TRILOGY II:
TOUCH
by Bronwyn (moonmip@ihug.com.au)
DISCLAIMER: Any plot ideas that are
recognisable as being George Lucas'(and
probably a few that aren't) belong to said man.
Star Wars characters: ditto. Story: Mine!
The lifebond vows are from a song by Bubamoll,
the title of which I can't spell or
pronounce(and I probably spelt the artist name
wrong too). I don't the words or song, they
and their record company do.
SPOILERS: Slight spoilers for TPM and the JA
books.
NOTE: This leads on directly from my previous
story, 'Liberty'. It'll probably make more
sense you read that story first. You can find
it at the M&A archive or at my homepage,
http://www2.50megs.com/thezoo/Moonmip. This
story is also kind of a filler in story between
part I and part II.
Also, this is my first real attempt at writing
slash, not just implications of it. Please let
me know if I did it right or stuffed it up big
time!
ARCHIVE: M&A, if anyone else wants it, just
drop me a line, so I can visit and feel happy.
My homepage: in sig line.
RATING: NC-17, Drama, romance, smut, angst.
SUMMARY: Okay, folks, here(finally! ;-) ) is
the sequel to 'Liberty.' While Obi-Wan heals
from his injuries, Qui-Gon makes sure that they
won't be separated again. Meanwhile, the Sith
Lords continue their search for the Chosen One.
Part II of a Trilogy.
THANKS: I just want to say to a word to those
people who contacted me about the writing of
this piece, to thank them for the support. I
hope this piece is worth it! Now on to working
on part three...(sigh). There is a lot more
action in the next part, I promise. 8-)
//thoughts
Obi-Wan groaned as the headache made itself
known. It started as a soft pulse in his
temples, easily ignored at first, allowing him
to remain in his floating dream state. But
then it made its was to his forehead and it was
there that the pain bloomed, a crimson surge.
His hands instinctively came up to cup his
face, only to find another hand already there.
Cautiously lifting one eyelid, Obi-Wan blinked.
"Master?"
He was shocked to find his own voice rough with
exhaustion. He blinked again, wincing against
the headache that rose with the resurgence of
pain.
His Master's hand slid up from his cheek to his
forehead, gently soothing away the pain,
bringing it down to a tolerable level.
Absently catching the hand and holding it in
both his own, Obi-Wan studied his Master's
features in surprise.
Qui-Gon was crying.
"What happened?" Obi-Wan managed through his
parched throat.
In response, Qui-Gon used his free hand to
bring over a glass of water, helping his
padawan drink it. When Obi-Wan had had enough,
he set the glass down on the bedside table, and
sat down beside his padawan on the bed.
"You are in the temporary infirmary on
Coruscant."
Obi-Wan stared at him blankly for a second,
then suddenly stiffened.
"The Temple..."
His Master was forced to grab him and pin him
down as Obi-Wan surged up off the bed.
"Bant!"
"Bant is fine, Obi-Wan, she is in a better
condition than you. You need to rest, you're
weak, you've only just left the Bacta."
The concern in his Master's face and voice and
the realisation that his body was indeed weak
caused Obi to sink back down onto the bed.
"B...Bacta?" At Qui-Gon's nod, he frowned.
"How...how bad?"
Fresh tears sliding down Qui-Gon's face told
him far more than words could. "We lost you
for a moment, padawan. Thank the Force you
decided to return to us. To me."
Obi-Wan lifted one hand, idly tracing the
course of the tears. "I won't leave you,
Master."
Qui-Gon's returning smile was genuine, if
slightly watery. "Now that you are awake, we
can go to Misharia." At his padawan's confused
look, he clarified. "The Temple is utterly
destroyed. Hundreds are dead. The new Temple
is located on Misharia."
The Master paused, allowing Obi-Wan a moment of
grief at that statement, knowing he would
understand the significance of locating the new
Temple on Misharia. His apprentice closed his
eyes, squeezing Qui-Gon's hand fiercely. "Do
they know who did it?"
Qui-Gon shook his head; then realising Obi's
eyes were still closed, he reiterated the
gesture with speech. "No. All that is known
is that an explosive device was placed on the
lower levels of the Temple. We have no idea
who did it, or why. No one has claimed
responsibility, but the matter is being
thoroughly investigated."
Obi-Wan would have had no doubt of that, even
without the iron in his Master's tone. Jedi
had been killed. They would not let that go.
"The dead..."
"Have been interred."
At his padawan's anguished look at missing
this, Qui-Gon smoothed his hair again. "You
have been out for three weeks, my adored one."
At Obi-Wan's shocked look, he tipped his chin
so eyes met. "I told you we nearly lost you."
They sat in silence for a long moment, Obi-Wan
caught in wonder at the anguish Qui-Gon's eyes
contained when he remembered Obi's injuries.
Qui-Gon gave his love space, allowing him to
adjust. The last few weeks had been traumatic
for all, let alone for Obi-Wan, who nearly died
himself.
Qui-Gon shook himself, refusing to dwell for
long on the near miss. His Obi-Wan was here,
with him and be damned if he was going to let
him go. //It is alright, my darling padawan.
We are together. I will never leave you again//
He stood.
"Shift over, love," he told a startled padawan.
As Obi did so, the Jedi Master settled himself
on the bed beside his beloved, folding his arms
around him. Obi-Wan clung to him tightly,
before long he was sobbing as the shock of
events surged through his system. Qui-Gon just
held him, revelling of the feeling of his love
in his arms after so long, gently soothing his
padawan.
Eventually, they both fell asleep.
"What is this!"
Mace Windu slammed his hand down on the table
in his own quarters. Vaunted Jedi calm be
damned, this was the Chosen One they were
dealing with. He had gone to Yoda with his
uncertainty and confusion based around the odd
Force pulses during Obi-Wan Kenobi's rescue.
Yoda's explanation had floored him.
Obi-Wan Kenobi was the Chosen One?
Yoda did not task him on his lack of control,
the little being was fairly rattled himself.
"Are you certain that the Temple was destroyed
to reach Obi-Wan?"
Yoda shook his head. "Evidence, I have not.
Feelings, I do have and strong they are.
Special, Obi-Wan is. Know this, the Sith may."
Windu wasn't convinced. "The Temple could have
been destroyed by one who fears the Jedi,
rather than the Sith. How can a group re-
emerge when they were destroyed in their
entirety long ago?"
In response, Yoda simply raised his ears.
"Doubt my feelings, do you?"
The warm skinned Master sighed, scrubbing his
face with his hands. "No. I...I just don't
want to have this responsibility. It is too
big. The fate of everything lies on this."
The third and final member present at this
impromptu meeting pushed back the cowl of her
small Jedi robe. "Whether we want this
responsibility or not is irrelevant." The soft
voice was vaguely scornful. "Responsibility we
have, deal with it, we must."
Windu acquiesced, finally dropping down into a
chair. "I know Yaddle, I just..."
"Panicked, you did."
"Yes." Drawing on years of training, Windu
inhaled positive energy and released his fear
into the Force. Opening his eyes again, the
other Masters saw he was finally calm at last.
"Alright. We have the Chosen One. In spite of
my protestations, I know this. The second I
touched Obi-Wan, to help heal him when he was
trapped, I knew."
The two Dagobites nodded. Each had their own
experiences with realising Obi-Wan's potential
and identity. The power Obi-Wan oozed
unknowingly was a beacon to those who knew what
to look for. It was part of the reason Obi-Wan
had been undetected before now. People had not
identified him because they didn't know to look.
Windu spread his hands and raised his eyebrows.
"What can we do? What do we do?"
The Councillors were silent for long moments,
still trying to cope with the epiphany that had
appeared amongst them. Finally, Yaddle spoke
of the reason she had been brought into this
meeting.
"What of the lifebond that Jinn and Kenobi have
requested?"
Windu sighed again, peripherally aware that if
he continued to do so, he would hyperventilate.
"If the Force agrees with the bond, we cannot
cease their joining. I was originally going to
vote for their abstinence until Obi-Wan was
knighted. But with what I know now..."
Yaddle frowned. "Why does it matter whether
Kenobi is Chosen or not? Being Chosen,
indicate he is prematurely ready for a lifebond
it does not."
Yoda harrumphed. "No, it does not. But if Obi-
Wan will bond to Qui-Gon, good this is. Use
it, we can. Never join the dark side, Qui-Gon
will. Not even for Obi-Wan. If bond Obi-Wan
we do to one who is fully in the light, aid in
keeping Obi-Wan in the light too, it will."
Mace rubbed his eyes again. "And if that is
the case, and the Sith really are onto Obi-
Wan's trail, the sooner we bond them both, the
better. It will also be far easier to keep
track of where Obi-Wan is through Qui-Gon.
Perhaps this is a deliberate move of the Force."
Yaddle wiggled her ears curiously. "Does Jinn
know what his padawan is?"
"Know, he does not. Know Obi-Wan does not.
Tell them, we must not."
