6/15/2000

Today is new start, and I just want to tell that I'm ok. Today is a very hot day. It will continues few days. I do not like hot day, so it is very hard on me. By the way, I will divorce pre soon. Many things going on my life. I can not paint, and I forget how to use colors. Is that problem for you?

6/17/2000

Can you think about this way? If you have so many friends, but you did not contact with them. It is very sad is it? If you started make contact with them because you need some help from them, but they did not answer to you. It is very sad too is it? (A comment from my friend)
I thought you are right, but I thought they have their own life too.(My answer to my friend)
I'm your brother, not your friend.(A comment from my friend

6/18/2000

This morning at the church, I thought about my brothers. I thought I can talk to them from here because they are at the church somewhere in the United States too. Next moment, I felt them near by me.