Waters Under Earth A Ranma 1/2 Fanfic by Alan Harnum -harnums@thekeep.org -harnums@hotmail.com (old/backup) All Ranma characters are the property of Rumiko Takahashi, first published by Shogakukan in Japan and brought over to North America by Viz Communications. Waters Under Earth at Transpacific Fanfiction: http://www.thekeep.org/~mike/transp.html http://users.ev1.net/~adina/shrines2/fanfics.html Chapter 40 : The Night-Sea Journey Now hollow fires burn out to black, And lights are guttering low: Square your shoulders, lift your pack, And leave your friends and go. Oh never fear, man, nought's to dread, Look not left nor right: In all the endless road you tread There's nothing but the night. -A.E. Housman The dreams should have been of battle and death; she had seen more of that in recent times than anything else. But they were not; there was only an infinite sweetness in them, the gentle touch of another's hands upon her body. Her body, and yet not, and the aching loss on waking alone in her own bed was so strong that she wept. It was hours till sunrise, and there would be so much still to do when morning came. She should have gone back to sleep. Instead, she drew a robe about herself and went out into the halls of the mountain. No one but her walked those stone floors, and she made her way down to the lower levels with only the company of her footsteps. She did not fly, and could not say why she did not. He was just leaving as she found him, closing the door behind him. Beyond it, she knew, Akane would lie asleep amidst the tangle of covers. He had touched her cheek, gentle, before he went; she felt the sympathetic tingle of it upon her own face. "Would you have just left?" she whispered, and oh, how that soft voice echoed through these empty halls. "Left, without saying goodbye to me?" "It would have been easier that way," he answered, and she heard her pain mirrored back. Distance or closeness; she would never be able to say which could hurt more. "Easier," she said bitterly. "Ease does not make rightness." He stepped lightly towards her. "I can only bear so many goodbyes, you know. Even that one..." He gestured to the closed door. "...even that was nearly too much." In his eyes, she saw a flash of the boy he had been. "Ranma," she said, speech almost unbearable. "Oh Ranma, what have you become, what have they made you?" The dim light of the torches made his face seem almost skeletal; when he spoke, his jaw might have been that of a skull. "They have made me what I must be, for what I must do." "What?" she asked. "What? I still do not understand." "Sympathy and contagion, Kima." And he touched his hands to hers. "I freed her, and in freeing her, I freed something else as well. He has returned, and I must go to fight him." "Alone?" "Oh yes." And there were many languages, many stories, in his speech. "At the end, I always have to go alone." "What about her?" She pointed to the door. Then she took the last step. "What about me?" He laughed, but there was no intent to hurt her in it. There was no joy in it, but neither was there sadness; weary acceptance, perhaps. "What about either of you? Does it really matter, in the end?" "If it doesn't matter, than what does?" "I saw things when I went up in those flames," he said, voice coming distant. "So many things that I have not the voices or the words to speak them all. I saw paths, and ends. One path, things went differently on Chenmo Shan." Oh, gods, she thought. Oh, my dead kings, I do not wish to hear this. "And it wasn't her and I, it was you and me." How could he hurt her so, to speak like that? Didn't he know, didn't he see? "But you know what?" Of course he saw; it was in his eyes. To speak the words hurt him as much as it hurt her to hear them. "What?" Let her speak as well, then; let them wound one another. "It didn't matter, in the end," he replied. "It all happened in almost the same way. And I still left like this, before the dawn." "How could it not matter?" He put a hand on her shoulder, moved it so that his fingers gently touched the upper edge of one wing. The caress made her draw a deep breath. "Some small changes lead to big changes," he said. "And some small changes are only that." His fingers traced the line of her wing, the wing that had been dead. The wing that he had healed. And she had loved him since then, and never voiced it. Could not voice it now. "I think," she said, almost a gasp, "that some are bound more tightly to their fate so that others might be more free to choose theirs." He smiled, and took his hand away. "I'd like to think that too." Tell him, she told herself. And then she told herself, he knows. There is no need for words, not with so much wisdom, and the pain that wisdom brought, within his eyes. If I could salve your pain, she thought, I would. If it were an ocean, I should drink of it until it were dry. In the end, all she said was: "I am not the last one you should say goodbye to." "No," he admitted, "you are not. There are two more to whom I should make my farewells, but one is not yet come. To the one who is come, and was here before me... I shall try to make what peace I can with her." "Not all of us get even that much chance." He nodded. She took his face between both her hands and kissed him on the brow. Like a brother. "You have been like a sister to me," he said, as she drew away. "A sister?" And she smiled, and studied his body - bare to the waist - in a most unsisterly way. "Is that all?" He laughed, and there was real joy in it now. "In other places, you have been all other things to me: mother, daughter, lover, bride. Most like a sister, here." "Go, then," she quietly said, "and your sister bids you farewell." They embraced. It was the embrace of siblings, and the hurt was not so much now as it had been. He left, walked away down one empty stone corridor, and left her to stay alone, until the sun rose. ********** "Mom?" A hand shook her gently from her slumber in the small bed in the small room they'd given her. Someone had lit the torches, and they filled the air with their pale blue light. Her son bent over her, and there was nothing in his eyes but him. Her beautiful son, returned to her. And it could only be a dream. "No. It is no dream. Touch me, Mother, I am solid." And he was. If it was a dream, then fine, she would be happy in her dream for a moment. She held him to her, and tried to find it in herself to weep; but the well of grief was dry, and she could shed no tears, only sob words dryly against his shoulder. "My son, oh my son, you came back, you came back to me." The bed sank beneath his weight as he sat down beside her. "Yeah, Mom. I came back for you." "Where did you go? What happened to you?" He told her, confessed it all like a penitent, in a small voice, as though he expected to be punished for what he had done. "Oh, my brave boy." The pride was almost too much to bear. "You fought, and won." "No," he corrected her. "Had I fought, I would have lost. I chose not to fight, and by not fighting, won - so that now I can go to fight the real battle." "Must you? Must you?" She asked the question, even though she knew the answer. Had always known it, in her heart. "Of course I have to," he answered, even though she could see no way he could not know she knew the answer before he spoke it. "Why do you always leave me?" He held her tighter, for a moment, and she remembered when he was the small one. "It's what a son does." "And a mother can only grieve?" "In the end, yes." "If I asked you to stay, would you?" She looked into his eyes. Too old for her son, she thought. A short time ago, he had been carefree; there had been so much more laughter in those eyes. "I would like nothing better than to stay," he replied in a choked voice. "But what I choose does not determine only my fate. I cannot do anything any longer just because it is merely what I want." Pain crept into her voice and sharpened it. "Very well, then. As I am without a husband, I might as well be without a son." "Please, Mother." And the plea dulled the pain, because he was her son, and he hurt as badly as she did. "This is so hard for me already... there is so much to do..." "I am sorry, my son." She stroked his hair. "Go. Do what you must. My love shall not lessen if you leave me now, nor ever after this." "Thanks, Mom," he said, and the relief in his voice made her smile. A part of him was still only a boy, wanting and needing his mother's approval. I shall be strong for him, she vowed, that he may be strong for what he must do. Whatever it may be. Thus, she kept back the tears that had begun to well up again - oh, fool she had been, to think that the well of grief could ever empty - until he had gone, and left her alone. ********** One by one, he ascends the spiral stairs of the highest tower. His iron-shod boots ring upon the veined marble like hammers upon anvils. Each swing of arms or bend of knees makes the joints of his armour creak groaningly. In his silver hand, he holds Worldcleaver, longer than he is tall, night-black and agony-sharp. His hair is argent moonlight; one eye is crimson flame, and the other is of gold rich with jewels. The black armour - black shell, now, for after so long a time it is a part of him, and cannot be removed - is crenated and glistening, as might be the carapace of some terrible and alien insect. He passes beneath the archway at the top of the stairs, and steps into the cold crimson light of early dawn. He, Baazel - named Ravager, World-Hater, Scourge of Life - at the battlements stands. His hand of flesh strokes bone-white blue-veined parapets sharp as razors. Their edges slice his flesh to ribbons; the wounds heal almost as fast as they are made. Bloodied, the parapets glisten almost hungrily, as though in anticipation. Throwing back his awful, beautiful head, he laughs at the coming dawn. Fool, he thinks, as his laughter courses across the waves and makes sleepers wake screaming. Sweet pawn, all has come to fruition by your ignorant hand. Still laughing, he raises Wordcleaver, and with it stirs the air. The clouds answer, and darkness begins to spread over the sky. The seas answer, and slowly begin to turn around the axis he has created. There is a third answer coming. And so Baazel waits. ********** It would have been a lie to say that there were no others he wished to say farewell to. Truth was, he would have liked to bid them all goodbye; all those who had come this far with him, whether they had been there from the beginning, or only from near the end. But some partings were easier made if unacknowledged, and each farewell would have been another weight upon him to hold him here. It was hard enough to leave already, but he had left; walked out