Windu stood and began pacing again. "I know
Qui-Gon. While he has gone through the proper
channels to request the bond, I know that if we
refuse, he will do it nonetheless. And the
last thing we need is to alienate him or Obi-
Wan. I say that if the bond is valid, we let
it go ahead. It can only work for us, not
against us."
"Inform the rest of the Council, we do?"
Yoda twitched his ears sadly, but knew what was
best. "No. Protect Obi-Wan better, we can, if
only few know."
The little green Master rested his chin on his
hands, folded carefully over his cane. He
knew, despite their talk and their efforts to
intervene, that the Force would take its own
path. If the Jedi we doomed, they were doomed
and their actions could not save them. But
they had to try.
He knew he other's thoughts were parallel to
his when Windu spoke. "But what will happen?
Who will prevail? Jedi or Sith?" Mace's dark
eyes glinted in the moonlight.
Yoda shook his head soberly. "Know I do not,
no one does. Never happened before. Never
will again. Our responsibility, it is, to make
sure it is done right."
The deck vibrated gently under Obi-Wan's bed as
he drifted towards consciousness once more.
This time there was no confusion, he knew well
where he was. He and Qui-Gon, along with a
number of other recuperating Jedi, were on a
transport to Misharia.
Qui-Gon must have set a sensor alarm in his
mind to notify him when Obi-Wan awoke, for the
door to the outer chamber of their quarters
opened. The padawan squinted against the
incoming light, then sighed happily as Qui-
Gon's mass blocked most of it.
//How do you feel, my padawan?//
While the question was one naturally asked, Obi-
Wan noted that Qui-Gon deliberately used mind
communication. Perhaps a way for him to
overcome the near loss of Obi-Wan in his life,
by employing such intimacy.
For his part, mind communication was far easier
than speech on a body that still insisted on
sleep every few hours. Qui-Gon and the Healers
had assured him that it would pass.
//Better, my Master. I think I will make it to
Misharia before I need to rest again.//
He felt Qui-Gon's approval and pleased
response, mirroring it with his own. In fact,
Padawan Kenobi was feeling very content at
the moment. He was healing, he was on his way
to one of his favourite planets, one that sang
with Force presence, and he was with his Master.
Deciding said Master was too far away, the
apprentice held out a hand and Qui-Gon
immediately came forward and took it. This
time, Qui-Gon spoke.
"I prepared our quarters on Misharia, while you
were still on Coruscant." Too warm and fuzzy
to form a coherent thought as he lay in his
lover's grasp, Obi-Wan simply projected
curiosity.
Qui-Gon's smile was visible in the dim light
pouring in through the still open doorway.
"The ways of the Force are not so mysterious,
Padawan. With Misharia so Force drenched, it
is easy to use that energy to aid in
constructing the new Temple. In fact, it is
nearly complete. The Force can be thanked for
that."
//Oh, yes, thank the Force// Obi-Wan sent the
giggling thought.
Qui-Gon raised an eyebrow in dry humour. "I
see you are well enough to make poor jokes.
Are you up to speech?"
"Yes, Master. But it's easier to just
mindlink." Obi-Wan's voice was still the
rough, throaty rasp of someone recently pulled
from the Bacta.
Qui-Gon laid a finger on Obi-Wan's mouth.
"Then communicate however you feel best. You
are still weak. It will be a few days before
you can return to our usual schedule."
//Or walk a reasonable distance without
fainting. Or stay awake for longer than four
hours.// There was bitterness and frustration
in Obi-Wan's thoughts, but it was directed at
what he considered time wasted, not at his
Master.
To distract him, Qui-Gon told him the decision
he'd made while Obi-Wan was in the Bacta. "I
must speak of something Obi-Wan, something you
not find pleasant." He felt his padawan tense
slightly in his arms before relaxing,
trustingly accepting his Master's words.
The Jedi Master gathered his wits before he
spoke. "When you were trapped," Obi-Wan tensed
again immediately, "I was near insane with
worry. I could not sense you, my beloved. It
nearly broke my heart."
Obi-Wan gently pulled himself from the circle
of Qui's arms, turning to kneel on the bed.
Feeling his way, he softly wiped the tears that
tracked down Qui-Gon's face away.
//Hush, my Qui. I am here, I will not leave
you. And I know how to make sure that we won't
be separated again. We go ahead with our
lifebond//
Qui-Gon blinked at the realisation that Obi-Wan
had come to this conclusion before himself.
Sensing his train of thought, his padawan
smiled wanly. //I had time to think while I
was there, and regret that we hadn't done this
sooner//
Qui-Gon didn't need to ask where 'there' was.
//You still want this, then?//
In response, his padawan gently touched his
lips to his Master's and quoted part of the
lifebond vows. //I will follow you everywhere
you go//
Emotion bounding through him, Qui-Gon could
only hold his padawan for a time. They sat on
the bed for long moments, entwined, gently
sharing feelings and stray thoughts, not truly
mindlinking. So open to each other, it wasn't
long before Qui-Gon could sense an odd emotion
from Obi-Wan.
Fear.
//My Obi? What is it?//
The padawan shifted uncomfortably. //I fear
the Council. What if they do not agree we must
bond? I have never heard them allow a Master
and padawan to link, or indeed two padawans to
link. I thought that padawans were thought to
young to be allowed to bond, no matter how
strong the lifebond imperative was//
These facts had not stopped them from applying
for their lifebond to be formalised.
Qui-Gon enfolded his padawan, happy to be
holding him. //A lifebond is decreed by the
Force, padawan. It chooses those who will be
blessed with it and to whom they bond. The
Council is not stupid enough to delay a
lifebond, but they feel a padawan is usually
too young and immature to handle the pressure
of a full lifebond. That is why they make most
wait. That is why Master Yoda was reluctant
for us to bond. I have meditated on it
extensively, and I belie he was refusing out of
concern for your welfare. I cannot fault him
for that//
The Master sighed. //What is also true, but
rarely publicised, is the fact that the Council
cannot stop a lifebond from being formed if
both participants agree to go ahead with it,
with or without Council endorsement. It is
full and irreversible. That is why the Force
chooses those to have it. If we were to choose
who to seal our lives to, and then change our
minds, I shudder to think of the consequences//
Obi-Wan understood. There were two ways of
sealing yourself to a person. A heart bond, in
which the participants created semi permanent
links between each other's minds, was much like
a marriage, though more spiritual. A lifebond,
only possible with those specifically paired by
the Force, was even deeper. Moreover, a heart
bond was dissolvable. A lifebond was not.
When he was younger, Obi-Wan had been horrified
by the idea that you could lifebond to a
person, then grow to hate them for whatever
reason. Unable to disband the bond, you were
forever linked to someone you couldn't stand
and possibly even hated. It was only when he
was older that he understood that whatever drew
lifebond mates together also ensured that they
loved unconditionally. Like he and his Qui-Gon.
The padawan stared at his Master. He couldn't
imagine waiting until he was knighted before
bonding and his instincts cried out for him to
lifebond as soon as possible. //Can we really
do that? Override the Council in this, I
mean?//
Qui-Gon looked gravely at his padawan lover.
"If the Force sanctions our lifebond, they
cannot stop us. I meant what I told you on
Coruscant, Obi-Wan. I won't be separated from
you again and the lifebond would ensure that.
But it is not my only reason for wanting to do
this. I love you. I want to be with you. And
all I can hope is that you feel the same."
Obi-Wan closed his eyes. When he opened them
again, the lids brimmed with tears. He forced
his mouth to form words. "It seems I have
waited half my life for those words."
Qui-Gon's joy was too great to be expressed
verbally. It danced through the Master and
Padawan link as well as their lover's bond.
//Then, my Obi-Wan, upon our arrival at
Misharia, we will put our petition before the
Council. If they sanction the bond, that is
good. If not, they cannot stop us//
Arms wrapped around each other, they indulged
in a long kiss. Qui-Gon pulled away before it
deepened. //We will await the bond. You are
not fully healed and I will do nothing to make
you more ill. I promise you, the reward will
be worth the wait!//
Obi-Wan sent his agreement, though it was
disgruntled. He didn't have time to attempt to
sway his Master in his resolution as the
pilot's voice came over the intercom.
"Approaching Misharia. Please prepare for
deceleration from light speed."
Reluctantly, they split apart and headed for
the main room to buckle themselves in their
seats.
Palpatine strode back and forth in his office,
dictating notes to his Toyndarian secretary.
"And I want you to bring the activities of the
Trade Federation to Queen Amidala's
notice...their activities, while entirely
legal, are beginning to impinge on Naboo's
economy, and we should be prepared lest the
situation worsen."
Finishing his discourse, he dismissed his aide,
and as the Toyndarian fluttered in an
approximation of a bow, the Senator began
tidying his desk, pretending that he was
preparing to leave for the day. He knew the
aide would leave the office for the day as soon
as the message was sent.
