Email Archive Page 21
- From: Rob
- Date: 6/10/97 3:43PM
- Subject: Please look after this Davie...
- Hello to you all,
- I'll admit to this being my first posting to this newslist - although I
- have been subscribed to it basically from the start, so the regulars are
- like friends to me (Hello Gavin, Joe, Mike & John!).
- Last night Davie popped round to collect his belated birthday presents and
- admitted that he hadn't been eating proper meals since he moved back to the
- farm... so start dropping hints folks... tell Davie to eat and look after
- himself! He puts in a lot of effort on behalf of us all keeping the BT site
- maintained, and I thank him for it... but...
- Nice to see the debate running - and the opening scenes of Davie's sequel
- idea look excellent... keep up the good work Davie.
- Rob
- - x
- From: Jason
- Date: 6/10/97 3:54PM
- Subject: Beautiful Members
- 'Ello All!
- Well I finally got the computer to cooperate with me. On the DalNet
- Channel #Beautiful_Thing, I am doing a Member Picture Server thing. If you
- would like to offer your picture to everyone who visits the channel, please
- send me your photo, and I will get it in there. Please include your regular
- nickname, as it will be used to access the picture. As an example, my photo
- is in there and you would simply type BTMPS Jason,, that will generate a
- send of my photo to you. If you have any questions, I will be glad to
- answer them, Please Email me.
- Thanks, Jason
- -----------------------------------
- From: Gavin
- Date: 6/10/97 4:05PM
- Subject: Re: Visit to Thamesmead
- At 13:32 6/10/97 +0100, David wrote:
- >He has offered to meet us there, answer questions, and talk about it's
- history. He's lived there over 30 years!
- >What do you think?
- Bloody hell, Davie! That's fantastic!
- Gav.
- From: Gavin
- Date: 6/10/97 4:25PM
- Subject: Re: The ongoing debate
- At 09:42 6/10/97 -0800, Mike wrote:
- >>At 01:20 6/10/97 -0700, Apollo wrote:
- >>This' one of my least coherent posts. Sorry. A bit of a catharsis and not
- >>a little self-indulgent.
- >Are you kidding? Your whole post made total sense. I don't regret having
- >lost my virginity the way you do, but I certainly agree that "anonomous"
- Well...I apologised because I tend not to write too coherently when I get
- emotional like that. But no: I don't apologise for the content. It said
- what I wanted it to say.
- Gav.
- From: "Peter
- Date: 6/10/97 4:33PM
- Subject: RE: a sweet contentment deep inside (was: The Ongoing Debate)
- Hey..congratulations Keith
- > -----Original Message-----
- > From: Mike
- > Sent: Tuesday, June 10, 1997 11:20 AM
- > To: Beautiful Thing Email List
- > Subject: a sweet contentment deep inside (was: The Ongoing
- > Debate)
- >
- > At 10:46 AM -0500 6/10/97, Keith wrote:
- > <snip>
- > >After seing BT, I joined this list, which is
- > >something new to me. After a few days of seeing the email passing
- > >back and forth, I quickly realized I was not the only one touched in
- > this
- > >way. I was soon admitting to people on this list things I have never
- > told
- > >anyone else, and did not feel the least bit uncomfortable.
- > >
- > >I think BT (and you guys) has finally made me accept myself as I am,
- > and
- > >for the first time in my life I am actually proud of the fact that
- > I'm gay.
- > >After seeing BT, I thought of nothing but coming out to someone. The
- > >other day, I told a close friend. I know him well enough to know he
- > >would be cool with it, (which he was) but it still was the greatest
- > relief to
- > >be able to tell someone. Before seeing BT, I never even considered
- > >coming out to anyone.
- >
- > YEAYYYYYYY! Congratulations, Keith. It's words like this that warm my
- > heart. Other guys on the list have said exactly the same thing and it
- > always makes me SO happy. This is what I want this BT list to be: more
- > than
- > just a fan club; a place where people can share the Beautiful Things
- > that
- > our lives truly are. (That doesn't mean no pain, by the way; pain can
- > be a
- > BT too. When my lover died back in February, this list was a great
- > support.)
- >
- > >I feel the backrub scene is one of the tenderest things I have ever
- > seen
- > >in a >movie. Seeing that, I imagine myself getting a backrub from
- > >someone. It >doesn't have to lead to sex, at least not yet. Rather,
- > just
- > >knowing that >someone cares deeply enough to just becontent being
- > together.
