Author: Lyssa
Story Title: Alternatives of the Heart
Characters: Xena/Gabrielle
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Xena is afraid to let her dark side come out with
Gabrielle, but she also knows that it is inevitable...
This rating is for explicit f/f sex and bdsm.
DISCLAIMER: Xena, Gabrielle and Argo belong to
MCA/Universal/Renaissance and are used
here without permission in this fan fiction. This story is not
intended to infringe on their copyrights.
The story belongs to me and is not for sale. It is solely for
entertainment purposes.
WARNING: The story contains some violence, nudity and explicit
love scenes between two
women who love each other. If you are not 21 years old or are
offended by this type of love or if
this type of material is illegal where you live. Please stop
reading and go back to the Internet.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is a love story. It works only in the
context of the deep abiding love that
exists between Xena and Gabrielle. We all know love takes many
forms and the heart speaks many languages. Xena and Gabrielle
explore an alternative desire that always simmers between them
just
below the surface. In facing that truth, they learn something
about themselves that deepens the
bonds of love between them. Who can say where fantasy ends and
reality begins? Who among you has not felt the searing flames of
love's passion and not hungered for it? Tender and fierce this
story
may catch you off guard. This is the only way I know to prepare
you for the journey, should you
care to proceed. It is my final warning.
You can find more of Lyssa's work at Obsession's Home Page under the name of Blue Dragon.
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ALTERNATIVES OF THE HEART
(Revised June 15, 1998)
By Lyssa
CHAPTER 1---A BARD'S SONG
"It is said that Helen's beauty launched a thousand
ships. That her kiss of passion was sweeter than
ambrosia. And for this, two love-struck men brought their armies
to war. They trusted in Helen's
love so true. They fought valiantly for their lady, of her
desire, we have no clue.
When the great battle banners crossed, in the name of love,
Menelaus lay siege to the city of Troy.
In the face of such jealous rage, the sacred vows of unity were
forgotten. A beautiful faith was lost
in the clamor of clashing blades, trampled to dust beneath
pounding hooves. Wise, innocent hearts
cried out in fear of dying. Whilst dark winds pursued them and
ceaseless fires burned all around
them, fair hope wept. The ageless flames of war captured the
eternal struggle within its evil
radiance. Enjoined nations fought in a gluttony of butchery.
There was no turning back, no where to go. Where the once blue
rivers ran bright and clear to the sea. Their waters now ran red,
flowing
with the blood of all the innocents dead.
Above the seething battle mantle, a lone warrior watched. She
prepared to join the mindless fools,
who lusted for blood. She knew a great house was about to fall,
never again to raise its sons to
glory.
From her vantage point, the grim warrior dallied, studying the
field of battle as a commander would. She could not be seduced by
sounds and sights of raging steel. Her sword's time belonged to
no
one but herself.
While the warrior watched the cruel show, a thunderous sound
rose from the ground that startled
her heart. The earth bucked beneath her nervous mount's dancing
feet, before it rolled down to the
plains. The war torn terrain heaved in serpentine motions. Huge
fissures ruptured its pliant skin,
yielding an angry molten river. Wrenched from the bowels of the
earth hideous flames rose. The
searing heat set the robes of darkness burning, back lighting the
carnage below. Sapphire eyes
lifted to the sky, at the sound of Ares's laughter echoing on the
fanning wind. No warrior would let
the God of War go unchallenged. . ."
Gabrielle's voice sang across the crowded tavern. Her tones
rich, clear and strong. Her words
seduced, no compelled the listener to partake of her vision.
When Gabrielle's body joined her voice, Xena knew her talented
lover was gripped by the bold
passion of her own story. Xena smiled as she remembered how
Gabrielle's voice would soften
when speaking of tender moments between lovers. When Gabrielle
told love stories; her face
would take on a pink-tinted glow, so sweetly innocent that it
would melt your heart. Gabrielle's
body always followed the drama of her words, and deeply romantic
stories could suddenly take on
the appearance of a sensuous dance. Of course, Gabrielle saved
her most erotic tales for Xena's
ears alone. Xena loved to hear these particular narratives with
Gabrielle in her arms, because her
talented bard would fully dramatize her stories with live action.
Remembered images filtered
through Xena's mind, of tender caresses arousing desire, of a
fiery kiss taken without mercy or a
passionate encounter a maiden's innocence. Xena closed her eyes
quickly, she had to let these
tempting images go. If she kept thinking about erotic stories and
Gabrielle, Gabrielle would never
finish the Siege of Troy. Xena turned back to the bar and set her
mug on the counter. After a
couple of deep breaths, she asked the barkeep for more mead. Then
turned back, mug in hand, to
watch Gabrielle work.
Gabrielle's enthusiasm gave wings to the words she spoke.
"A bright crimson flash glinted off the warrior's blade.
The golden skin of her horse gleamed like
copper in the fiery night. A haunting battle cry heralded the
imminent thunderous charge. Its
lingering echo resonated clearly upon the invisible winds of
fury.
In a powerful head shaking, full vertical rise, the great war
horse hooves reached for the stars. The
Warrior's cry sounded again, as Argo leapt full stride over the
crest of the hill.. Fire sparked from
hoof and stone. Rider and horse entered the melee at full battle
speed. Many warriors were
trampled beneath the flying hooves before the golden palomino
slowed.
The screams of the conquered were heard above the horrendous
clamor of a world expiring. A
way of life was dying in the corrupted abyss of total oblivion,
when Xena's sword joined the battle
for the sake of Helen, her friend."
Gabrielle eyed her audience as she paused to take a drink of
water. This tale of Troy was always a
crowd pleaser, but tonight she was giving it her all. She had
every man and woman in the
establishment enthralled by her story. Many listeners leaned
forward in their eagerness to hear
more. Gabrielle loved to hold her audience right on the edge of
their seats. It made her feel good to
know that the tapestry of words she wove, of the heros and
heroines, Gods and Goddesses,
inspired people to deal with their own small problems. But there
were special moments in every
story teller's life, when they could captivate an audience like
she was doing tonight. Gabrielle knew
she was mixing just the right amount of tension, fear and tragedy
into her story to make it
believable. The expectant hush of the room stalked her like a
hungry panther. Gabrielle closed her
eyes savoring the eagerness of her audience. The feeling was akin
to an energy rush. It excited her,
motivating her to get into the meat of her story.
Gabrielle took another sip of water. A wry smile touched her
lips as a beautiful face flashed in her
mind. There was someone who could excite her in almost the same
way, only better. An
involuntary thrill of real pleasure passed through her, with
thoughts of Xena. If Xena were here,
she'd be too busy to tell stories. Oh, yes, way too busy. Xena
would see to it that she had better
things to occupy her time with. Gabrielle had to curl her fingers
over her mouth, to hide both her
smile and the giggle that threatened to destroy her solemn
appearance. Hades, if she didn't control
her thoughts she was going to ruin the austerity of her story.
Taking a deep breath, Gabrielle squared her shoulders,
composing herself. She took another drink
of water and envisioned the devastating carnage wrought by the
blades of war. A momentary
flicker of distaste passed over her face, followed by an
involuntary shiver. Gabrielle regained her
solemn expression and faced her audience once more.
Xena's attention had been captured by her lover's sweet
expression. She knew where her bard's
thoughts had lingered. It was very pleasing to witness and more
so, because Gabrielle did not know she had returned from her
mission. Right now she was a silent observer to the magic a true
bard
could weave over her audience.
Suddenly, aware of a feverish heat exploding within her,
Xena's eyes narrowed in denial. She
fought back quickly, hoping to temper the dark flame rising from
deep within her soul. Only now
did she understand what drove her to travel without stopping to
reach Gabrielle. The emotional high she always rode after an
intense battle, threatened her with loss of dignity. Every
decision she made would be compromised by her feelings. Not to
mention the fact the object of her desire was
standing only a few feet away. It was going to be hard to wait
for Gabrielle to finish her story, very
hard indeed. Every move, every sound the bard made excited her.
Xena hoped she could remain
civil during the enforced wait. Knowing she had to control her
raging carnal desires, Xena brought
deep meditative disciplines to bear on her problem.
The waiting audience murmured appreciatively in anticipation
of Gabrielle's next words. Then, just
as Gabrielle was about to launch into the final sequences of her
story, an uneasy premonition
gripped her heart. Gabrielle snapped her head instinctively
toward the far end of the bar, straight
into the searing blue eyes of her warrior. She was so shocked,
she almost fell over her stool, as she
took an involuntary step back. Oh, Gods, she knew what those eyes
wanted. The feeling left her
trembling with longing for her warrior's caress. She made a move
toward her lover, but Xena
shook her head no, and tilted her head toward the waiting
listeners.
Glad she wouldn't have to disappoint those anxious ears,
Gabrielle flashed Xena a grateful smile.
As Gabrielle turned to engage her audience again, a feeling of
contentment washed over her. Xena
had come back safely after having been gone over a fortnight to
settle a war dispute for an old
friend. She had worried constantly over Xena's welfare the whole
time. But Gabrielle hadn't
realized how much she had missed Xena until she saw her leaning
against that scarred hardwood
bar.
The Warrior Princess was a commanding presence no matter where
she went. Gabrielle, had
witnessed the "Xena effect" many times, over the past
two years. It never ceased to amaze her how Xena could control a
room just by entering it. Gabrielle often referred to Xena, as
warrior.
Especially, when there were no other words to describe her, like
now. There was nothing soft
about her. Xena was fully armed, and ready for a fight. Her wild,
wind blown hair only added to
the overall effect. But it was that dark warlord countenance that
shook Gabrielle to the bottom of
her toes. She had never really seen the look before. Nothing in
her wildest imaginings could have
prepared her, for this. Fear rose unbidden to her heart. Xena was
indifferent almost cold as she
returned Gabrielle's gaze. Observant as always, Gabrielle studied
Xena looking for clues to her
behavior. Then in a sudden burst of understanding, Gabrielle
realized that Xena was still caught up
in the haze of her last battle. It was evident not only in Xena's
bearing but in the way she fidgeted
with her coiled whip. One wrong move from anyone, and Xena would
have them for supper.