of one of the passages of Phoenix Mountain into the open air. And there he had grasped his power, and loosed gravity's bondage upon his body. The Valley of the Waters passed below him, too fast for him to really register any individual feature of the landscape. It all seemed one harmonious whole from this height, and at this speed; mountain blurring into valley, river into forest, colours more distinct than shapes. Above the place that had once held Jusenkyou, he paused. In a circular radius of nearly a mile around the spot, the land was devastated. The few scraps of plant life remaining were twisted and dead, and even the earth was cracked as though by great heat. A circular patch of grey stone, flat as glass, filled the valley where Jusenkyou had been to the very top. This, then, was the first thing he had to do. He dropped from the sky, slowed himself a few feet before he hit, and landed lightly in the epicentre of the stone circle. A deep breath drew he, and then he placed one end of the staff Tianzhu against the stone. He closed his eyes, and willed the stone beneath the tip to change, to flow like water; slowly, the staff sank down, until it was half-embedded within. Another deep breath, and then he rubbed dusty sweat from his palms off against his pants. After taking a tight two-handed grip upon the still-visible section of the staff, he began to churn the stone. At first, it felt like trying to shift a mountain; his arms strained, and yet the staff did not move. Then, with an infinitesimal giving, it began to slip sideways. As he built momentum, it became easier and easier, until he spun the stone before him in a blurring circle, wider and wider, faster and faster... He released the staff, and stepped back as it continued to spin; whether with stored energy or of its own volition, he could not say. He pictured the rippling blur spreading out, like rings spreading across a pond, transforming, changing... until there would be not stone, stone no longer, no, water... Water. He raised his hand and caught the staff as it was flung towards him by the churnings of the whirlpool. Stone which had flowed like water had now become water, and was spinning around him as though some drain had been opened below its surface, so fast that it rose up towards him in surging walls as he floated above it. His hand came up, and he stroked the air, spoke calming words. Slowly, the water came to a halt, and at last lay flat and placid. A third deep breath. The picture of what had once been here filled him like the deepest longing of his heart. It flowed through him, driven by the movement of his blood, and, when his body could no longer contain it, burst forth through his hands to the staff to the water. Light flared gold from the staff's tip; it struck the lake in a lucent spray of power, and spread like oil over the surface. Walking upon the surface of the now-glowing lake, Ranma made his way to its edge, the division of earth and waters. He turned back to face the shimmering expanse, and clapped his hands thrice. In shining glory, the Lady of Change raised her great serpentine head from the depths of the new lake, and regarded him with sad, ancient eyes like dark blue seas. Her gold was no longer tarnished; it shone as if new-forged. She dipped her neck in a respectful curve to him, and smiled. Wings with red-gold scales rose, spread, and caught the sun within their depths, so that they burned too bright to look upon. "This deed is pleasing to my eye, servant," she said kindly. "So Tang Jin shall live again, and be a light against the Dark. I am well pleased with you." His words forced themselves past the joyous lump in his throat. "Lady, your pleasure pleases me more than you can imagine. I am ever yours." "And we are ever yours." She dipped her head again. "You are finished here, Lord of Waters. Tang Jin is born again, and so shall this land be born again. But your task is not yet done." "I did not think it was, Lady." Already, he could feel the pull, drawing him in another direction; desire-strong, irresistible. "Hold." He paused, and let the gathered power he had been preparing to use for flight sink back into the earth. "Before you go, bathe within my waters." "Lady, there is little time." "There is time enough." Heart suddenly strangely heavy, he put down his staff upon the shores of the lake, and began to step forward. The voice of the dragon rose again, a beautiful music. "Do you usually bathe with your clothes on, Lord of Waters?" she asked with austere humour. "Umm... but..." Her laughter chimed. "So, you are not so far gone from what you once were." "Far enough." And he shed his clothes, so that he might slip naked into the golden waters. They were soothing and warm, and he slipped into their cradling caress with a sigh of relaxation. Like a veil, the waters rolled over his head, and he sank down within. Clear as golden glass they were, and yet he could not see any bottom; nor sides, nor sky above his head. Only a limitless expanse of gold in all directions, as though beneath the waters was another place than above them. It probably was, he thought; in the same way that the lake at Ryugenzawa led into the Dragon Palace, which he knew was now no more. A rippling shape, wings tucked against the body, moved lightly by him. The dragon moved through the water, seeming less a separate thing than a natural part; a movement of tides or waves. Do you know why you must bathe here again? the Lady of Change asked him, in a voice that sounded silent within his head. He answered, silent in return, that he did not. I am gathering back the souls that died within the pools, that they might at last find rest in dissolution. Some I have brought to me already, even as I lay wounded; now, I must take the rest. And there is no more for you to learn from her now. Learn? Through her, we tried to teach you another way of seeing. You learned it well enough; not as well as we might have hoped, but it let you make the right choice when the time came; to reach out with the hand of compassion, rather than the hand of destruction. Your hand? One of my hands. He pulled himself through the water with pushes of his arms and legs. Beside him, the Lady swam, and sometimes she was a dragon, and sometimes she was a woman fairer than the rising sun. With each swimming stroke, he felt as though something were sloughing away from him, as if he were shedding some invisible skin. At last the feeling ended, and he ceased swimming to float peacefully in the golden waters. Within her jaws or hands, the Lady held a golden sphere of light like a magnificent pearl. Is it finished, then? A deep hollowness lay inside him. It is finished. The voice was sad; he swam upwards, and his head broke the water. After making his way to the shores, he put his clothing on again, and took up his staff. Turning again to face the waters, he waited for a while to see if the Lady of Change would rise to bid him farewell. But she did not, and, at last, he left for the north. Behind him, the lake stirred once in the winds of his departure, and then lay still again. ********** As the first rotting bowsprit breaks the circling waters, Baazel smiles. It is a Dutch merchantman, centuries beneath the sea; and there, to the left, is a cruiser of the United States; and there, a fishing boat overturned in a storm only days ago. Dead ships, crewed by dead men. Vague patterns of dust in human shape for the oldest, and skeletons in rotting scraps of military uniforms; the newest are bloated, blue with death, and their eyes have been eaten by the fishes. As she was bound, so too was I bound, Baazel thinks. And, as she is free, so too am I free. Oh, foolish boy, you knew nothing at all. You reached out to me, and in reaching out, killed that last vestige of me that was human. Thank you. The boats that will carry his new army to conquest circle within the spinning flow, and their dead crews bow down in homage to him, their master. And, in his head, his own master stirs. Soon, he whispers placatingly. Be patient, master. You have been patient for so long, and now the time is at hand. The dead bow down to him. Soon, the living will bow as well. Bow, or join the dead, and in their agonies give worship unto him. ********** Past the mountain range called the Dragon's Ribcage, the Desert of the Claw lay like an exceeding blight upon the land. Desolate and dry, the dunes might not have seen water in a thousand years. Ranma, who had seen dream-visions of when this place had been Wurdsenlin, knew that it had been longer than that. Baazel's hate had not vanished with his banishing, but rather endured, as the memory of a man may endure his death. His annihilating rage had lasted not for a single moment in time, but had extended forward, twisting weather patterns and the flows of underground waters to leave the resting place of the once-proud Dragon Tribe an eternal wasteland. Neither plants nor trees dwelt here, nor any living thing; no oases lay hidden in the belly of the sands to give vital sanctuary amidst the burning dunes. Only the wind roamed the desolation, slowly remapping the face of the sands, and wailing over the dunes in lament for beauty lost. As Ranma descended towards the top of one hill of sand, his wind-aura scattered tiny dust devils about his feet. They died and collapsed as he let the power shrink again. His bare feet, still damp from his bathing, left muddy tracks upon the sand as he descended the dune. The wind sobbed in his ears. Over sandy dune and dip of sand he went searching for the weeping's source. This finding was a harder one than that of earlier; Tang Jin had lived on in twisted form, but Wurdsenlin had seen the dying of forty centuries while it lay dead. And there was no water to guide him here, as there would have been anywhere else. For nearly an hour, he wandered alone through the wastelands. No, no water here, no water and hardly even any rock; the fine pestle of the ages had ground here for so long a time. Admittedly, he had been to Chenmo Shan, and seen the artifacts; he knew that beneath the sands, fragmented glories of Wurdsenlin still lay. But there was no open declaration that a great civilization had once thrived here - had seen beauty, peace, and then annihilation. He crouched, and dug a shallow place in the sand, and therein found a broken figurine of jade. Reverently, carefully, he brushed the sand away from it, and lifted it up so that the glare of light upon its polished surface hid the wounding cracks the years had inflicted. The head was gone, and the arms; much of the robed torso had been worn away. Thus, he could say neither that it was of a man or a woman. His hands stroked the smooth veneer once, and