Breaking
Down
Going
deep, deep inside, inside oneself,
Looking for something
Just a spark, some meaning to life.
Emptiness is filling
me with nausea,
Lurking as a beast.
Time pass in disordonate
pattern,
Nothing to do.
Mantras of despair tattooed
deep underskin,
No way to get rid of them.
Imagination turns on
banality, offering nothing but nothing.
Just thoughts of destruction.
The one in the mirror
isn't me,
It's just a shell that don't belongs to
me,
A subject of studies.
Nights are longer than
days.
Biting his tail, thoughts
lead to nothing
Feelings are mere ideas, with no sense
and no passion;
Meaningless, I can't feel them anymore.
Virtual worlds become
my new reality
'cause I do no more belongs to this one.
Silence is my best friend,
Silence is my best enemy.
I don't know what I am
I don't know who I am.
Man, or something else,
Crisis with Identity.
TV reaction, Lights,
Shapes and Sounds.
Illusions of distraction, crowd of nothing.
Cassandra
Iris.
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1999
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Copyright : Cassandra Iris
June 2000
By KC Concept