Gabrielle could only guess what Xena's mood might bode for her
later. She just hoped she was up
to it. Her body replied by choosing that second to tell her it
was ready for Xena's home coming.
Gabrielle blushed in surprise, as the heat of desire radiated
through her. Her fearful heart dared to
ask. 'Dear Gods, what will Xena want from me?'
Drawing a deep breath, Gabrielle returned to her story,
letting her voice ring with the passion she
actually felt.
"Even the Gods joined this war begot in the name of love.
The nearby sea shielded a devious heart,
which seethed and foamed in a towering rage. Poseidon took issue
with Ares influence. He
launched his own assault against the defenseless, wounded earth.
But not even Poseidon's tidal
waves could quench the blazing flames savaging mountains, timber
lands, and blooded plains where the heated battle raged."
"More was the agony endured when the Water God mated with
the Fire Goddess. The earth
heaved and swayed as if in the deep throes of mortal love. The
very air ignited from the heat of
violent passions unchained. A blinding light seared the heavens
as the ground swayed below.
Billowing clouds of blackened steam rolled across the Eastern
skies, blotting the light from the
newly born ninth moon-day. . . ."
Suddenly Gabrielle paused and flashed Xena a puzzled look. Her
mind registered a warning that
something was wrong with Xena. There were important clues she had
overlooked in her excitement over Xena's arrival. It took only a
split second for Gabrielle, to assess her mate's overall
condition.
There was a nasty gash over Xena's left eyebrow to her temple.
The cut, though stitched, was
deep. Xena's eyelid and the surrounding tissue were swollen.
Gabrielle reached for her water again, to steady her nerves. She
realized Xena was sporting an array of blows over most of her
visible
body. Her eyes traveled back to Xena's face. If that blade had
struck any lower, Xena might have
lost her eye. That wound plus the other dark discolorations and
lacerations, proved Xena had been
fighting. Gabrielle shook her head slowly, and Xena shrugged her
shoulders, as if to say "What did
you expect?"
Xena held Gabrielle's gaze, intentionally. Gabrielle, focused
on Xena's hypnotic blue eyes, felt the
hairs on her arms stand up, her heart threatened to leave her
body, and she couldn't breathe. Xena
had a way of looking at her that made her feel like the warrior
was making love to her, without ever having laid a finger on her.
Even now those beautiful sapphire eyes were devouring her inch by
inch
with barely concealed desire. Gabrielle blushed violently, while
Xena smiled ever so sweetly at her.
'How does Xena do that to me?' Gabrielle wondered, closing her
eyes with a slow shake of her
head. All it ever took was one look from Xena and she was reduced
to a quivering mass of flesh in
seconds. But just as suddenly as it arrived, the passion
disappeared from Xena's eyes and the
fierce warlord expression returned to them. Xena turned her
attention to the room, as if judging it
for potential danger.
Gabrielle, realized suddenly how restless her listeners had
grown. Oh no! Now she was in danger
of losing her audience. That meant no dinars, and she had a room
to pay for yet. Gabrielle frowned, she must focus on her work.
Xena's problem would have to wait.
With one eye on Xena, Gabrielle shouted, "Out of the
agony of fire! Out of craven desire! The Fire
Goddess gave birth to a son! A shadow so cold that even death's
fatal embrace could never betray
him. Death accepted the child and loved him as her own. He became
her shadow, a vampiric
shroud of mist. He was ruthless and callow. His methods so
damnably shallow that no one survived his thirst for life. He fed
upon the dying, without regret. His blighted heart could never
show the
smallest shred of compassion for the lives he was taking."
Xena smirked at Gabrielle's obvious discomfort just before her
words leapt from her mouth in a bid for control. It wasn't her
fault, she told Gabrielle once that she could make her feel
things with her
eyes alone. It was good to see she hadn't lost her touch with the
woman she loved.
'How much longer she would have to wait, before she could get
Gabrielle out of here.' Xena
wondered. She was antsy to be on the move again, needing to work
off this relentless excess
energy. Her muscles were tightening up from her forced
immobility. What better excuse could there be for more mead? The
intoxicant would take the edge off her forced inactivity. She
signaled the
barkeep. Xena noted that Gabrielle's flair for drama was growing
as she embellished her story with
graphic gestures.
"King Menelaus heard only the thunder of his rampaging
heart. The Furies' lust chained him with
uncontrollable madness. Helen was his. It was the only thing his
jealous mind could comprehend.
No one could sway his desire to murder the handsome Paris. He had
to follow his illusions through
to their deadly conclusion. Only Paris's blood could cool his
sword of fury."
It came to pass that even King Agamemnon fell mortally wounded
at his brother's feet. He lay
deathly still. Unable to lift sword or body. Death's vampiric
child seeped into the deep gash
surrounding Menelaus sword to feed, even though he bid it not.
Death wept, pleading with the king
to let her son feast upon his dying heart. The brave king, who
refused to surrender his soul, begged, 'Sweet, merciful lady, you
must grant me more time.'
'It is sorry I am that I cannot grant your wish, Agamemnon.
Hades has called your time and awaits
you. Come, take my hand that we may depart this earthly madness.'
Agamemnon gazed up at his brother one last time, his
tear-filled eyes pining. His life ebbing so
quickly he could barely think. 'Would he take pity on a brother
who is dying? No, he is turning
away. But I, who am beyond all help, must accept the
compassionate hand of sweet death. She
waits so near my heart. Thus is my last battle done .'
But lo the king turns to look at the man who lies so pale at
his feet. Menelaus's soulless eyes lock
with Agamemnon's. The fallen King knows his time is done. He
cannot help his brother to know
this war was wrong. Menelaus would never listen to a dead man's
words, not even when spoken
by a loving brother."
Gabrielle paused purposely ignoring Xena's presence, as she sipped the water from her cup.
Xena turned to toward the barkeep and ordered another drink.
While she waited, she thought
about the way Gabrielle always romanticized stories of brutal
battles. Xena always maintained that
it was war, plain and simple. Bloody, senseless and cruel. There
was nothing beautiful about it.
Xena knew the truth of this legendary fray, because she had lived
it, as had Gabrielle. Helen was
finally happy, living the life she always wanted, but could never
have.. But the way Gabrielle told
the story, it took on almost heroic proportions that went far
beyond the battle's actuality. Xena
didn't think it was ever wise to romanticize war and killing. But
crowds like this one lived through
the experience vicariously, using the words woven by a good story
teller. They would pay
handsomely when this saga was done.
Gabrielle's voice was tinged with tearful emotion, as she
continued her tale of senseless death.
"Agamemnon cringed when his rampaging brother turned
swiftly to bring another man to his death.
The Kings grey eyes dimmed in surrender to the vampiric mist that
drained his warmth. Though his
ears still heard the sounds of two men fighting. Their terrible
rage like the roaring thunder of beasts
when caged. Words of hate spewed in poisonous fumes destroying
the very fabric of life in their
conflict. 'Was a woman's love worth all this death?' He wondered
just before his eyes locked into
the empty dark eyes of the one who awaited him. Then when his
last breath is drawn, he heard no
more.
Ah! How sweet the victory. How Menelaus must have relished his
conquest. A glorious triumph to
be savored and remembered. He had won! Menelaus did not realize
(no, he never did) that the war was over long before he slew his
brother. He only knew that ego, passion, and a hunger for power
ruled that day. When Menelaus turned to survey all he had won. He
found his brother dead at his
feet. Grief broke his heart and bowed his head at last.
How could he have known the cruel fate that waited when he
drew his blade against the enemy?
What sorcerery turned an unknown man into his brother? The Furies
had already claimed his soul.
'What more do you want from me?' He roared in painful agony.
There was nothing worse in life
than to know he had lifted his sword and his hand against his
brother whose life's blood now ran to
the river.
Thus did Menelaus begin to know the hollowness of his dark
victory. Where was the jubilant joy?
Who was there to share it? Helen had deserted him. Betrayed him.
His only friend, his brother,
now lay dead at his feet."
Suddenly, Xena was alerted to a subtle change in Gabrielle's
deportment. Her heightened senses
caught the emotional pitch of Gabrielle's expression.
The bard was searching for just the right words to convey her
feelings. It showed in the way
Gabrielle moved thoughtfully across the platform. It was there
again in the way Gabrielle's hand
fluttered so softly to her breast. The single tear that fell down
Gabrielle's cheek over Agamemnon's
senseless death, was not missed by Xena. She knew Gabrielle
wanted to bring her audience home
with the true message of Troy.
Never was her lover more beautiful than she was at this
moment. Gabrielle's light and wisdom
always shone through. It was right there for everyone to see. The
warrior's heart now joined with
her bard in devoted attention, as Gabrielle moved into the most
important part of her story.
Gabrielle spoke clearly, eloquently, and truthfully about the
aftermath. The victory and the tragedy
of so violent a war.
"Xena walked softly across the field of battle toward the
sorrowing King. She glanced at the smoke blackened sky, shaking
her head at the senseless waste wars like this cause. The fretful
winds blew
her raven tresses to and fro as she knelt to one knee beside the
vanquished brother. In a singular
fluid movement, she closed the staring eyes and pulled the great
war sword from his mortally
wounded heart.
Solemnly, Xena used the hem of the slain brothers' robes to
clean every trace of blood from the
blade. She rubbed and polished the heavy silver metal until it
gleamed brightly in the noon day sun.
'Menelaus,' Xena said sternly, 'The true power of the Sword is
born in faith with your beliefs. Your
soul's jealous passion betrayed your brother's fate and dealt him
a cruel cut. It doesn't matter how
the sword was wielded. Whether by true strength or shameless
weakness. The result would be the
same. Know this, Menelaus. It is by your own sword that your
spirit is humbled, my proud King.