then he crouched and buried it again, shallowly. The sands whispered, and seemed to say: Look upon our works, you mighty, and despair. The all-oblivious enmity of Baazel's hate was what made it so terrible; had he his way, nothing would be spared. He had destroyed the very life of this land. And still, the weeping taunted Ranma. Lord of Waters, they had called him, and yet he could not find what he was seeking for. Had he even the comprehension of what he sought? Already it seemed some faded dream of grief. He sank down to the sands, laid Tianzhu across his knees, and tried to think. Were there water here, it could lead him to what he sought; and yet there was no more water. Yet once, there had been, for he had seen this place when it had been in bloom. Then the answer came to him, so simple and obvious that he smiled, and wondered why it had not occured to him from the start. No thing passes without trace. He closed his eyes, and with his mind cupped the earth below him like a lover; traced her body as he had traced Akane's. Following the shiftings of the sands and the crevices, he went down deeper, until he found the underground channels through which water had once flowed. His mind mapped them; in minutes, he knew them as intimately as he knew himself. At first, they were chaos; but from chaos, his mind created order. He found their centre, rose - eyes still shut - and walked towards it. From every side, the wind buffeted him, carrying weeping from all directions. How deep your hate goes, Baazel, he thought; how deep, and how enduring your spite. Were there anything to admire in the longevity of such a thing, I would admire your endurance. But I see deeper than with my eyes, and hear deeper than with my ears; your hate shall not turn me aside from this task. At the centre, where the weeping was most distant and most poignant, he stopped. Empty sands no more distinguishable from any other place within the desert greeted him when he opened his eyes. Had he been wrong? "Lady, I implore thee." Wind stirred sand. "Lady, I call thee." All was still, not even weeping endured. "Lady, I summon thee." There was no coalescing or arriving clap of thunder. One moment, the child was not there; the next, she was. Smaller than he remembered her; more fragile. Barely more than a toddler, but the eyes... the eyes were without youth. "Let me grieve," she demanded petulantly. "Why have you called from my mourning?" "Do you not know me, Lady?" "I know you not." "Can you name yourself?" Her laughter was wind over a broken column. "I am gone long past where a name could have meaning." "Then I shall name myself. I am Ranma Saotome, Lord of Waters. Do you know me now?" "Still, I know you not." "Let me name you, then. I name you Survivor; and that you have survived means that you need not grieve eternally." Survivor shrugged. Her hair, the brown of dead dropped leaves, fell lank down her back. "We shall always grieve eternally." Ranma gave no answer. He concentrated, found the empty channels again, and sent the call. It came so easily that it surprised him, and he realized then that Baazel's hate had endured merely because there had been no one to oppose him here. He struck the sand with his staff. A thunderous rumble smote the earth; the ground shook, dunes collapsed, valleys filled in. Though the sky was cloudless, a bolt of lightning - without answering thunder - shot down like the finger of a god and struck the staff. Ranma breathed in; ozone, and the tang of rain. Beneath his feet, long-pinioned water ran with elemental glee through dust-choked channels. Electricity sang through his body and made his hairs stand on end. He threw back his head, and howled with ecstatic glee. A geyser of water exploded through the sand, towered thrice his height into the air, and then began to splash down. Sand turned to mud, and began to wash away. The song of creation filled him; lightning moved upon the face of the waters. And Survivor laughed, joy in it, and changed; or perhaps not changed so much as threw on another skin. Her hair turned green, her body grew; a crown of ivy crept thrice in circles around her brow, and the thyrsus appeared in her hand. Longer grew her hair, and more tangled, until it was like ropy vines in some primeval forest. "Thank you, Lord of Waters. I am well pleased with this. I am whole again." "Not whole, Lady," he murmured. "For Ryugenzawa still lies laid to waste." She touched his cheek with pine-scented fingers. "I am as whole as you need make me." "Lady..." "Peace. Your part for me is now done. But your task is not yet done." "I did not think it was, Lady." As before, there was another tug, to pull him further north, away from here. "Hold. Witness this before you go." She planted her thyrsus in the earth. At once it began to send its roots into the sand, and curving buds that would become branches began to grow. "This shall be Tu Mu again, the centre of things. And this..." She swept her hands outward, in a gesture of infinite giving, and from the sands green grass began to sprout. It died immediately. But more grass grew, and died. Grew again, and this time did not die, but took root in the bodies of its predecessors. Flowers began to stretch forth and unfurl their petals; springs of water bubbled from the now-fertile earth. As far as his eye could see, it happened. "...this shall not be Wurdsenlin again, but it shall be beautiful," the Lady of Life concluded. A fire might have burned in the centre of his heart, so painful was the joy he felt. Only then did he discover that he still did have some tears hidden inside him, and he wept. His tears fell upon the earth, and flowers came forth. "Lady, Mother, I am glad," he whispered, over and over again. She did not hold him, though, and he did not wish her too. Eventually, the weeping passed from him, and he gathered himself to go. He opened his mouth to bid farewell, and then the Lady spoke: "One last thing." She took from unresisting hands his staff, and turned towards her planted thyrsus, which was already become a tree taller than both of them. With a motion so swift as to almost be callous, she snapped a budding branch off at the base, and winced as though in sympathy with it. The wound upon the trunk sealed over instantly, but Ranma knew that no branch would grow from that spot again. The Lady took sap from the bleeding, broken branch upon her fingers, and daubed it upon each end of Tianzhu; then, upon his forehead and cheeks, she drew three signs whose shapes he could not know. Hastily, for the sun was nearing midday, and he felt that time was growing short, he said his farewells. And so he left this place as well. ********** Upon his brazen throne, he waits, and no longer upon the tower. His eyes, be they of hammered gold or molten fire, do not see as the eyes of mortal beings do; at once, he is within this chamber, and upon the tower as well. Born one, or become one, he is a god; much power he holds within his hands. His own god is on the move. With glee, Baazel witnesses his power. What hope have they? he thinks. What hope have any? There is another power on the move, one he knows nearly as he knows himself. Perhaps it is great enough to challenge him. Not the master, though; never the master. This one shall come here, as he is drawn, and Baazel will slay him. Then the master will forgive the failures of before; upon his head he shall heap riches. He shall replace his golden eye and silver hand with more fitting devices. His black armour shall be peeled away, and he shall then be clothed only in sweet garments of the Dark. All this shall be so, if only he does what he requires. ********** There were many ways to reach the third and youngest, and Ranma had learned many during his ascent into the heavens upon the back of the phoenix-dragon. Most of what he'd seen up there had been forgotten; he had only the memory of his mind opening up, and changing into a state where it could understand the things he was shown. Once had been sent back down, he had lost the ability to understand, and thus to remember. Occasionally, as he flew over the desert that was rapidly becoming lush woods, some upthrust tree or curling petal would bring back a flash of recollection that died an instant later. He felt the loss of all that knowledge like the dying of a beloved friend. Perhaps someday he would reach the point where he could remember all he had forgotten. He came to the place of the Lady of Death by way of a small tunnel in the side of Chenmo Shan, and passed between narrow walls rimed with the detritus of long ages exposed to water. It was as though even ancient stone could not constrain the strength of the flow, and the drops that beaded upon the walls and rolled slowly down were a matter of survival. At first, it sloped gently; but then, it cut abruptly almost straight down, into a long vertical shaft. Ranma breathed in, and tasted ancient night upon the air from below. Holding Tianzhu tight against his chest, he dropped down the shaft. Slick walls rushed by him in a blur, but he didn't think to slow his descent; there was no danger of injury here. A second later, he landed on his feet in the small chamber of dark rock veined with moon-coloured crystal. The Lady's lake - really no more than a large pond - glistened in the centre. He did not need to call for her attention. This was her domain, and she had never been bound or broken. Silent, stately, she rose up from the lake and stood upon the water, white-garbed and black-tressed. Footprints formed and died upon the water as she walked to greet him at its edge. He knelt before her, and she touched his brow, and bade him rise. "Lady?" he asked, questioning. "Lord of Waters?" she questioned back. "I am unsure why I have come here. For your sisters, I knew what I had to do for them before I went, but for you... for you, I am unsure. What is it you require from me, Lady? Ask, and if it is with my power, I shall do it; if it is not, I shall seek new power, that it may be done." She laughed, and her laughter was tiny bells ringing. Had he displeased her? But no; she smiled at him, and her face was lovely beyond compare, even to her sisters. Youngest and fairest and most terrible. One thing he did remember was what Mousse had become; the Lady had her mercies, but her mercy could be crueler than cruelty. "You need not fear that fate," she said, as though reading his thoughts. "I saw his heart's desire and gave him new office, and with it a great role to play that is not yet played out. The power was always in his blood; I merely wakened him to my service." Here she paused for a moment, and regarded him with dark-starred eyes. "Your part goes beyond service to any one of us." "I