Decomposed by the Darkness

by Padawan's Pet



Pairing: Q/O

Category: AU, POV, Angst, Poetry

Rating: PG-13

Archive: MA, any others please ask

Summary: Obi-Wan's POV as he surrenders to the seduction of a very familiar Dark Lord.

Feedback: Yes, please padawan64@mindspring.com



Let me take your hand, my love, 
and lead you from the path;
show you tomorrow on a darkened lane,
lead you through your terror.

~ Scream, my shallow - Black Tape for a Blue Girl

~*~

I can feel it.

I can feel the Darkness.

It surrounds me, envelops me.

I can feel its blackened tendrils, reaching out, 
spreading like a disease, poisoning my mind 
with its sickeningly sweet essence, threatening 
to extinguish the Light from me for all eternity.

I can feel you.

I can feel you reaching out through the Darkness.
I can hear your peals of satisfied laughter
as you witness my struggle with hungry eyes, 
waiting, watching.

Anticipating that final moment 
when the Darkness will take me
Consuming me, devouring my heart and soul,
Drawing me into the pit of Darkness
and deepest despair.

My body begins to tremble as I battle the onslaught,
the raw power that is slowly eating away at my soul
Leaving me but an empty shell, becoming nothing more
than mere putty in your hands, giving you the freedom
to mold me, to shape me, to hone my body and mind
to serve whatever dark purpose you so desire.

Lying here, cold, trembling, weakened from my struggle,
I lift my gaze to look into your eyes.

Where I once saw love, understanding and empathy,
now I see only hate,
and death
and Darkness.

Where I once saw my true love, my lifemate, my soulmate,
now I see only my captor,
my conqueror,
my Dark Master.

....Master.....

I hear myself whispering the name I once spoke in trust,
with love,
and with reverence.

The memories burn my soul as if a flame touched my heart.

My love.

I cannot fight you.
Take me, love.
Make me yours.

Take me into your Dark world  
Only do not leave me alone where I cannot find you.

Now, as I feel myself surrender to the Darkness,
I am born anew.

To my Dark Master....
my love....
my Dark Lover.


~end~



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