~MY POEMS~

SIDE BY SIDE
You and I forever
I love that idea
It is Everyone's dream
We got it just for us
The most beautiful life
Ever thought we could have
Each one for the other
Sure we are made for it
Like the sun and the flowers
The honey and the bees
Like each of those things
Depend of the other
My happiness depend on you
I love you so Felix

Carole
April 18, 1997


MISSING YOU
Dreaming of you al the time
Thinking of you days and nights
Seeing your eyes looking at me
Smelling the perfume of your skin
Hearing your voice so soft to my ears
Feeling your touch so good to me
Tasting each moment you gave me
Loving you in everything you are
I miss you so much my love

Carole
April 21, 1997


A LIFE OF HAPPINESS
Our life will be soft and nice
Making everything together
Each night will be like paradise
My head resting on your shoulder
On morning awaking side by side
It will be so good my love
Having fun like two kids
Enjoying each day of our life
Till the end of the time

Carole
May 25th, 1997


FRIENDS AND LOVERS
The best friends in the world
It is what we are
Nothing will take it away
All about your thoughts I can guess
As you can do about mines
What we want is being together
It is what we are dreaming of
Soon it will be forever
For the rest of our days
We will be so happy
The world will be wonderful
It is what we call love
I love you my darling

Carole
May 25, 1997


WONDERING
You know my love
There is nothing we can do
To change the world
We just have to live our life
Trying to be as happy as we can
The problems of the world
They can be very bad
We can be sorry about them
Trying to help when we can
But we can't let them hurt us
Too important is our love
Do not let things
Change your happiness

We are in love and have to enjoy
Each second of our life
Because time is going very fast
It will never come back again
So we have to take care
If we do not want our life
Just passing in wondering
About all that could happen
All those thought we leave inside
Could take our happiness away
So my darling just love each other
The most we can do
And beautiful our life will be

Carole
June 2, 1997


MY CHILD MY LIFE!
So great is my love for you
All that love began with my pregnancy
How was I worrying about you
Everything I was doing
Was with the thought of you
I did not want to make anything
That could have put you in danger
In my mind your life was so fragile
I was not wondering
If you were a boy or a girl
All that was important for me
Was to see you healthy my baby

Then the day came
You wanted to go out
You already wanted your freedom
It was not an easy day for both of us
But you and I we did it great
You were leaving your so quiet place
To see the real world
With all it's beauties
And it's bad things too
I was knowing that day
That I would never again
Have you so close to me
That day you where beginning
To get that freedom piece by piece
But you and I we did it great
And today my love is as great for you
Than it was at that time my son

For Frederic and Francis
Carole
November 9th 1997


TO MY SONS!
When you were a baby
I was caring so much for you
Everyone was saying
I was a chicken mother
I was making the most I can
To take care of you my son
I was there for you as well
During the night than during the day
How many night was I not sleeping
Walking with you in my arms
All over the house
Or in the rocking chair
For you singing songs for hours
Each time you were sick
I was not finding the sleep
But I would not have hesitate a minute
To give my life for you
Because you were the person
Who was the most important to me

When time came for you
With your friends to go out
I wondered to not see you all the time
And when the time for school came
How sad was I that day
You took that little yellow bus
And after you were gone
With tears in my eyes I was there
Watching the yellow monster
Running away from me with you
That day for me it was true
You were in the real big world
How I would have wish then
To still be near you
And still can protect you
Each day with impatience
I was waiting for you to come back home
And if ever a little late you were
The panic was growing up in me
I was loving you so much my son
My life was centered on you

Now the little boy grew up
The distance took us apart
But I still care as much for you
Because I still love you as much my son

Carole
November 9th 1997


MOTHER
To the women that are alone somewhere
To all those that are in an institution
The ones that are always lonely
These women that gave all their life
For the well-being of their family
The ones that are now forgotten

To the women that had a so active life
And now are counting the minutes
Waiting for someone to visit them
Hoping to receive a warm hug
That would make them feel loved
To all those ladies in the world

I want to say "I love you"

Carole
May 9th, 1998


FOOT STEPS IN THE HOUSE
Yesterday morning I was peacefully sleeping
Suddenly I hear foot steps in the house
I do not know if I am sleeping or if I am awake
I make an effort, I awake myself, the foot steps continue
It may be Felix that is coming back
He may be did forget something

I listen carefully, the foots steps are light and bouncy
May be there is an intruder, I do not move
It is strange, no there is no one else than me in the house
I feel it, I know it, I do not want to see
The foot steps are coming from the living room to my room
And coming around the bed from where I do not dare to move
I am frozen, I am pretending to sleep

I feel like a light bang the other side of my bed
I felt the mattress moving, I am sure
I do not have the forces to turn around but I have to
No, there is no one there but I feel a presence
There is someone, something I can feel it
Do I dream while awake? I do not know anymore

I do not dare moving, I can not move
But what is it? I am thinking may be a spirit
I tell to any entity to leave
Go back from where you come from, go to the light
Then nothing happen anymore, everything is calm
I can go back to sleep, I am tired but I feel in peace again

Today I just realized that we are February 21st, 2002
Yesterday was my dad`s death anniversary, I forgot about it
There is already 5 years that he is gone, I miss him so much
But I am thinking about it, Dad, yesterday these foot septs in the house
Were there yours?

Carole
Februery 21st, 2002


JUDGMENT
For certain people
It is so good to have something to talk about
Whatever the source
Whatever about what or whom
For you what is important is to talk

Trying to understand? No, why?
To point, comment, accuse
It is so much easier
Destroying, demolishing other human being
It is not so terrible after all

You need something to say
Judging from a half truth?
From a lie you heard about?
Verifying the authenticity, the source, no
Whoever it can hurt you don't care

Destroying someone else reputation, so what?
What is the respect of other people
After all for you there is nothing wrong to that
The important is to talk about something
Just have something to say

Talk! Talk! If you please
I am sorry for you
That you do not have anything else to say
If you want to continue to judge
For my part I will stay...
... Away from you!

Carole!
February 21th, 2002







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