know," he murmured. "But I have done a service each for your two sisters, and I would know the service I might do for you. As each of you played a role in making whole my divisions, and bringing me from boy to man, can I not play a role in putting whole what is divided in you?" Again she laughed, and this time it was a beautiful knife, so sharp that its most delicate touch could wound. "I have never been broken, nor bound, Lord of Waters. I do not need healing from you; you shall pay any debt to me in the end." "But, Lady..." "Hush." And she spoke as though to a child. "Speak not to me of debts, Lord of Waters, but instead let me do you one final service, before you go to face him." "Service? I ask nothing more of you, Lady; I came only to do service for you." "You ask not, but you shall receive all the same. These rags you wear do not befit you well." She turned from him, and stepped to the boundary of the pool. From the waters, she drew up garments as if drawing them from a chest of drawers; they emerged from beneath the shimmering blackness dry of all moisture and neatly folded. "Since I came to this place," she said, turning again to face him, "I have laboured each day upon these garments. With each turning of the world, I drew my needle once; my threads were the beams of the moon and sun, and my needle was the tip of the mountain. Last night, my long labour came to an end. Receive your garb, Lord of Waters." From hand to hand, arm to arm, the rainment was passed. The Lady stepped back, and Ranma stepped back. It was in two pieces, pants and tunic, and the threads glistened like molten silver. Fiery dragons twined upon the sleeves and legs, and a blazing phoenix spread her wings upon the chest. The Lord of Waters shed his tattered garb, and put on new vestments. He bowed low to the Lady of Death, once, and she bowed as low to him. Then he left the third and final. Once the Lord of Waters was gone, a pale-faced shadow stepped from the concealment of a formation of craggy stalagmites, and knelt. "My lady, may I follow? I shall hide myself from his sight; I shall aid him not. I want only to witness, for he was my friend once. Is my friend still." "From his sight you could not hide yourself, love," the Lady whispered. She raised him to his feet, and brushed his lips with hers. "But stay." A gesture, and the dark pool became as a mirror, but one reflecting other places. "Stay, and watch, for you still have a part to play." ********** Joy! Rapture! His eye of fire burns more bright; his eye of gold gleams more lustrously. The screaming echoes in his ears. Fire, fire everywhere, and the waves crashing down, the air howling like a dozen wolfpacks, the very earth sundering and cracking and falling apart... He shakes himself back to the long loneliness of his throne room. His foe is coming; his destined foe. The one he must slay, the one whom he hates with all his heart. His hand of metal flexes; strong before, strong enough that he was cast out, but he had aid then. Now, he shall have no aid, and he shall die; Baazel will return to the Valley of the Waters, for he has seen the work his foe has done. That work shall be undone. Wurdsenlin will burn again; Tang Jin shall dry up again. And this time, this time, he shall lay waste to Chenmo Shan himself; it shall be shattered to its foundations. Let it be easy for you to find me, little one - this is what he thinks. And so he clenches his hand of flesh, and the boats that circle the castle burst into flames. It shall be his signal; he shall draw the Lord of Waters as a flame draws a moth. And then, like the flame burns the moth, he shall burn him; but the burning shall not end so quick as that. No; he shall burn him forever, in the black flames that destroy without consuming. Burn him forever. "Burn," he says, out loud, relishing the sound of it. Burn everything forever. "Burn." Laugh. Wait. ********** Before anything else, Ranma saw the smoke, hanging in the air in a dank pall for miles around. It wasn't the smoke of live flames, but rather the smouldering of fresh ashes. The main burning had obviously taken place hours ago; scattered fires still ran mostly unchecked through the streets, halfheartedly fought by those who still lived. He had flown long and hard over China, to the east, towards the sea; nearly a hundred miles from the coast, he saw the first traces of the smoke. He flew faster, pushing himself to his limits. And so, he came upon the remains of Shanghai. How many had lived here, again? A figure, from a class that he might have attended a century ago, floated through his head; more than ten million? He could not be sure; nor could he be sure how many still lived. He calmly reached out and reconstructed a vague picture of events, even as a terrible rage burned in his breast. (Water a wall of water taller than the buildings surging sweeping shattering) A tidal wave, descending hammerlike upon the city. (Earth ripping apart like paper and the people tumbling down through the cracks the molten magma bubbling impossibly from below the coastline breaking _away_ carrying the harbour and a third of the city on a slow slide into the sea) An earthquake, impossibly huge. (Fire burning blazing blistering devouring sweeping through the streets over everything driven by winds so strong you can't run against them and you fall and the fire catches you) Fire, from a source he could not determine, and wind driving it to unnatural heights. There was nothing he could do here; he had not tears enough to grieve for all the dead, and he had not known any of them in a way that would have truly let him do so. The most he could do was draw the clouds over the smouldering ruins of Shanghai, seed them with rain, and raise them high, so that the clean, cleansing libation of the waters could fall upon it. Let that be his grieving, for he could have no room for grief in him. Hate drove it out, and thirst for vengeance. No; not vengeance. The dead did not need vengeance. He would destroy Baazel - for who else could it be, who else had the power, and he had known already that the Ravager had returned - not in the name of the dead, but the name of the living. This would not happen again, not while he had breath in his body to prevent it. This is what comes of taking time, he thought. Had I not stayed so long, Shanghai need not have died. He had failed, and he could not undo that failure. As he soared over the ocean, he suddenly paused, and screamed at the sky. "Why? Why didn't you tell me? Some hint, anything? All this prophecy, all this talk about destiny, and you couldn't tell me this? A city! An entire damn city!" The sky didn't answer. And he realized that what he'd said to Kima had been absolutely true. At the end, he would always have to go alone. He thought, in a single moment of weakness, of turning back. Let someone else fight Baazel; let others leave all they love behind. Take this burden from me. Send another champion, so that I can go back, spend my life with Akane, with my friends, with my mother; send another, so that I don't have to do this. Still no answer. And, because he had come this far, and because he knew Baazel as he knew himself - knew that he would do to all things what he had done to Shanghai if he had the chance - he went on, over the ocean. Again, it was the smoke he saw first. It didn't hang heavy in the air, though, but moved in a circle-dance through the sky. When he came closer, he saw why. Ships, hundreds of them, circled in the grip of a whirlpool in the centre of the East China Sea that had to be a dozen miles across. From rusting military cruisers to tiny fishing boats, all were ablaze, filling the air with waves of heat and boiling tendrils of smoke. Ablaze, and yet not consumed. They were crewed by shapes that seemed human, but could not be; no human crew could live amidst those flames. And more were coming up from the sea, and being pulled aboard the vessels by their comrades. Baazel was calling them up, all the dead of the sea, the millions of the mouthless dead. Very soon, he would have a new army. A whirlpool needed a centre. Ranma flew over it, averting his eyes from the burning hell of ghost ships below him. Gale force winds buffetted him back and forth like solid blows; it was hard to stay on course, but he did. He found the centre soon enough. In the eye of the whirlpool, a craggy island of hardened magma rose like the axle of a wheel. Upon its uneven volcanic surface, girded by monolithic walls of unforgiving stone, a castle of jade and ivory pointed its tall towers in cruel curvature towards the black clouds circling in the sky. At the centre of this hell of water and fire, Baazel had raised a place of terrible beauty. As Ranma descended into the courtyard, great double doors of brass and copper swung wide to admit him into the entrance hall. He wondered if this place had existed before Baazel's coming and had merely been raised from the sea by him, or if the Ravager had forged it from nothingness in the short time he'd been free. Either way, Baazel held such great power; how could he, strong as he become, hope to challenge it? Yet challenge it he would, for there was none other to do so. And so he walked down long hallways, upon whose walls silken tapestries of a strange and macabre depiction hung limp. He descended and ascended spiral stairs of a hundred different kinds of marble, and cold-burning torches in iron sconces threw monstrous shadows all around him. Beneath silver archways adorned with skittering runes he walked, across floors of glistening gold. The castle was a beautiful nightmare; a childish fancy twisted into something mostrous. No sense of scale pervaded it; some rooms could have been ballrooms for giants, and others prisons for dwarves. Marble and jade and ivory and gold predominated; there were diamond statues of incalculable worth, and furniture of slimy black stone. As he went deeper into the bowels of the palace, the layout grew even stranger; he found a room where fire moved like water through the channels in the floor, and another room where water leapt up and danced in flamelike tongues. The ceiling dipped and rose drunkenly above his head; there were stalagmites of sapphire, and stalactites of bone. He began to feel that unseen things watched him from within the walls; the temptation was strong in him to lash out and destroy. Yet he knew that to do so was to be lost. Each time he turned a sharply-angled corner or opened a misshapen door, he feared that he would find himself back in some place he had already been - that this whole place was merely a trap, to hold him here forever, while Baazel killed and destroyed with impunity. But that never happened, and, at last, he