After his desktop terminal indicated that the
Toyndarian had sent his message and logged off,
Palpatine sent a discreet mental message.
//Maul, your presence is required. Let none
see you come//
He paced the rich carpet, ideas swirling in his
head as waited for his padawan to arrive. It
was a scant few minutes before the doors
silently slid open and Maul stood before him.
"Ahh, my padawan. I have a special mission for
you as my plans proceed. The Trade Federation
has set up its blockade and is slowly
implementing it. Soon we will crush Naboo like
an overripe peach."
Maul stood silent, knowing the penalty or
interrupting his Master's rambling. He was the
epitome of a Sith padawan, cruel and greedy,
self serving and vicious. Palpatine was rather
proud of him. The Zabrakian idly licked excess
saliva from his snaggled teeth as his Master in
his 'human' guise paced before him.
"What shall be my task, my Master?"
"There are two Jedi I want investigated.
Padawans. Their names and all I have on them
are on this datachip. I want you to track them
and bring me all the information you can on
them."
"May I ask why, my Master?"
"You may not!" The Sith Master moved
instantly, clenching his fist. Maul
reflexively clasped his throat, knees buckling
as precious oxygen was withheld. Palpatine's
gaze was cool. "You are nowhere near ready to
challenge me, Maul. I would not advise you to
try it."
The Sith apprentice exhaled sharply, managing a
rough "Yes, my Master," before his throat was
released.
Palpatine glared at him with vicious eyes. "You will do as you've been told,
Maul. And I am aware that you're kata's are less than exemplary. Unless you
wish to feel my wr
ath, you will correct that oversight. I foresee a challenge with the Jedi in
the future and your death would be..." the Sith Lord cocked his head.
"Inconvenient." His tone was almost clinical.
He also did not specify who the death would be inconvenie
nt for.
As the dark padawan rose from his unwillingly submissive position, he called
the datachip to him from Palpatine's desk. He bowed his head submissively, even
as his dark soul screamed against it.
"I will do as you command, my Master."
Pal
patine sneered. "Of course you will. You don't have any other option. I want
that information soon, Maul. Or your life will not be worth living."
The Sith apprentice bowed one last time before retreating from the room. A
challenge with the Jedi! W
ould the Sith reveal themselves at last? He hungered for it, almost as badly
as he longed for Sidious' death.
Once Maul was gone, Palpatine sneered again as
he brushed down his velvet Senatorial robes.
The sooner he got rid of that one, the
better. Maul was, despite Palpatine's
assurances to the contrary, an exemplary
apprentice. That was part of the problem. He
was so exemplary that in a short time, he would
probably attempt to destroy Palpatine. He
would have to be killed before too long, but
hopefully not before the current plan with
Naboo transpired.
He was still needed for that.
Palpatine began to pace the carpets again,
musing aloud to himself. It was a measure of
his confidence in his security precautions that
he felt secure enough to do so.
"So much to plan, so little time. The events
with Naboo will move fast, but I cannot forget
the other matter."
The Sith Lord felt a shudder slide through him
as he thought of the second, far more important
matter. The One that would eclipse the events
on Naboo, no matter the results.
"The One is among us. Now all I need is for
Maul to come up with more
information on the two, information that might hint which is the One. The
human boy or the Mon Calamari girl? One will lead us, me t
o glory."
Palpatine turned in a swirl of his robe, idly
rubbing his chin. "And Maul has got to go."
The Senator sniggered. "Sorry, my dear boy,
but I can only have one apprentice and this new
one will be worth far more than you ever could
be."
Imagining the expression on Maul's face as he
died gave Palpatine a great thrill and he was
still chuckling as he left his office for the
day.
Maul hissed softly. He had made a practice,
over the years, of listening to every
conversation his Master had, either as the
Senator or as the Sith Lord. While the Master
was aware that his private home and quarters
were bugged, the dark apprentice doubted that
he knew his own Senatorial offices were
similarly compromised. He probably couldn't
believe that his apprentice would risk defying
him to such an extent.
Maul sneered.
A weak Sith Lord, that's what he was. Of
course the apprentice would defy, it was that
or die. You kept what advantages you could
from the opposition, whether it was Jedi, the
innocent, or your own feeble Master.
No, there was no way that Palpatine would allow
this information to reach Maul, given the
propensity the Sith had for taking any idea and
using it against one other. The Sith Master
had to be very excited indeed to let slip in
such a manner, but that was unimportant now.
The One walked among them, and Sidious had
narrowed it down to one of two Jedi
apprentices. He seemed willing to wait before
taking action, but Maul was not. If the One
was here now, he had to be 'acquired' as soon
as possible. There was far too much at stake
to let it all lie.
The multicoloured Sith apprentice tapped his
chin with one claw-like fingernail. Perhaps
there was a way to discover which of the two
was the One. Sidious was not the only Sith who
could disguise himself, Maul had his own
methods of moving amongst the innocent and the
Jedi undetected.
He would conduct his own investigation into who
was the One. He would find them, turn them to
the dark, and use them against Sidious.
Smirking, Maul called up the recovered Temple
records of the two padawans mentioned by
Palpatine, easily hacking into the Jedi
mainframe computer.
Surveying the files carefully, the Sith felt
drawn to the record of one in particular, that
of the human boy. As he read file after file
about the boy's training and exploits, Maul
felt a tingle begin in his horns. Aware that
his own Force precognition was far stronger
than that of Palpatine, he knew that there was
something unusual about this one.
Perhaps a closer examination would help him
understand what drew him to this boy.
He had only to touch the Jedi brat to know
whether or not he was the One, if he was, there
would be no way of silencing the jangle of
Force produced from the connection of the One
with the dark.
Maul was not an idiot. He knew that he was not
going to attempt to turn a well-trained
warrior, or even a Master to the dark. He was
going to try and turn the One. That was in
itself a monumental task.
Coupled with trying to evade and destroy
Sidious at the same time, the task was well
nigh impossible. So he would have to do all
this in one fell swoop. It would need careful
planning and preparation, not to mention
confirmation as to which Jedi bratling was
actually the One.
His mind swirling with possible futures of the
Republic, all of them dark, Maul began his self-
set task.
Qui-Gon carefully dropped his cargo on the
couch in his and Obi-Wan's quarters in the new
Temple. He surveyed his preparations and
nodded in satisfaction. Everything was ready
and perfect for Obi-Wan's return.
He turned back to his cargo on the couch to
find it smiling at him.
"You've been busy," Obi-Wan was looking around
as well. "I think everything here is just like
it was back on Coruscant."
The padawan turned back in time to see a shadow
flit across his Master's face at the mention of
Coruscant. Despite many years of happiness
there, from now on, the first memories conjured
by the name would be those of the Temple's
destruction.
An event that had nearly cost Obi-Wan his life.
Unable to help it, he shivered in remembrance.
Qui-Gon caught it. In a swift spin, he pulled
Obi-Wan into his arms, holding the younger man
tightly. Reassuring them both that Obi was
still alive.
After a moment, Qui-Gon spoke, his voice
uncertain, unsteady. "I just wanted to make it
like you were coming home. If you don't like
it -"
"No!" Obi-Wan hastened to reassure him. "I
love it, it is just like coming home." His
voice lowered. "I'm fine, Qui. You don't have
to treat me like I'll disappear on you."
He deliberately used the shortened name,
drawing familiarity between them. Time spun
for a tense moment, then righted itself as Qui-
Gon slowly released the tension in his
shoulders.
"I'm sorry Obi. I won't let that happen
again...I...I can't."
Obi-Wan stared up at his Master in disbelief
even as his arms tightened around the padawan
almost unbearably. "You can't think this was
your fault! Qui-Gon -"
Qui-Gon sought to calm him. Obi-Wan was not
fully healed and he would do nothing to damage
his apprentice further. "Hush, it is nothing,
we won't speak of it further."
"Yes we will!" Obi-Wan was furious, furious
that someone had killed hundreds of his kind,
friends and family, furious that he had lost so
much of his training and would lose more while
his body healed, and above all else, furious
that his idiotic Master was stupid enough to
believe all this was his fault.
"You think -! I was hurt because you-!" He
was incoherent in his anger.
Qui-Gon became more and more anxious the more
agitated Obi-Wan became. "Obi-Wan, please!"
"You idiot!" The apprentice finally managed to
get out a complete sentence, of sorts. "I know
you have a penchant for guilt, but this
really -"
He stopped suddenly, the colour in his face
fading past even his usual pale shade.
"Obi-Wan?!" Qui-Gon was frantic as his
apprentice's knees buckled, he was only held
upright due to Qui-Gon's grip on him.
"I...need to sit, please." The padawan looked
like he was about to vomit.
Solving the problem, Qui-Gon bent and pulled
Obi-Wan up, one arm curved around his back, the
other holding him under the knees. He
carefully carried his priceless gift into his
room, depositing him gently on the large bed.