The lesson of the sword says the conquest has always been hers.
The sword of valor exacts the
price you pay now. If you are ever to know peace in this world,
your arrogance must fall. Always
remember the one who truly loved you.'
Xena was deeply moved by Gabrielle's words. She had made the
return of Menelaus's sword into
a sacred vow somehow. It was as if the sword had a destiny with
the warrior who wielded her.
Almost everything about Gabrielle now inflamed the Xena's desire,
compelling her to take Gabrielle away. It was only Xena's strong
will that prevented her from disgracing herself and Gabrielle in
public. But Xena swore that when this story ended, Gabrielle
would be hers alone, and she wasn't
going to share her attention with anyone for long time.
A deep reverence had colored the bard's voice, when she spoke
of the legacy, the sacred vow of
the sword. That scene had been so anticlimactic to Menelaus's
planned victory. Helen was missing,
there were no cheering crowds, and his army was all but lost. All
that was left was the truth of the
sword. When Xena picked up the threads of the story once more,
she thought she detected a hint
of deepening sadness in Gabrielle's voice.
"The once beautiful city of Troy lay in bloody ruins
around the battle weary King. Xena ignored the
gore and stench as she moved to stand before Menelaus. Raising
her arms, she offered the
gleaming Battle Sword to the King. 'Accept from my hand, this
Sword of power. This sacred
emblem of your right to rule. Look well at what Greece has won
this day, Menelaus, try to enjoy
your victory.'
Menelaus took his sword from the warrior without a word. He
watched Xena's retreating form as
she headed for her horse. 'Xena! Did I not promise you a fee when
this battle was done?'
The Warrior mounted her golden horse and looked back at the
conquering King, standing in the
midst of so much desolation. All that was left of his mighty army
were their bodies mingled with
those of the vanquished. Enemies joined at last by the hand of
death.
'I am not interested in your money, Menelaus. I fought for the
sake of Helen, not for you.' Xena
spurred her horse into a slow trot and made her way gingerly
across the field of dead.
King Menelaus thought about Helen, the beautiful whore for
whom he had fought this bloody war.
In his lust for power. In his desire for flesh. He had broken
every vow between man and his gods.
He even destroyed the precious covenant with mortal life when he
slew his brother. Menelaus cried out in a deep-throated roar of
fury as he grabbed his sword and whirled around. With all of his
wild rage and great strength, he hurled the sword, as far away
from his sight as he could.
'That won't help you now, Menelaus.'
Menelaus followed the sound to Xena's disappearing back as she
crested the low-lying hill. His fists flew to his temples as he
bellowed in agony. Then he fell to his knees on the blood stained
ground.
The wretched King held his brother's lifeless body close to his
heart. From that moment forward,
Menelaus's soul finally learned the true lesson of the battle
sword. For it would test him till the end
of time with the haunting loneliness his heart would endure.
My dear friends, I thank you for your patience. My song of Troy is done."
CHAPTER 2---THE DECISION
Gabrielle bowed from the waist and waited for her rapt
audience to register the fact that her story
was over. For a few seconds, the room was quiet. Then burst to
life with the sounds of voices,
clapping, and stomping. Gabrielle beamed with pleasure. The
tavern's patrons crowded around her, patting her on the back and
dropping dinars into her leather pouch. Gabrielle was smiling
broadly
when Xena came up to her and tapped her on the shoulder.
"Come on. Let's go."
"Xena wait. Aren't you even going to say hello? You've
been gone for a long time. I've missed you,
so much."
There was no answer as Xena parted the crowd of well wishers headed for the door.
"What about my things? We just can't walk out of here without them."
When Xena again failed to acknowledge Gabrielle. Gabrielle
stopped in the middle of the tavern
and watched Xena move away from her. Stunned was the only word
for how she felt. Xena hadn't
shown the slightest indication of having heard her. It was if she
had just stopped by to pick up to
her horse after a long sea voyage. Well Xena wasn't going to
treat her like a piece of equipment she left behind. She had her
pride after all. Xena could just leave for all she cared, because
she wasn't
going anywhere until Xena acknowledged her as a person. With that
thought, Gabrielle plopped
down behind an empty table wondering how long it would take
before Xena noticed she was
missing. Gabrielle was so hurt and angry. She didn't notice the
two men who were approaching,
until one of them spoke to her.
"Was that the famous Xena, you were following, little story teller?"
Gabrielle looked up at the leering faces. These men were drunk
and out for a little sport. Gods, if
she didn't have enough problems tonight. "Look, I am not in
the mood for any crap from the two of
you. So why don't you call it a night, boys, and go get some shut
eye."
One of the men tried to pull Gabrielle out from behind the
table. Gabrielle cursed the fact that she
left her staff on the stage, before she landed a hard punch in
the man's stomach. That action only
served to make the bearded man mad. He backhanded Gabrielle hard
across the face knocking
her across the table and onto the floor. He never saw the flying
fist that knocked him out. The other man only had to look at the
menacing face of the warrior, and he took off running across the
room
as fast as he could move.
Xena let him go, more concerned with Gabrielle then the scared
little man. Blood trickled down one side of Gabrielle's mouth.
She knelt on one knee to check out her mate, feeling along
Gabrielle's
face for signs of a broken jaw.
"Xena. . . . You came bac . . . ack . . . for . . ."
Gabrielle whispered brokenly before she passed
out.
"Yeah, Gabrielle, I came back. Not that you can hear me.
Why couldn't you just follow me for
once?" Satisfied that there was nothing broken, Xena picked
Gabrielle up and thanked the barkeep for bringing her the missing
staff.
Cradling Gabrielle gently to her, Xena headed toward the
sleeping quarters to gather Gabrielle's
belongings. Well, there was one good thing about all this,
Gabrielle wasn't in any condition to argue
with her about leaving. Xena looked at the soft contours of
Gabrielle's face. Her heart lurched and
she had to take a deep breath to steady her nerves. The closeness
and the warmth of her heart's
passion was nearly her undoing. She wanted desperately to bed her
lover. Even out cold, Gabrielle
could tempt her ravaged emotions with desire.
Xena laid Gabrielle gently on the pallet, smoothed back her
hair, then kissed her soft cheek. With
reluctant slowness Xena turned to the task at hand. She bundled
up Gabrielle's things then headed
out the door to pack them in the saddle bags.
When Xena returned to the room for Gabrielle, she found her
mate just as she left her. Sprawled
on her back across the bed, legs naturally parted, her feet
resting haphazardly on the floor. Xena's
eyes traveled up those travel sculptured legs to the dark apex
that joined them. She could just
make out the soft white cloth of Gabrielle's undergarments. It
would be so easy to slip past that
barrier and enter the welcoming warmth she knew she would find
there. Instead, Xena knelt on the
pallet over her mate without touching her. She took the time to
just be with Gabrielle, studying her,
knowing her, and simply loving her. Xena allowed her fingertips
to trace the soft contours of her
lover's full lips. It wasn't long before her mouth followed the
path of her fingers. All she wanted was to taste Gabrielle's
gentle sweetness. But she soon discovered that a taste was not
enough, she
wanted devour all of her, beginning with the firm breast beneath
her hand. As her ardor grew, Xena backed off and lifted her
unconscious mate in her arms. She wasn't going to allow herself
the luxury
of just taking Gabrielle for her own pleasure. Not with Gabrielle
hurt, unknowing, and
unresponsive. She needed to feel Gabrielle answering to her touch
and her desire. There was no
challenge in the conquest without the victims knowledge of it.
Not that Gabrielle was ever a victim.
It's just that she wanted an active participant in her arms when
she had her way with her.
The feeling of Gabrielle's cheek resting warmly against the
rise of her breast, was arousing enough.
But, when she felt the tantalizing heat of Gabrielle's delicate
breath passing over her skin. It nearly
broke her resolve not to ravage Gabrielle right this very second.
Xena struggled with her feelings
knowing they had to leave, before she lost what control she had.
What she needed now was time,
distance and the rhythm of Argos hooves to temper the fire in her
body. Even then she didn't know
how long she could protect Gabrielle from the depth of her sexual
desire. But after the long lonely
hours she just spent away from her, she couldn't bear to leave
her behind again. Looking down at
her mate, whom she loved so very much, Xena realized they would
have to deal with this part of
her sooner or later. She couldn't hide it from her, any longer.
Xena wasted no time in heading to where she had tethered Argo.
She lifted Gabrielle into the
saddle and vaulted quickly behind her. Xena arranged Gabrielle so
she sat side-saddle on Argo.
Her head now rested low against her shoulder next to her right
breast, just where Xena wanted her. Holding her love tightly,
Xena reached down into one of the saddle bags. She pulled out a
cape
and bundled Gabrielle tightly in it. She checked her mate's pulse
to be sure everything was ok .
Gabrielle's pulse and color were good, although she still looked
rather pale in the moonlight, Xena
could detect pink shading in Gabrielle's cheeks. Assured that
they could safely travel. She held
Gabrielle securely against her then urged Argo into a wild moon
lit run. After few dozen miles
melted under Argo's hooves, Xena began to relax and slowed her
mare into a rolling canter.
Gabrielle was moaning softly. Xena knew it was only a matter of
time before her lover regained
consciousness. Poor Gabrielle was going to have a headache, both
from her sore jaw and the wild
ride. Xena took pity on her mate and herself as she began to
search for a safe camping spot.
Following the sound of gurgling water. Xena veered off the
well-used trail and moved deeper into
the woods. Mountain water was always cold. A little dip after she
got Gabrielle settled might help
her battle the wild ever present lust for her mate.
Gabrielle was becoming more active, rubbing her forehead,
cheeks and mouth against Xena's
chest, with increasing intensity. Although she knew Gabrielle was
fighting for consciousness, the
way the woman moved against her was driving her crazy with
desire.
