Miss Saigon Lyrics

** 1 ** OVERTURE/BACKSTAGE AT DREAMLAND (A Friday night in April 1975. Backstage at an after-hours club in Saigon. Vietnamese bar-GIRLS
are getting into costumes.) GIRLS
one of us will be Miss Saigon ENGINEER
I spread the word - it's Miss Saigon GIGI
who's left to screw who hasn't gone ENGINEER
shut up! and get your hot pants on GIGI
each day more GI's disappear ENGINEER
there's still some left and they'll all be here ALL GIRLS
a girl can trust the Engineer (THE ENGINEER brings in a new girl, KIM) ENGINEER
surprise! I found this new girl, get her dressed from the country untouched GIGI
just give that virgin act a rest ALL GIRLS
(mocking the new girl) "you are my first American" (they laugh) ENGINEER
allez! allez! allez! why does it take all day? get your asses on stage... I'm raising cash tonight GIRLS
tonight I will be Miss Saigon ENGINEER
they say Saigon has weeks I say it's time to pack GIRLS
tonight I will be Miss Saigon ENGINEER
each day these little buns of theirs are worth less and less I need a visa fast, and I'm not looking back (the ENGINEER looks through the door into the club.) ENGINEER
son of a bitch, they're here! I can still engineer it's like the old days, my little gamines GIRLS
oh sure! ENGINEER
you know who's out here? a gang of marines! GIRLS
they're here? ENGINEER
we'll pick 'em clean that's what this contest's about GIRLS
yes, sir! ENGINEER
one of these boys might be your ticket out (turns to KIM) why is she in that dress? ah! it's my new princess ah, yes! a bride will give the guys a treat lower your eyelids and play sweet men pay the moon to get fresh meat allez! allez! allez! get out and do your song! don't make the show too long voila'! on stage all! welcome to... Dreamland!!! ** 2 ** THE HEAT IS ON IN SAIGON ("Dreamland" is a club filled with American Marines, civilians and south Vietnamese officers. The GIRLS
parade around and get the crowd to buy raffle tickets: the winner of the "beauty contest" will be the prize.) AMERICANS
the heat is on in Saigon the GIRLS
are hotter 'n' hell one of these slits here will be Miss Saigon God, the tension is high, not to mention the smell the heat is on in Saigon is there a war going on? don't ask, I ain't gonna tell (two friends, CHRIS and JOHN, are among the Marines. JOHN is with one of the GIRLS
) ENGINEER
ah, monsieur Chris! monsieur John! you've come to win Miss Saigon JOHN
I gotta get my friend laid as a last souvenir CHRIS
I love you, pal, but your bullshit I've had up to here ENGINEER, CHRIS and JOHN
the heat is on in Saigon JOHN
but 'til they tell us we're gone I'm gonna buy you a girl CHRIS
you can buy me a beer (the GIRLS leave the men and move onto the stage) MIMI
see my bikini, it's just the right size YVETTE
don't you enjoy how it rides up my thighs? look from behind, it'll knock out your eyes YVONNE
I'll show you: my special trophy of war MIMI
for a Marine, I'll show more AMERICANS
you won't get up off the floor the heat is on in Saigon don't tell me I'm reassigned, all that chickenshit sucks tonight I'm out of my mind, not to mention ten bucks GIGI
if I'm your pin-up, I'll melt all your brass stuck on your wall, with a pin in my ass if you get me, you will travel first class I'll show you, we will make magic, cheri ENGINEER
you buy more tickets from me the winner gets her for free CHRIS
the meat is cheap in Saigon I used to love getting stoned, waking up with some whore I don't know why I went dead, it's not fun anymore (the ENGINEER pushes KIM forward) KIM
I'm seventeen, and I'm new here today the village I come from seems so far away all of the GIRLS
know much more what to say but I know I have a heart like the sea a million dreams are in me CHRIS
Good Jesus, John, who is she? AMERICANS (AND CROWD)
the Cong is tight'ning the noose is it a week or a day or an hour that we got? tonight could be our last shot got to put it to use (the GIRLS
come off the stage and mingle with the men.) ALL, INCLUDING GIRLS
tonight I bet that you and I will get along forget about the threat, forget the Viet-Cong ALL MEN
Mimi, Gigi, Yvette or YVONNE
gonna buy me a beer, and elect Miss Saigon (the ENGINEER holds the election by holding his hand over each girl's head for applause. When KIM is judged, CHRIS claps loudly, which makes her notice him.) ENGINEER
Yvonne, Yvette, Mimi, Kim, GIGI (GIGI wins) ENGINEER
attention, s'il vous plait! by popular demand Miss Gigi Van Tranh is elected Miss Saigon! (the ENGINEER puts a cheap tiara on GIGI and a ribbon which says "Miss Saigon".) AMERICANS
the heat is on in Saigon and things are not going well but still at midnight, the party goes on a good-bye party in hell ENGINEER
and now who wins this pussycat? (the ENGINEER holds a bowl; GIGI picks up a ticket.) GIGI
number 66! (it is one of the Marines. He cheers with his friends. The scene freezes.) ** 3 ** THE MOVIE IN MY MIND GIGI
they are not nice, they're mostly noise they swear like men, they screw like boys I know there's nothing in their hearts but every time I take one in my arms it starts: the movie in my mind the dream they leave behind a scene I can't erase and in a strong GI's embrace flee this life flee this place the movie plays and plays the screen before me fills he takes me to New York he gives me dollar bills our children laugh all day and eat too much ice cream and life is like a dream dream the dream I long to find the movie in my mind KIM
I will not cry, I will not think I'll do my dance, I'll make them drink when I make love, it won't be me and if they hurt me, I'll just close my eyes KIM GIRLS
and see they are not nice, they're mostly noise the movie in my mind they kill like men, they die like boys the dream that fills my head they give their cash, they keep their hearts a man who will not kill but every night again it starts KIM
who'll fight for me instead he'll keep us safe all day so no one comes at night to blow the dream away dream the dream I have to find the movie in my mind ALL GIRLS
and in a strong GI's embrace flee this life flee this place KIM
a world that's far away where life is not unkind the movie in my mind ** 4 ** THE TRANSACTION (the ENGINEER approaches JOHN) ENGINEER
hey monsieur John, how'd you like to get rich go home in style. . .? JOHN
yeah okay, what's the pitch? ENGINEER
an U.S. visa to help me out lend me a bit of your embassy clout JOHN
there isn't a chance pal, you're too well known look, what I want is that girl in the dress ENGINEER
you have a good eye her name is Kim, she's my new princess you give her a try? JOHN
it's my friend CHRIS
who's the one feeling down MARINE
I ordered a beer! ENGINEER
she'll get him up, it's her first night in town but I have to warn you she don't come cheap it's got to be twenty for my princess JOHN
twenty dollars?? ENGINEER
she's sort of a virgin, well more or less for twenty more you get a room and key for fifty bucks, she's got the whole night free MARINES
no one gives us a buzz like the Engineer does (JOHN approaches CHRIS with Kim) JOHN
stop drooling white boy you're losing your cool you like this jail bait CHRIS
John, open your eyes this is the end of the line this whole rotten scene this little girl, we could be in the sack for what it costs me to buy a big mac John, it's time to go back - you know what I mean JOHN
I'm starting to cry pal you're so out of touch the trouble with you is you think too much ooh ol' Dr. John knows what you need alright I've bought you a present she yours all night MARINES