- >
- > Mike . Virtually messages K.B's shoulders and neck. No sex. Totally
- > content. :-)
- >
- > >Now, instead imagining "quickies", or some kind of anonymous sex, I
- > >imagine just holding someone, sitting along the river watching the
- > ships
- > >go by, being surprised when he surprises me out front of my office
- > after
- > >work. Just sharing thoughts. I consider that "normal" feelings in
- > a
- > >relationship.
- >
- > Oh YES! That's it. NORMAL that's exaactly what it is. It's also
- > romance.
- > That's what we have to learn -- what no one ever taught us or has ever
- > shown us in our social mirrors. How to LIVE a romantic life as a gay
- > man.
- > How to DEAL with pain. How to COMMUNICATE with our lovers and friends.
- > How
- > to build families and communities that will support and transform our
- > lives. It CAN happen. It IS happening. Oh yeah...
- >
- > >By being invited into Jamie's and Ste's hearts to share in the
- > feelings, I
- > >now realize beautiful it can be. Mike Wells is right, we are being
- > >constantly surrounded by and bombarded with images of "straight"
- > >relationships. This makes it easy to hide your own feelings, and
- > justify
- > >staying in the closet.
- >
- > It's not just "hide" them, its that we don't recognize them for what
- > they
- > are or for the value they have. Hey, you don't think there's a
- > loveable gay
- > man right next door? You must be in the Sahara desert, that's all I
- > gotta
- > say. If that's NOT where you're living, then maybe you might want to
- > look a
- > little closer. Try to find out, without blame or self criticism, what
- > is
- > keeping your eyes blind and your heart closed? No, it isn't your fault
- > and
- > it isn't the fault of your brother, either. We're all "Victimes of the
- > education...thingamabob" We can blame society but, hey, are we
- > cooperating?
- > Maybe we are and don't even know it!
- >
- > The question is, how to open the heart? How to fall in love with one's
- > self, as we are. (I don't mean vanity. I mean genuine acceptance of
- > and
- > appreciation for who we are.) Not easy. As Mama Cass said, it's:
- > >
- > >- a sweet contentment deep inside.
- > >That's how BT makes me feel.
- > >
- > Yep. You've got it. You're hooked! Now try to understand: It is in
- > YOU. The
- > movie didn't create it. It was in you all along. Even another guy
- > can't
- > create it. A movie or a poem or a beautiful sunset or a guy may EVOKE
- > this
- > feeling, but the LOVE is yours. It's all yours! It's in you right now,
- > today, every day.
- >
- > I say, let's let ourselves HAVE it. Let it FLOW through our veins.
- > Learn to
- > LIVE it day by day. Yep. That's it. Now we're getting some where...
- >
- > And, in case you're wondering, no, I don't know how to do that either
- > (shy
- > kinda guy that I am) but I'M LEARNING ... "It's gett'n better..."
- >
- > Love ya all so much,
- >
- >
- > Mike
- From: Mike
- Date: 6/10/97 4:58PM
- Subject: Re: re forwarding my last post to BT -Reply
- At 1:52 PM -0500 6/10/97, Keith wrote:
- >Mike,
- >
- >Absolutely you can cross post it! Thanks. Feel free to leave me email
- >address in the message.
- >
- >Keith
- >
- >(P.S. I haven't gotten the post to the BT list yet, so I'm not sure which part
- >you are refering to, and what your response is. Maybe you could
- >forward it to me?)
- Ok, here it is. I wonder why you haven't gotten it yet?
- At 10:46 AM -0500 6/10/97, Keith wrote:
- <snip>
- >After seing BT, I joined this list, which is
- >something new to me. After a few days of seeing the email passing
- >back and forth, I quickly realized I was not the only one touched in this
- >way. I was soon admitting to people on this list things I have never told
- >anyone else, and did not feel the least bit uncomfortable.
- >
- >I think BT (and you guys) has finally made me accept myself as I am, and
- >for the first time in my life I am actually proud of the fact that I'm gay.
- >After seeing BT, I thought of nothing but coming out to someone. The
- >other day, I told a close friend. I know him well enough to know he
- >would be cool with it, (which he was) but it still was the greatest relief to
- >be able to tell someone. Before seeing BT, I never even considered
- >coming out to anyone.
