6/3/98

jerk


smiles and laughs
tears and cries
emotions running wild
as the days jog by.

remembering pain
nostalgic school notes
fights and break-ups
apologies he wrote.

they didn't really matter
what's done is passé
crying over him was dumb
i regret him every day.

our love was deeply lost
but myself, now i have found
my tears were greatly wasted
when he was ever around.

on paper to him i did write
wasted thoughts on sheets of glass
and now i'm gone and he's alone
so tell him to blow it out his ass.

*dedicated to lola

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