Welcome to my inner darkness..I call it that because I cannot bring myself to
call it my "Dungeon"... I feel that this page is more an expression of what hides
inside alot of us.. I say us not just meaning the few that have interest enough to
surf here, but our society, our world.. I firmly believe that 85% of the population
have submissive tendencies.. Look around you...How many will allow someone
to cut in front of them in a line? How many are easily sold by telemarketers who
call during dinner time? Its easier to say nothing to that person who cuts in front
of you at the grocery store than to confront them and it easier to tell that long
winded telemarketer, "Yes, just send it to me and I will look at it.." rather then
say NO! Ofcoarse there is a big difference between a submissive and a true
masochist..
Society beats people down.. Or should I say the Wolves of society..
I feel that the world is made of lambs and wolves and some that are both
in one way or the other.. More people are lambs than not...That comes with
the turn the other cheek philosophy so drummed into us as children.
How many parents truly teach their children to speak up and to not conform
to the "norm", to be themselves and be true to their own minds? Not many..
But I digress.. So for those of us that enjoy the fear we see in our partners
eyes or the pain and pleasure of submission (whether physically or just mentally)
we understand the term Inner Darkness...
I hear people all the time using the terminology "Player"... I have a hard time
"conforming" to that word...To me, when they are tied up, or kneeling and I
can smell their anxiety and fear like a wolf smells the fear of it prey the word
"Player" doesn't come to mind...See, there is no real thought for me only
intensity and passion...Not to say I am not always cognicient of safety, as
I am...But it isn't about fullfilling a fantasy/game, as much as it is about
fullfilling a lack or a need... Their need for security and or surrender and my
need for control (a higher form of bonding)...
This page is dedicated to all the little "slavegirls" I have ever had...