When they broke the cover of the trees, Xena found they were
in a small meadow clearing near the creek. This would have to do.
Argo had barely come to a halt, when Xena jumped off, catching
Gabrielle as she fell from the saddle. Gabrielle was not quite
with the land of the living yet. Every so often her eyes would
try to focus. But Gabrielle still fought for every moment she
gained. Xena
eased Gabrielle to the ground near Argo, instructing her horse to
protect. Argo would watch over
Gabrielle until she returned. When the camp site was ready, Xena
returned for Gabrielle settling her gently against the warmth of
their furs.
Gabrielle focused groggily on the form moving near her and said softly, "Xena?"
"Yeah. How do you feel?"
"Like someone ran over me with an ox and cart." Gabrielle replied, trying to sit up.
"Oh, no, you don't. Don't even think about it." Xena
said, pushing Gabrielle back against the furs.
"It'll only make your headache worse."
"How did you know I have a headache?"
"After the blow you took, then hitting your head on the
floor and all. I'd wager a guess and say that
chalks up to one hum dinger of headache. Would you care to argue
the point, Gabrielle?"
No. You're right of course. Plus I ache all over ."
Xena stroked Gabrielle's arm then she squeezed Gabrielle's hip
as she whispered. "Well you did
break the table you flew into. I imagine you'll carry some
bruises around for awhile. Especially on
this tantalizing piece of flesh right here." Gabrielle
winced from the gentle pressure of Xena's hand.
Xena bit her lip to keep from smiling, Gabrielle's little groan,
had sounded close to a whimper of
pleasure.
"Please be gentle, Xena, I am pretty tender there. Do you think it will be a bad bruise?"
"Do you want me to check it out for you?" Xena knew
if she looked at Gabrielle's hip, it might be
her downfall. Gabrielle had no idea just how tender she thought
everything looked where Gabrielle
was concerned. Her hands were itching to touch some of that sweet
tender flesh.
Gabrielle didn't respond, her eyes were closed. Not pushing
the issue Xena turned away to make a
medicinal tea that would ease Gabrielle's aching body.
Her mate whimpered as she moved away, "But, Xena, won't you . . . I need you to hold me."
"In a moment, baby. I am making you something to help you
feel better. Listen while this tea is
brewing, how about I give you a hand undressing? I think you'll
feel more comfortable. Besides it
will give me a chance to check you over Ok?" Xena steeled
herself for the ordeal. Then taking a
deep breath she started with Gabrielle's boots and kept going. In
a matter of seconds she had
Gabrielle totally defrocked. Her hands lingered against
Gabrielle's warm skin that she wanted so
desperately to fall against. She neither acted on her desire nor
moved away.
CHAPTER 3---A TASTE OF HONEY
Gabrielle wondered for the hundredth time that night, what was
really going on inside Xena's mind.
She had thought she knew, but Xena wasn't acting normally around
her. After all, Xena had her just the way she liked her to be.
Naked and vulnerable. And still she hadn't even kissed her.
Xena's
eyes weren't even focused on her, but looked faraway.
"Where are you my love?"
Xena's blue eyes grew darker and her hand gripped Gabrielle's upper arm painfully.
Gabrielle knew she had to get Xena's attention quickly.
"Xeena! You're hurting me! Let go . . . Now!" With
her free hand Gabrielle slapped Xena's arm.
There was no reaction. Gabrielle struggled to free herself,
finally yelling in exasperation. "I said, let
go of me!"
Suddenly Xena's grip loosened and Gabrielle rubbed her throbbing arm.
"Gabrielle, I'm so sorry. I don't know . . . I don't know why I did that. Are you, all right?"
Gabrielle glared at her warrior, in mock anger as she relaxed
against black furs. "Come closer
Xena and I'll tell you."
Xena leaned in closer as she spoke. "What is it, Gabrielle? What hurts?"
"My mouth hurts, Xena. It misses the fire of your lips
touching them. We both are in need of your
kiss." Gabrielle slipped her hands into Xena's ebony locks
and she pulled her warrior closer to her
face. Her eyes searched, the depths of the sapphire ones before
her, looking for signs of refusal.
Instead, she found amusement crinkled around the corners of her
lover's eyes and twinkled from
within them. Gabrielle flashed Xena a sultry smile as an
invitation.
"Oh, is that all. I think I can handle this Gabrielle.
What about you? Are you up for one of my
kisses?
"I think you better shut up and kiss me right now or I'm going to hurt you."
Xena raised an eyebrow at that last remark. She brought her
lips just above Gabrielle's and
whispered. "I'd like to see you try."
With a quick yank on Xena's hair, Gabrielle claimed her kiss.
Her eyes closed when she felt Xena's answering warmth take over,
deepening, probing, taking. Gabrielle surrendered her mouth
without
a fight. All too soon it was over, and Xena pulled away.
"I think our tea is ready. I'll be right back."
Xena chuckled at her mate's frowning face, as she threw the
fur robe over her. Gabrielle was so
darn cute when she gave that disapproving pout of hers. Xena bit
her lip to keep from kissing her
again. It wouldn't do to give into all of Gabrielle's wishes.
What kind of precedent would that set?
The tea was dark from having steeped too long. She'd have to
add more water to lighten the brew
as well as cool it. Inwardly, Xena was glad for the diversion,
another kiss like that last one and
she'd lose it with Gabrielle. She wasn't ready to give into her
warrior side, just yet. Gabrielle
needed to sleep and the medicines in the hot tea would ease the
pain in Gabrielle's jaw. Tomorrow
things would be better, she could wait till then. All she had to
do was put Gabrielle to sleep as well
as herself. It was the only solution she could think of to
protect them both.
"Xena?"
Gabrielle's query held such a note of wistfulness that Xena
looked over at Gabrielle to see if she
was in pain. And was greeted instead by the sheer loveliness of
her mate. Gabrielle lay on her side
with her head propped up against her hand, while the other rested
against the ebony fur in front of
her. The heavy fur robe had dropped to a tantalizingly low
position on Gabrielle's chest, leaving a
creamy white expanse of flesh from her face to her upper chest
exposed. The moonlight only
enhanced the effect of Gabrielle's beauty. Xena lowered her eyes
and turned back to pouring the
tea into a bronze cup for Gabrielle. She couldn't think what she
was thinking. There was no way in
Tartarus that she was going to let her feelings take over now. No
way! Damn, why did Gabrielle
have to make everything so difficult.
"Xena? Are you avoiding me?"
"Just a second, Gabrielle. I'll be right there."
Xena added a honey comb strip that she found on her
journey to Argos, to the cup. It was an offering she knew
Gabrielle would not refuse. The honey
was a rare find and she was using it to her advantage, to sweeten
both the tea and her inquisitive
mate.
Xena helped Gabrielle to sit-up. "Here you go, Gabrielle, drink this while it's hot.
Gabrielle's eyes grew wide when she spotted the honey comb.
"Xena where did . . . ? (slurp) . . .
yummm . . . this is sooo good! Thank you." Both the tea and
the honey disappeared instantly.
"You know, you really ought to slow down. At the very
least breathe once or twice while you are
eating. I don't think you even tasted it." Xena chided
lightly.
"Oh, but I did taste it. In fact, I still taste it. Hmm,
it's so thick and sweet." Gabrielle's eyes closed,
her tongue peeked out to swirl slowly across her lips. "See,
it still clings to my lips and in my mouth
and on my fingers and . . ."
Gabrielle's last words were lost. Xena's mouth captured them,
while her tongue reached in for the
lingering sweetness held by Gabrielle's lips, her mouth, and even
on her chin.
When Xena licked and sucked on her chin, Gabrielle started to
giggle. It was such an odd feeling.
One she had never experienced before now. She decided she liked
having her chin kissed like that.
She also enjoyed Xena's enthusiasm while she was doing it. It
came as no surprise when Gabrielle
felt a real surge of pleasure, shoot downward to nestle between
her legs. She opened her eyes as
Xena slowly licked, then sucked on each and every one of her
fingers.
Xena looked deeply into those fire lit eyes, she adored.
"You know this is your fault, don't you?
When you spoke, your voice was so seductive and that tongue of
yours is so sensuous. All I could
see was your mouth moving and your tongue teasing me. I had to
taste your soft lips. You were so
sweet with the taste of honey, I couldn't stop with just a quick
kiss. Did you know the honey
dribbled down your chin and I bet . . ." Xena leaned over
and ran her tongue along Gabrielle's
throat. "Yeah, it dribbled there too. I think I got it all
now."
"Xena. Do you have more of the honey? I think I can find
other places to use it, so you can really
enjoy yourself. Would you like me to show you?"
Gabrielle's voice had a sultry sleepy quality to it. Xena
realized the herbal medicines in the tea were
starting to take effect.
"Another time, my love. I promise I'll take you up on your offer. But, right now, you need to sleep."
"But Xeena! I wan- "
"Don't you argue with me young lady. When I said sleep, I
meant it." While she spoke, she pushed
Gabrielle down into the furs. Then she quickly undressed, slipped
on a chambray tunic-- in case
she had to fight-- and added another log to the fire. Xena poured
the last of the tea into a cup and
went over to her side of the sleeping robes. She sat next to
Gabrielle and sipped her tea. Gabrielle
was drifting in and out of sleep.
A small hand reached out to gently touch Xena's cheek. "Does your eye hurt Xena?"
"It's not too bad, the tea will help. Hey! Didn't I tell
you to go to sleep? Stop resisting the medicines I gave you or
I'll have to knock you out." Xena grinned affectionately,
dropping her hand to
massage Gabrielle's temple. She continued to sip her tea, while
listening to the sound of Gabrielle's
breathing deepening. At long last her energetic mate was
sleeping. Xena continued the massage
until the last of her tea was gone. Then she scooted down under
their furs to lay full length next to
Gabrielle. Gathering her in close, Xena ran her hand along the
contours of her lover's body. Finally
her hand came to rest on Gabrielle's breast. She snuggled in
closer to Gabrielle, needing to feel her
warmth against her body.
