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I woke up this morning thinking that you don't know how much you love someome till they are gone. The pain I go through just to make it to another day. The hurt I feel whenever I think of him. He was my first true LOVE. The holidays only make it worse. I'm use to seeing his face everyday when I wake up. But tomorrow I won't, because God decided it was his time to go. Why should his life be taken away when he had so much to offer??? While everyone is celebrating around the Christmas tree I will be crying. If only he could be here and everything would be okay. I wish and I hope I could be with him. The holidays will be so depressing. Another man could never take his place . The thing that hurts me most is, I can't do anything to bring him back. The thought of Christmas without him brings tears to my face. Why should his life be taken away just like that with no questions asked?? It doesnt even make sense. My poor baby is gone. He was a young man with a big heart. I have to put the past behind me. But how can I possibly go on without him. The though of living without him Just doesn't seem possible. I must move on and keep him in and keep him in my heart for all times. It hurts me more than anything to realize that my LOVE has passed away. But i will always have my memories . And those will get me through the days. Nicole Graffam "1999" Written for Valerie
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