no one gives you a hit like the Engineer's shit!! (Across the room, the ENGINEER speaks to KIM.) ENGINEER
see little princess, I was right you got the biggest score tonight you caught that sergeant by the nose you stay with him until he goes call him CHRIS
he'll like that KIM
that marine wants his beer ENGINEER
you said you needed a job you said you'd turn a trick you'd better prove it, and quick! (he leads KIM to CHRIS) ENGINEER
voila! ** 5 ** THE DANCE (A MARINE begins to play the saxophone. CHRIS and KIM start to dance. For a long time they don't speak. Finally:) KIM
my name is Kim (trying to do her job) KIM
I like you CHRIS
CHRIS
don't talk like that KIM
what did I say? CHRIS
you shouldn't be here (CHRIS hands KIM some money) get the hell out. . . ENGINEER
what's going on? you don't like her? CHRIS
oh, yes I do KIM
I like him too ENGINEER
take her away KIM
take me away don't say a word just come with me ** 6 ** WHY GOD WHY? (KIM leads CHRIS out of the Club, and into a tiny cubicle, which has in it only a bed, a table, and a small window overlooking the moonlit city. Later in the night, CHRIS is dressed and standing at the window. KIM is asleep. Outside, Saigon still bustles.) CHRIS
why does Saigon never sleep at night? why does this girl smell of orange trees? how can I feel good when nothing's right? why is she cool when there is no breeze? Vietnam you don't give answers, do you friend? just questions that don't ever end why God? Why today? I'm all through here, on my way there's nothing left here that I'll miss why send me now a night like this? who is the girl in this rusty bed? why am I back in a filthy room? why is her voice ringing in my head? why am I high on her cheap perfume? Vietnam hey look I mean you no offense but why does nothing here make sense? why God? Show your hand why can't one guy understand? I've been with GIRLS
who knew much more I never felt confused before why me? What's your plan? I can't help her, no one can I liked my mem'ries as they were but now I'll leave rememb'ring her (CHRIS leaves some money on a table and goes out into the street. CHRIS is accosted by Vietnamese who beg for help leaving the country. He pushes them.) when I went home before no one talked of the war what they knew from TV didn't have a thing to do with me I went back and re-upped sure Saigon is corrupt it felt better to be here driving for the embassy 'cause here if you can pull a string a guy like me lives like a king just as long as you don't believe anything (CHRIS stops, then goes back into KIM'S room.) why God? Why this face? why such beauty in this place? I liked my mem'ries as they were but now I'll leave rememb'ring her just her ** 7 ** THIS MONEY IS YOURS (KIM wakens. CHRIS hands her the money he had left.) CHRIS
this money's yours please take it all hey, you want more? KIM
no, no, I don't want anything CHRIS
hey, what's wrong with you? KIM
I've not done this before CHRIS
that can't be true! KIM
why would I lie? CHRIS
all the GIRLS lie! they just want to get out of here maybe you're not like that but I don't know who you are KIM
do you want one more tale of a Vietnam girl? want to know I was bound to a man I don't love? do you want to be told how my village was burned? want to hear how my family was blasted away? how I ran from the rice field and saw them in flames? how my parents were bodies whose faces were gone? I have had my fill of pain I will not look back again I would rather die CHRIS
can I see you tonight? KIM
well, I'll be at the club selling "beaucoup amour" CHRIS
no, you won't how would you like... KIM
how would I like...? CHRIS
how would you like living with me? it feels good like this so that's how we should be so would you like? KIM
yes, I would like! CHRIS
okay, it's set no more to say screw the Engineer you're the one good thing that I've found out here ** 8 ** SUN AND MOON KIM
you are sunlight and I moon joined by the gods of fortune midnight and high noon sharing the sky we have been blessed, you and I CHRIS
you are here like a mystery I'm from a world that's so different from all that you are how in the light of one night did we come so far? KIM
outside day starts to dawn CHRIS
your moon still floats on high KIM
the birds awake CHRIS
the stars shine too KIM
my hands still shake CHRIS
I reach for you BOTH
and we meet in the sky! KIM
you are sunlight and I moon joined here bright'ning the sky with the flame of love BOTH
made of sunlight moonlight KIM
tomorrow will be the full moon I can bring friends to bless our room with paper unicorns and perfume if you want me to CHRIS
unicorns? sure. . . ** 9 ** THE TELEPHONE SONG (It is the middle of the next day. CHRIS is on the telephone.) CHRIS
John, is that you, buddy? Listen to me do I sound diff'rent? how else could I be? last night I spent a whole lifetime in paradise. hey, tell the CO I'm taking all of my leave we're gonna play house, oh John, it's like Christmas eve we have sworn we won't see the sun for forty-eight hours (JOHN at the Embassy, in the midst of chaos: files being packed or burned, typewriters crated, etc.) JOHN
what are you saying? Are you out of your mind? all leaves are canceled, you could be left behind Saigon is falling apart, and you'd better be here here is the news, since you've been on the moon cities in the boondocks are dropping like flies wives and civilians will be shipping out soon crowds around the Embassy have tears in their eyes Thieu has resigned, the new regime may not hold people at the place think we'll send the marines we are sending nothing from what I've been told buddy, are you there? Do you know what this means? sure! Time to fall in love! CHRIS
John, listen fast, you did not get this call you're the one who bought the girl for me after all "once you're a friend, you're a friend through and through" when you are in trouble, then I'll cover for you JOHN
not this time, the town's too hot for one Kongai whore ol' buddy, I will not get you killed CHRIS
she is no whore, you saw her too she's really more, like... the April moon JOHN
april fuckin' moon!! CHRIS
she's been hurt, you see both her parents died what else could she be? JOHN
sweet as that, and she's an orphan too! how can a guy fight that? You got one day, not two then be back! ** 10 ** THE DEAL (At another location, CHRIS and the ENGINEER) ENGINEER
my friend we had a deal for Kim, but that's on ice I'm sorry, sergeant, but I've changed the price I need a visa from your embassy you get me that, you'll get the girl for free CHRIS
cut the crap, this money's all I got I don't give visas out, is this a deal or not? you tell me (CHRIS draws his revolver and aims at the ENGINEER) ENGINEER
okay, okay, the money...it will do too bad, I had a Rolex watch for you I'll get my papers in another way I'll make a rich man of some attachˇ (CHRIS leaves) with little shits like him, you take the bucks and run he gave me six weeks income, I'll be gone in one ** 11 ** THE WEDDING CEREMONY GIRLS
one of us GIRLS is moving on one girl will get out of saigon GIGI
so now who's really Miss Saigon GIRLS
tv and stereo she gets and Elvis Presley on cassettes (KIM and CHRIS enter) GIRLS
look how he bought her a new dress you did a job on him I guess KIM
he simply asked me I said, "yes" GIRLS
come on, let's bless the new princess GIRLS
dju vui vay yu doi my dju vui vay vao nyay moy KIM