Suddenly, Xena felt very tired and allowed herself to succumb
to the relaxing effects of the tea. Her last thoughts were of
safety. With Argo loosely tethered nearby, she knew the mare
would alert her to any danger in these woods. The tea wasn't
strong enough to knock her out. So they would be
ok no matter what happened tonight. Xena patted the sword that
lay tucked under the fur, hilt right
under her hand. Yawning she pulled the furs up over her shoulder
and fell into a deep sleep.
CHAPTER 4---ALTERNATIVES
The early dawn found Xena wide awake. But instead of jumping
up to start the day, she took
delight in finding herself wrapped around her beautiful young
lover. Moving swiftly, Xena slipped
out of her tunic and snuggled closer to Gabrielle's back burying
her face in the sweet smell of her
hair. Her arms tightened around Gabrielle's small waist. It was
so nice to hold her like this. Xena
was oddly satisfied knowing only she could touch Gabrielle this
way. No one else would ever
know Gabrielle's secrets, her passion, her body. She let her
fingers wander through Gabrielle's soft
amber gold tresses, then pushed them aside to kiss the nape of
her neck.
Gabrielle moaned softly in her sleep, stirring slightly.
Xena smiled, loving her responsiveness.
Suddenly Xena shifted her gaze into the gloom of early dawn.
Her smile faded. Dark fantasies rose. She closed her eyes
savoring the memories of past sexual conquests. The powerful
imagery
aroused her. Her hand drifted lower, her fingertips brushed the
golden curls between Gabrielle's
thighs. For a split second she seriously considered acting on one
her thoughts. Then she sighed
heavily denying herself the pleasure.
Even with that decision, Xena's mind returned with tenacious
persistence to her brooding. Why had she stopped just now?
Gabrielle would have probably enjoyed waking up to a loving
caress.
Loving, hah! The way she felt now, Gabrielle would have wakened
to a warrior's demand instead
of a lover's sweet kiss.
Xena recognized the fact that she was still dealing with
heightened desires, a natural consequence
from her recent battle engagement. Usually by now she would have
taken care of the problem. But
things hadn't quite worked as she had planned. Now Gabrielle
natural spontaneity was acting as
lure to those darker passions lurking within her. She couldn't
help responding to the loving
temptress. Having Gabrielle so near and not being able to release
her pent-up feelings, was tearing
her to pieces. Xena wished she was anywhere but here with
Gabrielle. No matter how hard she'd
try not to, she would eventually succumb to her dark side and
take Gabrielle.
'Come on Xena, there are always alternatives to any problem.
Slow down and think, woman. What would Gabrielle want from you.'
Xena asked herself, rolling over on her back with her arm slung
over her eyes. Gabrielle would want her to be honest and true to
herself, of course. But the
question was how. Perhaps the key lay in the fact that she knew
Gabrielle wanted to experience the warrior side of her nature.
There wasn't a day that passed where Gabrielle didn't try
something,
anything to bring the warrior to the surface in their love
making. And although they had many nights
of high passion, she had always managed to restrain her alter ego
from making a full appearance.
It was a dangerous game they played. And, she knew the other
half of her soul. It was a real
element of her personality not some role playing act with safety
nets. As a warrior she would test
Gabrielle, control her, own her, in a way Gabrielle could never
imagine. Her warrior's nature would
demand complete submission to her will and push Gabrielle to the
limits of her sanity. Once she
engaged the lust that threatened to overwhelm her now. There
would be no way out for either of
them. Gabrielle would have her wish. She would know her warrior
but what would that knowledge
cost them in the end?
Xena rolled over and buried her face in Gabrielle's fragrant
hair. Then she slid her arm under
Gabrielle's waist and with her other hand pushed against her
shoulder. Gabrielle rolled naturally into her arms. All she
wanted to do was look at her gentle sweet face and hold her
close. She wanted
to protect Gabrielle. From what she didn't know, maybe her own
selfish needs.
The decision to take Gabrielle into her arms cost Xena
emotionally. She hadn't expected the carnal
surge that flooded her body from the merest brush of Gabrielle's
breasts against her own. And all
Gabrielle had done was adjust herself into a more comfortable
position. This was not good. Xena
felt herself trembling under the emotional restraint she placed
on herself. She should get up and
leave. Should but couldn't. She could not find the will to
complete the action. The golden beauty of
the woman in her arms was like a silken chain that held her in
place.
"Oh my sweet Gabrielle, I do love you so." Xena's
voice was muffled by Gabrielle's hair as she laid
her head next to her lover's her hands stroking the silken locks.
"What am I going to do? I must have you but I don't want to hurt you."
Although Xena was stressed, Gabrielle was oblivious to the
storm brewing so near to her. Xena
knew this state of affairs was not going to hold sway much
longer. She was losing the battle for
control.
Whenever she had taken anyone, man or woman in battle lust
there was no mercy in her, she took
what she wanted until the burning fires had been quenched. But
she had never been in love before.
Maybe this time it would be different? Perhaps she owed it to
Gabrielle to try. Xena closed her
eyes, it was within her power to grant both their desires. She
spoke again to her sleeping lover.
"Gabrielle, are you ready to deliver your whole self to
me? You have to understand that not only
will I enter your body, I will enter your mind, and your spirit
in a ritual of belonging. You will be
mine forever when I merge with your soul."
"Yours forever." Came the faintest of whispers.
Astonished, Xena leaned on her elbow to look at her mate.
Somehow Gabrielle had responded as
if she heard Xena's words in her dreams. It was an unexpected
dividend to Xena's one-sided
conversation with her mate. Xena's eyes eagerly swept Gabrielle's
body, before they returned to
linger on her lover's face. It became an erotic adventure just to
watch the way Gabrielle's lips
pursed over her slightly opened mouth, as she slept. Every now
and again, a hint of a smile floated
across those sensuous lips and those dark luxuriant eyelashes
would flutter softly against the tender
blush of her cheeks. She touched Gabrielle's face, cherishing the
silken feel of her skin beneath her
fingertips. Xena let her fingers roam the entire length of
Gabrielle's neck down to her breasts,
circling each nipple gently. Slowly, she leaned over to kiss
those softly pouting lips. Her hair fell
forward cloaking Gabrielle's innocent countenance in dark beauty.
Drawing back from Gabrielle, Xena looked at those peaceful
features and fell in love with her all
over again. But a darker undercurrent of emotion swirled to the
surface. Xena's eyes flickered in
surprise at her thoughts. But her mind understood that the line
had been crossed. She was moments away from ravishing her mate.
The feeling intensified filling her with desire. She wanted to
take
Gabrielle's sleeping innocence and lay siege to her soul. Where
the woman in her felt compassion
for her sleeping lover. The warrior did not. She would take what
she wanted from Gabrielle without regret.
And it was her warrior's nature that she had to contend with
at this turning point. Xena vainly
sought an alternative to her dilemma. There was no doubt she
wanted Gabrielle. Oh yes, she
wanted her. Needed her. Deny herself? Not this time. The desire
was too strong. Take her she
must. Xena hugged Gabrielle close, still fighting with her darker
passions. A single tear slipped
down her cheek in love for Gabrielle. There were no other options
for her, especially when her
blood raged like this. Perhaps, if they didn't move, she could
hold out a little longer.
The Fates took a hand in their affairs when Gabrielle
stretched in a semi-resisting way to being held
so tightly. But when Gabrielle instinctively pulled her upper
body away from Xena in a sensuous
stretch. It caused her lower body to arch invitingly against
Xena's abdomen. Her legs wrapped
themselves between and over Xena's thighs. Gabrielle's movements
were so naturally passionate
that Xena, caught off guard, barely restrained her lust. Groaning
with restrained need, Xena closed
her eyes savoring the feel of Gabrielle's body moving against
her. Then without warning the blonde
vixen's nails bit deeply into the flesh of her shoulders. The
once gentle mouth crushed her lips so
cruelly, Xena tasted her own blood.
Gabrielle's fiery kiss unchained the warrior's heart. It
compelled a a full combatant's response from
Xena. Gabrielle wasn't going to play possum with her and get away
with it. She growled as she
took possession of Gabrielle.
Xena's hands were relentless, rough, and demanding as they
moved across her lover's body. She
buried her face in Gabrielle's breasts, as her hand slipped
possessively between willing thighs. Two
fingers plunged deep inside her mate. Again Xena growled deep in
her throat as she laid claim to
Gabrielle again and again.
Gabrielle threw back her head in a full throated scream of
pleasure as Xena overpowered her. Her
cry unshackled Xena's lingering restraint. All that she was aware
of was her desperate need to
master this woman.
In the throes of her own passion, Gabrielle matched Xena's
momentum, demanding even more
from her. Xena rolled on top of her, needing to feel Gabrielle's
feverish body as it moved beneath
her. Gabrielle's eyes were the only thing missing now. They would
connect her to her lover's soul.
But those eyes were forbidden to her. They had not opened to
reveal their brilliant green fire. Xena
would not be denied this prize. Oh, no. Gabrielle was not strong
enough to resist her. Soon she
would begging for release, willing to do anything she asked. She
knew Gabrielle was in passion
with her. Her body begged to be conquered. A decadent smile
played across her lips. Not only
would she take what she needed from Gabrielle. But more
importantly, she would see, hear, and
feel Gabrielle bend completely to her will.
Even the feeling of Gabrielle writhing in submission beneath
her, reminded her of the ultimate
conquest in any battle she ever fought. Her triumph was in her
ability to force submission from her
enemies by the sheer power of her will alone. There was a special
moment during any fight, torture,
or sexual dominance, when recognition appeared in the vanquished
eyes. In that one suspended
moment, they knew who owned them. Then and only then did they
surrendered their souls to her.