found himself standing before two tall doors of black iron studded with gems. They parted at the touch of his hand; beyond them, alternating pillars of gold and silver ran the length of a great hall. Between them hung banners of precious silks, and ruby lamps flamed upon the walls with hot red light. At the very end, upon a raised dais of black marble twice the height of a man, Baazel, the Ravager, sat on a throne of brass and copper. The great black-hafted glaive, named Worldcleaver for the dream of its wielder, rested against one glowing brazen arm of the throne. "Lord of Waters." And, oh, the power in that voice, and the awful beauty. "Baazel." The Ravager raised his black-armoured body from the throne, and picked up Worldcleaver in his silver hand. With slow and terrible purpose, he began to descend the steps of the dais; the joints of his armour almost screamed as they moved. Ranma tried to think of something, anything, to say. But then he remembered Shanghai, and they robbed him of any words. Yes, he had seen what Baazel had been; yes, he had once been a lost and frightened child. But that was past; it was what he was now that had to be slain. He raised Tianzhu, and pointed it straight at Baazel's heart. Baazel matched his motion with Worldcleaver. Each took one step towards the other. The battle began. ********** There's an old woman locked in a cell of stone. Youth's mask had begun to fade hours ago, short-following on the heels of her lost power. Now that all had come to fruition, she had still failed herself - for she had not died. They had spared her, as if they were merciful. More merciful to have killed her quick, and spared her the slow death old age would bring. Yoko lay on the thin mattress in her prison beneath the Musk fortress, and hated. Had she the strength, she would have dashed her brains out against the floor. But the coming of fifty years in a short span of hours, and all that came with them - stiff joints, brittle bones, the dulling of the remaining senses - had enfeebled her so that she could not eeven move from where she lay. Her mind had not faded, though, and neither had her sight; the sight probably never would. The alien eyes, grafted in place of her own ruined orbs - they did not see light so well, but they saw other things. In the palace raised from the sea, the battle raged between Ranma and Baazel. Both came alone, in the end, backed only by the immaterial powers they served; no physical manifestations to help either one now. Champion of Light and champion of Dark, locked in eternal struggle. To her eyes, their physical forms seemed to fade. Their faces fell away, so that each bore not one face, but many. This had gone many times before, and would go many times after. Final battle? It would be the final battle for one of them, of course. Not the final battle, though; merely a final battle. She had chosen her lot, played her part. What was left to do but watch? Only two paths spread out from here, and there was a death at the beginning of each one. But after that, there was only a darkness she could not penetrate. Once the battle ended, she would be blind as any other to the weavings of fate. It gave her a certain comfort. She was weary of life, but the master could not even grant her the gift of death yet; this place lay within the sphere of his foe's power, and he could not penetrate it. Yet. Perhaps within the darkness lay her own death. She would welcome it, then, for death would bring release from the pain within her heart that had lain and festered since the killing light had consumed Nagasaki and her children. Why do I serve you, master? she wondered - and not for the first time, though for the first time in many years. But she could not hear him or even sense his presence here. For once, she was truly alone. Unhindered by her aged, crippled body, her mind and far- seeing sight roamed free, and watched the present become the past, as it sped relentlessly towards one of two futures dark to her. ********** Combat meant to end in the death of one combatant is a hard thing to describe, even for the one who experiences it. To give adequate voice to the sensation - the sense of walking a line as thin as a razor, with death on either side - makes it seem almost balletic in nature. It is not; there is nothing so formal about it, it is a mere mad hell of pain and fear, and death avoided by the breadth of hairs. In the end, the resort is to simile and metaphor - and yet there is a point where those too break down. "They came together like two bulls" - but analogies fall apart in the end, and there can only be the cold and clinical summation. Such was the battle of Ranma, Lord of Waters, and Baazel, Ravager and World-Hater. It was a battle fought with power fully unleashed, with no holding back on either side - the time for careful probing and testing of strengths was long ago ended. Each knew, in heart and in mind, that for one of them, this was the end. It began in Baazel's throne room, amidst the pillars of gold and silver. The Ravager thrust out his hand of flesh as he leapt down from the dais; the red fire of one eye glowed in the polished gold of the other, and black flames screamed through the air towards Ranma. The Lord of Waters stood unafraid, calm within his power as a still pool is calm, and swung Tianzhu in an arc before him. Sparks flew; the black flames rebounded from the now-glowing staff with a scream that rasped the ears, and darkness consumed one of the hanging silk banners. Even as his first attack was deflected, Baazel came on with his second; Worldcleaver bent back in his hands like a scythe, and whipped downwards. In a straight line aimed straight at Ranma, the marble floor shuddered and sprang up in jagged fangs. Ranma was airborne before the maw could devour him, though, and his body burned with starlike radiance. He howled, stretched out his fingers; sizzling lines of white-hot power leapt forth and raked the air. The Ravager moved away from them as though avoiding the blows of a child, and all around the two champions the gold and silver pillars fell, cleaved into sections by the annihilating heat of Ranma's attack. On it went, out of the throne room and through the tumorous body of the castle, passing from one place of horrible beauty to the next. They fought with fire, ice, light, darkness - with the lightning stroke, with the thunderclap, with the teeth of the rock and the hand of the waters. Power made raw sprang from their outstretched hands - and was barely turned aside, or avoided at the last minute. The castle shivered and fell all around them: archways graven with shifting runes cracked and collapsed, spiral stairways that wound into forever broke apart and rained rubble upon collapsing marble floors. On they went through the destruction, uncaring, moving through the fall of the castle as though through gentle fields. Sometimes they hid among the rubble, and launched surprise attacks upon the unsuspecting other. Sometime they hurled their power against each other in displays of pure force that made the fabric of reality quiver in response to such excess of might. And sometimes they came together in close and hard-fought battle; Worldcleaver hurling black sparks as it reverberated from Tianzhu, and Tianzhu glowing white as it thrust at Baazel's heart only to scrape aside upon the black plates. How fierce the battle went! They taunted one another; the Ravager's laughter wounded the air, and was answered by the proud defiance of the Lord of Waters. But defiance grew wearier; there was no sudden shift, no point of turning where an even match became a fighting retreat for Ranma. He was strong, and his heart - full of love for friends and hatred of the Dark - was true. But true heart, love, strength, hatred of the Dark - even those were not enough in the end against a vengeance in waiting four thousand years, and an equal love of destruction and hatred of the Light. Baazel wore him down steadily; slowly, he began to defend more and more, attack less and less; minor wounds began to plague him. Blood ran down into his eyes, and each breath came a little less easy than the last. His body gave tiny twinges of hesitation; even the flow of his power began to ebb. And Baazel came on, laughing, always laughing, red eye burning, gold eye gleaming, Worldcleaver singing its song of death as it cut through the air... In fury at himself and his weakness, the Lord of Waters ignored what the weakening of his body and the ebbing of his power told him, and pressed his attack with redoubled rage. They were in the long entrance hall near the front of the castle now. On the walls, great carven panels of wood showed scenes of desecration and destruction; Ranma did not recognize specifics, but saw patterns repeating: a tree burning, a city falling, mountains erupting in fire, islands swallowed into the sea. All the hating history of the Dark might well have been there, but he had not the time to observe them. For a few short moments, Baazel became the harried one, seemingly surprised by the renewed vehemence of his foe. But it did not last; Ranma had become too weak, and he was still too strong. He pressed back; he screamed his hate. The Lord of Waters nearly wept to hear it, for in it was the promised death of all he loved. In furious hate Baazel came; Ranma dodged and parried. Then he slipped, stumbled; a backhanded blow from the silver hand caught him under the jaw with hammerlike force, and smashed him back through the double doors of brass and copper. There was a fractional moment of unconsciousness, after which he found himself laid out on his back upon the slimy cobblestones of the courtyard. The stone walls ringing the castle rose mockingly above him, blotting out the horizon with their grey vastness. Everything seemed red; it blurred his vision, clouded his hearing, clogged his breathing. The stench of blood and fire filled the air. Coming as though from a distant place place, he heard the almost gentle ringing of Baazel's iron-shod heels upon the stones as the Ravager walked slowly in. Tianzhu was no longer in his hands; out of the corner of his eye, he could see it lying, unglowing, upon the stones a few feet away. Still unconscious, he thought, and wild hope sang in his heart - he thinks I'm still unconscious. He knew well Baazel's love of pain; the Ravager could not resist the temptation to make the death lingering. And so he saw his chance. But was it in him? His wounds ached, and his power was at low tide; did he have the strength? Then he realized, with something almost like humour, that it didn't matter; if he did not have the strength, he would die. And if he did, and did not attempt it, he would die. It