will you give me life smile today look with favoring eyes on this man show your daughter's heart your forgiveness and send to us from your home above your blessing on our love GIRLS KIM (echoing)
dju vui vay dju vui vay yu doi my yu doi my dju vui vay dju vui vay vao nyay moy GIRLS CHRIS
dju vui vay it's pretty but what does it mean? GIRLS KIM
yu doi my it's what all the GIRLS
sing at weddings (CHRIS looks up, startled) GIRLS KIM
dju vui vay they didn't know what else to sing GIRLS CHRIS
vao nyay moy it's the prettiest thing that I've ever heard (friends arrive carrying beer and a platter of food. The party gathers around the bed, and GIGI leads a toast to KIM.) GIGI
to Miss Saigon! GUESTS Miss Saigon! ** 12 ** THUY'S ARRIVAL (the door opens. A stranger enters.) THUY
you're here, at last I've come to take you home all night, I ran I made it through the line Kim, tell your friends, it's time to go away this life, it ends you're safe with me CHRIS
this girl is mine! THUY
yours? CHRIS
now THUY
you? TOGETHER
who are you? KIM
stop! THUY
who is this man? this American man? do none of you see what's ahead have you gone mad? these are losers and whores who will soon all be gone or be dead CHRIS
get out of here KIM
you have no right to be here I'm not a prize you can claim we were promised at thirteen the woman I am now is not the same THUY
our parents bound us together, and that is our fate you knew I'd come back to get you why didn't you wait? KIM
my parents got themselves killed in the week you changed sides if there were promises all of them died when they died (CHRIS and THUY pull guns. The girl scream.) (GIGI and the GIRLS
leave quickly) THUY
Kim, leave this man behind KIM
go on! and shoot! I will not change my mind! THUY
you are still mine! KIM
not anymore! THUY
you're mine until we die! THUY
Saigon is doomed and so is your GI CHRIS
get the hell out! THUY
you broke your father's word this is your curse! (THUY runs out. CHRIS runs out after him but he's gone.) CHRIS
what a party that was! KIM
you're going to leave me now CHRIS
yes, I'm going to leave and take you out with me ** 13 ** THE LAST NIGHT OF THE WORLD CHRIS
in a place that won't let us feel in a life where nothing seems real I have found you I have found you KIM
in a world that's moving too fast in a world where nothing can last I will hold you I will hold you CHRIS
our lives will change, when tomorrow comes KIM
tonight our hearts drown the distant drums CHRIS
and we have music all right tearing the night a song played on a solo saxophone a crazy sound KIM
a lonely sound BOTH
a cry that tells us love goes on and on played on a solo saxophone it's telling me to hold you tight and dance like it's the last night of the world CHRIS
on the other side of the earth there's a place where life still has worth I will take you KIM
I'll go with you CHRIS
you won't believe all the things you'll see I know 'cause you'll see them all with me BOTH
if we're together that's when we'll hear it again a song played on a solo saxophone a crazy sound a lonely sound a cry that tells us love goes on and on played on a solo saxophone it's telling me to hold you tight and dance like it's the last night of the world KIM
dreams were all I ever knew CHRIS
dreams you won't need when I'm through BOTH
anywhere we may be I will sing with you our song. . . (they dance together in the balcony) BOTH
. . .played on a solo saxophone so stay with me and hold me tight and dance like it's the last night of the world ** 14 ** THE MORNING OF THE DRAGON (It is three years later. Saigon has been renamed Ho Chi Minh City. A street pageant is celebrating the glorious victory of North Vietnam and the Third Anniversary of Reunification.) FIRST GROUP
on silent feet it came breathing a sheet of flame, it came closing in on its rightful prey burning a hundred years away the morning of the dragon truth lit up the street the tiger we were stalking walked on paper feet and in the clear white heat of dawn was gone. . . FIRST GROUP SECOND GROUP
from every door they came victory these children born of war, they came victory sharing a secret word, which they victory waited a hundred years to say FIRST GROUP SECOND GROUP
the morning of the dragon truth lit the morning of the dragon all the [up the street [walls fell down the tiger we were stalking walked brother greeted brother in a [on paper feet [sudden light and in the clear white heat of dawn and in the endless night it's gone was gone FIRST GROUP SECOND THIRD GROUP
on silent feet it came victory may all our children learn breathing a sheet of flame, it came victory closing in on its rightful prey victory the tide of right will turn burning a hundred years away FIRST GROUP
the morning of the dragon truth lit up the street the tiger we were stalking walked on paper feet and in the clear white heat of dawn was gone. . . (two soldiers enter with the ENGINEER) ENGINEER
three years of school was nice in rice fields, planting rice you did good work you see re-educating me SOLDIERS
who lives a lie must change or die ENGINEER
three years - how quick they moved look how the world's improved Saigon, that queen of sin renamed for Ho Chi Minh SOLDIERS
who lives a lie must change or die ENGINEER
but men, will always be men they washed out my brain I'm still who I am deep inside, I know what I know wherever I go, I speak Uncle Ho and think Uncle Sam SOLDIER #1
your name is Trahn Van Dinh ENGINEER
at your service SOLDIER #1
you're called the Engineer ENGINEER
yes sir SOLDIER #1
the people's commissar ENGINEER
am I free? SOLDIER #1
has ordered you back here SOLDIERS
who lives a lie must change or die (THUY, now the people's commissar, enters) SOLDIER #2
we found the man that you wanted so bad SOLDIER #3
and Commissar, you were perfectly right SOLDIER #2
he had been take up north to a camp SOLDIER #3
we brought him down under cover of night SOLDIER #2
once he had served the American clique SOLDIER #3
selling our sisters and daughters for gold SOLDIER #2
notice we caught him in less than a week SOLDIER #3
when we get orders we do what we're told THUY
alright, alright that's it, that's all you've done your job that's it now go back I'll take over now (the soldiers leave) THUY
Kim. . . find my cousin for me I know she worked for you you knew who her friends were one of them is the clue sniff her out, you know how think now what would she do? ENGINEER
I never saw her again I am a different man I've been enlightened since then but. . . men must help other men and seeing it's you I'll work to the bone THUY
I'll give you 48 hours if you want to stay free don't come back here alone (the ENGINEER leaves) THUY and SOLDIERS FIRST GROUP SECOND THIRD GROUP
on silent feet it came victory may all our children learn breathing a sheet of flame, it came victory closing in on its rightful prey victory the tide of right will turn burning a hundred years away FIRST GROUP
the morning of the dragon truth lit up the street the tiger we were stalking walked on paper feet and in the clear white heat of dawn was gone. . . ** 15 ** I STILL BELIEVE KIM
last night I watched him sleeping my body pressed to him and then he started speaking the name I heard him speak...was KIM
yes I know that this was years ago but when moonlight fills my room I know you are here... still I still I still believe you will return I know you will my heart against all odds holds still yes, still I still believe I know as long as I can keep believing, I'll live I'll live love cannot die you will return you will return and I alone know why (in a bedroom on the other side of the world, in America. A woman is sitting beside CHRIS who is sleeping. She is ELLEN, CHRIS' s wife) ELLEN