- YEAYYYYYYY! Congratulations, Keith. It's words like this that warm my
- heart. Other guys on the list have said exactly the same thing and it
- always makes me SO happy. This is what I want this BT list to be: more than
- just a fan club; a place where people can share the Beautiful Things that
- our lives truly are. (That doesn't mean no pain, by the way; pain can be a
- BT too. When my lover died back in February, this list was a great support.)
- >I feel the backrub scene is one of the tenderest things I have ever seen
- >in a >movie. Seeing that, I imagine myself getting a backrub from
- >someone. It >doesn't have to lead to sex, at least not yet. Rather, just
- >knowing that >someone cares deeply enough to just becontent being together.
- Mike . Virtually messages K.B's shoulders and neck. No sex. Totally
- content. :-)
- >Now, instead imagining "quickies", or some kind of anonymous sex, I
- >imagine just holding someone, sitting along the river watching the ships
- >go by, being surprised when he surprises me out front of my office after
- >work. Just sharing thoughts. I consider that "normal" feelings in a
- >relationship.
- Oh YES! That's it. NORMAL that's exaactly what it is. It's also romance.
- That's what we have to learn -- what no one ever taught us or has ever
- shown us in our social mirrors. How to LIVE a romantic life as a gay man.
- How to DEAL with pain. How to COMMUNICATE with our lovers and friends. How
- to build families and communities that will support and transform our
- lives. It CAN happen. It IS happening. Oh yeah...
- >By being invited into Jamie's and Ste's hearts to share in the feelings, I
- >now realize beautiful it can be. Mike Wells is right, we are being
- >constantly surrounded by and bombarded with images of "straight"
- >relationships. This makes it easy to hide your own feelings, and justify
- >staying in the closet.
- It's not just "hide" them, its that we don't recognize them for what they
- are or for the value they have. Hey, you don't think there's a loveable gay
- man right next door? You must be in the Sahara desert, that's all I gotta
- say. If that's NOT where you're living, then maybe you might want to look a
- little closer. Try to find out, without blame or self criticism, what is
- keeping your eyes blind and your heart closed? No, it isn't your fault and
- it isn't the fault of your brother, either. We're all "Victimes of the
- education...thingamabob" We can blame society but, hey, are we cooperating?
- Maybe we are and don't even know it!
- The question is, how to open the heart? How to fall in love with one's
- self, as we are. (I don't mean vanity. I mean genuine acceptance of and
- appreciation for who we are.) Not easy. As Mama Cass said, it's:
- >
- >- a sweet contentment deep inside.
- >That's how BT makes me feel.
- >
- Yep. You've got it. You're hooked! Now try to understand: It is in YOU. The
- movie didn't create it. It was in you all along. Even another guy can't
- create it. A movie or a poem or a beautiful sunset or a guy may EVOKE this
- feeling, but the LOVE is yours. It's all yours! It's in you right now,
- today, every day.
- I say, let's let ourselves HAVE it. Let it FLOW through our veins. Learn to
- LIVE it day by day. Yep. That's it. Now we're getting some where...
- And, in case you're wondering, no, I don't know how to do that either (shy
- kinda guy that I am) but I'M LEARNING ... "It's gett'n better..."
- Love ya all so much,
- Mike
- From: Mike
- Date: 6/10/97 5:25PM
- Subject: Re: Were They?
- At 11:22 AM -0700 6/10/97, Peter ) wrote:
- >Were the 2 boys in BT straight?
- >Peter Dunne
- That's the scoop, Peter.
- Hell, I knew I was "gay" (didn't have that word) when I was six years old.
- But I have friends who didn't have a clue till they were adults. One friend
- said, "I was 22 years old, sitting in my car at a stop light and this guy
- was walking across the street right in front of me wearing short shorts and
- a tank top and I was looking at him and suddenly it dawned on me -- Oh my
- god, I'm attracted to this guy, sexually attracted to this guy -- I must be
- gay!" I know men who were so repressed (not merely closeted) they got
- married, had kids and then, some suddenly, some over time, it hit them. For
- such men coming out can be a VERY painful experience. They feel they don't
- know themselves, maybe can't even TRUST themselves. Then, on top of that,
- they have their families to come out to; the gay "subculture" to
- assimilate. It's not easy.
- So far as we know, Scott and Glen are straight. I have no reason to believe
- otherwise. It doesn't matter to me. They do a DAMN good job portraying
- something we all recognize as some part of ourselves, right?