"I'm sorry, Obi-Wan. I shouldn't have acted
like that, you're still weak -" Guilt welled up
in his words. Guilt that turned into alarm as
Obi-Wan rolled over, facing away from his
Master, curling into a ball. "Obi-Wan?"
"I don't want to listen to you if you are going
to be drowning in your own pity. I feel too
bad to deal with that right now."
Undeniable hurt flowed through Qui-Gon at that,
and not a little amount of shame. He sat on
the bed beside his treasure, gently running a
hand up his back, remembering a time, not too
long ago, when his padawan lay under a steel
bar, trapped and dying. Forcibly, he drove
those thoughts away. Obi-Wan was fine.
"You are right, my padawan. Now is not the
time for such arguments. I apologise. I just
need time to dull the memories."
Obi-Wan rolled over, his young face pinched
with fatigue. "But you still think you are at
fault." The padawan pulled himself into a
sitting position, wincing slightly. "I don't
understand, Master. How could this possibly be
your failing?"
Qui-Gon sighed. "I don't know. Perhaps it is as you said, my penchant for
blaming myself. But I cannot lose the feeling that I should have know what was
going to happe
n."
Anger faded entirely as Obi-Wan frowned at his Master. Qui-Gon's precognition
skills were great, there had to be something more to this to make him uneasy.
"What else, Master?"
Qui-Gon smiled softly, one of the few smiles he had produced since
the Temple's destruction. "You always were quick, padawan." His expression
became grave. "I have the feeling that the reason for the Temple's destruction
is related to you in some way."
Obi-Wan was more than a little baffled. "Me?
Why? I'm only a padawan, no one important."
Qui-Gon caught him up fiercely, holding him
close. "Never say that!" He pressed a kiss to
Obi-Wan's forehead. "You are an excellent Jedi
padawan and my lover. Moreover, you are Obi-
Wan Kenobi. That makes you worth more than
anything else on this planet or any other."
Obi-Wan turned his face away and down. "You
still want me? Even after what I said, before?"
"I will lifebond with you, come hell or high
water. I won't let anything block me from you
again if I can prevent it."
Obi-Wan sighed, snuggling closer to Qui-Gon.
"Now to convince the Council to let us
lifebond."
"If we truly want to bond, and if the Force
agrees that we are life matched, there is no
way the Council can stop us." The Master's
voice shone with conviction as he reiterated
his point. "I will lifebond with you, my Obi-
Wan. I will."
The possessiveness in Qui-Gon's tone made Obi-
Wan feel like purring.
Maul squinted in the bright sunlight as he
disembarked from his small vessel. It had been
easy enough to gain clearance to land, the Jedi
were still in disarray and had not yet set up
the usual security measures.
The Sith padawan couldn't suppress a growl of
frustration. The damned Jedi robes did not fit
properly, but were the best he could do on
short notice. Not to mention the fact that the
colour was less than pleasing. He forcibly
jumped mental tracks, cocooning layer upon
layer on his shields. One slight slip and the
Jedi would know who he was.
And if they didn't kill him, Sidious would.
As he headed toward the newly built Temple,
Maul reviewed his planned deception.
Unfortunately, the only Zabrakian at the Temple
had been flattened when it fell. Pity, that.
It would make him more obvious. He would have
to keep his hood drawn, and try to fob off any
questing minds with garbage about his 'Master's
death.'
//I wish// he snarled. Entering the halls of
the enemy would not be pleasant.
The apprentice had deliberately chosen the
clothing of a padawan...after all, Sidious had
taught him that the best place to hide was in
the open and the best disguise was to pretend
to be what you are. It did amuse him - the
Jedi were so complacent that if he strolled
into the Temple declaring himself Sith, they
wouldn't believe him until he'd dismembered
them all.
That cheery thought allowed him to gather his
evil aura close to him and step over the Temple
threshold. To his mild surprise, he didn't drop
dead on the spot.
//Now, to find those two Jedi bratlings...//
The two padawans met outside training room
four, having been advised by the healers and
ordered by their Masters' to exercise to regain
their form after what was commonly called
amongst padawans 'the blow-out.'
Obi-Wan looked slightly apprehensive when Bant
loped up only a few seconds late. As he opened
the door to the reserved training room, she
understood why.
"Geez, could they get a more carbon copy?" The
Mon Calamarian was wide eyed. This was
identical to the original training room four.
Obi-Wan could only shrug. "They rebuilt most
of the Temple so it is identical. I guess it's
true that Jedi have no originality."
Quickly dismissing unimportant details and
focusing as only years of training could allow,
the two padawan's slipped into their warm up
katas. Both had orders to take it easy, and
perform no katas over the fifth. They squared
off to work separately.
Obi-Wan surfaced from his kata feeling
completely relaxed for the first time since his
injuries. As usual, the in depth communication
with the Force reasserted his priorities and
reassured him of his place. He opened his eyes
to find Bant's blinking back at him.
"What is it?" He suddenly felt self-conscious.
"Your kata...which one were you doing?"
Obi-Wan was confused. "The fourth form. We
learnt it when we were fifteen, Bant. You
should be able to recognise it."
But the female was shaking her head vehemently.
"It wasn't. I've never seen that one before."
"It was the fourth form," Obi-Wan insisted.
"The one that starts like this." He lithely
flowed into the opening position.
Bant still looked sceptical. "It looked kinda
like the fourth form," she said dubiously.
"But, I don't know, it's like you took the
steps and rewrote them into a dance, or
something. It was...more graceful, more
beautiful than I've ever seen it."
Obi-Wan chewed the inside of his cheek while he
thought. "Maybe it's because it's the first
time in weeks I've been able to do this," he
hazarded. "Or 'cause I finally got it right."
"Maybe..." Bant pursed her considerable lips.
"Show me how you did it," she instructed. "I
want to see if I can do it too."
The next hour was occupied with Obi trying to
explain to Bant exactly how he felt when doing
the kata. By the end of the session, the
Calamarian was simultaneously aware that her
attempts at the kata were greatly improved and
that she still hadn't come close to doing them
like Obi-Wan had.
However, she kept the knowledge to herself as
she did the cool down stretches, absently
noting the change in Obi-Wan since his
accident. He had suffered a major trauma less
than a month ago, and yet was breathing as if
he'd been sitting down for the last few hours.
he couldn't do that before the accident, why
could he suddenly do it now?
The thought suddenly occurred to her that it
may have something to do with that unusual
Force surge that developed as they had freed
Obi-Wan on Coruscant.
The female padawan had done some digging of her
own, curious about this Force manifestation.
She had encountered an unusual block. Her own
Master had been present at the rescue, yet
Master Averil had no recollection of the Force
surge. Concerned, Bant had asked Master Windu,
who had also been there. But the dark-skinned
Master had also denied that such an event
occurred. That would have been the end of it,
Bant doubting she was correct, except for one
thing.
She was positive Master Windu was lying.
Something had happened down there, something
to do with Obi-Wan, and her Master didn't
remember it. Master Windu did, and was trying
to hide it. The Calamarian's Force talents
were strong in the direction or reading people,
and she didn't doubt them for a second. Windu
had lied to her.
Bant decided to ask Obi-Wan about it.
Obi-Wan was still musing on the information
Bant had given him as he left the training
room. He had decided to return to his and Qui-
Gon's quarters to shower. His thoughts
preoccupied, he didn't see the robe-swathed
padawan until they ran into each other.
Their shoulders brushed and the resultant
electricity was more than static.
The two men were thrown apart from the energy,
rather than pushed, and Obi-Wan gaped at the
hooded man facing him.
"By all the Force...are you okay?"
For a long moment - almost too long - Maul
didn't answer. His entire body thrummed with
the knowledge that the one stood before him.
The boy was so innocent, had no idea of his
potential, all he need do was take him now...
But no, that was foolish. There was no way he
would be able to smuggle him from the Temple
unseen and this boy was far too important to
risk it. The Sith recovered quickly.
"I apologise," he soothed softly. "I recently
lost my Master, and the grief often leads to
distraction and a lessening in the strength of
my shields. Forgive me if I caused you
discomfort."
Obi-Wan's expression moved from of vague
suspicion and confusion to that of deep empathy.
"I share your loss and I offer you all the
support at my disposal."
The formality of the exchange did not arouse
Obi-Wan's suspicion: those within the Temple
tended to converse formally with one another,
it was in private and with close friends that
severity was relaxed.
Maul trembled with his knowledge, and fought to
not show it. The proximity of Obi-Wan's
untapped power was almost making him dizzy with
delight and it was with great effort that he
wrenched himself to focus on his task.
"I thank you for your concern...please, I feel
I must meditate more on control."
The young padawan acquiesced gracefully. "May
the Force be with you."
Maul dipped his head back. "Indeed. And with
you, also."
Forcing calm into his steps, he proceeded down
the corridor at a sedate pace. Carefully
sending out a tendril of probing thought, he
sensed Obi-Wan going in the opposite direction
once more.