last night I watched you sleeping once more, the nightmare came I heard you cry out something a word that sounded like... a name and it hurts me more than I can bear knowing part of you I'll never share never know but still I still believe the time will come when nothing keeps us apart my heart, forever more holds still (CHRIS wakes up from his sleep with a cry. ELLEN takes him in her arms and calms him) ELLEN
it' s all over, I' m here there is nothing to fear Chris, what' s haunting you? won' t you let me inside what you so want to hide! I need you too! KIM ELLEN
for still I will hold you all night, I will make [it all right I still believe you are safe with me as long as I and I wish you could tell what you don't [want to tell can keep believing, I'll live what your hell must be I'll live you can sleep now you will return you can cry now and I know why I'm your wife now I'm yours for life until we die until we die (In America, CHRIS holds ELLEN; in Vietnam, KIM is alone in her room.) ** 16 ** BACK IN TOWN (the ENGINEER enters, looking for KIM) ENGINEER
coo-coo princess, look who's here your resurrected Engineer don't ask me how I tracked you down who has the sharpest nose in town? I'm here to throw a rope before you drown for men, will always be men you change the regime the lust doesn't stop you and I will team up again together we'll reap the cream of the crop KIM
Engineer, I don't want you here I gave up that life you must understand ENGINEER
out that door is a big shot who waits like a pup to come up and eat out of your hand Kim, the good times are back KIM
don't go on it's too late ENGINEER
not too late for my star! KIM
please let me hide in peace ENGINEER
better to screw the police enter, monsieur commissar (THUY enters) THUY
three years I've been away I kept faith we would meet ENGINEER
me, I found her for you THUY
you, out in the street (the ENGINEER and the others leave) THUY
I knew in time faith would weave a design tying your life and mine into one each day I'd wait like a soldier must wait trusting victory to come with the sun after the fight in the still of the night I would picture my bride, bright as jade you'll be my wife we will build a new life and fulfill the vow our fathers made KIM
my father's vow I can't honor today and I pray in my heart he'll forgive what you want now are some words I can't say if I lied to you how can I live? THUY
don't say anymore! not a word! you can change you can learn look at me don't decide too soon KIM
somewhere deep in my soul shines the smallest of lights and no wind blows it out it burns steady and strong through the darkest of nights dju vui vay yu doi my dju vui vay vao nyay moy I made a promise once with these words which neither time nor distance has changed he will come to me, still THUY
you must be mad, your american jack has gone for good and he'll never come back they ran away with the skin they could save the ones who stayed here are dead in a grave (the ENGINEER re-enters) ENGINEER
come on now, princess, get off your cloud I'm sorry, sir, she was talking so loud the commissar is a powerful man a girl with brains makes a life where she can princess remember your place don't make people lose face THUY
why do you look away? I can end all this shame all you need say is, "yes" (from outside, soldiers are heard marching by) you hear those soldiers out there they'll do whatever I say KIM
I cannot change how I feel! THUY
come inside! I think you can change before my eyes this me-my has just been found she hid the day we closed the bars show her that we don't forget no one is cured here without scars SOLDIER #1 you are a woman who lived without shame SOLDIER #2 you're an infection left over from war SOLDIER #3 you have dishonored the national name SOLDIER #4 re-education will cure the disease SOLDIER #5 you must be shown what we do to a leach SOLDIER #6 see how we teach an American's whore ENGINEER
I have heard hundreds of speeches like these take it from me you don't want to hear more THUY
it's time to act my friends it's time SOLDIERS her face betrays her crime she must pay, and her partner too THUY
get out!! everybody out!! ENGINEER
are you waiting for them to kill me? did you not get what he said? there's a big screw loose inside you I will rip it out of your head that's a mad dog on the rampage if you think he'll change, save your breath just say "yes", I don't care if you love him Princess, life has it all over death! KIM
I have a husband I love real as the sun in the sky I cannot live with a lie THUY
do you see now who has the power? do you still think crazy things? KIM
Chris will come to me like the Phoenix and he'll take me off on his wings THUY
you're a traitor to your country KIM
if I am, then let it be KIM, THUY and the ENGINEER
I am talking of life or death now I am talking of staying free ENGINEER
so there it is now, I'll be moving on if you don't need me, I'd rather be gone two kids in love don't need strangers around THUY
you just get out! ENGINEER
right! I won't make a sound (grabs his sack and exits) THUY
and as for you, come with me KIM
no! there is a secret that you don't know there is a force here I never show you say it's treason to keep my vow season after season I survived somehow if you want the reason I will show you now Tam! (TAM comes out from behind the curtain and runs to KIM) look, Thuy, this is my son he has kept me alive now you see why I must tell you "no" ** 17 ** THUY'S DEATH / YOU WILL NOT TOUCH HIM THUY
no one must ever see this thing you're showing me that bastard fouls our name KIM
my baby's not to blame for what I've done THUY
you must decide upon which side you're really on you whored to make this kid KIM
that isn't what I did don't touch my son THUY
you must seem how it is when you're my wife having that child of his brands us for life no alternative! This child cannot live! (THUY pulls a knife, threatening the boy.) KIM
no! you will not touch him don't touch my boy he's what I live for he's my only joy KIM THUY
you will not touch him he is my enemy it's he turns you from me don't touch my boy erase him from your life even your memory he's what I live for he's one drop in a flood left here to taint our blood he's my only joy our marriage bond was sworn forget that he was born (KIM pulls out a gun) KIM THUY
of course you have a gun don't touch my little boy and now you'll shoot your cousin' and it's a U.S. gun and do not test my will a gun that lost the war you're the corrupted one I'm warning you, for him I'll kill go on and shoot! Don't wait to save your bastard son you must not hesitate KIM
the earth moves where I stand I feel the turning of a wheel I feel nothing in my hand not even the feel of steel you will not take my child... THUY
you don't know how to kill KIM
I have no other choice what I must do I will (she shoots THUY and, at the same moment, the street pageant continues in the street outside.) CROWD this is the hour this is our land we found the power in our brother's hand and from a storm KIM
