wow.. it's so late.. and i'm too wired to sleep. aye..
tomorrow is band camp. i have to wake up(if i ever do get to sleep) at the buttcrack of dawn to get up and trot around in the heat. yipee.
i got a new job at pacific sunwear. already i can see that i am going to be much happier there than i was at hallmark. the people are more my age... they're nice... i love the store.... hours are perfect... well.. almost. :) no job is perfect, am i right?
something weird happened on friday night.
bryan.
i had written him an email a while ago about how we haven't hung out all summer. he hardly ever reads them and writes back.. but he came online friday before i had training at pacsun.. and started talking... saying that he was planning on "going bowling sometime this week". i had insisted that the week was almost over.. it being friday and all. then he told me to come online after i had gotten home from the mall. and i asked if he was actually going to be online... and he said that he would be certain to be online. well... i called zoe up after i had work... and i asked if she wanted to go so a late show of the sixth sense... i wanted to eat dinner and there was no way in hell that i was gonna make the 7:30.
between getting home and eating and the movies at 10pm.. i had about 3 hours to kill. i went online about 45 minutes after i was supposed to come on to talk to bryan. he was on. we talked for a little..i called him a nerd.. finally i asked him if we were gonna go bowling or not... he said.. yeah... so i told him i needed to finish my dinner.. i was eating at the computer. he said "look who's the nerd now!?". heh..
he said he'd be over as soon as he put his contacts in. i signed off... fixed myself up a little... and played with my puppy out on the front lawn.. my father had just come home.. and i said hello to him... i hardly ever see him in the daylight hours. we started playing with the dog together... then i saw bryan's car turn around the corner. i ran inside to get my bowling ball.. and bag... and went to his car.. i told him to pop the trunk.. but he doesn't have one of those popper things. he had to get out and use the key... but now that i think about it.. i could have just put in the backseat. oh well... stupid me. the puppy was licking him and jumping all over him. ... hehe.. she knows what she likes i guess. ;) finally i got the dog inside.. and i got in the car. we drove to the bowling alley.. i showed him my newly acquired cell phone(my mom bought it.... don't ask.) and my nametag for pacsun.... hehe... he made a comment about how i decorated it.
we got to the bowling alley... he asked the lady for a lane.. i got my shoes... had to give her one of mine(which i hated because i love my shoes). we got lane 6. that's OUR lane. lane 6. ::sigh::
so anyways, we bowled... and flirted.. and high fived.. all that corny stuff. talked. i hadn't seen the boy since june. talked to him online occasionally.. but hadn't seen. he hasn't changed. he was wearing old navy drawstring shorts.. and his old navy adidas shirt... and his normal old new balance shoes... haha.. i could see his boxers because he said his pants were too loose... plaid no less... i was about to tell him that if he put some meat on his bones.. he wouldnt' have that problem with his pants falling down.
i won the first 2 games.... i kicked some big ass. :) not really... then he kicked my ass the last 3 games. my fingers were starting to hurt in the 4th game. he asked if i was ok. i said yeah... then he told me that if they start to really hurt, to tell him, and we'd stop playing. :) awww.
but i insisted on playing another game. his fingers were peeling they were so worn. owch. i asked him if his fingers were alright.. he said yeah... but that this was the last game. i said ok. there was this one moment in the night, where he high fived me... and there was a hesitant release of my hand on his part. maybe i'm mistaken.. maybe it was me... i dunno...but it makes me smile... i'm stupid like that.
but we talked more.. and i asked him if he had seen american pie. he said no. i asked if he had seen south park. he said no. i was like what?!! you watch south park.. how can you not go see it?! he said that his girlfriend couldn't get in. ::laughs!!!:: c'mon. that must suck.. your girlfriend can't even get into the movie that you want to see. hahahhahahaha. i had no problem getting in. the supid jerk... arrhg.. i dont' mean that. i'm just aggravated that he's got a girlfriend. i mean.. even when i did ask him out for the brief moment that they were broken up... he said no once they were going back out. but i never got a response when they weren't together. does that make sense? oh well.
anyways.. back to friday night... we got our balls( lol )... and we went up to the counter... payed for it.. it was 32.10. we each put in 20 bucks.. i put in the 10 cents.. .he called me an old lady because i had all this change in my badtz maru change purse...i let it slide. the money back was 8 bucks.. .he gave me the five... i insisted on giving him the other dollar... i had it right in my pocket... i was going to give him back the dollar... that way it would be even... but he backed away and smiled and said no... i was like "take it!". he just said that it was a dollar and it didn't matter. aye...
we got in the car... he asked me what movie i was going to see... but i thought he asked what i had just said.. so i said "nothing!"... he got confused, i imagine.. and asked "what!?.. what are you seeing!?" but i thought that he had said what are you saying... but then i finally toned into what was actually being said.. and replied. "oh! the sixth sense!" and then we laughed about how i was being a dullard about me thinking hat he had asked what i was saying... duuuuhh.
i stared out the window for a short while.. but then we started to make small talk again... we got to my house.. and i pulled the handle when he had unlocked the doors... so.. hehe.. i was like "open the door!" and went "ugh!!".. kidding around and all. i was about to shut the door after saying bye.. but i had forgotten my ball.. i got it... and said, "bye, bry", smiled, and slammed the door. i walked to the side door.. he backed up to make sure i got in.. and drove off.
wow... that was the whole night with bryan. weird....god.. i was doing so great about him! i hadn't thought about him in such a long time.. and now he's back. well... he was back. but i don't think something will happen like that again. it was a once in a lifetime thing... the one question that arose in my mind the whole time that i was with him, was "where was his girlfriend!? and why wasn't he with her that night!? had she ditche d him!?" ugh!!! when is he gonna break up with her. i've been waiting for more than a year! maybe i'm just wayyyy to obsessive.
