One night I was at a party with my x-boyfriend and is best friend we were in SanMarcus,Tx. SanMarcus is a nothing but a collage town. There where a bunch of people there and everybody was drinking. It was probably about 10:30p.m when I decided I need to go to the store and get some more beer. My ex-boyfriend was in another room with some of his friends so I told hisfriend I was going to go to the store and I would be back in a minute. At that time one of the guys I had been dancing with earlier and his friend came up and said they were about to go to the store to and they would drive me. I said ok. We got in his truck me sitting in the middel and went to the store after we were through there they stoped off at the Campus the driver said he had to go to the bathroom. I was sitting in the cab of the truck and then the other guy put his arm around me I asked him to stop I told him I wasnt intrested just then he motioned to the driver his friend and suddenly he told me! to get out I told him lets just go back to the house he said well first there is something I want to show you. I finaly said ok. Next thing I knew the other guy came up from behind and grabbed me and covered my mouth then they took me behind some trees and through me on the ground. Next thing I knew one of them was on top of me he pulled down my pants and ripped my shirt off. I started to screem and he hit me on the mouth. He bent down to kiss me and I remember biting me then he pulled out a knife and cut me on one of me breasts. By this time I was tired and I couldnt fight anymore all I could do was lay there and cry. After about 20 min he got off of me and the other guy took his turn then when he was through they grabbed me and through me in the truck. Next thing I knew they through me on the ground infront of the house the party was at they started honking the horn. My ex-boyfriend came running out side and saw me he picked me up and took me inside and laied me down on a b!ed then he went and got this girl that was there. She came in the room and introduced herself and told me she was my ex-boyfriends friend and they were going to call 911 and get me some help she got me a shirt that I could wear and sat on the bed with me asking what happened. As I told her my ex came back in the room I couldnt even look at him finaly she made him leave. A cop and ambulance showed up and they examined me and told everybody at the house I had been brutaly raped and wanted to know who did it I wouldnt even look at the cop and when he asked me questions I would stay silent. finaly the cop leftand left behind a card for me so if I wanted to talk I could call him. I never called I never told anyone besided a few of my close friends. I had been raped before but never like that all I really remember was how much it hurt and how I new sex wasnt supposed to be like that. It has now been about 8 monthes since the rape I still have bad dreams and I still remember there fa!ces I dont know if I will ever truley trust another man reguardless who he is.