no! CROWD pierced with light fierce and white the lightning came a bright'ning flame to end the night (a gigantic statue of Ho Chi Minh is raised in the square outside.) one man to heed us each girl, each boy one voice to lead us in a song of joy this is the hour this is the land (in the room, KIM stares at THUY'S body.) (KIM puts the gun, her family shrine and a few valuables in a sack and, taking TAM by the hand, escapes.) ** 18 ** IF YOU WANT TO DIE IN BED (The ENGINEER is making his way furtively through the city. SOLDIERS seem to be everywhere.) ENGINEER
if you want to die in bed follow my example when you see a cloud ahead it's time to show your class hit the door before they make a target of your ass if you want to die in bed in times of revolution when the flag they fly is red let pride fill up your chest meanwhile pack a sack and take the first boat heading west (he enters the abandoned backroom of what was once "Dreamland", opens a trapdoor in the floor and removes a tin box. He opens it.) my precious souvenirs of all the golden years Rolex watches in steel that look practically real I'll need a little stock to start me in Bangkok! if you want to die in bed forget about your karma when your life hangs by a thread don't cry about the fates grab a stash of cash and plan a rest'rant in the States let me stop for a bit this was my greatest hit Miss Saigon in her crown I made queen of the town I got 'em paying more for just another whore here I come USA your next champ's on his way for men will always be men the rules are the same for kings or for clerks give me Francs, or Dollars or Yen I'll set up a game I know how it works why was I born of a race that thinks only of rice and hates entrepreneurs? me I belong in a place where a man sets his price and you pay, and he's yours I should be... American! where every promise lands and every businessman knows where he stands first stop Bangkok then I roam cross that ocean white with foam to the place that's my heart's true home America! if you want to die in bed en route to your nirvana you grab a chance and plunge ahead and go where people win heaven's there... but, shit! you need a visa to get in! ** 19 ** KIM AND ENGINEER
(KIM bursts into the ENGINEER'S shack, carrying TAM) KIM
Engineer! Thuy is dead! he was going to kill my baby and I shot ENGINEER
you did what? who is that? you'll be followed! Get him out of here! Good-bye! KIM
we must leave! Tam and I! we must set off for America tonight ENGINEER
all right! just like that! tell me how, and while you're at it, tell me why KIM
I hear the voice of my soldier telling me to bring... his son ENGINEER
you're telling me this half-breed brat is born the son of a marine? let me see his western nose this bastard is... the most beautiful sight I've ever seen! a passport in my hand my new life can begin your brat's American so they must let us in! in! the playground of mankind! the movie in my mind! I'm your dear brother from now on and all our family is gone boy, kiss your brand-new uncle Tran this kid is okay he is our entree to the USA with these two little diamonds to bait my hooks I'll book us on a cruise "boat-people" deluxe don't worry 'bout the sharks out in the Mekong bay the pirates taking us are more scary any day you just stay here and hide don't show your face outside take care of our little dear I will go "engineer" (He runs out.) (In the street) ENGINEER
if you want to die in bed don't care too much for country hit the open sea instead and float there like a cork uncle Ho, ho ho ho! I'll have to call you from New York ** 20 ** I' D GIVE MY LIFE FOR YOU KIM
you who I cradled in my arms, you asking as little as you can little snip of a little man I know I'd give my life for you you didn't ask me to be born, you why should you learn of war or pain to make sure you're not hurt again I swear I'd give my life for you I've tasted love beyond all fear and you should know it's love that brought you here and in one perfect night when the stars burned like new I knew what I must do I'll give you a million things I'll never own I'll give you a world to conquer when you're grown you will be who you want to be, you can choose whatever heaven grants as long as you can have your chance I swear I'll give my life for you sometimes I wake up reaching for him I feel his shadow brush my head but there's just moonlight on my bed was he a ghost? was he a lie that made my body laugh and cry? then, by my side, the proof I see: his little one, gods of the sun, bring him to me! you will be who you want to be, you can choose whatever heaven grants as long as you can have your chance I swear I'll give my life for you no one can stop what I must do I swear I'll give my life for you. (a CHORUS of VIETNAMESE gathering to leave the country) FIRST GROUP no place, no home no life, no hope no chance, no change SECOND GROUP FIRST GROUP no regret, no return no place, no home no good-bye, no regret no life, no hope no return, no good-bye no chance, no change SECOND GROUP FIRST GROUP THIRD GROUP no regret, no return no place, no home one day, one night no good-bye, no regret no life, no hope one day, one night no return, no good-bye no chance, no change one day, one night no regret... no... one day... (the ENGINEER, KIM and TAM join the boat people) CURTAIN END OF ACT I ** 1 ** ENTR'ACTE ** 2 ** BUI-DOI (In September 1978 JOHN is addressing a conference in Atlanta that CHRIS and his wife ELLEN are attending at JOHN'S request.) CHOIR they're called bui-doi the dust of life conceived in hell and born in strife they are the living reminders of all the good we failed to do we can't forget must not forget that they are all our children too JOHN
like all survivors, I once thought when I'm home I won't give a damn but now I know I'm caught I'll never leave Vietnam war isn't over when it ends some pictures never leave your mind they are the faces of the children the ones we left behind they're called bui-doi the dust of life conceived in hell and born in strife they are the living reminders of all the good we failed to do we can't forget must not forget that they are all our children too these kids hit walls on every side they don't belong in any place their secret they can't hide it's printed on their face I never thought one day I'd plead for half-breeds from a land that's torn but then I saw a camp for children whose crime was being born they're called bui-doi the dust of life conceived in hell and born in strife we owe them fathers, and a family and loving homes they never knew because we know deep in our hearts that they are all our children too these are souls in need they need us to give someone has to pay for their chance to live help me try CHORUS they're called bui-doi the dust of life conceived in hell JOHN AND CHORUS and born in strife they are the living reminders of all the good we failed to do CHORUS JOHN
that's why we know that's why we know deep in our hearts deep in our hearts CHORUS that's why we know JOHN
that they are all our children... JOHN AND CHORUS ...too ** 3 ** THE REVELATION (After the conference, JOHN introduces CHRIS and ELLEN to his co- workers. CHRIS draws JOHN aside.) CHRIS
John, you were great. Can I see you alone? I gotta know what you meant on the phone what is this news you received you can only tell me JOHN
a lot of groups use my Bangkok staff to process problems on their behalf we got this in from the embassy it's not easy to tell you, it's best that you see CHRIS
Kim. it's about Kim, isn't it? only you now how hard I had tried to get word tell me first, nothing else, tell me: did she survive? JOHN
you must read the report, Chris, but yes, she's alive CHRIS