was not his death that he feared, though, but the consequences of it. More cities destroyed, more lives lost, and the world brought to sway beneath Baazel's cruel heel. Most of all, he feared for those whom he loved. Not for himself, this power; he saw that with perfect clarity now. For Akane, Ryoga, his mother, Kima, Shampoo, Cologne. Hell, even for Tarou; no, especially for Tarou, for the seed born in darkness that still strives towards the light. For Samofere, Rouge, Mousse, Nabiki, his father. For all the living and all the dead, and all those who will be dead, and all those yet to live. For Tang Jin and Wurdsenlin, born again. Baazel's footsteps grew closer. Now or never. Ranma rolled, grasped, and threw, all in one motion, flowing like water. Tianzhu flew through the air like a god-shot arrow, singing with a light of furious hope. Only to be derided by Baazel's cruel smile as he raised the wide blade of Worldcleaver to block it, in a swift, smooth and seemingly automatic motion, as if Tianzhu moved tar-slow through thickened air. The staff hit the blade, and a bright explosion momentarily robbed Ranma of sight. When the whiteness cleared, he saw that Tianzhu had punched through the blade as though it were paper, and carried on to pass through the body beyond. The Ravager spasmed; Worldcleaver fell from his hands and grated on the stones. Transfixing him like a spit, Tianzhu glowed too bright to look upon, and around it, black armour bubbled and melted. Ranma watched on his hands and knees. Baazel's face was ashen; blood was trickling from his mouth. And yet his one remaining eye of fire still burned bright with hate. He fell to one knee, silver hand clutching spasmodically at the spear embedded in his body, flesh hand scrabbling at the cobblestones as though he would drag himself closer. "I can still... kill you..." And, Ranma realized with an odd pity, that was what Baazel was trying to do. "Still kill you..." The Ravager stood, took a few staggering steps, and then sank down his knees. His silver hand futilely groped at Tianzhu, whose light had now dimmed to the point where the eye did not avert from it. "Can still... kill you..." His body dipped, until one end of Tianzhu nearly touched the stones, as though he would drive the killing staff deeper within himself. Then, he fell onto his side, both hands now clutching Tianzhu. "...kill you all..." He ceased his words, and lay panting upon the unpitying stones. Ranma got wearily to his feet, and began the slow walk over to his vanquished foe. ********** In the soft cool darkness, Xande lay and bled. One wing was gone; one arm hung by a few scrappy threads of meat. The last of his strength had gone into carrying himself away from the battle, to this familiar hiding place - here he had hidden himself from searchers after the failed coup, and here he had returned now, after losing his flight and nearly his life in the battle in the pass. Soon enough, his hold on life would slip away as well. Each drawn breath was more laboured than the last, and each beat of heart pumped more blood from the terrible wound of his missing wing and mangled arm. Half-consciously his mind replayed the terrible sharpness of the Kinjakan, over and over again. Pain and terror in that, yes, but less than in what awaited him - he had failed again. There would be no tolerance for failure. As he drifted in and out of coherence, he wept and pleaded and prayed for another chance; not a chance to live much longer, but a chance to redeem himself in service. Heal me, he begged, not even entirely realizing his begging - heal me, and I shall do an act of such destruction that it shall glory your infinite names of darkness until the end of time. The Phoenix were weary and decimated from the battle. They would be resting now, unaware of any lurking threat. Healed, he could go among them - healed, he could bring thousands of crows down upon them. Through the halls, level by level; plucking eyes, killing by sheer force of numbers. Eventually, he would die; but before he did, oh, such havoc would he wreak... A harsh, percussive voice - his own refutation, or the master's, he could not tell - seemed to answer in response. Healing is not mine; you insult me by the very asking, weak fool. Have you no knowledge of what I am, even after so long within my service? I am that which brings all healing to futility, King of Ashes and Unmaker - ask not for healing from me. Would you switch allegiance even from me, backstabber, traitor? Perhaps you shall call upon those who oppose me - such futile and foolish acts as healing as well-suited to them. Xande opened his mouth, closed it. He had some pride, in the end; he did not love the mere fact of his life so much that he would turn against the very foundations of it. In the end, he would at least be a true servant of something. When he felt the burning feathery touch upon his ankle, and smelt the rank carrion odour that now filled the small cave, he even smiled. "So you lived as well," he whispered. "Came all this way, looking for me. Loyal servant to the end, as well." And he laughed, with something terrible in it. "Mistress..." Kuronuma sibilantly pronounced, somehow forming the words out of the part of its wreckage that had been a human child. Grief lay within it - twisted grief, but grief all the same. Like dark water, Kuronuma flowed over Xande, covering him from head to toe. The toxic acidity of the amorphous body carried surprisingly little pain in it, for it numbed the nerves even as it melted through skin and flesh and muscle. Xande died long before even the last of his meat was consumed, long before his bones began to turn gelatinous, and then dissolve altogether. After some time, Kuronuma lay alone in the darkness, oddly uncontent. Mistress's slayer was dead, and yet there was still an emptiness unfulfilled. But there was no one left to command it now, and so, as water seeks the lowest level, so too did it seek the lowest place, going down into the cracks within the mountains, down into the very roots of the earth, with Xande still digesting in its dark and formless body. ********** Baazel's eye of fire was already growing dim as Ranma knelt down beside him, and his eye of gold had lost its sinister lustre. He seemed smaller than he had before, his elaborate armour diminishing his own size rather than enchancing it. Wounded and dying though he was, his eyes - both golden and fiery - moved to focus upon his slayer. "You could have been so much more than this," Ranma said sadly. The Ravager drew panting and desperate breaths, as though he were trying to laugh but had not the strength. "Yes," he hissed. "I could have destroyed much more than I did." Ranma's eyes narrowed. "An entire city isn't enough?" "City?" Baazel tried to laugh again, but then began to cough and choke. It took him a long time to recover, and Ranma stood quietly by while he did. He could hear the waves lapping against the boundary walls. In the sky above, the dark cloud-mass Baazel had gathered was breaking apart. "City. You know nothing. You know nothing at all, you stupid, foolish child." Dread came down like a shower of icy rain, suffusing Ranma's bones. "What?" "Look out to sea," Baazel said, between gasps. "I come, lord; I return to that darkness from which I was born." "What do you mean? What's out to sea?" Baazel somehow summoned up enough breath and life to scream. "NO! No, lord, master, no, no, not like this, not like this I don't want--" He stiffened, screamed again. Ranma reached out and touched his pale cheek - and drew his hand back, burned by the absolute cold of Baazel's flesh. "--don't make me go, don't make me lose myself--" Then he began to turn into dust. It happened so quickly that Ranma never really registered the decomposition of individual elements; one moment, Baazel was there - the next, he was dust blowing away on the salt-sea breeze, scattering across the courtyard. The empty black armour remained a moment longer, but a patina of rust was already spread virulent across it, and it too had soon crumbled away. Tianzhu was left by itself on the cobblestones. Out of the corner of his eye, Ranma could see Worldcleaver had disappeared as well. "Look out to sea," he murmured, and felt a strange ache in his heart for Baazel; not Baazel the Ravager, but Baazel the abandoned child. All that is mortal has its childhood. And some children grow up to be monsters. Could Baazel, he wondered, have escaped becoming Ravager and World-Hater, any more than Ranma Saotome could have escaped becoming Lord of Waters? "Look out to sea." Waves slapped the walls, with more seeming gentleness than before. Weary and aching, Ranma flew up to the top of one slabbish wall, and stared out over the waves. The burning ships that would have carried Baazel's army had sunk again below the waves, and their dead crews were again at peace; the residual force of the dead whirlpool spent itself in high waves that fell and broke upon the stoney walls. What was he supposed to see? Out in the distance, mist, an expanding cloud of it. Then he heard the bubbling - and no, not mist - steam? In thick clouds it rose, obscuring whatever lay within it. He felt a sympathetic throb in his body as the water boiled screamingly into fog - the very ocean was crying out in pain at the heat within it. But the steam, the steam did not let him see the cause. Not for long; he tightened his weary grip on Tianzhu, and sprang from his perch atop the walls. As he flew towards the steaming cloud hanging over a great swathe of the sea, he gathered the wind before him; at the proper distance, he cast it forth like a sweeping hand, and sent the cloaking steam swirling away in a hundred directions. An island was rising from the ocean, making the waters bubble like a cauldron as it came from the untellable depths. Small, as islands went, not nearly so big as the volcanic upthrust that had held Baazel's castle. The mottled grey-black stone was draped in nets of seaweed and littered with sundered corals; a few bright fish flopped and died atop it, as if it had come so swiftly from below that it had caught them in the process. Queerly shaped, too, in a teardrop wedge as ancient-seeming as a drumlin. Near the apex of its height, where the long and short faces met, two rounded hills of the same grey-black rock humped tumourously, and behind them, a matching pair of twisted stone spires narrowing after hundreds of feet of ascent to needle-sharp tips. He thought he had known dread before, when Baazel's words of derision had wakened it within him. Now he knew that tenfold - no, hundredfold. There was a terrible malignity in the island, one that only grew the more it became exposed. The steam