Call the Doctor
(Chainsaw #13, 1996)
* call
the doctor * hubcap * little
mouth * anonymous * stay where
you are * good things * i wanna
be yr joey ramone * taking me home * taste
test * my stuff * i'm not waiting
* heart attack *
call
the doctor
they want to socialize you
they want to purify you
they want to dignify, analyze, terrify
you
this is love and you can't make it
in a formula or shake it
i'm your monster
i'm not like you
all your life is written for you
look out they want what you know
steal a kid broken heart steal the
show
peel back the skin see what's there
I'll never show you what's in here
your life is good for one thing
you're messing with what's sacred
they want to simplify your needs and likes
to sterilize you
this is love and you can't make it
in a formula or break it
i'm your monster
i'm just like you
all your life is right before you
don't need you to explain the pain
i can prove to you it's all fake
she's dead but she can stand she can
walk
call the doctor miracle she can talk
call the doctor call the doctor call the
doctor call the doctor
this is love and you can't break
it
in a formula or make it
i'm your monster
i'm just like you
all my life is right before me
this is not really me at all
stunt girl daring twirls watch me fall
carbon copy same body different hearts
can't tell anymore the real parts
write in passing when there's
time
hide the paper hide my mind
keep you quiet keep you blind
don't rock the boat don't
read the sign
you take everything
you take what i...
want from you is so defined
your suit and tie your shiny
smile
your calm belief your piece
of mind
i'll trade you for it then
run then fly
you take everything
you take what i want
little mouth
damn you
damn you
smile pretty take take the money
yoiu know me well
or don't you?
smile pretty take take the money
you know how to sell?
i do
i'm your little i'm your little i'm
your little mouth
don't you want me (2x)
damaged goods damaged goods
damaged goods damaged goods
oh, you wanna try her? uh, i think
i wanna (3x)
damn you
anonymous
she's worried she's worried she's worried
she's said too much
and talking i'm talking she's talking
like books i read
it's easy it's easy to shut yourself off
never on the record it'll never show up
she wants to be anonymous
i sign anonymous
feel safe inside, inside those well drawn
lines
boyfriend, a job, a car my white girl
life
she swallowed a spider to catch to catch
that fly
but i don't know why, why she swallowed
that lie
she wants to be anonymous
i sign anonymous
she wants to be like everybody else
i sign anonymous
not enough for you to know
not enough for you to own
she wants to be anonymous
i sign anonymous
these words are all i have
these words are who i am
i can't find you
stay where you are
i'm in the dark
stay where you are
i'm all right
i feel fine
you're my life
i'm all right
stay if you want and it's
me if you want
i'm stuffed in the corner,
little girl lost
i claw and i scratch and
i beg and i scream
i just need you to save
me one last time
it's me if you want but
that's not what i want
i want to burn up the
place set it on fire
and she's back cos she
wants to set things on fire
can't tell the truth,
can't speak this way
i can't find you
stay where you are
i'm in the dark
stay where you are
where you are
where you are
stay if you want and it's
me if you want
i'm stuffed in the corner,
little girl lost
i claw and i scratch and
i beg and i scream
i just need you to save
me one last time
it's me if you want but
that's not what i want
i want to burn up the
place set it on fire
and she's back cos she
wants to not be contained
she can't tell the truth
once that you're away
you can't find me
you're in the dark
i'm right here
stay where you are
good things
got this feeling when i heard your
name the other day
couldn't say it couldn't make it go
away
it's such a hard place can't be friends
we can't be enemies
it's just too much feel the weight
crushing down on my face
the hardest part is things already
said
getting better worse i cannot tell
why do good things never wanna stay
broken pieces try to make it good
again
is it worth it will it make me sick
today
it's a dumb song but i'll write it
anyway
it's an old mistake but we always
make it why do we
this time it'll be all right
this time things'll be okay
i wanna be yr joey ramone
it's fine
when it's all mine
it's on my wall it's in my head memorize
it till i'm dead
it's yours
now i'm so bored
i wanna be your joey ramone
pictures of me on yr bedroom door
invite you back before the show
i'm the queen of rock and roll
i just don't care
are you that scared
it swear they're lookign right at me
push to the front so i can see
it's what i thought
it's rock and roll
i wanna be your thurston moore
wrestle on your bedroom floor
always leave you wanting more
throw away those old records
we go downtown
put on our best frowns
give me a chance
i know i can dance
it's fine
cos it's all mine
you come here to my work
you come here every day
to make sure i'm still here
you look at me that way
rings on my fingers
and bows in my hair
you think i'm your present
i'll unwrap me here
is this a bad dream
is this really my life
well you wanna know
you'll show me tonight
NOT FOR SALE
NOT YOUR GIRL
NOT YOUR THING
i'm here on the counter
with no money down
for nine ninety nine
you're taking me home
a dozen red roses
a cute little house
a cheap little ring
the deal is cut, now
something is messed up here
something isn't right
we're s'posed to be free
i'm s'posed to be mine
this part of my body
that you're pricing now
i'm cutting it off
i'm throwing it out
NOT FOR SALE
NOT YOUR GIRL
NOT YOUR THING
i got me mixed up with somebody else
i got me mixed up with somebody else
taste
test
bad thoughts
bad car bad drive
a mess a
lot a lie
i can't be
alone tonight
i'm tired
i'm hurt i'm fine
you've always
got me guessing why
nothing the
same after tonight
nothing is
gonna make it right
keep the
house quiet dark tonight
one sour
one sweet one lime
taste both
taste yours taste mine
too late
too long no light
you've always
got me guessing why
nothing the
same after tonight
nothing is
gonna make it right
tell me what's
going on inside
(where
are you now
where
did you go)
that's how
things happen to find you
and how am
i gonna tell you
don't start
i'm not gonna fight you
could be
i'm not gonna find you
my stuff
say no way
we won't let
them grow up that way
things have changed
but some things
have stayed the same
hold on what
you want to
but some things
are passed down anyway
hold on to what
i want to
i don't think
i know what i just
leave me without
a god without belief with out a cause
without a path
that i should take
without a choice
that a should make
such an easy
thought and now i had it out i lost it
i guess i need
your help and now i
guess i need
your help and now i
say no way
don't let things
go on this way
a clean slate
but it don't
work that way
hold on to what
you want to
but some things
are passed down anyway
hold on to what
i want to
i will have to
own what i have
it's not my stuff
it's just too much
it's just my
stuff it's just my
i'm not waiting
till i grow up
i'm not waiting
till i grow up
to be a woman
honey baby sweetness darling
i'm your little girl
your words are sticky stupid
running down my legs
i'm not waiting
till i throw up
i'm not waiting
till i grow up
heart attack
i wait for
hit and run
could happen
any day
i'm walking
into your house
i really
want to figure you out
it's always
somewhere/someone new each day
as long as
i'm not looking for me
insomnia
popping pills
it's still
too tight
it's never
right
threw out
anything i own again today
something's
bound to give me a disease
i still feel
like nothing next to you
because you
want everything
new
stress case
undone preplanned no fun
i'm scared
i've scared them all away
high strung
let go loss of control
i'm scared
i've scared them all away
heart attack
hit and run