you don't know, John, these nightmares, the things that I've seen I have seen her face burned, seen her shot with my gun I have chased her through streets and heard nothing but screams what's wrong? Come on. There is still something more JOHN
she has a child you have a son (shows CHRIS the report) CHRIS
you won't believe me but I dreamed this, JOHN
it's in the nightmare when I see Saigon Jesus, John, I am married is this story for real? JOHN
I'm only telling you what I received but our reports can usually be believed Kim's a bar-girl in Bangkok pal, I know how you feel CHRIS
It's too late! I have a whole new life I have a wife I love, she just can't disappear JOHN
listen, guy, I know the shock you've had it isn't always bad, there are solutions here CHRIS
oh John, I never told her my wife, how can I tell her? a child, what do I do? I shattered KIM
now Ellen too JOHN CHRIS
I have learned the best thing for a couple to do I have to tell her you should both come to Bangkok, I mean Ellen too I have to tell her CHRIS
us both? JOHN
you both should go! ELLEN
hey guys, come on CHRIS
but first . . . Ellen has to know ** 4 ** WHAT A WASTE (A street filled with vendors in Patpong in Bangkok, outside a sleazy night-club called "Le Moulin Rouge" where the ENGINEER is doorman and barker. Other DOORMEN compete with him for the attention of crowds of TOURISTS.) ENGINEER
check it out! DOORMEN GIRLS
! I got GIRLS
! DOORMEN gorgeous GIRLS
! DOORMEN very nice! TOURISTS hey, wow! Oh look! We gotta see! DOORMEN GIRLS
! I got GIRLS
! DOORMEN gorgeous GIRLS
! DOORMEN very nice! TOURISTS I'm glad my wife's not here with me! ENGINEER
what a waste! to pay for my keep I'm rounding up sheep to fleece here in Bangkok I'm disgraced I can't get ahead there's nothing as dead as peace here in Bangkok ten cents an hour, that's all they pay I'll have to swim to the USA (to some TOURISTS) if you're looking for fun original sin if you want to put out then you gotta come in (TOURISTS pass. He tries to make them take his leaflets.) DOORMEN GIRLS
! I got GIRLS
! DOORMEN gorgeous GIRLS
! DOORMEN very nice! DOORMEN ENGINEER (to TOURISTS) GIRLS
! gee, isn't Bangkok really neat? I got GIRLS
! the things they're selling on the street GIRLS
! fresh dog, if that's what you'd enjoy worth the price a girl, or if you want a boy DOORMEN and the ENGINEER
come, come to me first drink is free ENGINEER
(to two Japanese TOURISTS) don't be a lump, you can hump for a small extra fee hump - "humpy, humpy" ENGINEER
I'm depressed for hustling amours to Japanese tours is no treat in Bangkok I'm the best but selling these runts for sexual stunts leaves me beat in Bangkok ten cents an hour... (The CLUB OWNER, the ENGINEER'S boss, passes.) CLUB OWNER you said you'd fill my place up - where are they? ENGINEER
they're coming, Boss CLUB OWNER Just get to work, half-breed! ENGINEER
...screw the Siamese look how they're ripping off... refugees (to another PASSER-BY) ENGINEER
if you're looking for fun original sin if you want to put out then you gotta come in DOORMEN ENGINEER
GIRLS
! hey boys, don't stand around like wimps I got GIRLS
! watch out, those guys, they're really pimps GIRLS
! you want some thrills, come-on and grab it! half the price! three GIRLS
, two gerbils, and a rabbit DOORMEN hey, come to me! (unfolding folders of photos) DOORMEN look what you'll see! ENGINEER
hey, that's a joke, mine blow smoke for a small extra fee VENDORS come try the streets in every venue with tricks, you'll pick from off the menu ENGINEER TOURISTS hey, Joe, try taking a little excursion you'll all feel good from a little perversion oh yeah! massage requiring total immersion oh wow! some strange positions they say are Persian oh no! ENGINEER
drinks are on me first girl is free what can I say? You get me for a small extra fee! (JOHN enters looking for KIM. The VENDORS surround him.) ENGINEER
(handing a leaflet to John) you want a girl sir? you'll like one of these JOHN
you have a Kim here, can I see her please? ENGINEER
you pick 'em well. . . monsieur John, is that you? JOHN
the Engineer! Jesus Christ! you're here too ENGINEER
of all my friends, you're the one that I miss JOHN
I'm looking for KIM
ENGINEER
I love you so, you and your buddy CHRIS
JOHN
I'm here about him Kim has a child born in... BOTH
seventy-five ENGINEER
I filled that out and it's you who arrive you'll find the end of your quest here in our little dive I'm impressed American clerks, a system that works there's really no other JOHN
listen, spare me the gas is there really a child? ENGINEER
yes, we're blessed and Kim's on a trip for citizenship, and I am her brother JOHN
you're her brother, my ass come on, take me inside ENGINEER
look Kim, who got our application I said I'd bring us all salvation KIM
oh my god! monsieur John! yes, of course he sent you JOHN
not in here, is there someplace near we could talk? KIM
(to one of the customers) Take your hands off! We're finished! Go find someone else! JOHN
come with me, there's a lot I've got to say first KIM
Chris is here! say he's here! oh my god, it's all true ENGINEER
I suggest, whatever may be you leave it to me just play little mother JOHN
what I need to find out she can tell me alone KIM
can you take me to Chris? I can leave here right now we've been here for so long took this job to survive one month at sea I was sure we'd drown but I thought about CHRIS
and we didn't go down I've done terrible things but we're safe and you're here so perhaps all the gods have begun to forgive CLUB OWNER did the gentleman order champagne? ENGINEER
she was about to get it CLUB OWNER you better get back on the chain, or get out KIM ENGINEER
monsieur John I'm so sick of that prick quick before he gets wise look at this let John look at your kid come see love see the lids of his eyes come see Chris let John have his surprise ENGINEER
look Uncle Sam how nice I am I doing all this just for Tam an American boy (KIM brings JOHN to her room and shows him TAM) KIM
look John, this is his son don't they have the same the smile he's been waiting for his father for a long, long while

** 5 ** PLEASE

JOHN
I'm not here as a friend
I have a job to do
it's strange to find my work
should lead me here to you
Chris knows all about you
I have shown him all this
but I think that it's time
you know all about CHRIS

KIM
please, don't you see that's all I live for?
I have him and nothing more
at night, everything that's not him
disappears behind my door

JOHN
please, he went crazy when he lost you
spoke to no one for a year
then he finally said "I'm home now,
my life has to go on here"

Please, let me finish talking, please
this was three whole years ago

KIM
yes, yes I know
I know how pain can grow
when the rock you hold onto
is a love miles away, listen:
please, I already know the story
take us to the USA

JOHN
when we finish here, you'll see him
Chris arrived with me today!

KIM
oh Tam! He's here!
he is here, he's so near
we might breathe the same air tonight!
your father's here

KIM JOHN
Oh Tam! It's true! I can't tell her like this
My dream was right I should not be the one
you'll see him soon Chris must come see his son

please, they don't say
don't you see we've been in the files
watched over? there's a woman in love
as we crossed here
the wildest sea? what sustained her for miles
even god wants us together Chris still knows nothing of
can I end this journey, can I end this journey
please? please?

