DREAMS
When You Find A Dream
Inside Your Heart
Don't ever Let It Go
For Dreams are the Tiny Seeds
From Which Tommorrow Grow
Angel Kisses
Nik : )
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You might have been young, or you might have been old;
but who you would have become will always go untold.
Because of this experience you've grown up fast;
you go through each day living in the past.
You can still find his scent in the air;
you can still remember the color of his hair.
In the night you hear sounds he made;
memories like these will never fade.
Some memories may be good and some may be bad;
you're feelings will differ between happy and sad.
You'll wake up one morning and want to end it all;
but keep in mind that only time will tear down the
wall.
Talk about your feelings, don't hold them inside;
because these feelings get stronger, the longer they
hide.
It's hard at first to explain how you feel;
but in the end, I promise, you will begin to heal.
Trial
Innocent until proven guilty.
Regardless of the injuries sustained.
What are all the accusations for?
Why isn't he being question for a while
Why isn't he the one on trial.
He is the one who made the decision to hurt.
Why does it matter the color of my skirt.
You say we must focus on the criminal 's rights
If that's the case then justice bites!
Think of the message your questions send.
A victim on trial can never mend.
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You can take my pride
You can scar my hide.
You can tie me up and throw me around,
And you can spit in my face while I'm
gagged and bound.
You can take away a piece of my sanity
And take my sense of security.
You can shatter my life
And take every shred of purity.
BUT YOU WON'T TAKE ME.
NO YOU CAN'T TAKE ME.
Lying on the floor with a knife in my heart,
NO YOU WON'T TAKE ME.
Allison A. Werth, 1997
Box
I?m inside this box, lost in my own little world, just me,
Wishing to be a normal person, totally free.
Not enough room to move, and definitely no room to grow,
But if I stay in here, the real me, no one will ever know.
It?s safer to just keep this box locked tighter than a drum,
Then no one knows of my abuse, or where I
came from.
I have holes in the box, so I can breath, but only exist,
The fantasy of being happy is truly missed.
I have no freedom in this box, but also have no pain,
For my feelings are hidden and I don?t have to feel insane.
Sometimes I wish someone would turn on the light, its dark
in here,
But in order to see light, I would have to deal with the pain,
rage and fear.
How do I do this, does anyone know?
How do I stay strong, and deal with the abuse so I can
grow?
It is so dark in here, I can?t see,
But I wouldn?t be here if he would of just let me be.
I feel so trapped, so totally alone, do you have the key to get
me out?
Can you help me to cope, give me a new route.
The way I have been coping isn?t working at all,
All I?m doing is setting myself up for a big fall.
Can you open the lid so I can be free, and learn how to deal,
Become a survivor, and begin to heal.
pinkyc
SWEET FRIEND.
SWEET FRIEND,
BE STRONG!!!
KEEP YOUR FAITH
EVEN WHEN THE WORLD CAN SEEM SO WRONG.
SWEET FRIEND,
HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH,
IN THE LOVE THAT YOU FEEL
KNOW THE LORD HEARS YOUR CRY.
SWEET FRIEND,
HANG IN THERE SWEET GIRL,
KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED
KNOW THAT YOU A RE TRULY A PEARL.
BE BRAVE,
DON'T CRY, MY SWEET FRIEND,
MAY YOU NEVER FORGET,
THAT YOU A RE TRULY A GODSEND.
THE END
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*RAJEEV*
Don't Follow Your Dreams
Don't follow your dreams,
Hunt them down and capture them.
Grab them and don't let go.
Your dreams are the only things that are truly "yours".
Nurture them, let them fly!
Don't drown them or smother them.
Don't neglect them and ignore them.
Don't try to analyze and dissect them away.
Just let them BE.
Allison Werth
9-9-99
"Begging"
Pain
pooling deep within my soul
begging
for release
bleed for me
bleed for me
3/18/00
"Deep"
Blood read heat
boils from my gut
threatening
taunting
to consume me.
Monoliths of pain
blacken my soul
chewing
sucking my crying breath.
One step too far
I will drown
no tears enough
to release this bond.
I bleed alone.
3/25/00
"Fist"
So
so many words
taunting my hate
unleashing my rage
Not enough words
enough dialects
enough walls to smash
fury to spit
in her face
My small fist
tight so bloodless
needing to crash
into her christian face
So many lies
the truth out now
she doesn't even deny
she knew
She Knew
4/1/00
"Destroy"
I'd like to
NO
love to
yearn to
crave to
burn to
see your face below me
smash you from above
destroy your dignity
crush your spirit
spit on you
pound rocks on you
leave you alone and naked
abandoned
betrayed
tied up
lied to
knocked down
destroy your body
there is nothing else
of you I can ruin
bleed out you bitch
you whore
you princess
4/1/00
"Inward"
Every inch I give you
the anger in my head
threatens to turn against me
and pin me to the wall
I did nothing wrong
I was only three
I was only seven
fifteen, sixteen, seventeen
twenty
You taught me no other
than to spread
and smile
How else could I be special?
Tell me
mother
what did I have to do
for you
for your sins to be forgiven?
4/1/00
"Known"
Would the whip
come away bloody?
If I slit your throat
would your jugular pulse?
Your heart surely blackened
and
when you die
there'll be no soul
for heaven
or hell.
Pretend all you want
you're dead already
this is your hell.
Because you know
and
you've known all this time.
4/1/00
"Rage"
Betrayal
they all plan it
no more
I will betray them all
Vengeance is mine
shouts from my gut
my soul
rage drives me now
You lied to me
fucked me over
beat me down
no more
No More
The power in rage
so strong
pure
animalistic
coursing thru my veins
cleansing me
You don't know me
call me stupid
think me naïve
manipulative
bitch
Fuck you all
Fuck You All
I've drawn the line
in your blood
not mine
Why did I fear
this rage?
I embrace it
and give it life
as it lifts me up
and yells
fuck you!
Fuck You!
4/4/00
"Scraps"
Scraps of self
ease into pouring blood
releasing pain
flowing like water
Swirling down the drain
Save me
4/6/00
"Tears"
Alone
in isolation
your body next to mine
I'm alone
Left out in the cold
watching ashes fall
my heart burning down
so black
Singular
weeping
emotions torn
no answers
just tears
4/7/00
No means no
No means no,
That's what I believe is true.
No means no.
Has it happened to you?
I didn't mean to make him mad.
I knew the conclusion would turn bad.
He held me down with all his might.
I tried and tried but couldn't fight.
After that he wouldn't touch me.
I was scared, what else could I be?
He knows what he has done.
He even told someone that it was fun.
In the future he will see,
All the hurt he has done to me.
I ask myself everyday,
Why me? Why in the hell this way?
I'll always have this hurt inside.
Something special in me has died.
I'll remember all that happened that day,
And I know that soon he will pay.
No means no,
That's what I believe is true.
No means no.
Has it happened to you?
