+++ lyrics to the 1st album+++

Self-titled don't think you wanna * the day i went away * a real man * her again * how to play dead * be yr mama * sold out * the last song

don't think you wanna
    way up in the sky
     that is where am i
     i breathe the thin air
     i like it way up there

     in a bunch of trees
     i'm down on my knees
     i know what you are
     i know what you are

i don't think you wanna
mess around up there

     angels in the skies
     watch you with their eyes
     they know what you are
     they know what you are
     everything i say
     comes back to me one day
     everything you do
     comes back to stare at you

the day i went away. all the things i tried to tell you on the day i went away do i always have to leave for you to want me here to stay couldn't you just tell me you'll miss me all those things we never say i remember what it's like there- towns that drive me far away.

a real man

don't you wanna feel it inside

they say that it feels so nice

all girls should have

a real man

should i buy it? i don't wanna

i don't wanna join yr club

i don't want your kind of love

if you had it in your thighs

you'll see that it feels so nice

"you wait, you'll cum every time"

i'm not that dumb

i don't wanna

her again
     i don't know what you mean
     i wasn't there that day
     i didn't see a thing
     i'm just a normal girl

     i am in that hole where you left
     me there both body and soul
     i am filled with all those
     sick things
     i am getting out of here
     i'm her again

     i didn't say that thing
     it didn't mean a thing
     i wasn't there that day
     i don't know what you mean

how to play dead do you want to hurt me go ahead and try- you're feeling sick, you poor thing clean up your little mess then i'll suck your dick (didn't i tell you it wasn't fun) you want to show me how to play dead how to be still how to please you if i don't give you just what you need it hurts you (i'm such a tease) you're just a boy who likes to whine i'm gonna choke can't feel a thing you say go deeper you like it when i scream and then you tell me i'm so good- i won't suck your big ego and swallow all my pride i'm spitting out your memory and stains you left inside of me i'm sick of being full of what you fed me what I choked down- i'll show you how it feels to be dead how it feels to be held still how i wish you were dead.

be yr mama

hold on to it hold on to it

make you better i made you better

you're inside me

i'm your mommy

i know what is going on here

i always make you so stronger

can't you see that i need to

can't you see that i need to yeah

hold on to it you hold onto me

fix it for you i fixed it for you

but i don't wanna

be yr mama

just a little more

is what i wait for

sold out
     sold out
     do do you want it
     on a magazine cover
     take it
     it's my body
     take it
     i want money

diamonds are a girl's best friend

     wanna be a star
     watch me go nowhere
     suckin on his dick
     fuck it
     i want money

diamonds are a girl's best friend
(i know what you want from me)

     sold out
     do do you want it
     on a magazine cover
     take it it's my body
     uh uh
     i don't wanna

the last song
    this song
    your song
    is the last song that i'll ever do about you
    for me
    cuz your games are through
    i won't think
    i won't breathe
    i won't close my eyes to dream
    i'd starve you
    right out of me if
     i knew what else to eat
    you said
    this would be
    the last time you'd hurt me
    you said this would be the last time i'd cry
    last time i didn't know
    how was i supposed to know
    this time i found it
     i know how to scream
    I DON'T OWE YOU ANYTHING
    I'M NOT A PART OF YOU
    YOU CAN'T TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING
    I'M NOT A PART OF YOU
    i need you out of me before i turn into you
    i can't stand
    to look at you until you remember everything
    i can't be
    what you are
    what you think
    what you do
    i know what it means
    when i look at you
    this time i'm looking
    and telling
    on you
    can you feel me
    coming after you
    can you feel me right behind you
    can you hear me telling on you
    this time i don't feel bad
    for all these things i've said
    this time i want them to know what you did.

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