Every one of them had given her their eyes as she released them
to death or pleasure. She
controlled every second of their exoneration. As a warlord, such
moments had fed her lust for
power. She had brought kings and nations to their knees in
surrender to her and her army. She had
thought she no longer needed such displays of unbridled power.
But Gabrielle's fevered response
to being taken by her had unleashed an old hunger for total
dominance.
Xena looked down at Gabrielle's sweat-flushed body. She felt
the woman's heated breath as it
flowed heavily against her skin. Gabrielle's hands excited her as
they clawed across her back, in a
vain attempt to draw her closer. Every pore, every breath, every
muscle of Gabrielle's body
pleaded with her for more. Gods, just the sight of her like this
inflamed Xena's senses. She would
possess this glorious creature, capture her fire and make it her
own.
Hungrily she bore down on Gabrielle's soft mouth forcing her
lips to part, to accept her tongue, as it plunged deeply inside
her. At the same time her long fingers continued their relentless
assault within
Gabrielle's volcanic core. Xena edged Gabrielle closer to
ultimate release. Then without warning,
she withdrew abruptly from her.
"No! Xeena, please! Don't do this!" Gabrielle cried
out in anguish, her body shaking visibly from
the forced departure.
Xena was on her knees, straddling her lover's hips. She
gathered Gabrielle into her arms and
crushed her against her breasts. Her hand twisted deeply in
Gabrielle's hair pulling her head away
from her. Xena's body trembled from the feel of Gabrielle's
breasts as they heaved against her.
Then in a strange contrasting move, Xena stroked a finger gently
along Gabrielle's bruised jaw,
down her throat, to the swell of her ample breasts. Her mouth
followed the course of her fingers.
Her mood changed instantly when she tasted Gabrielle's skin.
Beguiling tenderness gave way to
stinging, biting kisses that elicited deep whimpering groans from
Gabrielle.
Gabrielle struggled against Xena's hold on her. Only her
struggle for freedom, played right into
Xena's need for control.
Xena brought Gabrielle in close to her, then leaned over her
to nuzzle against her cheek. She said.
"Oh, baby, when you fight me like this, it really turns me
on."
With those words, Gabrielle tried even harder to escape Xena's
smothering embrace. She used her
hands to push against Xena's shoulders. Xena pulled Gabrielle's
hair to remind her who was in
control. Without her legs for leverage, Gabrielle could not pull
away. They both knew this. But,
Xena was delighted with the fact that Gabrielle continued to try.
"Yes! Fight me! I want to feel your power. It will make
your conquest that much sweeter. Soon,
Gabrielle, very soon you will know who owns you."
Gabrielle groaned and then stilled, finally giving up. Xena
closed her eyes as she moved to her own
inner dance of fire. She held Gabrielle at arms length away from
her as she swayed over her hips.
Then she arched back in a long deep stretch. Her dark tresses
brushed softly against Gabrielle's
thighs. Although she still held Gabrielle's head by her hair, she
freed her other hand to let it roam
randomly over her own body. She moved upward again as she heard
her lover's increased
whimpering. Her free hand now stroked Gabrielle's breasts
lightly, as she looked at the closed eyes that still defied her
will. She would not tolerate the subtle rebellion much longer.
Things could get
very painful for Gabrielle, if she continued to defy her in this
fashion.
Then, without warning, Xena let go of Gabrielle. She fell
against the fur with a gasp of surprise.
Xena followed swiftly, dropping over her lover. Her hands and
knees kept her from actual contact
with Gabrielle's body.
"Please, Xena, I need you." Gabrielle reached out
for her lover. "Why are you being so cold to
me?"
Xena slapped Gabrielle's hands away with a dire warning. "Don't . . .. don't ever touch me."
Then Xena watched as Gabrielle struggled with her uncertainty.
Right now all Gabrielle knew was
that she was very close to her, watching her. Xena had to smile
when Gabrielle brought her hands
up over her own breasts. She couldn't believe Gabrielle actually
had the nerve to play with them.
She excited her nipples into hardened nubs, right before her
eyes. Xena wanted to see just how far
Gabrielle was going to take this little game. She knew Gabrielle
was trying to seduce her into
resuming their lovemaking. How many others had tried this same
tactic? It didn't work then and it
wouldn't work now. But watching Gabrielle try was sheer pleasure
for her. She liked how Gabrielle moved, the way her breath
quickened, the way her nipples hardened into erect points. Xena
licked
her lips enjoying the show.
Gabrielle's hands now moved all over her body, with one hand
seeking her own white hot center.
When she slid her fingers between her legs, she splayed her
knees. Opening herself to the warrior
view. It didn't matter whether Xena wanted to see this or not.
She needed release and she had
found her own pathway to pleasure. A soft moan hung in the air
when Gabrielle found herself
drenched in her own juices. She grew bolder when she realized
Xena was not going to interfere
with her course of action. Now, with her passion firmly under her
own control, Gabrielle began to
vocalize loudly. Her body pitched and swayed in heightened
pleasure. She could feel Xena's legs
and arms as she spiraled higher, pure rapture just seconds away.
Gabrielle knew the warrior was
close to her watching every move she made. But as Gabrielle was
about to surge over the edge into oblivion, Xena yanked her hand
away. Gabrielle screamed in frustration, then raged against her
tormentor.
"Oh no, Gabrielle. You don't understand. No one can do
this. Only I will release you. No one. Got
that? No one. Not even you can have that power, unless I give it
to you."
Xena yanked Gabrielle's offending hand over her head and held it there as proof of her authority.
Gabrielle panted with aggravation. "Ok, Warrior Princess,
Ok. I get it now. You just want to
torture me." She fought to steady her voice and let her
anger help her. Now that she was mad she
forgot about Xena's hold on her arm when she tried to sit up.
Xena slammed her back against the ground. "Where do you think you're going?"
"What in Tartarus are you waiting for Xena? I am right
here. Take me, you idiot. Do it. Do it now!"
Gabrielle kicked, pushed and struggled against Xena's hold on
her, using every part of her body in
an attempt to break free. She pounded hard against Xena's
shoulder with her free fist. But Xena
took care of that problem in short order. Now both her arms were
immobilized over her head.
Xena remained silent letting Gabrielle rage. The more
Gabrielle struggled the more she liked it. The
longer Gabrielle mouthed off, the longer she would delay taking
her. It was as simple as that.
Suddenly Gabrielle calmed and her face took on the soft look
of seductress courting her lover.
"Come on, baby." She cooed. "Let's get this over
with. You know want me. Just look at me can't
you tell that I am burning for you. I bet you can even smell my
lust, can't you? But it's all right you
don't have to answer me. I understand, I really do. But Xena. my
love, take my word for it. I am
melting for you. Touch me and you'll see I do not lie. I know how
much you like it when I am
dripping with desire for you. Come on Warrior Princess take me in
your arms and love me like you
have never loved me before."
Xena didn't know when she had ever heard a more sweet an
invitation. Her eyes took in every
detail of the alluring flesh caught in her embrace. But as
tempting as Gabrielle was at this moment,
Xena remained aloof and in control. In her mind she chuckled over
Gabrielle's provocative attempt
to woo her with desire. It was a game she knew well and she did
not give into her need to touch
her anxious lover. Xena knew she would drive Gabrielle to limits
of her endurance by holding back. When she finally released her
lover's passion, Gabrielle would explode with pleasure and that
was
exactly where she wanted to take her.
Gabrielle changed tactics yet again. Her growing frustration
with form of love play was driving her
insane with unrequited need. "What's the matter, Xena? Don't
you have the guts to rape me? And
you call yourself a Warrior?" Gabrielle sneered with her
continued taunting. "No real warrior I
know would leave a female prisoner untouched for so long. Are you
afraid of me? You are, aren't
you? Yeah that's it. The great Warrior Princess afraid of her
lover." Gabrielle was caught up with
her caustic retribution, and with her eyes still closed, she
didn't see the warning that flared in Xena's
eyes.
Those comments were going to cost Gabrielle. Afraid was a word
that did not exist in relation to
her. Gabrielle shrieked with pain as Xena bent one her hands back
sharply. It was a strong warning of who she was to one who seemed
to have forgotten.
"That's just about enough, Gabrielle." Xena
threatened ominously, her eyes delivering the promise
of her words. "Another word out of you and I'll gag that
pretty little mouth of yours and bind your
hands."
Gabrielle frantically renewed her struggle, determined to
break free this time. Xena spread
Gabrielle's arms wide apart. Then she held Gabrielle's legs
tightly with knees. In one easy
maneuver, Xena severely restricted Gabrielle's movements, tiring
her more quickly.
Gabrielle drew in a shaky breath, once again surrendering to Xena's control. When Gabrielle turned her head to one side, Xena knew she was fighting tears of futility.
Xena's breath was ragged, Gabrielle had put up a strong fight
for quite awhile. But she couldn't give in to Gabrielle's
anguished demands even though the woman was exciting her beyond
belief with
her fiery spirit. Not to mention the fact that Gabrielle still
managed to deny Xena the pleasure of her eyes. They remained
closed. Not once in all this time had Gabrielle even dared to
look at her. Now Xena knew she would force the issue. That
brought a grin to Xena's face and she licked her lips in
anticipation. There was nothing more exciting than a challenge of
wills.
Gabrielle. She told herself, Lay still. Her heart was racing
and she had to concentrate on calming
herself. Xena was in a bizarre mood today. She'd never felt
anything like this from her before. She
knew this wasn't over between them, not by a long shot. The
problem was that Xena was pushing
the limits of her tolerance. And hades, whatever possessed her to
tell Xena what to do? She knew
better than to command Xena to do anything. It was just that the
warrior was driving her crazy with her torturous love play.
Now all she succeeded in doing was to make Xena more
determined then ever to do it her way.
She really hoped her heart could take it. Yet, in spite of this,
Xena's rough lovemaking was
powerfully exciting. It invoked her passion like nothing before
it ever had. Although she could live
without the hand torture quite nicely.