JOHN
there's only one thing I can do
I must bring Chris here to see you ** 6 ** CHRIS IS HERE (CLUB OWNER enters, seeing TAM) CLUB OWNER I thought I said, "no kids around" so what's that brat doing here you better take care, I'm watching both of you you, and your Engineer (as JOHN leaves) sir, would you like a massage? JOHN
no thanks, it's not my scene CLUB OWNER you can find boys at La Cage (CLUB OWNER leaves and the ENGINEER enters) ENGINEER
where is he? what is that look he was right on the hook don't tell me he slipped free KIM
ENGINEER, Chris is here John is going to get him and bring him to me my heart's ready to burst I don't know what I'll tell him first ENGINEER
that guy is no one to trust or a soldier who's just learned he's fathered a son you got to get to Chris first I will find his address now before he can run KIM
you can trust what he'll do don't you worry I'll mention you ENGINEER
don't screw with me little bitch I don't want any hitch you just do as you're told you'll go to his hotel I'll be working as well guarding our bag of gold KIM
tell me where, and I'll go he is longing for me I know (KIM picks up the picture of her parents) you have brought me through the lightning you have watched me from afar you know all and you forgive me loving parents that you are ENGINEER
please, let your daughter have your blessing go on, talk to your ghosts, little girl on the life that starts today 'til you're blue we must journey to a new world you have one chance, just one he's here talking to you and I must be on my way I'm on my way (the ENGINEER leaves) ** 7 ** KIM'S NIGHTMARE (as the room darkens, the ghost of THUY appears) THUY
did you think I'd gone away this is the face you saw that day staring at you with open eyes you're safe in the daylight but in the dark I rise I'm the crime that you hid for you want yo forget that you killed, but you did! you will never be free not as long as there's me did you think you would escape the judgement that was planned? did you think you would escape the truth's avenging hand just because you have escaped the bound'ries of your land I'm here! I'm here! I'm never dead I'm here! I am the guilt inside your head (KIM finds herself back in Saigon, April 1975) you think your marine's not like other men (CHRIS appears) he betrayed you once and he will again think about that night where was he back then CHRIS
I'm getting you out! CAPTAIN SCHULTZ sorry, sergeant, as things degenerate all I'm giving her is her emigration papers without the wait, sign here CHRIS
that's not good enough. . . CAPTAIN SCHULTZ this will get her on board the carrier you're declaring that you will marry her when you get back to the states, sign here (a solider brings in KIM) SOLDIERS by order of the old man the embassy will close according to plan CAPTAIN SCHULTZ I'll stretch a couple rules to issue her pass that's it, you're ready. nice ass. who's next? SOLDIERS by order of the old man we're processing the gooks as fast as we can CAPTAIN SCHULTZ I mean Vietnamese, hey don't get me wrong can't leave these looks for the Cong - right? (The scene changes to the room of CHRIS and KIM) CHRIS
Christ, I am due at the embassy no time to lose KIM
I don't want you to leave me today CHRIS
well at least Uncle Sam bought our honeymoon cruise KIM
if you're going I don't want to stay CHRIS
look I'm leaving my gun we got time stay and pack KIM
well I will do whatever you say CHRIS
we'll get plenty of word when the VC attack I want you in that bed waiting when I get back (CHRIS returns to the embassy) DOC sorry, sergeant, we must accelerate state department says we evacuate the word is, we must be out by dawn CHRIS
but my girl is out there! REEVES sorry, sergeant, it's straight from Washington no one leaves the grounds now, not anyone as fast as we load the planes, we're gone (a huge crowd of VIETNAMESE is pushing at the Embassy gates) GIBBONS (to the crowd) okay! Keep quiet! don't shout! the Ambassador won't leave till everyone's out the choppers're on their way, there's room for you all TROY they're climbing over the wall! get back! MORE MARINES get back! I tell you, don't shout the Ambassador won't leave till everyone's out NOLAN (entering) the Ambassador just sent an order to freeze HUSTON that's it! No more Vietnamese! Get in! (in the streets outside the Embassy, KIM can't get through the guards.) KIM
I'm the wife of a soldier please, let me through! help me, who must I pay? tell me what I must do CHRIS
(to an OFFICER) let me out, I have got to go back to my bride! KIM
listen, someone! My husband is waiting inside! CHRIS
(telephoning, inside the Embassy yard) please KIM
hear the phone I can't get there please be home KIM
(in the street) please CHRIS
no one sees I am lost here find me please BOTH
please, get me through, I don't care how don't take my love away, not now KIM CHRIS
oh, Chris oh KIM
I can't get free please get free still I'm with you I am with you wait for me wait for me FRYE (to CHRIS) sorry sergeant, inside the Embassy! we are pulling out now and there will be no more reprieves CHRIS
I got till the old man leaves! JOHN
Chris, don't be a ass the Ambassador is leaving now (CHRIS is forced inside the Embassy, whose doors are then barricaded. The VIETNAMESE are now yelling through the Embassy gates.) ONE VIETNAMESE take me with you! take my children! ANOTHER I have a letter, look! ANOTHER I helped the CIA! CROWD they'll kill who they find here! don't leave us behind here! A VIETNAMESE I've a wife who left already! ANOTHER I have an aunt in New York! ANOTHER I have gold, I can pay! CROWD there is no one to find here! they have left us behind here! (KIM has pushed her way through the gate.) KIM
I must get in there, listen, anyone! please tell my husband... look! I have his gun! A VIETNAMESE out of my way, if that's all that you've got! CROWD if I am here when they come, I'll be shot! (inside the compound: MARINES guard the roof helipad.) CHRIS
let me go, John, I can't leave her why in the world should I be saved instead of her? CROWD they'll kill who they find here! don't leave us behind here! JOHN
it's not you, it's the war that's cruel and if some dreams get smashed, perhaps it's best they were CROWD and KIM
there is no one to find here! they have left us behind here! JOHN
wake up, my friend, your mercy trip has failed there's nothing you can do, that ship has sailed she's not the only one we'll have betrayed CROWD get to the roof, or else we are betrayed! (the CROWD tries to batter down the fences.) KIM
(in the yard) oh, CHRIS
I still believe the heart of you is here with me my heart, against all odds holds still (on the Embassy roof, the last helicopter lands. CHRIS runs up and down the wall, shouting for KIM. Finally he is forced to board the helicopter, which takes off. The nightmare passes. KIM is in her little room with TAM.) (KIM takes out her wedding dress and puts it on) KIM
you are sunlight and I moon joined by the gods of fortune midnight and high noon that's what we are how in one night have we come so far outside, day starts to dawn one long night time is gone I feel you near I cry no more I know you're here I reach your door and our love is reborn! bright'ning the sky with the flame of love made of sunlight moonlight ENGINEER
Kim! Kim! Chris isat this hotel! Go quickly! KIM
take care of Tam! (KIM runs through the city of Bangkok to CHRIS'S hotel, as CHRIS and JOHN travel throughout the city to find her.) ** 8 ** ROOM 317 (A hotel room) KIM
good evening, maam ELLEN
don't turn the bed yet KIM
I'm not the maid ELLEN
what do you want then? KIM
they must have written the room number wrong I am looking for someone named Christopher Scott three-seventeen, oh I'm sorry... unless well, you must be, of course, you're John's wife, are you not? ELLEN
oh God, I see it had to happen you must be KIM
Chris went to find you please come inside no one will hurt you I'm Chris's wife my name is ELLEN
(KIM doesn't move) ELLEN
in a way, I am glad I am meeting you first understand, you were only a name till tonight I don't know how I'd feel if our roles were reversed please won't you sit down KIM
tell me you are lying ELLEN
we've been married a year, I am sorry, it's true KIM
he said he'd come to get me ELLEN
he says he tried to reach you, but what could he do? KIM
please tell me you're not married you don't know, you can't know what I've done to be here ELLEN
you don't know how he needed a new start KIM
I feel walls in my heart closing in I can't breathe I can't win ELLEN
as for the child you say it's Chris's KIM
oh yes, Madame my son is Chris's I had a dream for my son to belong and not live his life in the streets like a rat ELLEN
we aren't rich, but we'll shoulder our load Chris and I are totally together on that KIM
then you must take Tam with you ELLEN
take a child from his mother, impossible KIM KIM
you will take Tam with you then he'll get what I wanted for him ELLEN
but Kim, your child needs you Chris is married to me, we want kids of our own KIM