It was impossible to tell if suspicion had
flared in the boy's mind at any of his actions,
but Maul doubted it. He had succeeded in his
mission. He now knew who the one was.
Now all he had to do was plan his capture.
Maul was not quite correct.
While Obi-Wan was not suspicious of their
exchange in a certain sense, he did feel unease
at the strange meeting. The flare of energy
from the contact was not one from a laxity in
maintaining shields, in either one of them.
Obi-Wan resolved to share this unusual
occurrence with his Master. He had nothing
more than the unease to go on, but the padawan
trusted his instincts.
There was also the matter of the Force surge
Bant told him about. Obi-Wan knew Bant was not
lying, both on the strength of their friendship
and the fact that she had no need to lie, nor
would she gain from it. Bant believed that
Master Windu was lying about it, and somehow
her Master's mind had been clouded to forget
the event, but Bant's had not. Coincidence was
too great here. Obi-Wan would need to ask Qui-
Gon about that surge.
Though these unusual occurrences had nothing to
do with the exchange with the figure in the
hallway, Obi-Wan felt that somehow, all this
was related. He would need to speak to Bant
again later, to discuss all this again.
Something wasn't right.
Absently rubbing his padawan braid between his
fingers, Obi-Wan went to find his Master.
Obi-Wan never received the opportunity to ask
his Master about Bant's observations, for as
soon as he arrived at their quarters, Qui-Gon
grabbed his arm and bundled him into the shower.
"Hurry, Obi-Wan. The Council wishes to see us
to examine the strength of our bond. This
meeting will determine whether or not they
sanction our lifemating." He efficiently
stripped his padawan and pushed him gently
under the spray.
Despite the warm water and his Master's
closeness, Obi-Wan shivered. //The Council
will make or break us...//
Qui-Gon waited with a towel, and gently rubbed
him dry with it. //Yes, beloved. Our moment of
reckoning. But remember, what they tell us
does not matter. We will bond. All the
Council will tell us today is whether or not
they will acknowledge it//
Obi-Wan sat cross-legged on the floor of the
Council chamber, feeling self conscious as
Yaddle gently placed her three fingered hands
on either side of his head.
"Relax, padawan. This will hurt you not."
Obi-Wan dipped his head slightly in assent,
careful not to dislodge her grip. His arrival
at the Chambers had been hectic, Qui-Gon
practically dragging him through the halls in
his eagerness to hear a verdict from the
Council. It was only when Obi reminded his
Master of his recent injuries that the man
slowed down.
The aforementioned Master sat next to him, his
physical and mental presence calming and
soothing.
Only three Councillors were present, Masters
Windu, Yoda and Yaddle. Qui-Gon had warned him
only a few would be there, lifebonds and the
evaluation of them were mainly their domain,
the Dagobites being skilled in revealing true
feelings. The Council had agreed to let them
handle heart and lifebonds, each had their own
speciality. Master Billaba, for example,
handled military matters, being extremely
proficient in this area. Obi-Wan wondered
briefly why Master Windu was there before
Yaddle began and he tore his attention back to
himself.
After a moment, a light buzzing began in Obi-
Wan's head, growing progressively louder. His
vision darkened as Yaddle carefully probed
deep, but he focused in what she did. He
unconsciously followed her link back to her
mind, and found the diminutive Master far more
cheery and light hearted than she let on. Her
gravity was a mask behind which she watched and
absorbed.
Yaddle withdrew and with a sudden swirl, he
found himself back in his own body, but somehow
the view had changed. With embarrassment, he
realised he was lying in his Master's lap,
apparently having fallen while Yaddle tested
his mind.
//There is nothing to be ashamed of, my Obi-
Wan. You have not had enough practice in
mental probes. The bond will assure that this
won't happen ever again//
//What about you?//
//They tested me even as they tested you//
//Oh// Cautiously sitting up, Obi-Wan returned
to the traditional posture of obedience. He
shoved thoughts of embarrassment aside as he
concentrated on the Masters surrounding him.
"Examined you each, we have. Compare notes, we
must. Wait outside you will."
"Yes, Master Yaddle."
Both retreated to the antechamber to await
their verdict. Obi-Wan stared at the closed
door, then looked at his Master.
"Now what?"
"We wait, my padawan. We wait."
Yaddle was pacing furiously almost before the
soundproof door was shut.
"Well?"
She spun to look at Windu, her small features
crinkled. "Yes. Lifemating urge there is.
Lifebond there is. But too strong! Overwhelm
Qui-Gon, Obi-Wan might, unknowingly and without
intention. Dangerous this is to Qui-Gon."
Yoda waved his cane for silence. "Yes, bond
there is, danger there always is. Always
possibility that lifebond result in merging of
minds so that no two partners, only one mind.
But doubt this will happen to Qui-Gon, I do.
Strong his mind is. And protect them, the
Force will. So strong a bond is demanded for
completion by the Force."
Windu nodded, agreeing with Yoda. But the
final decision lay with Yaddle, this was her
domain. Yet she seemed to be holding something
back.
"Yaddle? Was there something else?" Yoda's
bright eyes fixed on the female Council member
as well.
She spoke slowly, reluctantly. "Reached out,
he did, during the probe. Touched my inner
mind."
Windu was shocked. "But your shields!"
"Lower them, I did not. Go through them like
they did not exist he did."
"Did he intrude?" Windu barked sharply. Going
through shields! That was...inconceivable.
"Intrude, he did not. More like curious child
he was, exploring his surroundings. Take
nothing he did, learn no secrets he did.
Merely glanced and moved on."
Silence reigned for a length of time. In the
end, Yoda spoke. "Have done all we can. Hope
Qui-Gon can temper him, we must. Allow the
lifebond to proceed."
The other Masters nodded, then scattered to do
his bidding.
The pool of water was rather deep, almost deep
enough for Obi-Wan to stand in it and be
completely submerged. In fact, that was it's
purpose and Obi-Wan stared into it, wondering
what truths it would reveal.
His reflection was perfectly still in the
water, no wind moving its surface and marring
his likeness. Critically, he eyed it, taking
in cropped hair and beaded plait, as well as
the short ponytail that kept the long bits in
the back from falling in his face. Not too
shabby a face, either.
//A beautiful face//
//Master!// He whipped around, his own braid
slapping against his face lightly. He let his
joy reverberate through their training
bond...knowing that the link between them would
soon be far deeper and irrevocably permanent.
It was a necessary part of the lifebonding rite
that each partner ritually cleansed themselves
alone. That required being someplace private,
a large amount of meditation and a bath in some
strange liquid that the Council had provided.
When she brought it to him, Yaddle had assured
him(through mindspeech, partners were forbidden
to speak to anyone verbally for twelve hours
before the ceremony) that is was a conductor
for Force energy, helping them 'ease' into
their bond.
While there was no doubt in Yaddle's mind that
this was some sort of mystical soul lubricant,
Obi-Wan had Force tested it, and personally
believed it to be some sort of bubble bath that
had been included in the ceremony long ago and
then it had been forgotten exactly why.
//Padawan//
Qui-Gon's gentle reproval was laced with
laughter, and Obi-Wan received the impression
he believed the same thing and that Yoda did
too. However, the exchange struck something
deep within him.
//Not your padawan today//
//No, not today// Qui-Gon's thoughts were
gentle and loving.
Finally dragging his eyes away from his own
reflection - still perfect and unbroken in the
water before him - Obi-Wan drank in the sight
of his Master.
Qui-Gon was dressed in a dark green robe - the
colour of moss that has just been replenished
with water. Unlike moss, the robe was flecked
with gold, that seeped across the fabric in
wild and fantastic patterns.
Obi-Wan himself wore a robe much the same, a
smaller size, of course. The robes were to aid
the participants of the rite in feelings of
calm and serenity. Later, after the rite, the
two were free to walk through the corridors of
the Temple still dressed in their robes, as
close to a public announcement of the bond as
they could get. Obi-Wan fully intended to make
sure they did this.
The two were alone in the garden, to initiate
the lifebond. There were no witnesses, none
were needed. Unlike a heartbond, a lifebond
was a deeply private affair. It was for them,
and them alone.
Clasping hands, the two sank down into the soft
grass, it mingling with the green on their
robes. Unconsciously settling into meditation
postures, the two breathed deeply.
Qui-Gon reached out briefly, checking that the
protective shielding around the empty garden
was intact. Both now, when they bonded and
later, when they consummated the bond, they
would release their shields entirely, allowing
their thoughts to mingle. The shields ensured
that none could interfere while they were
defenceless.
Turning back to his padawan - no, his lover, he
held the hands tightly. //Are you ready, Obi-
Wan?//
//Need you ask?// The dry response was so
typical of his youthful love that he almost
laughed aloud for joy.
Carefully, slowly, so as not to overwhelm, each
began to draw back the shields in their minds.
It was time consuming and slightly difficult -
each had spent their lives building them up to
let none in, yet now had to release them to let
the lifebond occur. Obi-Wan dropped his
entirely first, being younger and not as strong
at shielding. But Qui-Gon's trust and
eagerness ensured he was not far behind.