She smiled inwardly, well aware that Xena had liked her
fighting against her power. It really
seemed to engage her warrior side, which she loved to bring to
the surface whenever she could.
She even liked how Xena's voice both chilled and thrilled her at
the same time. It was a dangerous
game to be sure, but she never doubted for a moment that Xena
would really harm her. After what
she saw last night and today, she knew she was with the Warrior
Princess for the first time.
Ever since she had first seen Xena in battle, she had imagined
what lovemaking would be like with
her warrior side. Xena exuded a fierce erotic passion when she
fought. The way she moved, the
way her thighs flexed, the speed and strength of her sword arm.
She especially loved Xena's
taunting smile just before she engaged an enemy. Everything about
Xena during a confrontation was controlled, not a drop of energy
was wasted. She'd often wondered what would happen if Xena
ever lost control of her emotions, what then?
Gabrielle sensed raw passion all around her now. Xena wasn't
holding anything back this time. The
danger of more pain was real. It was a risk she was willing to
take. She shivered in heightened
anticipation. This moment had the feel of a warrior's conquest
about it. She could tell by how Xena
handled her, that this encounter was all for the warrior. There
were even stronger signs that she
might be dealing with the warlord element as well. She couldn't
bear to look at Xena's face, for fear she would scream if she saw
the warlord staring back at her. It was better if she kept
herself in the
fantasy and not the reality of the moment.
"Open your eyes for me, Gabrielle." Xena commanded
softly, as she leaned in closer. Xena's lips
hovered just above Gabrielle's but did not touch them. Then she
moved upward and blew her
breath over Gabrielle's eyelids, smiling when they twitched
slightly in response.
"Can't. They don't want to open." Gabrielle whispered back breathlessly.
Gabrielle's voice sounded faraway and ethereal. Xena groaned
when she heard her. Her gaze
lingered over the flushed contours of Gabrielle's face and the
thickly lashed eyelids that refused her.
Incredible feelings of love washed over her even as she leaned
down to brutally take her lips. Lips
that responded and opened to take her inside. Xena let her fire
pour into her kiss.
Gabrielle arced up in a full response to Xena. Her passion
easily awakened. She soared into
Xena's demand for her. Returning everything that was given with
equal desire.
Xena pulled Gabrielle's arms together and stretched them
higher over Gabrielle's head. The
movement forced Gabrielle's breasts lift and elongate. Xena
couldn't resist touching them. She ran
her free hand across their beauty. Gabrielle's chest muscles
flexed tightly, as Xena pinched and
teased her nipples.
Gabrielle moaned with pleasure, she rolled her shoulders
pushing her breast harder against Xena's
inquisitive hand, begging for more.
Xena's own fire raged within her. She threw her head back and
let out a short war cry. Then she
dropped back over Gabrielle, her wild ebony hair spilling across
Gabrielle's face. She leaned again
and kissed those defiant eyelids. Xena moved her body very close
over Gabrielle's without
touching her. She breathed harshly next to Gabrielle's ear,
before speaking.
"How bad do you want me, Gabrielle?"
Gabrielle's voice trembled with deep desire as she spoke.
"Xena . . .. , Ple-e-e-ase . . . , Take me.
I want you so much."
"Do you Gabrielle? Well, I don't believe you. You are
still resisting me. But we'll change that soon.
You are mine. Do you understand? Mine. I will own you. There is
nothing you can do about it.
Absolutely nothing."
"But Xena! I am not resisting!"
"Enough!" Xena barked. "Don't talk! Don't cry! Show me!"
Xena stretched out over Gabrielle, her legs falling easily
between her lover's thighs, as she ground
her pelvis into Gabrielle's curly mound.
Gabrielle strained against Xena's hold on her arms. All she
wanted was to throw them around
Xena's neck and give herself over to the intense feelings Xena
was generating in her now. It felt so
good Gabrielle was whimpering with pleasure.
Xena smiled as she changed position wrapping one of her long
legs over Gabrielle's right thigh.
Then she moved in a slow sensuous glide against her. Xena's
fingers reclaimed Gabrielle's drooling
love canal. Xena was pleased at the copious heated wetness she
found there. Gabrielle was
showing her just how much she needed her. She entered her lovers
hot depths pleasuring in the feel
the tight wall of flesh around her fingers. As always, Xena loved
to be buried deep inside Gabrielle.
Gabrielle responded to Xena's deepening penetration with a
sharp gasp. Her hips rocked and she
splayed her slightly raised knees to allow Xena even deeper
access to her. Xena buried her head in
Gabrielle's breasts, losing herself in them for a moment.
In a matter of seconds, Xena felt Gabrielle grinding against
her hand. Gabrielle was fast
approaching her peak. But Xena withdrew suddenly from Gabrielle's
quivering body denying her
yet again. This time Xena nearly broke Gabrielle's composure with
frustration.
A single tear flowed under a closed eye lid, down the side of
her cheek and into her hair just above
the ear. Gabrielle held her trembling bottom lip inside her mouth
with her teeth. She literally fought
for control over her emotions before Xena taunted her for her
weakness.
"Gabrielle." Xena said flatly. "Bring your
thigh up under me." When her mate didn't move fast
enough to suit her, Xena slapped Gabrielle's inner thigh hard
enough to leave an imprint. "When I
tell you to do something I mean now!"
Gabrielle complied quickly, then moaned softly when she felt
Xena's wetness slick against her leg.
Her moan of pleasure turned into sharp cries of pain, as Xena
forced her arms higher bending her
hands back at right angles. Her free hand tangled in Gabrielle's
hair.
Xena issued a firm request to her lover. "Open your
eyes." Gabrielle refused with a shake of her
head. Xena yanked hard on Gabrielle's hair pulling her into a
half sitting position. Her left arm easily
caught Gabrielle around the waist. She pulled Gabrielle's head
back until she was moaning with real pain. Xena was actually
cradling Gabrielle's head while making her very uncomfortable at
the same
time.
"You really don't want to make me mad, Gabrielle. Defy me
again and I will increase your torment
ten-fold. If you wish to suffer by all means deny me, but I
promise that in the end you will wish you
had obeyed. Choose."
The commands issued by Xena were the strongest she had ever
known. Never had Xena ordered
her so harshly, nor delivered such painful punishment for
disobedience. The Warrior turned
Warlord demanded and expected immediate compliance. Gabrielle was
now convinced Xena's
threats were real. She felt fear for the first time. This wasn't
a game, it was for real. Xena had
slipped totally into her Warlord persona. If she dared to disobey
again, Xena would break her will.
That was not a pleasant thought.
Gabrielle's eyes snapped open, with a sharp intake of breath.
Xena gasped involuntarily, falling straight into blazing
emerald fire. Gabrielle's eyes had sent a
message of flame straight into Xena's soul. With a shake of her
head, Xena broke their alluring
spell. By Zeus, Gabrielle was not in control here, she was. She
would show her who held the reins
power between them. She let go Gabrielle and once again secured
her arms over the woman's
head.
Then Xena gave a hard twist to Gabrielle's arms making her
squirm with discomfort. With a wicked grin, Xena thrust three
fingers into Gabrielle. Taking her, using her, claiming her. She
added
pressure to the hold she had on Gabrielle's arms. Each and every
time she felt Gabrielle begin to
peak in pleasure, she would torment her erect nipples by nipping
them hard. Gabrielle had to switch her concentration to absorb
the painful torture. Thus she delayed her own orgasm.
Xena could feel Gabrielle's wetness increase around her
fingers as she accepted the pain and
relaxed into it. She now knew Gabrielle could enjoy a tolerable
amount of pain. That knowledge
actually heightened the level of her excitement. Gabrielle
pleased Xena in a way only a true mate to
her soul could.
Her thumb teased Gabrielle's engorged nub sending her into
throes of blinding pleasure. Xena could tell that Gabrielle had
entered the place beyond human senses. She had moved into carnal
lust.
Gabrielle writhed continuously beneath her now. The threshold to
release was imminent.
But no, she couldn't let it happen yet. Xena let go of
Gabrielle's breast and eased her movements to a maddingly slow
pace. Gabrielle's eyes searched Xena's in tearful confusion.
Their eyes locked in
a silent battle for control. Then Xena felt Gabrielle melt into
slow surrender to her. Finally, she had
the control she sought. She slipped her hand under Gabrielle's
head bringing her face close to hers.
"Stay focused on me, Gabrielle. Hold my eyes. Don't you
even dare think about closing them. No
matter how much you may want to. Understand?"
Gabrielle could only nod. Her body quivered in unresolved
tension beneath Xena. Another shiver
of fear had coursed through her at Xena's words. Xena had spoken
with a deadly softness that
shook Gabrielle's inner balance. She wanted to close her eyes
against the onslaught of new feelings
she was experiencing. She wanted to moan with the unexpected
pleasure the implied threat of pain
created in her. As far as she was concerned Xena could kill her
and she'd die happy, at last having
found release. But Xena had the power to prevent even that
consolation. Her voice also held the
promise of swift retribution if she dared defy her command and
closed her eyes. So she couldn't die and she couldn't release.
Gabrielle knew in that instant how much control Xena really had
over her.
She should be angry at her, but secretly she wanted to submit to
her. It blew her away for some
reason she couldn't really define. Perhaps it was because this
was Xena, because they loved each
other, because she wanted to belong to her in every way. She
allowed Xena to light the fires of
submission within her. Then she obeyed and locked into Xena's
eyes, her voice, her touch.
Xena increased the tension on Gabrielle's arms, at the same time she pushed back harder and faster against Gabrielle's leg, while her fingers again danced deeply inside her lover.
Gabrielle wanted to close her eyes and just feel all the
sensations. But Xena held her captive within
deep blue steel of her eyes. She could see Xena's passion burning
into her, as well as feel it. This
was so hard to do. Tears fell as she struggled for release, as
well as relief from Xena's eyes.
