my on-line portfolio...

Here is just a little bit of what i did.. I pretty much just wanted to see if i could do this modeling stuff... it's not hard really... One day, I was approached by some model scout... at first i was like... "yeah, right?!"... hehe... but i later figured, why the heck not?! The picture here to your left is the very first picture i took for professional reasons... hehe... it's just a simple headshot taken @ one of the one hour teeny bopper photo places... I took the picture in to meet with the agent... and soon enough was offered jobs... some more appealing to others... I pretty much just wanted to see if i could do this stuff... I don't mind nude pics as long as it is with taste... I don't like playboy style stuff where they spread them lips... that is just straight out degrading! haha... What i have here is just a little bit of what i can do... and what i

have done... I hope you don't laugh too hard now.. hehe... well.. it won't hurt me much if you do... because i laugh at them myself!  Ha! =P Here are some cheesy pictures that i took, i was going to join this agency... but i found them way too cheesy for my taste... FYI:  I did all my own make-up in these photos.... =P did you know you could be making bank with the money that professional make-up artists make!

(ain't dat sum shiet!) Well, if I am not like Chyna when i grow up... then at least i will be a professional make-up artist.. heheeh... Anyway... these photos here, were all taken in a studio... duh.. like you can't tell... hehe... hmm.... to be honest... even though i didn't proceed to go any further with the modeling industry... I did have fun with all the attention... the only thing i did not like was the fact that i feel like i have much more brains than beauty... i love writing... and art...i love writing... and art...

everyone and their mama knows that sex sells... which kinda sux... i had

photographers ask'n me to do things that i really didn't want to do... and when i would say that i didn't want to do what they asked i saw and felt their aggravation... i can only say, know your self worth... and always ask yourself... "Is what I am about to do, worth me?!"  I can tell you right now you won't find me spreadin my lips for any camera. one time on a shoot, there were three girls on the set.  The photographer was yelling at the other two girls for not having the right clothing for what he wanted in the shoot... Instead of trying to make

it work... he

insisted that the origional shoot was to take place... I just didn't see why he couldn't have just improvised by changing the location by a corner, instead he stuck to his plan with location and not so coordinating wardrobe.. oh well... that's his work not mine... =P but that's just it... i guess you just gotta know your self worth... and if it's worth that extra effort to be put in your work to either end up being humbled or end up looking at your work proudly...  =) hmm... i guess that's it for now... i have other photos but i need to scan them first.. so till then.. *toodles!  ^_^