was starting to gather again; he thrust it away again with the winds, and muttered an oath under his breath. What was the meaning of this island? He reached for the waters, seeking an answer from their old and flowing strength. For the first time since he had taken on his new mantle, they shied back from him as though in terror. He could not grasp them; the island hulked like a cancer amidst the seas, untouchable, unknowable. At the narrow end of the long face of the island, two almost-identical rounded caves became visible. From their black depths issued clouds of smoke, and their rocky rims glowed cherry-red with heat. Some volcanic reaction within the island that caused its great heat? Ranma felt for the nature of that grey-black stone, as he had reached for the water before. Not so easy, for him, but doable all the same. His senses could not touch the island; it was as though it were not there. No, not entirely like that - he could "see" it in the same way he might see a hole torn in a cloth, by the very absence of what should have been there. The creeping dread had grown so great that he had to seize his tongue between his teeth to keep from crying out in terror. His arms and legs quavered, and it was all he could do to keep hold of his power and remain airborne. Why such excess of fear? Unnatural though it might be, it was only an island. Now he saw that dozens of rocky stalactites hung down from all edges of the long face, in a pattern that appeared too regular to be natural; and, beholding that sight, he could not keep himself from whimpering. Fear had seized him like a fist, and he could not explain it. Never had he been so afraid before; not even the cloudy half-memories of his days in the pit, with the tearing claws and glowing eyes, not even that memory brought him fear now compared to this. Why? Then, in answer to all questions, the two hills blinked, exposing the black-slitted red fires lurking below their crust, and the island reared back to roar its hatred to the sky. ********** If Ryoga had any dreams, he didn't remember them after waking. Falling asleep in a hard wooden chair probably wasn't too conducive to dreaming anyway, or at least not to pleasant dreams - particularly given the place and circumstances he'd fallen asleep in. His back had cricked painfully from the awkward sleeping posture, and his spine twinged in protest as he rose from the chair to look down at Akari. The wounded who needed lengthy care had been brought back to Phoenix Mountain. That had included Akari, who hadn't woken up yet - hadn't given any sign that she ever would. He remembered what he'd learned in his training about the seriousness of head injuries; go to sleep with one, and you might never wake up. But Akari had no wound upon her head - there was something far worse at work, from what he'd been able to piece together. He still didn't know enough facts, from anyone. He did know that he'd failed, though. He'd gone away, left her without a protector. It didn't matter that he'd had no idea then - still didn't, really - of the scope of the forces arrayed against them. He should have seen - irrational, perhaps, but he couldn't deny the guilt - should have done something. That he couldn't think of what didn't excuse the failure. He'd failed, and who had paid the price? Not him, of course; it had been paid by the one he'd least wanted harmed in all the world. Heavy-hearted, he knelt down beside her bedside, took her hand in his. Her skin looked pale, far too pale, and where his body cast a shadow over her, the shadow seemed much too dark. They'd been kind, the Phoenix; they'd given her a room by herself, somewhere he could wait with her without having to listen to the sounds of those wounded in the body. But kindness wouldn't wake Akari. Cologne hadn't been able to, either. She'd examined Akari, and said that she could find nothing wrong with her, beyond her inability to wake up. She'd hinted that there might be items from the village of the Joketsuzoku that could help, but they would have to be sent. And, he thought glumly, it might well be too late by then. Her hand was small and soft in his; he could easily have enfolded both her hands in one of his. It was warm, too; that was a good sign, wasn't it? She had neither a fever nor a chill. But so pale, and he could almost see the shadow of his body growing darker where it was upon her skin, elongating in unnatural ways, shifting... but that had to be the flickering of the lamps. He took her other hand in his free one, clasped both her hands together within the cradle of his two hands. Bowed his head, forehead touching fingers, and prayed. "Revered ancestors," he began, feeling even more thick- tongued than usual, "and, well, anyone else who might be listening, and is inclined to help. I'm not really picky right now. I'll take whatever I can get, if it helps her wake up. Akari, that is. So, please? I promise to... to..." He stumbled; what did one promise the gods, anyway? "To do something pleasing to you, if I can." Akari spoke: "They stand before each other, one cloaked in shadow and one cloaked in sun, but they bear the same face. Beneath their feet, a pit of fire; above their heads, the arching rainbow. These two, they are the axle." Ryoga was so surprised, he nearly let go, backed away; instead, he tightened his grip. His eyes threatened to fill up with tears. She went on, voice drifting as though she spoke from within a dream: "Axle, but their hands do not do the turning." Her voice rose in pitch and volume, and a note of fear entered it. "Ahh! Gods! The hands lift, they are unbound now; high they raise, above the rainbow's arc... they come down, the axle is broken..." And, calmly again: "At the beginning and the end of the river stands darkness." "Akari, are you awake?" Fear now: "He is awake. His face is more terrible than terror, and the touch of his hand is a violation. Wide his mouth; the upper jaw scrapes the sky, and the lower jaw scrapes the earth. Wide his eyes; they burn like suns, so bright that he sees all. His hate is all-consuming; in the end, it shall feed upon itself, when there is nothing more left to consume." Ryoga was torn. He needed to stay here; he'd heard about her fit, how she'd try to throw herself over the edge. Nabiki - Nabiki, who had died so soon after, protecting her sister - had stopped her. He wanted to go and get help, though; surely the Phoenix had doctors? Cologne might still be here. Akari needed help he couldn't give... And yet he couldn't leave her. So he only held her hands as tight as he could, and, as she spoke in alternating calmness and terror of wrath long in waiting and the stars going out (among so many other things he lost count), he said, over and over: "Don't be afraid. I'm here. I love you. I'll protect you." Though it didn't seem to calm her, it made him feel that he was at least doing something. ********** Nothing could be so big. Ranma's mind reeled at the thought; it wasn't possible. The strain of battle had driven him crazy. He was seeing something that wasn't there. The roar caught him like a wind, so loud it was a physical force, and he tumbled backwards in a series of awkward aerial somersaults. His own screams of fear were drowned out beneath the echoing of the bellow off the waves. An island; he'd thought it was an island. And that was only the head. How much more lay hidden beneath the waves, what impossible length of body remained to rise vast and terrible from the sea? Now he knew why Baazel had laughed, and knew what had destroyed Shanghai. Should have known, from the very beginning. *Bright the duty* *Dark the call* *Towards the oldest one of all* Sympathy and contagion. The prisoner who is also the jailor. It all fell into place; all along, from the very beginning, he had done the service of the Dark. How long had the dragon lain wounded beneath Jusendo, by her own choice? How long had she held... this... imprisoned? Ranma whimpered, nearly wept; he had done everything wrong. Better that he should never have been born. Oh god, it was _looking_ at him, those hill-big eyes with their slit pupils were rolling slowly into focus upon him. And, like the eyes of the three sister-dragons, they were alight with intelligence beyond human - and with a malign hate that he could feel in the marrow of his bones. Then, as though dismissing him utterly, the eyes turned away, and the Oldest One of All began to move towards the west, towards China and the Valley of the Waters. Steam and spray rose up in high arcs to either side of the huge head - still the only part of the body visible - as the Oldest One's fiery passage churned the seas. Of course, Ranma thought, and nearly laughed. I'm nothing to him, no more than an insect. Hell, I practically served him. I set him free. Oh gods, I set him free, I did everything wrong, and now everything is going to die. What was I supposed to do? Why didn't they show me the way? If they're so wise, if I'm their champion, why didn't they tell me what I should have done? He screamed in rage and desperation, and darted ahead of the slow-moving Oldest One. The Oldest One probably moved like a big ship, slow acceleration, but massive speed once it built up enough momentum. He had to delay it, somehow - stop it if he could. Drawing on what felt like the last dregs of power he had left, he dropped down into of the Oldest One's path of movement, a few hundred from the surging head. Even from this distance, the beast looked impossibly huge. "Hey! Hey, where do you think you're going?" The Oldest One kept on moving, seemingly oblivious. Ranma pointed Tianzhu, focused, and fired off a beam of eye- aching brightness. It scored off the Oldest One's rocky hide with all the effectiveness of an insect attacking armour plate. "I said," Ranma snarled, "where do you think you are going? I am Ranma Saotome, Lord of Waters, and I CALL YOU TO HEEL, OLDEST ONE OF ALL!" He pointed, and fired again, drawing on power that he had not realize he had. This time, the beam vanished into the darkness of one cavernous and smoke-filled nostril - and did the monster pause, even for a fraction of a second? He wasn't sure. "Through me lies the Valley of the Waters, the focus of your hate." He did not know where the words were coming from, they seemed to be rising up from deep within the lowest sediments of his mind - from the memories he shared of the lives of other men and women, from the other names. "Through me it lies, but you shall not touch it without going through me. Such is the way; so, I ask again, Oldest One of All, where do you go?" Tidal waves hundreds of feet tall rose as the Oldest One hulked the upper section of his body out the water, and pointed, with