- PS: this could be an interesting thread. When did you (anyone on the list
- who is intrested in shareing) first realize you were gay? How did you feel
- when you had this realization?
- Mike
- From: mesocyclone
- Date: 6/10/97 5:31PM
- Subject: Re: Were They?
- Yes, I believe they were str8, but then, if they were, why'd they do it?
- From: Matthew
- Date: 6/10/97 5:36PM
- Subject: Re: Were They?
- You know, there are so many questions about them being gay!
- I mean, I have to admit that I wondered the same thing.
- But, I think that's one of the reasons that we don't see many
- characters who are gay...at least by big actors.
- I mean, everytime an actor is in a gay role, people question their
- personal sexuality. I think it makes some actors gay or straight
- fearful of playing those roles.
- They don't want to be typecast, and I think that some producers would
- always want an openly gay actor to play a straight role.
- What do you think?
- --
- Matthew
- From: "Peter
- Date: 6/10/97 5:45PM
- Subject: RE: Were They?
- Hi,
- I came out when I was 16...to my parents also. They could have cared
- less..I am very lucky. You see my dad liberated Buchenwald and is pretty
- evolved. My mother just told me how mad that this boy she had a crush on
- was gay in college...in the 1940's.
- I was a freshman...in high school...it was hard but feel sooo glad I did
- not have to be closeted about it all. I also had an under age gay club
- to be with my tribe at.
- > -----Original Message-----
- > From: Mike
- > Sent: Tuesday, June 10, 1997 2:26 PM
- > To: Beautiful Thing Email List
- > Subject: Re: Were They?
- >
- > At 11:22 AM -0700 6/10/97, Peter wrote:
- > >Were the 2 boys in BT straight?
- > >Peter
- >
- > That's the scoop, Peter.
- >
- > Hell, I knew I was "gay" (didn't have that word) when I was six years
- > old.
- > But I have friends who didn't have a clue till they were adults. One
- > friend
- > said, "I was 22 years old, sitting in my car at a stop light and this
- > guy
- > was walking across the street right in front of me wearing short
- > shorts and
- > a tank top and I was looking at him and suddenly it dawned on me -- Oh
- > my
- > god, I'm attracted to this guy, sexually attracted to this guy -- I
- > must be
- > gay!" I know men who were so repressed (not merely closeted) they got
- > married, had kids and then, some suddenly, some over time, it hit
- > them. For
- > such men coming out can be a VERY painful experience. They feel they
- > don't
- > know themselves, maybe can't even TRUST themselves. Then, on top of
- > that,
- > they have their families to come out to; the gay "subculture" to
- > assimilate. It's not easy.
- >
- > So far as we know, Scott and Glen are straight. I have no reason to
- > believe
- > otherwise. It doesn't matter to me. They do a DAMN good job portraying
- > something we all recognize as some part of ourselves, right?
- >
- > PS: this could be an interesting thread. When did you (anyone on the
- > list
- > who is intrested in shareing) first realize you were gay? How did you
- > feel
- > when you had this realization?
- >
- > Mike
- From: Mike
- Date: 6/10/97 5:58PM
- Subject: Re: Jaime and Ste happily ever after?
- At 9:05 AM -0700 6/10/97, mesocyclone wrote:
- <snip>Then he walks across the road to Ste. Ste is crying. jaime
- >talks Ste in his arms, and comforts him, and then they turn and look at
- >the sunrise, and then eerything fades to black, the implication being
- >that Jaime and Ste both died in the car.
- Just wondering: did you awaken as "everything faded to black"? If so, that
- signifies that although they died in your unconscious, they have been
- reborn in you.
- Hey, what'd ya expect from a old gay hippie in California?
- Mike
- From: Speaker
- Date: 6/10/97 6:31PM
- Subject: Re: Were They?
- And thus spake mesocyclone...
- > Yes, I believe they were str8, but then, if they were, why'd they do it?
- Because they're actors and they earn money byt playing parts?
- Becasue they liked the parts? :-)
- Might as well ask why gay actors play straight parts...
- --
- From: Gavin
- Date: 6/10/97 7:42PM
- Subject: Re: Were They?
- At 16:36 6/10/97 -0500, Matthew wrote:
- > I mean, everytime an actor is in a gay role, people question their
- >personal sexuality. I think it makes some actors gay or straight
- >fearful of playing those roles.