Both felt oddly naked, sitting there with their
minds bared. Each paused for a moment,
rearranging thoughts and preparing themselves.
Then they reached for each others minds.
The contact was explosive.
Two entire lives merged, were shared. A
thousand memories were witnessed. The
lifemated saw Obi-Wan's childhood, watched
Xanatos fall, felt Obi-Wan's anguish on
Bandomeer followed by boundless joy at being
chosen, sensed Qui-Gon's heart swell with
contentment at last. All their memories,
billions of moments, trivial or important,
anguished or joyful, flashed though each mind.
Faces danced by, Yoda, Obi-Wan, Qui-Gon,
Xanatos, Bant, Yaddle, Mace, other Council
members, family members, friends, enemies,
brief acquaintances. And through it all, the
two lifemates screamed their love and joy.
Somehow in the rush and pull of their minds
melding forever, they heard a voice. It was
neither one nor the other's, rather the voice
one hears in one's own head when one reads. It
was a blend of both their tongues.
//I will follow you, everywhere you go. And
I'll be with you till the end.//
The lifebond vows, spoken and sealed.
Done.
It was odd, really, Obi-Wan reflected as he and
Qui-Gon returned to their quarters for their
'consummation'. Despite the fact that they had
been lovers for nearly two years, they were
almost shy as they reached their rooms.
They had sat for nearly half an hour in the
garden after the surge had died down, feeling
through their bond and revelling in it. No
thoughts could be hidden from one another now,
all memories shared and experiences doubled.
Obi-Wan knew that his training would be
different from now on, he had not only his own
but also Qui-Gon's to draw upon. It made them
both stronger, to give and share so much. To
stop their thoughts projecting all over the
Temple, Master Yoda was shielding them until
they could rebuild their shields to accommodate
the bond.
It almost made Obi-Wan feel giddy as he reached
to palm the door lock, ignoring those that were
staring at the robes that indicated what they
now were. He was with his Master forever now
that was all that mattered.
Qui-Gon hesitated just inside the door, causing
Obi to turn to see why his Master - his new
lifemate - didn't follow. For a horribly
eternal moment, he thought his Master was
having second thoughts, impossible as that was.
Then Qui-Gon met his eyes.
In that second, their lifebond, slightly muted,
surged into fullness again, sending both men
staggering. Each man's mind was flooded with
the images, feelings, senses of the other's.
Thoughts melded and memories meshed, two lives
twirled and twined into one another. As their
minds danced in complete and final union, Obi-
Wan saw Qui-Gon's reluctance for what it truly
was.
His lifemate was afraid of hurting him. After
coming so close to losing Obi-Wan, Qui-Gon was
terrified of doing anything to cause a relapse.
It gave Obi-Wan pause for a full second. How
could he prove to Qui-Gon that he was nothing
but vibrantly alive? A grin trickled cross his
face, and the padawan took action.
Before Qui-Gon could fully regain equilibrium,
he found himself face up on the floor, a
voracious padawan straddling him.
"I promise I won't break, Qui-Gon," he
breathed, "as long as you promise not to treat
me like I will."
Robes flying in billows of brown, Obi-Wan took
full control in seconds. He gleefully drove
his tongue deep into Qui's mouth, thoroughly
licking him in the process. As Qui-Gon moaned
beneath him, Obi-Wan allowed himself a small
grin.
Humour was quickly forgotten as their newly
sealed lifebond twisted into life again,
demanding the double joining of flesh and mind.
Clothing discarded and the flesh revealed
caressed, they stumbled and staggered their way
into Qui-Gon's room.
A flick of gracefully long fingers and Qui-Gon
tumbled back on the bed, knocked by the light
Force-shove. Obi-Wan pounced onto him, both
fumbling until lips met again.
A long moment's smooching, then Qui-Gon
surfaced. "Obi, wait," he said raggedly.
He blinked at his padawan. Obi-Wan knelt
before him, his hands resting beside him on the
bed. With his breeches still on and his skin
and hair sweat soaked and moist, he was
indescribable to the Jedi Master.
With Qui-Gon's quickened breathing forcing the
words out in a harsh gasp, he grated, "You want
to prove you are well? Then do so, my heart's
desire. Prove I am not asleep and you are not
a phantom dream."
Eyes widened in surprise, then narrowed in
hungry lust. Obi-Wan tipped his head to one
side, considering, before a lunge from his
lifemate nearly bundled the two of them off the
bed.
He had almost regained his balance when Qui-Gon
yanked his pants off, causing him to tumble
back across the bed.
Both entirely naked, they came together like
two halves of a mould, lips meeting in a
lover's duelling dance.
"You want proof I'm alive?" Obi-Wan managed,
despite the arousal surging through them both.
Qui-Gon replied in the nonverbal, his wordless
confirmation coming across the bond.
//Then let me take control// he sent, also
beyond speech.
He felt Qui-Gon's ecstatic agreement, and,
keeping their flesh pressed together as much as
possible, began to manoeuvre. He felt Qui-
Gon's delight as he comprehended the purpose of
Obi's actions, and cooperated enthusiastically.
Angling Qui-Gon to be positioned on his lap,
straddled across him, Obi-Wan called on the
Force to augment limited muscles, to help them
sustain this position. Gentle shifting, and
they were ready. Qui-Gon reached out, softly
tracing Obi's face with his fingers before
indulging in a devouring kiss.
Arms bent tight around the older man's back,
Obi-Wan pulled him as close as he could and
still longing for closer. Qui-Gon also
burrowed nearer, his knees folded outside Obi-
Wan's. The kiss deepened in a long moment.
Preparation unnecessary due to the complete
level of trust between them, Obi-Wan entangled
his mental fingers with those of his mate
before he glided into Qui-Gon's waiting body.
He hesitated, half in, wanting to savour the
moment, make it last forever, feeling the echo
of agreement along the bond from his mate.
Silently praising whoever installed Force
shielding on their quarters, Obi-Wan paused to
draw nibbling kisses from his mate's mouth,
allowing his shields to disintegrate, feeling
Qui-Gon do the same.
Vaguely aware that later they would have to
learn how to rebuild their shields so it didn't
interfere with the lifebond, Obi-Wan gently bit
and sucked his way down Qui-Gon's neck,
releasing a ragged gasp as Qui-Gon returned the
favour, passion singing in the fully unshielded
bond between them.
Feeling both their bodies straining for
physical completion, the Master shifted,
sending a throb of bliss between them as the
movement both rubbed his erection across Obi-
Wan's stomach and drove Obi-Wan deeper inside
him. The motion made Obi-Wan forget the
savouring of the moment, opting instead for
completion.
Both men shouted in unison as Obi-Wan sheathed
himself fully into the hilt that felt as though
it had been made for him. He halted again,
fighting against releasing now. Their lifebond
intensified each man's feelings, doubling and
tripling them, reflecting them back in an
almost painfully pleasuring wave, enough to
make him lose control.
As the strong passion slid back down to a level
he could manage - barely - he felt Qui-Gon
trailing hands along his face, kissing him
gently. His lover slid his hands up over Obi-
Wan's shoulder, delicately tracing the outline
of his blades before moving lower to caress
the dip of his lower back. He trailed his way
back up, detailing each of the vertebrae in his
mate's spine as Obi-Wan rested his head in the
hollow of Qui-Gon's neck, finally wrestling his
libido into a semblance of control.
Drawing back slightly, hearing the whimper of
protest at the reduction in contact from Qui-
Gon, Obi drew his eyes to those of his
lifemate. Conveying almost a lifetime of love
and feeling with his own luminous orbs, feeling
it returned a hundredfold, Obi-Wan finally
allowed himself to drive upwards.
A strangled scream of pure joy tore from Qui's
strained throat. His own hoarse resounding
gasp barely registering, Obi-Wan began to
thrust. Each lunge pushed him deep into the
warmth of his lover, he could feel the hot body
tighten and flex around him.
Neither ever knew how long they remained like
that, arms wound hard around each other, each
muscle standing out, gleaming with sweat.
Their movements concerted, unified, immersed
deeply in their lifebond.
Obi-Wan knew that he couldn't hold out forever.
His bucking became more fevered, desperate,
one hand straying from holding Qui-Gon to clasp
his neglected member. As his fingers played up
and down, gently stroking and rolling, Qui-Gon
whimpered, trying to push himself down more, to
force Obi-Wan deeper.
A few more thrusts, a final lunge, and his back
arched to the point of snapping, his Master's
body in unison with his. Spasm after spasm
shuddered through them both. Caught in the
uprush, the ecstasy, bodies frozen tight in
this final stage of coupling, both men were
incapable of anything other than losing
themselves in the sensation and each other.
For long moments, they stayed that way, Obi-Wan
cradling his Master's shivering form in his
lap, still mentally enmeshed with him. He felt
Qui-Gon kiss his forehead and lifted his head
so he could meet his lips. Slick skin sliding
against slick skin, their exhausted bodies
compelled them to move.