Tam's chance lies with you now, not with me BOTH
no! can't you see it won't work it can't be KIM
if you're saying that because you've made him change his mind Chris must go away and leave me and his son behind if you're saying that because my husband has another wife my child has no future, like the dust of life he must come tonight to my place tell me so to my face (KIM exits) ELLEN
I don't want this I didn't come here to meet a girl who loves my husband I came here to help, but what do I do? now, after this, what do I . . . ** 9 ** NOW THAT I'VE SEEN HER it's alright it's alright when you can just imagine there's no face, she's not real and you can tell yourself it's all okay but she's here and my heart cries this isn't happening but the truth is cold and real and I know this storm won't go away now that I've seen her there's no way to hide she is not some fling from long ago now that I've seen her I know why he lied and I think it was better when I didn't know in her eyes, in her voice in the heat that filled the air part of him still lingers there I know what pain her life today must be but if it all comes down to her or me I don't care, I swear, I'll fight now that I've seen her she's more than a name I don't hate this girl even so now that I've seen her I can't stay the same who's this man that I always trusted? now I have to know ** 10 ** THE CONFRONTATION (CHRIS and JOHN return) CHRIS
we could not find her anywhere honey, what's wrong? ELLEN
KIM
was here the one who had to tell her was me JOHN
oh, my God, it's my fault CHRIS
I knew we were gone too long! ELLEN
no, I think it's exactly what I had to see you said you lived with her, that's all you were only one thing you left out is that you loved her CHRIS
it was just two weeks, that was years ago JOHN
nothing's changed for her ELLEN
don't explain there's nothing you can say it's like she's gone insane she tried to give away her own child JOHN
she wants your son to be an American boy ELLEN
don't you see, she still thinks she's married to you you must tell her she's not, she must hear it and soon 'course that only depends if it's true CHRIS
please don't doubt me Ellen: you're my wife lots of guys came back and had no life I had you ELLEN
you can say what you want but she's borne you a son in your nightmares the name that you shouted was hers you've been with me two years and not shared things you've done don't hold back let me see is it her now or me? CHRIS
let me tell you the way it was back when I was a different man back when I didn't have a clue who I am the feelings locked behind a dam that kept me there in Vietnam there in the shambles of a war I found what I was looking for Saigon was crazed, but she was real and for one moment, I could feel I saw a world I never knew and through her eyes I suffered too in spite of all the things that were I started to believe in her so I wanted to save her, protect her Christ, I'm American, how could I fail to do good? all I made was a mess, just like everyone else in a place full of mystery that I never once understood! I wanted back a world I knew the story of my life began again with you ELLEN CHRIS
it's all right now, that's all through oh Ellen, I should have told you we'll get past this, start anew will you ever trust me again? all I want all I have in my life in my life now is you is you JOHN
now listen guys it's not so easy there is this kid who looks just like you hey, I think it's great you have each other but he exists you have to face it I run a camp that is filled with bui-doi looking for the fathers that they may never find you don't have a complicated choice with this boy do you want to take him out or leave him behind? CHRIS
he's my son I won't abandon him except that, Jesus Christ, JOHN
there is also KIM
what of her? ELLEN
if it was only Tam I'd take him now he is your son we'd make it work somehow but Chris, she still loves you how can I have her near? CHRIS
there's no choice I think the answer's clear they'll have to stay in Bangkok we'll support them here ELLEN JOHN
I think this is the answer Listen, you didn't see what's in that girl's head CHRIS AND ELLEN
for now this is the answer I hope you are both proud of what you've just said ELLEN
it's done CHRIS
it's done CHRIS AND ELLEN
it's planned the girl is smart she'll understand KIM
(walking around the streets of Bangkok) you must take Tam with you CHRIS AND ELLEN
in Bangkok, he will go to American schools KIM
I won't break my promise to my son CHRIS AND ELLEN
they will start a new life KIM
you will take Tam with you CHRIS AND ELLEN
we'll provide for their needs JOHN
you are talking like fools! KIM
you won't forget Tam is a part of you CHRIS, ELLEN, JOHN
we will (you should) do what is right right for him right for us right for KIM
KIM
I still taste your kisses your voice sings in my ear you can betray what we were yesterday but you'll come back tonight for him (KIM returns to the bar. THE ENGINEER comes out with TAM.) ENGINEER
come on, come on, your recitation describe your reconciliation I hope before his stimulation he bought our little group vacation KIM
in all his dreams he saw our baby and he's teaching him to fly paper dragons in the sky ENGINEER
yes, papers, what's the situation? we'll need our cards for immigration no tricks, I've got my reputation don't want no phony complications KIM
no, no he's coming to us tonight pack your things get yourself arranged while I change for my last performance ENGINEER
me, Chris and you what a menage! Bangkok can screw! bon voyage! ** 11 ** THE AMERICAN DREAM ENGINEER
my father was a tattoo artist in Haiphong but his designs on mother didn't last too long my mother sold her body, high on Betel nuts my job was bringing red-faced monsieurs to our huts selling your mom is a wrench perfume can cover a stench that's what I learned from the French then it all changed with Dien Bien Phu the frogs went home. Who came? Guess who? are you surprised we went insane with dollars pouring down like rain? businessmen never rob banks you can sell shit and get thanks that's what I learned from the Yanks I'm fed up with small-time hustles I'm too good to waste my talent for greed I need room to flex my muscles in an ocean where the big sharks feed make me Yankee, they're my fam'ly they're selling what people need what's that I smell in the air the American dream sweet as a new millionaire the American dream pre-packed, ready-to-wear the American dream fat, like a chocolate eclair as you suck out the cream luck by the tail how can you fail? and best of all, it's for sale the American dream greasy chinks make life so sleazy in the States I'll have a club that's four-starred men like me there have things easy they have a lawyer and a body-guard to the Johns there I'll sell blondes there that they can charge on a card what's that I smell in the air? the American dream sweet as a suite in Bel-air the American dream GIRLS
can buy tits by the pair the American dream bald people think they'll grow hair the American dream call GIRLS
are lining time square the American dream bums there have money to spare the American dream cars that have bars take you there the American dream on stage each night: Fred Astaire the American dream shlitz down the drain! pop the Champagne! it's time we all entertain my American dream! ENGINEER and CROWD come ev'ryone, come and share the American dream name what you want and it's there the American dream spend and have money to spare the American dream live like you haven't a care the American dream what other place can compare the American dream come and get more than your share the American dream ENGINEER
there I will crown Miss Chinatown all yours for ten percent down ALL the American dream! (CHRIS, JOHN and ELLEN enter. THE ENGINEER takes them to see KIM and TAM.) ** 12 ** FINALE (In KIM'S room she has dressed TAM in his best clothes.) KIM
now Tam, my brave boy our long wait has ended smile Tam for you have a father at last he has come to take you home all I dreamed for you he'll do you're still mine but I can't go along don't be sad though I'm far away I'll be watching you this is the hour I swore I'd see I alone can tell now what the end will be they think they'll decide your life no, it will be me look at me one last time don't forget what you see one more kiss and then say goodbye (THE ENGINEER comes in and takes TAM to CHRIS. KIM prays before the shrine of her parents, blows out the candles and disappears behind the bed curtain. A gunshot. KIM's body falls to the floor.) CHRIS
Kim! Kim! (CHRIS picks up KIM and cradles her in his arms.) CHRIS
what have you done, Kim? Why? KIM
the gods have guided you to your son CHRIS
please don't die KIM
hold me one more time (CHRIS holds her) KIM
how in one night have we come... so far (KIM'S embrace becomes lifeless. CHRIS sobs, holding her.) THE CURTAIN FALLS END ACT II

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