There is a life beyond this moment. sometimes, I can see how this moment fits into my life. I can feel how expansive my future is...and Imagine an existence
beyond now, beyond my daily activities,
stresses or the temporary pain I am feeling.
infinite experiences wait for me, like eating an orange in Israel.
The beach is smooth and soft.  I dig my toe in until my right foot is completely engulfed-buried in cold silky sand. Then my left foot begins its journey under.  As the cool breeze whispers across my face.  I look at the world,my momentary perfect beautiful existence as I unwrap my orange. Smelling the citrus fruit I begin to eat as a large wave glides onto the shore. My mind thinks of nothing more than what a Peach of Day its been ....and I am happy.
THE NOT SO PLAIN
JANE
Tormented
Like a kid in a candy shop.
Meditative
Comfortable
Being a dork...like my brother.
Amused by myself
Hee Hee look at me
Naughty
Sullen
Content
Remembering
I think you are funny
Bohemian
Amused at my friends
During my Junior year of college I had to write a life history. Of course I needed a title so I came up with "The Not So Plain Jane." Although I think the title is a perfect description for who I am. It also carries with it the truth about who I am. I'm not plain. I'm not simple. I'm a fairly complicated person. And I'm okay with that. I'm okay with not being perfect. So you can see from above sometimes I'm naughty, sometimes I cry and sometimes I'm happy just being alive.
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