As they tumbled back down across the bed,
gasping, Obi-Wan finally allowed Qui-Gon to
take some measure of control. He felt his
lifemate's arms slide around him and rolled,
turning into the embrace. With closed eyes, he
felt Qui-Gon kiss his hair tenderly again and
in response he gently stroked his hands up and
down Qui-Gon's sweat soaked back. Neither
spoke, what was the need? Their minds and
souls finally linked the way their hearts had
been for years, Master and Padawan drifted into
a deep and shared sleep.
Yoda stared out into the endless, star strewn
Misharia skies.
By now, it would be done. Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan
would be lifebonded, finally and irrevocably.
While the lifebond did not mean that if one
member died, the other did automatically, the
outcome was the same. The surviving member
either died from the shock of the loss of
contact, or went insane, eventually taking
their own life. That was the possible fate
that faced Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan.
It was odd, the little Jedi Master mused, that
the Chosen One had just been linked with
another powerfully Force-strong being, yet
there was no indication of that union within
the Force. In the creation of a lifebond, all
the energy created was directed inwards, into
forging and strengthening the new lifebond.
With all the energy those two were capable of
creating, the bond would be strong indeed.
But that wasn't what Yoda needed to think about
now.
Obi-Wan was becoming suspicious, and the
efforts of the three Masters to keep him in the
dark seemed to be failing. Yoda was aware the
padawan was uncertain why he had been allowed
to bond to Qui-Gon though he was a padawan,
doubtless he also knew that it had never been
allowed before. It would only be a short while
before he would ask exactly why the bond had
been allowed.
Mace had also reported Bant's suspicious
questions about the Force surge that saved Obi-
Wan's life. Both Masters' knew that Bant would
have told Obi-Wan what she knew, though the
information that neither Qui-Gon nor Averil
remembered the energy storm was interesting.
The intervention of the Force, perhaps?
"Need to send on the mission we do. Soon.
Distract the mind so it cannot ask such
worrying questions."
Yoda turned at Yaddle's voice, ears sliding
back as he surveyed the only member of the
Temple he could look in the eye without
straining his neck.
"Worried I am," he sighed. "Obi-Wan, so aware
he is, while Qui-Gon remains ignorant."
"A mission is needed," insisted Yaddle. "There
is nothing we can do, though like the situation
we do not. Distraction is the only tool we
have. Protected Obi-Wan as much as we can, we
have. It is for the Force to decide, what
action we take next."
The two small creatures gazed sightlessly into
the night, each dwelling on their own thoughts,
though the content was the same.
"New mission there is," Yoda spoke at last.
"Came through a few hours ago, it did. A
negotiator is needed. Do the job well, Qui-Gon
could. Solve problem for now, it could."
"A problem delayed is not solved," Yaddle
reproved. "However, ill equipped to deal with
this we are. Send them on the mission. While
they are gone, learn all we can about the
Chosen One. The Force will guide us."
Yoda slowly pried himself off his perch,
drawing his robe around him. "Hmmph. Force
guidance. Very well. Send them to Naboo we
will. Perhaps there we will find the answers
we seek."
Those creche teachers who hadn't been away with
the children when the Temple collapsed had been
killed. Until new teachers were found, various
Masters volunteered to care for the children.
Qui-Gon was doing so today.
//You don't mind, do you love?// asked Qui-Gon
for the umpteenth time.
//No. Well, not too much. If I asked you to
stay, we'd be here forever// The padawan
unashamedly projected an image of what he
wanted to do.
Qui-Gon swallowed hard, then glared at his
padawan. //Recalcitrant//
//You love it//
//Always//
A quick kiss, then a much longer one and twenty
minutes later, Qui-Gon reluctantly left for the
creche. Obi-Wan himself was scheduled to visit
the Healers again to see how his healing was
going - he had persuaded Qui-Gon not to come
with him through promises of sexual
gratification and a full report later.
They had no need for a 'honeymoon' to cement
their lifebond, they were intertwined
completely. But, Obi-Wan thought with a shrug,
it would be fun to be allowed to lock yourself
in a room with your lover - lifemate - for a
week or two. But there was no time for it, not
at this point. If the Temple hadn't fallen,
maybe things would be different. But such
speculation was pointless.
With a sigh, Obi-Wan headed for the infirmary.
Carefully drawing his hood down to conceal his
face, Darth Maul schooled himself for patience.
The One had a Healers appointment shortly, and
he had to come this way to reach the infirmary.
The Sith fingered the delicate device in his
palm, rolling it gently between his fingers.
This device was his ticket. Once he had
planted this on Kenobi, it would be easy to
trace the brat. He would never do anything
without Maul's knowledge. //And as they say,
knowledge is power// the apprentice thought in
glee.
The sense of a presence approaching drew his
awareness back to his task. There was no
sound, as all Force sensitives tended to walk
quietly. That coupled with the intensive Jedi
training resulted in a perfectly silent tread.
But that didn't count when one was Force
sensitive.
Sending out a shielded enquiry revealed his
quarry heading his way. Arranging himself into
position, Darth Maul pounced.
Obi-Wan didn't even get the chance to attempt
defence as a hard fist connected with the side
of his head, sending him reeling. As he tried
to pull himself up from his knees, shaking his
head, an iron grip caught him around the
throat, cutting off any noise.
Well, almost any noise.
//QUI-GON!!!// Obi-Wan screamed down their
lifebond, feeling a brief surge of relief at a
response before being jerked back hard.
The pressure around his throat eased a little,
but even as he tried to take advantage of the
loosened hold, a searing pain drilled into the
back of his neck.
Even as the agony dimmed and faded, Obi-Wan
found himself face to face with the floor as
his attacker dropped him. He heard running
feet and then hands were on him again. The
padawan fought furiously before he realised it
was Qui-Gon, then gasped and permitted his
lifemate to hold him.
//Are you alright, Obi-Wan?// His Master's
mind voice was frightened and held more than a
little fury.
//I..I think so. I don't know what hit me...//
He allowed his Master to pull him to his feet.
He felt another presence through the Force, one
that every Jedi knew. He cracked open an eye
to see Master Yoda straining his neck to peer
up at him.
"See who it was, young one?" asked Yoda, not
bothering to enquire about his health, knowing
Qui-Gon would have done it already.
Obi-Wan shook his head. "No, Master Yoda. I
didn't get a look. They attacked me from
behind."
"Take him to the Healers you must, Qui-Gon.
Make sure he is alright."
Qui-Gon nodded, pulling his apprentice to his
feet. Obi-Wan winced, rubbing the back of his
head. "Ouch!"
He pulled his hand from the back of his neck
with a start. At his Master's questioning
look, he said, "I think there's something on my
neck. The person who attacked me, I don't know
what they did, but my neck was agony before you
came."
His Master carefully pulled his hand away,
positioning Obi-Wan in front of his so he could
see. Obi-Wan heard his shocked gasp clearly,
as did Yoda. The gnomic Master looked up
sharply.
"What have you found?" He was too upset to
couch his speech in its usual linguistic
riddles.
Obi-Wan felt his Master brace one hand on his
neck before whispering into his mind. //This
will hurt, Obi, but not for long, I promise//
A second later, Qui-Gon jerked something out of
his neck. The padawan let out a strangled
scream at the brief resurgence of agony, but
then it faded and Qui-Gon was holding him,
stroking his hair, sending healing energy down
their lifebond.
As Obi-Wan fought to control his breathing
again, he saw Qui-Gon extend a hand to Yoda.
In his palm lay a small round electronic chip,
with a sharp barb on on end. //Where it was
stuck in me// Obi-Wan thought.
"Tracker chip." Qui-Gon's voice held barely
concealed fury. Someone had dared to do this
to his lifemate! He looked back down at the
chip in his hand, fighting down nausea at the
small pool of blood from its removal. He
raised his hand to throw it, but Yoda stopped
him.
"Examine this we must. Try to understand who
did this."
Qui-Gon pulled Obi-Wan into his arms, holding
him tightly. He nodded roughly. "Why Obi-
Wan?" He sent gentle healing tendrils of Force
into Obi-Wan's neck, repairing the damage the
tracker made. His padawan leaned back against
him gratefully.
Yoda, meanwhile, raced for evasion. There was
no point in telling them the truth at this
time, moreover, he was afraid too. He blurted
out the first thing that came to him.
"Perhaps not after Obi-Wan in particular.
Perhaps after any Jedi. Waylaid you were, Obi-
Wan, when alone?"
The padawan agreed reluctantly. "I was."
"Hmm. Perhaps just looking for Jedi alone to
attack. Unknown why."
Qui-Gon looked dubious. "Are you sure it
wasn't Obi-Wan they were after?" His
expression told of hell to pay if they were.
