut it out with the sympathy
why won't you just let go and leave me be?

hold my heart
tear me open
hold me apart

hold me out
tear me wide
hold me without

did you enjoy the game you played
when I gambled my heart as the stakes
why won't you stop carrying on this charade?

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Shin no Freetalk:

Sheer inspiration, again. 
Yes, this opens off part vii of "smiling tears".
Yes, there IS more ouji-sama torture.
Yes, Fuugen is evil.

Any more questions?

mail shi at kichin@doushi.org with any comments!
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Last Revised: October 5nd, 2000 at 7:55 PM
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