the talon of a titanic hand big enough to smash a city, towards the west. The voice, so big and loud it seemed to come from all directions, hit Ranma like a physical blow. He didn't hear it so much as feel it, in a collective shuddering of flesh and bone. I go to see my daughters, it said, and laughed. Daughters? No; oh, no, it could not be so, it could not be. But now it made sense; the draconic form - for dragon it was, the Oldest One was raising the massive serpentine coils of his body from the water in utter defiance of gravity - was not chosen in mockery. Rather, the form of the three sister-dragons had been forged into beauty from the hideousness of the raw materials. For a moment, Ranma hung helpless in the air, sickness twisting in his stomach. That was why the Dragon of Change could bind him with her own sacrifice; once a part, always a part. Had he suffered in silence? No; he would have suffered all that untold time in hateful rage, unwilling rather than willing prisoner. And over time, his hate would have fed upon itself, used itself for fuel, until hate became his entire being... but why turn upon their father in the first place? He didn't-- Nearly, he died. Nothing so big should have moved so fast, but the Oldest One did, and his snatching talons nearly crushed Ranma like an ant. But he darted between their grasp, and thus saved himself. He fired off a blast as he did, a sizzling lance of fire and lightning and raw force meant to pop one massive eye as a needle might pop a balloon. The armoured lid flicked closed, and the blast dissipated without accomplishing anything. Fool, the Oldest One said, and his laughter smashed at Ranma like a fist, to break him down. You are not even worth my time. And, derisively, he began to move by Ranma, half-wading, half-flying, talons clutching reflexively as if already in anticipation of how he would grasp and tear at the Valley of the Waters. There is no chance, Ranma thought. No hope, either; how could he hope to fight a monster of this size? Comparisons to an insect fighting a man would have done injustice to the chances of the insect. No part of the Oldest One's body was weak or unprotected; there were no gaps in the armour. No vulnerabilities. Except, perhaps... yes, there was a chance. He flew ahead, again. At the very least, he had the edge in speed and manoeuvrability. "I call thee to heel, Oldest One," he intoned. "You shall not brush me aside." You are so eager to die, the Oldest One said, and opened his jaws wide. There was a sound that approached the cyclonic; wind tore by Ranma, sucked into the vacuum of the Oldest One's maw. And Ranma rode the wind, straight into the mouth of the dragon. He held Tianzhu tight to his body, focused all his power. Thought about standing hand in hand with Wiyeed and Herb, in the dark. It had been only days ago, but seemed like centuries. Thought about a shield, a shield of light; not in a dome like Wiyeed had made, to protect them all, but in a cloak around his body. Skin tight. Sight vanished into a blank expanse of white, as the Oldest One exhaled sun-hot flames that would no doubt be visible from thousands of miles away. Ranma felt their heat seeking to get in through the tiniest crack in his shield to burn him to a cinder; but there were no cracks. The fire sought to slay him with a dumb and all-consuming hate, but he turned it aside, shot through the streaming flames as though swimming in cool waters. It seemed to go on forever; he had been far from the Oldest One when the flames had belched forth, and there seemed no way to measure time within the raging fires. But, at last, he felt the heat lessen; the white blindness faded away. And he was in the mouth of the dragon, hovering mere feet above the Oldest One's slablike tongue, which pulsed a volcanic red raw as a wound. Now, if only it seemed that he had been destroyed in... Fool, the voice mocked, and the upper and lower jaw came down together in an effort of concerted destruction. By instinct more than anything else, Ranma thrust Tianzhu upwards to meet the descent of the rocky ceiling of the maw. The force of the blow drove it down into the rocky tongue hard enough to embed it a few inches; the wood shivered, bent nearly double as though in preparation to splintering. But it held, quivering like a tuning fork as it separated upper jaw from lower, and saved Ranma from death. The hot wind of the Oldest One's breath clawed at his throat, and he felt suction from deep within the maw; the Oldest One was going to breathe out the killing flames again, and Ranma did not think he had enough strength left for another shield. He had to act now, but... Too late. The flames came roaring up from the cavish gullet; Ranma seized Tianzhu where it stood like a pillar between upper and lower jaw, and screamed out in desperation. Upon his face, the three unknowable signs drawn in the sap of the Lady of Life's thyrsus throbbed hot and painful; Tianzhu, anointed with the same sap at either end, glowed viridian in response. And, as the flames washed over Ranma and everything threatened to disappear into white-hot destruction, they broke around the great tree that Tianzhu had become, a tree so wide and thick and old and gnarled that no flame could ever kill it completely. Oh, the bark would scorch, the branches burn away, but it could not die, the roots were too thick and deep by now, burrowing down, clutching into the rocky floor of the maw, as the branches rose higher and higher above Ranma's head, forcing the jaws further and further apart, nearly to the breaking point... The Oldest One began to exert his strength; the tree shuddered. And Ranma knew it would soon fall, riven in half despite its age and strength. The dragon held the great tree within his jaws, and sought to devour it. It was all wrong; how had he come to hold the tree like that? As the tree had grown, Ranma felt himself grow within, a power filling him up to the brim, singing through blood and bone. It tasted of ice and fire, of new-growing things, of spring wind, and summer wind - but also autumn wind, and winter wind, and he could taste ashes in it now, dust; he smelled lilies. Now, he saw what he had to do, while the tree held. He brought his arms down in a swimmer's stroke, and shot upwards, guiding himself by the tree, branches whipping by his face, brushing him lovingly, but never impeding his passage. As he went up, he felt himself becoming one with the tree, one with everything, his body was turning into light... Pictured a shield, skin tight, bone tight, spirit tight, until there was no division between shield and shielded, between tree and man... Squirrels chattered on the branches of the tree. He heard a sound like a loom, or a spinning wheels, or the bubbling of water, or hands moulding clay. Ravens flew around his head in wise flocks, and told him all the secrets of the world. His skin went first, as the shield tightened; it burned away, becoming not ash, but light. Then flesh and muscle too; then bone, blood, organs. Then all of him, until he was nothing but a rushing spear of light, so that time slowed down and the tree crept by him so sluggishly that he could note every knot and wrinkle in the bark. It did not seem as though this existence would ever end; at last, though, he passed the apex of the tree, and there an eagle whispered into his ear. Oh, he thought, and smiled, right at the end, finally understanding it all. So that was why she... The spear of light that had been Ranma narrowed itself, until all of its being was as fine as the tip of a splinter of glass, and burned through the upper jaw of the Oldest One of All. Shot through, into the dark and pulsing brain, and there he flared like a tiny nova, burning the centre of that ancient hatred into nothing; narrowed again, and shot through the top of the Oldest One's head in an explosion of light. So did the Lord of Waters slay the Oldest One of All, just as night fell upon the seas. On the other side, flying free into the air, he tried in that frozen time to bring himself back; he clung to Akane's name and face like the edge of a precipice, as his body threatened to complete the process, and dissipate completely into the purity of the Light. But it paused; it slowed. And so, Ranma found himself floating in mid air, above the thrashing, dying form of the Oldest One of all, who was so very massive that his entire body hadn't yet realized he was dead. "That was why she..." he began again. Smiled. Understood; felt no fear or hatred towards anyone or anything. Then, in a motion that might have been made either in final vengeance or in a random death-throe, the mile-long tail of the Oldest One of All smashed into him with bone-shattering force, and drove him down beneath its weight so that, together, they crashed into the ruined remains of Baazel's castle, which began, very slowly and almost calmly, to sink down into the sea. ********** "Don't be afraid. I'm here. I love you. I'll protect you." "With his claws, he rends the mountain, and his tail empties out the sea. His..." "Don't be afraid. I'm here. I love you. I'll protect you." "I know." "What?" Ryoga stared down at Akari. She had opened her eyes. Still pale, but not so pale as she had been. And the shadows did not seem so dark any more. "I know, Ryoga, but there isn't much time. You have to go now, right now." "Akari, it's okay, you're safe here." "Ryoga!" Her voice was so sharp, it cut him off immediately. "I've seen things, but I can't explain it now. Go!" "Go where? I don't..." "Down! You have to hurry!" "Akari..." "Please!" Still he hesitated. "But..." "I'm okay. Go now. Ranma needs you." Ryoga looked at her, open-mouthed. "What? Ranma..." "Go!" He went, not knowing why. Akari might very well be delirious, ranting about nothing, but he didn't think she was, he really didn't. So he went down, finding stairwells and small drop shafts within Phoenix Mountain - which, he noted, really hadn't been designed for anyone without wings to get around in easily. No one stopped him, or impeded his progress; he didn't even see any one the whole way down, until his passage ended in the maze of tunnels beneath the mountain. "Now what?" he murmured. Nobody answered. His voice bounced off the stone walls. But Akari had told him to go down, and something in her voice had told him that request was not to be denied. So he decided to go down; he sought those tunnels that seemed to lead lower and lower, and just kept on going down them. Afterwards, he wasn't able to say, or even guess at, how long he'd gone walking. After a time he could not name or measure, though, he came to the dark shores and the dark waters, and there he found again his friend, Ranma Saotome.