"Baby, don't fight it so hard. Don't think about it. Just
give yourself over to me. Let me have you.
Let go." Xena said lovingly as she released Gabrielle's
arms. With great tenderness, she gave
Gabrielle a gentle kiss and soothed her face with her free hand.
She let Gabrielle see her love for
her shining through her eyes.
The final surrender came the moment Gabrielle saw the love in
Xena's eyes. Xena accepted her
submission and brushed her hand lightly over Gabrielle's eyelids,
closing them, releasing her from
her torment.
"I love you, my sweet one, my Gabrielle. Let me hear you.
Give your voice wings of fire. Let me
feel your hot passion explode around me." Xena whispered,
nuzzling Gabrielle's throat with her lips.
Gabrielle's response came swiftly, her body stiffened, arching
deeply she lifted both of them off the
ground. Her body exploded and she rode on waves of intense
pleasure. For a brief second she
looked once more into Xena's eyes and surrendered her soul to her
lover without hesitation. Then a stronger wave of pure rapture
sealed Gabrielle's fate. A deep sound rumbled in her chest. She
couldn't contain the sound. Her voice broke the natural stillness
as she burst into a full heart
rendering scream as she peaked.
Xena clamped her mouth over Gabrielle's capturing her
passion's voice. She kissed her fiercely, her whole body bearing
down on Gabrielle to hold her in place as she released beneath
her. Their
bodies locked in a violent embrace. Xena drove herself against
Gabrielle, needing to feel her
dominance even as she unleashed her own surrender. She pushed her
fingers deep inside Gabrielle,
ensnaring her fire merging it with her own. Within moments both
lay hopelessly spent, totally
vanquished upon the battlefield of passionate love.
"Xena?" Gabrielle queried softly, after a few
moments of rest. She was still breathless and it
showed in her voice. "I never knew making love could be like
that. All fire and desire." She looked
down at her nipples. They were a slightly redder hue, but
otherwise there was little evidence of their prior torment.
"I think my breasts are going to remember this day for
awhile." Gabrielle grinned.
She liked their soreness. It reminded her of just how passionate
Xena could be. "How are you
feeling?" She turned on her side to study Xena. Xena lay on
her back, her eyes closed, her cheeks
flushed, her breathing rapid. Fascinated Gabrielle watched as
Xena breath steadied quickly to
almost normal.
There wasn't any energy left in Xena. She couldn't have
answered Gabrielle even if she wanted to.
All she wanted was to bask in the afterglow of passion and never
move. Gabrielle surprised her
every time they made love. Never would she have suspected the
volcano lived inside this small
woman. Yet she had proven to her time and again that she could
meet and receive all she had to
give and more. She was beginning to believe Gabrielle could
handle all of her. Now all she needed
was the strength of her own courage. She took a deep breath and
released it slowly.
"Xena? Are you all right?" No response. "Xena, answer me?" Gabrielle was frantic with worry. She rubbed Xena's arms one minute and stroked her face the next.
It was more the Xena could bear. She grabbed Gabrielle's hands
to stop the gentle torture. "I am
fine, Gabrielle." She said sitting up. Xena put her hand
behind Gabrielle's neck pulling her in for a
deep kiss. Then she released her slowly to whisper against her
mouth. "You are so passionately
spontaneous, Gabrielle. I've never known anyone like you."
She nipped Gabrielle's lips playfully.
"Did you like the warrior's love, Gabrielle?"
Gabrielle looked at Xena, her gaze drifted with her feelings.
Did she like it? Oh. . . yes. . . she liked
it.
Xena watched Gabrielle carefully to gauge her reaction to her
question. Although, Gabrielle was
not answering her verbally just yet, she was answering with her
body. Gabrielle rolled her eyes
before closing them, her head fell back against Xena's hand as
she mouthed a barely discernible
"Yes."
Xena cradled Gabrielle in her arms. Then she laid her back
down against the soft furs. With a flick
of her head, Xena's hair fell over her right shoulder. A very
pleased smile lit up her face, as her gaze traveled the entire
length of Gabrielle's body and back again. Every sense she had
said that
Gabrielle was forever hers.
"The warrior will always be there for you, my love. But
loving a warrior like me will not be easy.
My needs are not those of a gentle lover. I can be very
demanding." Gabrielle's eyes grew wide at
Xena's statement. Xena sighed as she ruffled Gabrielle's bangs.
All she could do now was to
continue to be honest. If Gabrielle was frightened and refused
her. Then they would never venture
here again.
"Are you sure you are up to hearing this? Are you strong
enough to take all I can give you and all I
will ask of you?" Xena asked, in a voice that promised more
than she was revealing.
Gabrielle could not respond. She didn't know how to answer
Xena's questions. Yet a primal shiver
ran through her in anticipation of the unsaid promise. Even as
she wondered what Xena was talking
about. She knew instinctively what her needs might be. But what
could she possibly ask that she
wasn't already giving?
Xena shook Gabrielle's shoulders to get her attention. "Gabrielle are you still with me?"
It was the note of command in Xena's voice, that reached
Gabrielle. She opened her eyes and
smiled at her lover. "Yes, Xena."
"That's better. " Xena lifted a strand of
Gabrielle's hair, she let it slide through her fingers then
smoothed it over Gabrielle's shoulder. "Now that I have
opened myself to you this way, I don't
know if I can go back to gentle encounters with you." Xena
flashed Gabrielle a bemused grin. "At
least not all the time. Would it bother you if I let myself be
who I really am?"
Gabrielle, laid her head in Xena's lap, her body was curled in
a loose fetal position. She ran her
hand along Xena's thigh as she thought over the implications of
Xena's question. Then she turned
over on her stomach resting her head on her forearms Shifting
once again, she held her head and
chest up and looked at the cloudy sky. There would be rain later.
Later, she wished she could
answer this question later. But in her heart she knew the answer.
It was only admitting to herself
that she need the warrior and the woman waiting so patiently for
her reply. Gabrielle leaned down
to lightly to kiss the top of Xena's thighs, before looking once
more into her warrior's eyes.
"I think I can handle your desires Xena. Besides, I love
all of you with all my heart. Anything you
need is okay with me. You know that."
Xena smiled affectionately at her mate. After all they had
done today, Gabrielle was still willing to
go the distance with her. It was amazing.
"Do you realize Gabrielle that you just gained a warlord
as a mate. My methods are bit stronger
than where we have been with our lovemaking before. I need you to
understand that."
Gabrielle sat up and looked Xena straight in the eye. Her gaze
never faltered. "I knew that had
happened, when you struck me today. I'm not saying, no, Xena. I
told you I wanted the real you. I
always have. I am willingly accept the danger that is you, as
well. You are everything I have ever
wanted. I have some questions, though. Will you need me to
address you with a certain term of
respect? What can I expect from you? Must you always rule our
lovemaking?"
Xena was not surprised by Gabrielle's questions. "No to
the first Question. I am just being me,
remember? There are no rules to follow. I'll answer your last
question next. I don't always need to
rule between us. Most of the time we will just do what comes
naturally." Xena smiled then leaned in for a kiss. Which, of
course, Gabrielle returned gladly.
"And the last question, Xena. "What can I expect from you?"
"I don't know Gabrielle, I just need to be spontaneous
with this. I don't know when I am going to
need you that way. We'll just have to see how things go. All
right?"
Gabrielle nodded saying. " Spontaneous is good. I like
surprises. Excuse me a minute, will ya?"
Xena nodded, stretching out against the furs. It felt good to
relax like this.
Gabrielle returned quickly and was now standing beside Xena. Xena looked up at her squinting one eyed, due the bright sun overhead.
"What is it, Gabrielle, more questions?"
"Yes, my love."
"Well?"
Gabrielle held out the rest of the honey comb. "Is this
kind of play this still an option for you?
Would you honor your promise about the honey?"
"Of course it is Gabrielle. I like to play with
you." Xena wiggled her eyebrows suggestively, giving a
double meaning to her words. Gabrielle giggled in response. Xena
continued, "Besides I know you, why would I ever want to
change anything about you? I love you just the way you are.
Creative,
adventuresome, daring and loving. You are perfect." Xena
pulled gently on Gabrielle's hand.
"Come, sit next to me."
Gabrielle fell to her knees before Xena.
Xena pulled her young lover into her arms across her lap.
"Didn't I tell you that you may always
have your way with me, wife? It's just that things might have to
change direction now and then.
That's all."
"Oh Xena, it's just that I want you so much sometimes, it
hurts. I needed to be sure I could touch
you and hold you once in awhile." Gabrielle head shot up off
Xena's shoulder. When a sudden
realization hit her like a thunderbolt out of the blue.
"Xena! Do you realize you just called me your wife, for the very first time since we joined?"
Xena nodded smiling broadly. "Well that's who you are, you know? My wife."
Gabrielle threw herself against her warrior and hugged her
tight. "I love you, Xena. I will always
love you. Now will you please let me love you?" Xena nodded
with a very pleased look on her
face. "Xena. I going to smear this honey all over your lips,
you chin, your breasts. You know
everywhere. Then I am going lick and kiss my way down to each
nipple and then I am going to
take the honey and drip it . . ."
"Gabrielle, for the love of Zeus." Xena interrupted
the bard's tidal wave of words. "Will you please
get on with it? Why don't you do what your saying and leave the
talking out of it for a change?"
Xena's grumpy outburst was greeted by a sweet tolerant smile.
Followed by a hefty shove from a
diminutive hand that sent her falling into the furs behind her.
Gabrielle lay on top of her lover.
"As you wish princess."
The kiss that followed was all Gabrielle in every detail. Xena
allowed Gabrielle to pleasure her with
a honeyed tongue everywhere. Then at a very pivotal point for
Xena, Gabrielle whispered, "Tell
me, mighty Warrior Princess, just how badly do you need me,
huh?"
The End
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