I was born a po black child, no seriously, I was born
and raised here in Southern California. My Mother and Father instilled
very strong values in me from the beginning. Many say I'm prude, shy
or stuck up. The truth is that I have not been completely honest, in
the past, with myself and who I am. I am getting better with that.
All through school I was known at as the fat kid. As I grew older
I was known as the football star. My self esteem was nothing (literally)
until recently. I was always what they wanted me to be.I am now (within the past few years)getting to know myself and to become comfortable with who I am. I owe this, in great part, to a very wonderful man named, augh we'll just call him J.A.. He knows who he is and besides the initials are also symbolic of his personality. He showed me that the only way to be happy, was to be yourself. I wish he could have taken his own advise. But he didn't so unfortunately I find myself single AGAIN :-(
So where ever you are, know you will always have a special place in my heart. I owe you a lot and if you ever need a friend I will be here for you.