- Hell. That's so true. That's one of the questions poor Laura Dern had to
- put up with!
- But fair's fair: gay actors have been playing straight roles since theatre
- began! Ben Daniels, who is gay, plays Sandra's boyfriend Tony in the movie.
- He has to kiss her and pretend to have sex with her. So what's so bad about
- straight actors playing gay roles? You're bloody paid to play the role.
- Gav.
- From: Todd
- Date: 6/10/97 7:43PM
- Subject: newsgroup
- I just checked the news server with my IP and found the most wonderful
- newsgroup: alt.movies.beautiful_thing! All right Daive!
- Todd
- From: <Cabaret
- Date: 6/10/97 7:50PM
- Subject: Re: American BT
- Well, I think an American version of BT is inevitable. We Yanks have this
- bad habit of copying British entertainment. :) So, with that in mind, I've
- been thinking of ideas for an American BT. I think a good title would be
- Lovestruck. (I don't know why I like it, but it sorta just came to me.) :)
- I was also thinking about music. My pereference would be a soundtrack by
- the Indigo Girls. They seem to have the same passion and warmth in their
- music that Mama Cass had in hers. As for the setting, that's where I would
- change things quite a bit from BT. I was thinking about the two boys being a
- bit further apart living-space-wise. I imagine one character as living with
- his mother and maybe a sister in a kind of upper-middles-class apartment
- complex in Manhattan, while the other boy lives with his father and perhaps a
- brother or two in the South Bronx or East Queens. Instead of going to school
- together, maybe they would work together at a restaurant or store or
- something. Well, let me know what y'all think. :)
- Mason
- From: <HeadDr
- Date: 6/10/97 7:52PM
- Subject: There's folks like me out there...
- When I fell in love the first time, I was in college. I had never met anyone
- that stirred feelings like that inside me. All that I could think about was
- him and being with him. It was very difficult at the time because I was
- comfortable with my feelings for him but he has very uncomfortable with his
- towards me and would not admit to them for the longest. We went thru a phase
- of experimentation and denial. (Such as Ste and Jamie) I remember vividly
- then first time we ever went to a gay bar. We were astonished. None of the
- people there were like us. We were far from the mold of the people that we
- met. (Even today, I do not fit the mold of the gay crowd - or atleast I
- think) To make a long story short, we are no longer together. Now when I
- go out, all I see are folks looking for one night stands and alley way
- blowjobs. I am no saint but I refuse to get caught up in this. Many of my
- friends think that I am crazy but I WANT LOVE AGAIN!! And I will not accept
- less!!!! Its been 2 years since I last time that I saw the only man that I
- have loved but while watching BT, for 90 minutes, it brings back all those
- memories that keeps me looking for it again!!1
- Jim
- From: "Ross
- Date: 6/10/97 8:44PM
- Subject: Re: Were They?
- I read last year in the early Fall in Details Magazine about BT. I have had
- to see it ever since I read it. Then the other day when I was in "Moovies"
- I saw it, recognized it, and about flamed myself out of the store.
- Anyways... back to the point... when I read the article it said that Jamie
- and Ste were both straight and chosen for that reason. There were several
- other actors that tried out but Jamie and Ste were NOT gay and that's a big
- reason THEY were choosen. Who better to choose for a love story were both
- boys come out of the closet? They were interviewed said something like,
- "When the kissing scenes came, we just kissed. We didn't rehearse it...
- just to keep the meaning" My question is like everyone elses... they are
- either gay or damn good actors... and need to make a sequal or go on a road
- tour (especially in the states)!
- Cheers to everyone!
- Ross
- From: CARMEN
- Date: 6/10/97 9:04PM
- Subject: the 14th....
- For all those who can't be in london on the 14th.... We are going to
- organise a party of our own!
- We are thinking of a sort of all day party on IRC...with people coming and
- going as they are free, with a set time when we can interact with the
- lucky dogs who *are* at the party...if they can get netaccess! we were
- thinking about 7pm BST for the link up....If anyone who's going can offer
- comments on the feasiblity of it..reply to the list, or on IRC before
- Saturday
- We're on DALnet, at #Beautiful_Thing And I'm queenZen
- See you on the 14th! (or before...visitors are always welcome!)
- tory
- From: Kenneth
- Date: 6/10/97 9:18PM
- Subject: Sound Track and Script
- Just purchased both from B&N in Raleigh North Carolina. I will have to
- wait on the movie to complete my library.