Yoda presented his best 'innocently confused'
expression and prayed that it would work on his
former padawan for once. "Know for certain it
was Obi-Wan they wanted, I do not. But what
reason to be after Obi-Wan is there?"
Qui-Gon looked unconvinced, but was distracted
when Obi-Wan winced again. He chose to forego
arguments in favour of making sure his lifemate
was alright.
As they conversed silently, Yoda allowed
himself to shudder. Sith here in the Temple!
There was no doubt in Yoda's mind that the
attack was deliberate and engineered by the
Sith. He could almost taste the evil aura in
the air. What's more, they had attempted to
'tag' Obi-Wan like an animal. To be able to
find and trace him. This did not bode well.
Two attacks now, the old Temple destroyed,
protagonist still unidentified, and now an
attack in the new Temple. Both involving Obi-
Wan. This did not bode well at all.
Yaddle was right. Obi-Wan and Qui-Gon would
have to be sent on a mission as soon as
possible. The small Dagobite could only pray
that the mission would not push them into the
Sith's clutches.
"Jedi!" Maul swore.
His plan would have been perfect, was perfect,
but for that damn Master! Maul didn't know
exactly when the lifemating had taken place,
but he was furious that he hadn't known. His
plan had been ruined because of it. And the
tracker chip lost too! All the effort for
nought.
The Sith padawan paced like a caged panther,
muttering to himself in his native tongue. It
sounded much like a Rancor growling. That damn
lifebond! It would make capturing the boy
difficult. Not impossible, but very, very
difficult.
Turning on his heel, the apprentice stopped,
considering. "Perhaps the lifebond can be used
after all." Maul was aware that the death of
one lifemate drove the other insane - to the
point of suicide. If he could destroy the old
man, kill him somehow, the take the apprentice.
Maul began to pace again, ides swirling through
his head. Yes. He could kill the Master and
take the padawan. The boy would be in psychic
shock after the severance of the lifebond,
making him extremely susceptible. Pliable.
Perfect. He only had to stop the boy killing
himself, which shouldn't be too hard.
Maul nearly leapt out of his multi-hued skin as
the comm unit behind him chirped. A quick
check on the identity of the caller revealed it
to be Palpatine, on a secure line from his
office. Not a call that could be ignored. Not
if he wanted to live through the next meeting
with his Master.
He thumbed the activator switch, bowing low
before the image when it coalesced before him.
"I await your instructions, my Master."
The Sith Master was adorned in full Senatorial
livery and waved aside Maul's obeisance
impatiently.
"Things are moving quickly, now. We must
strike while the iron is hot. Join me on Naboo
as soon as possible. Once I have appraised you
of the situation, I must return to Coruscant."
The Sith apprentice paused. "What of my other
mission, my Master? That of researching the
Jedi bratlings?"
Palpatine swore. "You have sent me all the
information you have?"
"Yes. my Master." //Except the bit you were
looking for, you weak slug// his mind snarled.
He kept his mental shields as strong as he
could and his face blank. If one whiff of what
he knew escaped to Sidious, he would get more
than just the fuzzy end of the lollipop.
The Sith Lord looked frustrated. "Did you find
anything unusual about them? Anything?"
//Desperate, are we?// thought Maul, keeping
his face impassive as he replied, "No, my
Master."
Palpatine swore again. "There is no help for
it. I need you on Naboo now. The other can
wait." Though it was clear from the Lord's
tone that the other matter waited only at his
extreme reluctance.
Maul bowed low to the image of the dominant
Sith Lord. "Yes, my Master."
Qui-Gon cursed their luck as he and his padawan
headed for the Council chambers. Yoda had
sounded very apologetic as he informed them
that they were required to attend a mission,
but that wasn't enough to assuage the Jedi
Master's anger.
By rights, they should be allowed at least a
week to settle their lifebond and work on their
shielding, and most definitely NOT be called
on a mission. But the Council claimed a
skilled negotiator was needed and more than
simple pride told Qui-Gon he had to go.
Obi-Wan seemed to be taking it better than him
as they swept into the Council chamber. His
padawan lover was impassive and restrained,
though Qui-Gon did catch the occasional
unsavoury thought about several Council
members. On the single good note the day had
presented, Obi-Wan's healing was progressing
rapidly, which the Healers attributed to the
lifebond.
The bowed low before the Council, ready to
accept their new mission.
Mace Windu loomed above them in his Council
seat, seemingly a god about to pass judgment on
the doomed.
"You are to go to the planet of Naboo, where a
disagreement between the government and the
Trade Federation is taking place. You're task
is to mediate between the two groups and find a
solution that suits the interest of all. The
Senator of Naboo awaits to apprise you of the
current situation. You will leave immediately."
As he and his Master bowed gracefully before
retreating from the Council Chamber, Obi-Wan
could not shake the feeling that this mission
was the beginning of the storm.
And he found himself afraid.
The feeling clung to the padawan during the all
too short flight to Coruscant to see the
Senator. A self styled man of action, Obi-Wan
couldn't understand his reticement on this
mission, but kept it to himself. The last
thing he wanted to do was worry Qui-Gon.
He trailed his Master unhappily through the
corridors of the enormous Republic Senate
office building, only forcing himself into a
posture of serenity as an attendant droid led
the way into the Naboo offices.
"Senator Palpatine, these are the two
ambassadors selected to go to your planet by
the Senate." The attendance droid's voice was
soft.
With a swirl of his robe, Palpatine turned to
greet them. He raised an eyebrow in surprise
when he saw just who the ambassadors were.
"I'm am honoured above words that the Jedi see
our plight as great enough to warrant their
attention," he bowed deeply to the two Jedi
before him. "Especially considering the recent
tragedy amongst your ranks."
The taller of the two Jedi bowed in response,
mimicked by his smaller counterpart. Both were
swathed in voluminous robes, only their faces
visible. The smaller man was no doubt much
younger, and something about his presence
strummed a nerve deep inside Palpatine, in a
place that belonged entirely to Darth Sidious.
This was one of the two padawans he had been
watching very closely, one of the two suspected
to be the One who would eradicate either light
or dark forever. The Senator tamped down the
feeling and concentrated on making sure the
Jedi suspected nothing.
The tall Jedi spoke. "I am Qui-Gon Jinn, and
this is Obi-Wan Kenobi. You have no need to
fear that the Senate will treat your planet's
troubles lightly, Senator, my padawan and I
will do all that we can to assist you and your
people. As for the Jedi, while we feel deeply
the loss of so many of our number, it would
tarnish their memories if we did not continue
our work."
Palpatine raised his eyebrow again. "Padawan?
You are a Master then, Jedi Jinn?" Jinn nodded
gracefully, and Palpatine extended his hand.
"I am more than grateful for your assistance,
Master Jedi, and I pray that you can help
resolve our difficulties quickly."
Jinn nodded as he withdrew his hand and his
padawan came forward to shake the Senator's
hand as well. His voice was cultured and
sweet. "I pray that we can also."
As Palpatine's and the Jedi apprentice's hands
touched, both felt a surge of power between
them. Startled, the apprentice released his
hand and stepped back. Palpatine recovered
quickly, speaking even as the Jedi Master came
forward, an inquiry on his lips.
"I apologise if I just caused you discomfit,
Padawan Kenobi, but my robe has just been
cleaned, and when it has it has a tendency to
give others I touch static electricity shocks."
The boy's eyes were dark for a second, and
Palpatine held his breath. Then the confused
look left the apprentice's eyes and he smiled.
"I'm fine, Senator, just a little startled,
that's all. Will you be joining us on our
journey to Naboo?"
"I am afraid not. The Queen has asked me to
remain here to exert my small amount of
influence on the Senate in an attempt to
produce a favourable income. I fear I have
much work ahead of me, as Naboo's troubles are
small compared to some others within the
Republic."
The Jedi Master nodded understandingly. "Then
we shall leave you to your work, Senator. I
promise you that we will do all that we can to
aid your people."
"Thank you," Palpatine and the Jedi bowed once
more before the two Force-sensitives left the
room.
Had the Master suspected anything? Palpatine
thought not. He was finding it difficult to
concentrate on the greater threat of the Jedi
Master, as his attention kept wandering towards
thoughts of the boy. The wave of Force that
came from him when their hands had touched had
been formidable.
He was the One.
A smile spread across the Sith Lord's lips. He
now knew the identity of the One who would
change the Force forever, and he was the only
one to know. The Jedi, and the boy himself,
were ignorant.
Palpatine was a strong believer in the tenet
that the Force would guide. And it had. It
had lead this boy right towards him, placing
him in a position where Palpatine could take
him easily. The boy, this Obi-Wan Kenobi,
would be taken, and made an instrument of the
dark.
It was obvious that the boy and his master were
in a relationship, but that was a minor
complication. The Master could be killed,
indeed, it would aid in turning Kenobi to the
dark.
Now he must wait for the Force to guide him to
the right moment to strike.
END
to be continued in Trilogy III: Fear.
The next one is gonna be a looooooong one,
folks!