Category: Poetry, Angst, Romance
Rating: PG
Warnings: Angsty poetry from me while I am on this poetry kick!
Spoilers: definitely for TPM
Disclaimers: These two beautiful Jedi are not mine, unfortunately
Summary: Just a little bit o' angst that came to me while
listening to sad, romantic music....blame it on my romantic
streak!
Feedback: Yes, always, please!
Inspired by the words from "seireenien lumoama" by Black Tape For A Blue Girl (*lyrics*) Remember me.... empty eyes never never felt inside so i lie we lie alone never known. Remember me.... he loved you our flesh as one never never knew you curl in tight i would rather die than lie alone. ____________________________________ ~~~~~~Feelings Remembered~~~~~~~~~~ I can still hear the sound........... the agonizing sound of my scream, ripping through me in terror, my heart disbelieving what my eyes were seeing. I can still see your face.......... that look of total shock and horror washing over you, your body crumpling in agony, falling helplessly to the floor. I can still feel the anger............ the unbridled rage that flooded me, that threatened to consume me, to pull me defenselessly down to the depths of Darkness, imprisoning me forever, as I turned that anger towards the one who took you from my side. I can still feel the pain....... the anguish, the overwhelming feeling of helplessness as you lay in my arms, your exquisite blue eyes looking deeply into mine, then studying each and every line of my features, as if to take the memory of my face with you for all eternity. I can still feel your touch....... the gentle caress of your hand upon my cheek as you wipe away my tears, trying to comfort me as you always have, now even in the last moments of your life. I can still hear the words....... the final request you made of me; from Master to Padawan, the promise you needed from me, to train this one you so believed to be the Chosen One, the one who would bring balance to the Force. I can still feel the loneliness....... the hollow emptiness I felt as you slipped away from me, as you left this world to become one with the living Force. Remember me, your eyes said to me, as they slowly closed, shrouding the crystal blue light I so loved, to remain only in my deepest memories. ******************************** I can still feel you, my beloved Master........ holding me, loving me, claiming me, possessing me......deepening our lover's bond with every precious act of love and desire, our flesh becoming as one. And as I lie here in this bed, I can feel your touch, your love, your warm caress, soothing my weeping soul, easing the pain in my aching heart. Even now, as I lie in the bed we once shared night after night, bound forever as lovers, I know that you are with me. And I would rather die than lie alone. ~end~