- Thanks Jonathon for a great story...
- Ken
- From: mesocyclone
- Date: 6/10/97 9:20PM
- Subject: Re: Were They?
- Since the question was asked, I'll answer.
- I figured out I was gay when I was about 10. I was at school, in line
- to go to lunch, and one of the kids turned and swished her wrist at me and
- asked "Are you gay?" I said no, but of course the light came on inside me
- and I was like yeah, so? Didn't really bother me at the time, and it
- still doesn't today. I sort of started coming out to other people at 13,
- when I started sleeping around with other men. Whoops. Mistake. But it
- got better. I really started coming out at the age of 19, when I started
- going to a gay youth group. Now I tell people whenever it's appropriate
- (I came out to 120+ people in my psych class last semester!).
- From: mesocyclone
- Date: 6/10/97 9:25PM
- Subject: Re: Jaime and Ste happily ever after?
- > >the sunrise, and then everything fades to black, the implication being
- > >that Jaime and Ste both died in the car.
- >
- > Just wondering: did you awaken as "everything faded to black"? If so, that
- > signifies that although they died in your unconscious, they have been
- > reborn in you.
- >
- > Mike
- >
- > Yes, I did wake up when everything faded to black. Maybe it has to do
- with that old line about if you're dreaming, you have to wake up before
- you hit bottom or you die. >:-)
- Have they been reborn in me? It seems so to my roommate, who complains
- that I am obsessed with this movie. Which isn't such a bad thing in my
- book.....
- From: Michael
- Date: 6/10/97 9:46PM
- Subject: Re: In Love?
- At 09:04 PM 06/09/97 -0700, you wrote:
- > One question -- what does Leah say in the beginning when she sees
- >Sandra for the first time? She says "_____ Sandra?" and Sandra shoots
- >back with "Slag." What does she say? Just curious.
- Reply:
- Leah : "Oright, Sandra?"
- ..Sandra-finally looks at her, casting her an exocet glance.
- SANDRA: "Slag!"
- I recommend the screenplay, if it is ever back in stock...
- michael
- From: Speaker
- Date: 6/10/97 9:47PM
- Subject: Re: An American BT
- And thus spake mesocyclone...
- > Okay, back to they've already made the American Version. I remember
- > reading this in XY a few months ago. It was a gay teenage love story
- > about two boys growing up in the rural country of Minnesota.
- Please somebody figure out what movie this is! I'm
- dying to find out. I'm going to try and do Web searches to see if I
- can find out anything...
- --
- From: "Ross
- Date: 6/10/97 11:41PM
- Subject: RE:Were They?
- I read last year in the early Fall in Details Magazine about BT. I have had
- to see it ever since I read it. Then the other day when I was in "Moovies"
- I saw it, recognized it, and about flamed myself out of the store.
- Anyways... back to the point... when I read the article it said that Jamie
- and Ste were both straight and chosen for that reason. There were several
- other actors that tried out but Jamie and Ste were NOT gay and that's a big
- reason THEY were choosen. Who better to choose for a love story were both
- boys come out of the closet? They were interviewed said something like,
- "When the kissing scenes came, we just kissed. We didn't rehearse it...
- just to keep the meaning" My question is like everyone elses... they are
- either gay or damn good actors... and need to make a sequal or go on a road
- tour (especially in the states)!
- Cheers to everyone!
- Ross
- Ross
- From: "Kevin
- Date: 6/10/97 11:49PM
- Subject: Re: A truly beautiful thing
- I think my favorite lines in BT are at the party when Ste and Jamie are
- outside (blah, blah, blah)
- Ste:"So are you...?"
- Jamie:"Queer?"
- Ste:"Gay?"
- Jamie:"I'm very happy. I'm happy when I'm with you."
- God, isn't that all ANYONE is looking for...someone to be happy with -
- to share ourselves with - to talk to - to BE with...
- I know I try to enjoy myself with my friends as much as possible when we
- hang out...but when the nite is over, I go back to my life and they go
- back to theirs and the "emptiness" inside just goes on and on...
- But when you are with someone who makes you happy, even when you're away
- from him (or her), nothing can intrude on the happiness inside - you
- don't feel lonely anymore!!!
- To me, that's why BT is so dear to my heart. It speaks of the human
- condition (wow, that was profound...) :) - the need/want/desire to be
- loved and the need/want/desire/ability to return that love!!!
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